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"Mr. Lan and Mrs. Lan were not killed by Lou Zhan himself." Uncle Yu first said this surprising opening sentence, and then he continued, "Back then, Lou Zhan wanted to develop the drug business to the inland. The joint of Huaigang must be opened up. The Lan family has great influence in both black and white in Huaigang, and the roots are also deep. Moreover, the Lan family has never participated in drug trafficking. For Lou Zhan, it is necessary to open up Huaigang. It was the biggest obstacle. Lou Zhan was only 25 years old at the time, although he was young, he was quite sophisticated in his actions. At that time, he secretly bribed many people who had trouble with the Lan family in Huaigang, including Hou Da."

"Huda?"

"Hou Da is not a well-known person, but his father Hou Zheng and Mr. Lan used to control the two areas of Huaigang and Shanghuaigang respectively. Later, you can guess that the two sides competed in the end, and the Lan family won all. Hou Zhenglang When he was imprisoned, he struggled with forces in the prison and wanted to make a comeback, of course, Mr. Lan would not agree, and Hou Zheng died in prison in the end."

After the old man said this, Su Ze felt as if it was just the beginning of the prelude. He couldn't help but feel that the story behind Lan Aowen might be more complicated and tortuous than he imagined.

Uncle Yu continued: "Mr. Lan let go of Hou Da, who was still young at that time, because he saw Hou Da's arrogant personality, even if he grew up, he would not pose any threat to the Lan family. Very accurate. But, he didn’t expect that Hou Da would join Lou Zhan later.”

Hearing this, Su Ze seemed to have some clues, and still patiently waited for the old man to continue.

"Lou Zhan used Hou Da to entangle a group of people under Hou Zheng. These people must have swallowed their anger to the extreme when the Lan family was grand, and naturally wanted to make a comeback. They are more familiar with the Lan family and Huaigang than Lou Zhan, and soon Lou Zhan Then he started to work step by step. While Lou Zhan was making these preparations, Mr. Lan’s already sick body was getting worse and worse because of the young master’s departure from home.” At this point, the old man took a long breath, “Later You should know everything about it. Lou Zhan’s people set fires on all sides of Huaigang, and Mr. Lan was exhausted. Hou Da took the opportunity to kidnap Mrs. Lan at this time. Unfortunately, Mr. Lan was assassinated in the hospital before he even had time to save Mrs. .”

"So the person who actually killed Mr. Lan and Mrs. Lan was Hou Da." Su Ze pondered.

The old man nodded: "I don't know if Hou Da has Lou Zhan's instructions behind it." After a pause, "After Hou Da killed Mr. Lan and Mrs. Lan, he sent people to surround Lan's house."

When Uncle Yu said this, he looked at Su Ze, hoping to see a little bit of wavering from the other person's expression, but the young man in black frowned slightly, and did not speak for a long time. When he spoke again, he asked in a low voice: " How old was Lan Aowen at that time?"

"The young master was 17 years old." He replied.

17 years old... Su Ze looked at the beating bonfire. The year he met Lan Aowen in the underground ruins, both of them were 19 years old. That Lan Aowen, who was extremely sensitive, extremely insecure, and extremely wary of him, seemed to be Still vivid.

"At that time, I was with the young master." Uncle Yu's voice became deeper, "When Hou Da came, he was carrying the heads of Mr. Lan and Mrs. Lan..."

The old man didn't continue for a long time. The black-clothed sniper looked back at the old man, with an inexplicable determination in his eyes, and asked in a deep voice, "And then."

Uncle Yu wiped the corners of his eyes: "Then... the young master said to Hou Da, 'When my father killed Hou Zheng, he left you a way to live, now you should also leave me a way to live'."

Su Ze silently clenched his fists, and made a sound of clenching his fingers. He didn't know what kind of mood and expression Lan Aowen used to say this when he faced the head of his dead relative. He closed his eyes and asked: " Where is Lan Huiyi?"

The old man seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then said in a low voice: "At that time, Master Hui Yi was already dead."

So at that time, Lan Aowen was really the only one left in the Lan family.Su Ze asked, "Did Hou Da kill Lan Aowen?"

"Hou Da wanted to kill the young master later, but Lou Zhan came."

Su Ze frowned, not knowing what kind of turning point there was behind this sentence.The few times Lan Aowen talked about his past to him, he never mentioned the name Hou Da, but Lou Zhan was the one he wanted to kill.

The building war is coming.That might be the first meeting between Lou Zhan and Lan Aowen.He didn't know what that meant to Lan Aowen.Maybe Lan Aowen didn't want to tell him, so he should not ask, but if he really heard this, how could he not care.

"The young master hurt Hou Da, Hou Da naturally wanted Lou Zhan to kill the young master," the old man said slowly, "but at that time Lou Zhan most wanted to kill Hou Da."

It sounds like an accident, but Su Ze doesn't think it's strange after careful study. Lou Zhan was using Hou Da in the first place. At this time, Hou Da's father and his followers are probably still counting on regaining the courage of the past in Huaigang. Naturally, Lou Zhan is impossible. Let them grow bigger, since Hou Da was injured by Lan Aowen, using Lan Aowen's hand to kill Hou Da to eliminate future troubles is simply a good thing to kill two birds with one stone.But Lan Aowen, what was he like at that time, Su Ze thought, how could he still hurt Hou Da in that situation?I don't know whether to applaud him or feel sad for him.

"The young master got Lou Zhan's permission to kill Hou Da and his subordinates. After that..." the old man couldn't help but become hoarse when he said this, "he was put under house arrest by Lou Zhan."

This time Su Ze was taken aback: "House arrest?" Did Lou Zhan intend to kill Lan Aowen?

"It is said to be under house arrest, but the young master is not living a human life at all," Yu Bo sighed softly, his wrinkled eyes were full of desolation, "Lou Zhan was afraid that the young master would escape, so he tied the electronic shackles on the young master's feet, As long as you leave Lou Zhan within a radius of two kilometers, the shackles will send a signal, and the people in Lou Zhan can immediately find the young master according to the GPS location. For two full years, the young master has never had the idea of ​​​​running away, only twice crossing the boundary and being caught by Lou Zhan Go back. At that time, the young master only wanted to survive..."

There was sadness in the old man's vicissitudes of voice, and Su Ze couldn't bear to imagine the phrase "I just want to survive" on that proud Lan Aowen.

"In order to survive, I can only work for Lou Zhan. Lou Zhan is very suspicious and tests the young master again and again." Uncle Yu frowned, his eyes filled with resentment. That man was infected with HIV, probably because of mental stimulation. He hijacked the car that smuggled weapons. He had a gun and a knife in his hand. He even cut his own hand. No one dared to approach him. One person went to negotiate. At that time, the young master was unarmed, and he had to subdue such a crazy and dangerous AIDS patient..." The old man's voice trembled, "Now that I think about it, how did that child do it..."

This was the first time Su Ze heard Butler Yu call Lan Aowen "that kid". He looked at the old man's reddish eye circles.This old man who is so calm that he is almost sharp, rarely shows such emotion.Lan Aowen, who was seventeen or eighteen years old, was of course still a child in the eyes of the 60-year-old housekeeper.

"When I accompanied the young master for the HIV test, Alu and I stayed outside the isolation area. At that time, I kept thinking that if the young master was really infected with the virus, I didn't plan to live." The tone of the old housekeeper returned to the same as before. "Fortunately, the young master is fine. The young master has completed all the missions like this narrow escape for Lou Zhan, but Lou Zhan has never trusted the young master."

How can you trust it?Lan Aowen is the kind of person who writes everything in his eyes. Su Ze closed his eyes and recalled the scene when he first met Lan Aowen. The strong desire to survive, the strong love, the strong hatred, those pair of eyes The moving eyes betray their master.

"Before Master Lan Shangwu ran away from home, Mr. Lan's most important thing was the young master, but Master Lan Aowen grew up spoiled and lived a free and willful life. After Master Lan Shangwu left, Mr. Lan Lou Zhan easily ruined everything, but I didn't expect that the young master Lan Aowen, who was just spoiled and useless in the eyes of outsiders, would be so resilient." Uncle Yu said, his tone CUHK expressed emotion and admiration.He looked at the thoughtful black-haired young man, and said calmly, "Mr. Su, the young master was only 19 years old when you met him. Except for me and Alu, it has been a long time since no one has treated him so unconditionally."

Su Ze lowered his eyes, and the bonfire was burning. He thought of the sensitive, suspicious, and insecure Lan Aowen in the dark. In the two years before they met, Lan Aowen experienced so much torture, but still With an indomitable desire to survive, he tried his best to survive. Now he finally understands that the reason why Lan Aowen has such a strong desire to survive is because he still has unresolved hatred. He wants to kill Lou Zhan with his own hands. The purpose is that Lan Aowen will shoot in the dark, will call out to him with the butt of the gun, will hold his hand, will stare at the glass of water and wait for him, and will be afraid of being left behind by him.

Lan Aowen hated Lou Zhan, but he was jealous of Lou Zhan, but after listening to Uncle Yu's narration, this was the first time he was glad that Lou Zhan was still alive at that time, it was the word Lou Zhan that made Lan Aowen try his best to survive , It was these two words that allowed him to meet Lan Aowen, instead of passing by his dead body, and then dying alone in that invisible hell.

When he was found by Lan Aowen in the underground ruins, Lan Aowen lowered his head to feed him the rain, the oppressive darkness was about to crush their backs, but Lan Aowen's voice was so proud that it echoed under the dome of the church:

"Suze, you'll live," he said, "because I like you."

That voice didn't sound like a girl at all, it was domineering and affectionate.It seems that his liking is a big deal.

"This is the first time I have fallen in love with someone. You like me, and I like you too. It turns out that it feels so wonderful..."

"Su Ze, I like your name, I like to see you blushing, I like you to leave me food and water, I like you for fear that I will leave alone, so it doesn't matter if you are a man, as long as you are still named Su Ze, You will blush at me, and you will leave me food and water, and I will still love you for 100 years."

At that time, he was groggy and ignorant, Lan Aowen's voice had a narrow smile, he thought that Lan Aowen was just encouraging him to comfort him, or jokingly talking to himself, encouraging I didn't expect that every word he said was true.Just because he left the food and water to Lan Aowen that time, after that, Lan Aowen can hunt bears for him in the ice and snow, kill zombies for him, take risks for him, and be outnumbered. public.

I thought there was only hatred left in your world, but you can still share so much love with me.Su Ze raised his head, looked at the white trailer in the distance through the bonfire, and said for a long time, "...Thank you for telling me this."

"Mr. Su Ze, Master Lan Aowen is not perfect, but his life is not perfect either. I hope there is at least one thing in Master's life that he can perfectly possess." The old man stood up wearily. , before leaving, said in a low voice, "Please don't tell the young master that I told you this."

Su Ze was the only one left sitting by the campfire, watching the burning flames.

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"I thought you'd forgotten about me."

When walking onto the trailer, Su Ze heard Lan Aowen's dull mocking voice on the sofa.

The lights in the car were not turned on, Lan Aowen turned his head to look out the window, the firelight cast a gorgeous light and shadow on his face through the window, Su Ze looked at him for a while, and said resolutely: "Come with me."

Lan Aowen was stunned for a moment, looked up at Su Ze, frowned and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Follow me, wherever you want." Su Ze said.

Lan Aowen stood up, looking back and forth into the eyes of the person in front of him, those black and white eyes were so serious that his heart skipped a beat, he almost agreed, but finally he gritted his teeth: "You're kidding me again."

"it is true."

Lan Aowen took a deep breath, as if he was about to say something, but finally pressed it back, pursed his lips tightly, his chest heaved several times, and said coldly, "Su Ze, you think I'm your toy? You said later that you want me to wait?" You have been three years, and you want me to go with you again? You want me to go with your good buddies, not afraid of repeating the same mistakes? At that time, disagreements and quarrels will be fierce, and then you will not dump me as much as you want. When will your summer? Ah, something happened to your Irene, and I took the blame as a matter of course, and you left me without saying a word! Even if I was made of titanium alloy, I would be ruined by you—"

Before he finished speaking, he was hugged tightly by a force.

Su Ze could feel Lan Aowen's instantly stiff body in his arms, and the echoing heartbeats of the two people's chests.Can you take him away?

"Lan Aowen, it's just the two of us. If you come with me, I will leave the team." He said hoarsely, his heart beating like a drum, "It's only this one chance, do you agree?" He tightened even more, Hug the person in your arms tightly, such a strong love, don't lose to your hate, okay!

"Promise, I promise!" Lan Aowen hugged the person in front of him forcefully, his voice was agitated, "If you kill Lou Zhan, I will go with you..."

Su Ze let go of Lan Aowen, and stared seriously at those excited eyes: "Leave tomorrow, if you want to follow me, forget about Lou Zhan, and I also forget about Xiao Mo."

The emotion in Lan Aowen's eyes immediately settled down: "Why? What does my wanting to kill Lou Zhan have to do with being with you?"

"It's okay, but you can only choose one of the two." Su Ze said.In fact, he doesn't have a clue in his heart, but even if there is a chance to make Lan Aowen forget his hatred and live back to that wanton and free boy, he is willing to try, even go against his conscience and bear his sins.

Then at least, you should also give up something. Compared with the moral bottom line I gave up, it is not so difficult for you to give up hatred...

But Lan Aowen's eyes turned cold quickly, he gnashed his teeth and grabbed Su Ze's collar: "Are you negotiating conditions with me?! You need to negotiate conditions when you love me. What kind of love is this?!" He was furious In his heart, the strength in his hand suddenly rose, and he was about to throw Su Ze to the window.

Su Ze grabbed Lan Aowen's wrist with his backhand, and his whole body remained motionless as if he had taken root: "What about you?" He looked back and forth at the person in front of him, "Is your love for me better than your hatred for Lou Zhan?!"

"It's two different things!"

Su Ze no longer listened to what Lan Aowen said, but only asked, "Is it me, or Lou Zhan?"

Lan Aowen stared at him quickly, his eyes froze: "I will not give up on either side."

Su Ze's heart suddenly turned cold, because of the cruel obsession in Lan Aowen's eyes.It's useless, he overestimated his position in Lan Aowen's heart, and even tried to betray Xiao Mo, and wanted to love this person, but the result was so embarrassing.

"Understood." The young man in black let go of his hand, turned around with a sad expression, but was pulled back by a force behind him, and pushed against the car window.The wound on his shoulder seemed to be split open again, causing him to gasp in pain.

Lan Aowen pressed his elbow on his neck with one hand, pressing him firmly against the car window, that beautiful but stern face exuded a magical beauty in the darkness: "What do you understand? You don't know anything Understood! Do you know how Lou Zhan ruined my life? If it wasn't for killing him, I wouldn't have lived to this day!"

Su Ze was terrified and heartbroken, did you live until today to kill that person?What do you think of yourself as? !What do you take me for? !He wanted to wake up Lan Aowen, but his throat was pressed down and he couldn't make a sound.

"Su Ze, why do I just not understand you?" Lan Aowen looked at the pale black-haired young man under his confinement, with fascination and confusion written in his eyes, "Sometimes I really want to Dig out your heart to see if you really love me, and sometimes I feel that you must love me, but you love me so strangely," he gritted his teeth, and his voice tightened suddenly, "I really love you." Hate myself for falling in love with you..."

Su Ze was pressed against Lan Aowen's neck without knowing how hard it was, and he raised his head with difficulty, smiling wryly in his heart, why didn't I do the same.

"But I still like you." Lan Aowen said, "I said to myself, even if this person tells me that he wants the stars in the sky, I will find a way to give them to him...but you won't want the stars in the sky Xing Xing," Lan Aowen looked at the person in front of him, his eyes full of grievances, "I just want you to stay by my side, and with just such a small request, you still make things difficult for me..."

Su Ze looked at Lan Aowen like this and was speechless, but you are farther than the stars in the sky to me, you know.

"...Why is it so difficult to like someone?"

Lan Aowen's voice was trembling, Su Ze thought he heard it wrong, and looked at the person in front of him with wide eyes, Lan Aowen came over, didn't kiss him or bite him, just sniffed his face lightly.

Su Ze only felt his heartbeat suddenly quicken, as if he was being sniffed by a leopard, but this leopard was very sad, even his breathing was disordered, and he no longer had the strength to show his power against him.