[Net King] Chasing the Light

Snow, flying down overwhelmingly.The world was pale.

She ran in a daze, not knowing where to go.There is a voice in my heart that keeps urging: "Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up, we must catch up—"

To catch up with... what?

Even when in doubt, she never slowed down.Keep running, running...

Looking forward, there is still a vast expanse of whiteness, the world seems to have lost its color, only white remains, not even black.

No, not right!

She stared wide-eyed ahead—

It was a blue back, tall and slender, familiar and unforgettable!

Her heart suddenly ached.He stopped suddenly, turned his head to glance around, and slowly lowered his head, covered by neat bangs, covering her eyes, making it impossible to see her expression clearly.

Her hands were tightly clenched into fists, as if she was suppressing something.

"It's a lie..." she murmured, "It's not true, it's a lie—"

"Everything is a lie!" She yelled suddenly, her voice scattered in the white world, as if magic had been added, everything began to collapse, like a shattered mirror, piece by piece.

Only she stayed where she was, clenching her fists.

From pure white to pitch black.

She stood motionless with her head bowed, as if it had been eternity.

"No... Satsuki-chan can't do this..."

The voice that came from the darkness was so gentle that it made people cry.She raised her head blankly, and intuitively cast her gaze forward—the deep place.

"Shayue-chan, a dark place is not fun, but a place with light is wonderful... You can't be willful..."

"Light?" She repeated the word suspiciously, "Light, how can there be?"

"Look, look here..."

As the gentle voice fell, a small light appeared in the deepness ahead.

Chasing the light seems to be the instinct of human beings, and she has already involuntarily raised her feet and walked towards the light.

"Yes, come here, Shayue-chan is so good..." The voice became more gentle, and seemed to be gratified.

Accompanied by the voice's encouragement, she kept going forward, kept going...until she seemed to be able to reach out and touch the light——

"Hey," she stopped suddenly, "Isn't this a lie? Even if you bathe in the light, it won't be exciting..."

"Shayue-chan...you can't be willful..." The voice was still gentle.

But her tears fell down, one by one as if dripping into the surface of the lake, and the ground under her feet rippled in circles.

"You can't be willful...I've never been willful in so many years, just this time, can't I just once?" She turned and asked softly behind her, pleading.

"Shayue-chan, you can't be willful... I will be very distressed..." The voice seemed sad, as if her willfulness was really sad.

"Once, just this time... Let me just stay here like this - it's not really self-willed, is it?"

However, there was no answer for a long time.The owner of the voice seems to use this kind of silence to express sadness...

The world was completely silent again.Only the faint light in front of her was spinning and shining in circles.

for a long time.

"...I see." Finally she bowed her head to compromise, her voice was cold, she raised her hand to touch the light in front of her eyes, "Since I stay here, I can't catch up with you, so what's the difference between here and there?"

Pale fingertips touched the white light, as if he had been waiting for a long time, the light that was still faint just now burst into a bright light that could dispel all the darkness.Wrap her tightly.

"If you wish, do so one last time," she whispered softly. "Now, over there, take care of yourself."

"Shayue-chan, you're so good... Be good all the time, don't be willful..." The voice reappeared, full of joy and relief.

"No, you're not here anymore, who will show your willfulness?" She murmured absently.

The darkness gradually melted away, surrounded by light, she looked up and suddenly shouted loudly, her body was exhausted, "Please remember me, I will always remember you in this life—"

"mom!"

Because in this world, only we depend on each other.If even I forget you, who else will always remember... I remember that there was once such a woman, she was gentle and beautiful, kind and intelligent, optimistic and strong...

Time will erase all traces, including human memory.Who would firmly remember the existence of such a person in their meager memory?Five years, ten years, 20 years, or even longer, will gradually fade out of everyone's memory until it is completely forgotten...

But she won't allow it!Even if the whole world forgets that person, at least, at least she will always remember, unforgettable!

——Hey, it’s good that I remember you.

——Because I am the proof that you once existed!

"Thank God! Satsuki-chan, you're finally awake!"

"Where is this?" The strong light made her unable to open her eyes. The girl raised her hand to cover her eyes, her mind went blank.

"It's the hospital. Satsuki-chan, you've been in a coma for three days!" As if relieved, the strange voice at first answered.After a pause, the girl could clearly sense the man's sigh, "Shayue-chan, be strong! If Liu Yi sees you like this, he will be sad."

Keep clothes?The one who would call her mother Liuyi, "Who are you?" The girl's thoughts gradually became clear.She tried to open her eyes and turned to look at the person sitting beside her.

There was a sudden gentle touch on the forehead. This hand didn't feel calloused, which showed that it was well maintained.That kind of warm feeling made her reluctant to refuse.

Gentle, intimate.

"Shayue-chan, I'm Aunt Meixi." The woman said softly.

It turned out to be my mother's best friend, Aunt Meixi.This one used to be the best handkerchief handout before mom went to college.In today's indifferent world, even when their relatives abandon them, they are still the best sisters who rush to her mother with a phone call.

Miki Atobe.

The girl's cold expression eased slightly.

Her vision gradually became clear, and she looked at the woman beside her——

The first feeling is elegance and affinity.Then carefully look at the woman's facial features, and gradually they can overlap with a figure in his mind.Even though she is more elegant and charming now, she can still distinguish the youthfulness and innocence of the past.

Because the smile on the woman's lips is as gentle as she has seen many times, making people happy.

In the drawer beside the bed, my mother often took out the photo to wipe and caress. It was one of the three young and beautiful girls.

She often looks at her mother with a happy face and recalls the details of middle school, and the stories are always inseparable from the other two close friends.She knew that in these years, even though she never confessed that she missed her, her mother really missed that period of the past and missed those friends very much.

"I know they are happy now." At the end of the story, she would always add this in a satisfied tone.

It was a beautiful memory of youth, and it was the purest emotion in the long interpersonal communication in the journey of life.

Miki Atobe touched the girl's forehead and found that it was no longer hot, and she breathed a sigh of relief.Seeing her staring at him in a daze, her delicate face was even more pitiful because of her paleness, but when she met those eyes, it made people feel pain in their hearts.

Emotionless.Only pure black remained.

Miki Atobe's nose couldn't help sour, and she almost shed tears.In the past half month, she has cried bitterly countless times.

It's rare for her to take the initiative to contact her friend who hasn't seen her for nearly ten years. She was too late to be happy, but she didn't expect that the goodbye would be a lonely one.

It was clear that the feeling of happiness one second ago was about to fly, but the next moment she realized that the wings were her own fantasy, and she fell to the ground with pain.

In just half a month, she lost the most important friend in her life, a best friend who was closer than her own sister.

But this girl, Sazuki Asama, was the only support in the world that lost her.

It is really the only one to rely on, and even relatives have never seen one.

Back then, Asama Liuyi insisted on having a child out of wedlock, and had already cut off contact with Asama's family, and lived alone in such a remote place with the child.And as far as she knew, the Asama family really hadn't tried to contact this daughter in the past ten years.So when he was dying, Liu Yi contacted her instead of looking for his family members.

Knowing that she always regards herself as the most important sister, Miki Atobe is even more determined to take good care of Satsuki Asama.

She looked at the girl on the hospital bed.After taking care of all the funeral affairs, the child has been in a coma for three days, with a high fever of nearly 41 degrees, and even went into shock at one point.

Now, when she opened her eyes again, the light in her eyes was so dim.

Miki Atobe thought of the girl she met half a month ago. At that time, her eyes were so bright. Even in front of her mother's hospital bed, because there was hope, her eyes were full of hope. amazing.

She also said to Liuyi: "Sayue-chan, who has inherited your beauty, is even more attractive than you." Asama Liuyi is gentle, but her gentleness is easily overlooked, and the equally beautiful Asama Sa But Yue has a coldness, which makes people want to pierce her cold cover.

She stroked Sayue Asama's forehead hair, and looked at her tenderly, "Sayue-chan, would you like to live with me in the future? Let auntie take care of you, okay?"

Sayatsuki Asama was stunned for a moment, but did not answer.

"This is Liuyi's last wish. Let's let her leave with peace of mind, shall we?" Miki Atobe whispered almost choked up.She still can't let go of the fact that her friend has left.

Will mom be relieved?In fact, I really want to make her feel at ease, so that she will always remember her, right?But... But I heard that if the soul still has no memory of the world, it cannot enter reincarnation...

This will be very painful and lonely, right?

She was reluctant.

You can't be willful... Asama Satsuki finally closed her eyes, tears slid down the corners of her eyes, and soon seeped into the white pillow.

"it is good."

This year, just two weeks after New Year's Day, Satsuki Asama, who will turn 16 in about two weeks, bid farewell to her dearest mother in the hospital.

This month, on the night when the moonlight was at its lowest for the second time, Satsuki Asama packed all her luggage and was about to bid farewell to the house where she had lived for more than ten years.

With her mother's most trusted friend, Miki Atobe, embarked on an unknown road.

The story begins here.

The author has something to say: La la la~~~The lotus seeds are starting~~~Hey, dear friends, hurry up and help spread the flowers~~~

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