Ex-boyfriend found ghost at funeral

41.

Shen Zhuo cried very sadly.

He was sad enough to die.

But when he thought about it again, he was already dead, so he cried even more fiercely.

Zhou Fangyan is now drinking with others, sharing a table of dishes, eating whatever he wants, although he also wants to pour wine for him, but he can't drink it!

Even if you can drink it, so what!

death is dead—

And even if he died, he was still stuck in the room and couldn't get out, and no one told him what the world after death would be like!It was the first time he died, he had no experience, and there were real people in front of him. He saw his father and brothers and sisters at the funeral, and they cried, so he also cried.

He didn't want to upset them with his death.

But if possible, he also wants to live well.

No, just thinking about it makes me cry.

42.

Zhou Fangyan thought about it calmly, and felt that he might not be a thing either.

Shen Zhuo is squatting in the corner and crying now, he should go there no matter what...

But when I thought about the past, I couldn't hide my bad thoughts.

After he and Jiang Feixie drank a few bottles of wine, the spirit of drinking became stronger.

"Let me tell you about my friend—"

43.

When Shen Zhuo was crying, Zhou Fangyan glanced at him, then turned around and continued, "To be precise, it's my ex-boyfriend."

Jiang Fei thanked: "???????"

Zhou Fangyan: "Why do you look at me like that?"

Jiang Fei thanked: "Did you drink too much?"

Zhou Fangyan: "No."

Jiang Feixie stretched out a finger: "How much is this?"

Zhou Fangyan: "1."

Jiang Fei thanked: "Am I male or female?"

Zhou Fangyan: "Male."

Jiang Feixie was shocked and panicked.

"You like men??????"

Zhou Fangyan: "Yeah, what's wrong?"

Jiang Feixie tried to tap his head lightly with a beer bottle, but there was no response. It must have been a dream, but the second time it hurt a bit, he covered his head, looked at Zhou Fangyan in despair and said, "It's not a dream."

"Don't worry." Zhou Fangyan said, "If you're gay, you won't fall in love with anyone of the same sex. You're safe with me."

44.

"Let's put it this way, brother, I'm actually a person who loves to dig into horns."

Zhou Fangyan patted Jiang Feixie on the shoulder, and talked about those things in earnest.

Jiang Feixie was still in shock and couldn't recover.

Seeing that Zhou Fangyan didn't continue talking after a long time, he asked politely, "Then how did you know each other?"

45.

"He was my classmate in junior high school. At that time, there were many good-looking boys and girls in our class. When I saw him for the first time, I thought he was a little girl."

"After listening to him talk, I didn't recognize him as a boy. He was thin-skinned and tender. I didn't dare to talk to him, for fear of making people cry."

At that time, Zhou Fangyan wanted to go out with his master to exorcise evil spirits, and people with poor physique were prone to get sick when they were near him.

In fact, being able to see ghosts since he was a child also affected him psychologically, so that he felt a little inferior and didn't know how to become friends with his classmates.

In addition, he is usually busy - he entered this school because the headmaster made an exception to admit him. In order to drive away ghosts nearby, he decided to study here after the matter was resolved.

It takes a lot of energy to learn how to ward off evil spirits at night, and you will feel sleepy during the day.

After waking up, he always found a gaze staring at him.

He looked up and caught it right.

"He always looks at me." Zhou Fangyan said, "It was only later that I found out that he was writing a weekly diary, taking a notebook to record me sleeping every day, heh."

46.

People are curious, who can resist not eavesdropping when others say bad things about themselves?

Shen Zhuo chose to listen openly.

He sat on the empty chair by the dining table and listened to Zhou Fangyan condemning himself.

His face turned red from holding back, before Shen Zhuo said, "Is there any reason for you to sleep?"

"Later, the whole class wanted to donate to my organization, but he stopped it." Zhou Fangyan racked his brains to recall the past in middle school.

Shen Zhuo: "!!! I know you have no self-esteem?!"

Hold back, can't laugh.

Zhou Fangyan said: "Okay, these things are in the past, I didn't think too much about them, but then I went to college and met him again, so I decided to ask for a contact information, anyway, it's an old classmate, it's okay Talking about something, I looked for him in the middle of the night, and he was there, so we can talk now."

"During that time, I thought he was very soft-hearted. Although he lived well by himself and had no worries about food and clothing, he was also pitiful. I felt that there was nothing to pursue in life. Counting money every morning was meaningless. , I was depressed all day, so I asked him to go out to play."

"Anyway, it's so good."

47.

Jiang Feixie held the wine glass, hesitated to speak, and finally said: "No, let me interject, counting money every morning is so interesting, really, I dream about it."

Zhou Fangyan smiled and clinked glasses with him, "Dreams come true."

48.

He continued.

"It was pretty good at the beginning. I, you say, isn't it just how to say, young and middle-aged, it's hard to find a partner, right..."

"Ah." Jiang Feixie suddenly realized, "It was because of him that you were holding the phone with a swaying face before? We thought it was a girl."

"Well, it probably didn't go well at that time." Zhou Fangyan thought about it casually, and sighed: "Isn't this just digging a hole for myself to jump in? Before jumping, I have to be stupid and willing. After jumping in the hole, this person will ignore you. Dead or alive."

The tears on Shen Zhuo's face dried up, and his mood stabilized. He stared at Zhou Fangyan calmly, to see what he could say.

49.

"No one responds to what I did here, but people always have to comfort themselves, don't they? I just want to see what's going on with this relationship." Zhou Fangyan let out a long breath.

But the feeling of no feedback is really tiring. I always think about what I did not do well, and what disappoints me, and I fall into endless self-doubt and denial.

"Didn't I have dinner with him one time? After dinner, I watched a movie. I turned around halfway through the meal, and there was no one there. I thought it was haunted. When I called, I didn't answer it. I sent text messages, no Come on, I think he may have gone to the bathroom, went out to look for it, and returned one to me in a while and went home first. I..." Zhou Fangyan almost didn't come up holding his wine glass, he said: "Brother, do you understand this? Do you have a girlfriend? Are they all like this?"

"... I have a girlfriend, so I'll drink with you here?" Jiang Feixie drank his head, and in a flash, his eyes doubled, as if there was someone beside Zhou Fangyan.He squinted his eyes, and the figure disappeared again, so he didn't take it seriously at all.He said, "Don't hurt me here."

"Oh, so I can't understand." Zhou Fangyan glanced aside as if nothing had happened.

50.

Shen Zhuo had a deep memory of what happened that day.

Seems like every time they date they just break up...

He thought about it, to have a good look towards Zhou Fangyan, don't always be too cold, but that's not what Zhou Fangyan said at all!

Shen Zhuo was angry.

Zhou Fangyan relied on his own death, so he couldn't jump out to refute, and kept distorting the facts, avoiding the serious and taking the light, and discrediting himself!

How can you say such a thing!

51.

"Who did you meet that day?!" Shen Zhuo asked angrily, "That woman!"

That's it!They met for the first time since college!

Zhou Fangyan was eating with a woman of that size and such a figure in the restaurant. The two of them were still so close that the woman's collar almost reached her ankles. Zhou Fangyan was still smiling so happily.

He didn't know that Zhou Fangyan looked very real, but he was such a person in private!

The woman gave him back the money.

That - such a thick stack.

Is it really that short of money?

Lack of money to do this kind of... this kind of work?

No wonder I feel depressed during the day and just want to sleep. The dark circles under my eyes are like black shoe polish, and all my energy is spent on this kind of place.

Ah!

Shen Zhuo calmed down and continued, "You guys still said hello."

He paused every word.

"She told you that she can't sleep well at night again, and she wants you to go and see someday."

"Although the sound was very small, I heard it."

Well, case solved.

Zhou Fangyan thought that it was no wonder that Shen Zhuo's face was not quite right afterwards.

But he really didn't think about anything else.

After all, Shen Zhuo was often wrong.

One day if he smiled at himself, he would scare people to death.

"I won't say any more." Zhou Fangyan said generously: "Maybe what I said during the meal before made people angry, and I will try my best to understand that."

"But then I found out that he was having a relationship with me in secret, and no one knew about it, so I couldn't figure out where I was."