Temperature difference

The recent life is so peaceful that Jiang Yunxing is startled.

In the past, Jiang Heyi was always very mean, trying every means to make him sad and make him cry.Jiang Yunxing thought that he might have gotten used to the way of getting along with fear, so now that Jiang He is a little better with him, he will be more cranky and uneasy.

But that might not be too bad.Jiang Yunxing thought, at least he's staying by Jiang Heyi's side now - as long as he doesn't miss Jiang Heyi again, no amount of emotional ups and downs will matter.

It wasn't until one night, when Jiang Heyi told him to take him to see a doctor before going to bed, that Jiang Yunxing overturned this cognition.

It turned out that he who stayed by Jiang Heyi's side was not afraid of anything, it turned out that he was extremely afraid that Jiang He would treat him as a patient, and he was also afraid that all the gentle treatment he enjoyed now was all because he was a patient.

He doesn't care about anyone in this world treating him as a patient, except Jiang He.

The tense tendon in Jiang Yunxing's body was finally broken at this moment.He couldn't control his emotions freely, the collapse and despair burned all his hopes, turned into ashes, and the chaos fell like heavy rain, and the residual heat was enough to scald a heart.

Jiang Yunxing thought, he has to go.To go to a place where no one knows him, to a village or city where no one looks down on him, in short, you have to get out of here first.

With his eyes open, he missed Jiang Heyi who had fallen asleep by the light of the weak night light.

When Jiang He fell asleep, the sharpness of the three-dimensional facial features would be reduced a lot, making him look a little gentler than when he was awake.

Jiang Yunxing reached out to touch him, but he was afraid of waking Jiang Heyi up.So he raised his hands and stood in the air stupidly for a while, and finally lifted the quilt lightly out of bed.

He has almost no luggage.When he came here, he was only wearing a set of clothes—Jiang Heyi's pajamas, and a new mobile phone that Li Zhe gave him after getting off the plane.

Electronic payments are especially prevalent these days, so mobile phones can't be left behind.Jiang Yunxing put the phone in his coat pocket and walked out of Jiang Heyi's bedroom barefoot.

The dark pajamas I was wearing at the time had just been laundered yesterday.Jiang Yunxing walked through the dimly lit corridor to the balcony where the night breeze was blowing.He took the suit of clothes that was like an empty shell, and closed the balcony door very lightly and slowly.

In the middle of the night, the surroundings were quiet, only the second hand of the wall clock reminded Jiang Yunxing of the passage of time.

He was wearing Jiang Heyi's pajamas, holding another set in his hand, standing in the owner's living room in a daze like an inexperienced thief.

However, Jiang Yunxing is not a thief who has no brain at all. He only lost his mind for a while before remembering that he should run away.

Jiang Yunxing often goes out of his way to stay by Jiang Heyi's side, never thinking that one day he will have to stay away in person. The huge and unbelievable gap makes Jiang Yunxing feel like a knife cut his heart.He put on slippers, and stood in the porch for a while, feeling sad. Before his vision gradually blurred, he finally made up his mind and stepped forward to press the unlock button.

With a click, the door popped open slightly.

As soon as a thin slit was exposed, a hand suddenly passed by Jiang Yunxing, grabbed the door handle and pulled it, closing the door tightly again.

Although the sound was neither soft nor heavy, Jiang Yunxing almost jumped up in fright.His back was against the cold and hard door panel, his face was so pale that even his dry lips were trembling.

Jiang He, with clear eyes, looked down at him, asked him why he didn't sleep in the middle of the night, and asked him where he was going so late.

Jiang Yunxing could hear every word clearly, but his mind was in chaos, as if he couldn't understand Jiang Heyi's words at all.

His eyelashes fluttered, he glanced at Jiang He in bewilderment and panic, and finally slid to the ground against the door panel with a painful expression, hugging the pajamas in his hands and bent knees, murmuring insecurely Muttering to himself: "I'm not sick...I don't see a doctor..."

"Why do you want me to see a doctor?" Jiang Yunxing's emotions completely collapsed when Jiang He squatted down and looked at him at the same level. He retreated desperately as if trying to hide himself, but the cold door held him back In place, "I'm not sick...I'm not..."

Jiang Yunxing, who had nowhere to hide, sobbed and shed tears. He lowered his head, and the falling tears smashed into dark water stains on the floor.

He finally made up his mind to leave, but as soon as Jiang He stretched out his arms to hug him, he seemed to have grasped at straws, and instinctively leaned into Jiang Heyi's warm embrace, with one hand still clutching the fabric of Jiang Heyi's chest .

As soon as Jiang He said "don't cry", Jiang Yunxing tried his best to hold back the tears, and wiped them with the back of his hand when the tears fell.

It doesn't matter anything else, but he really can't do it to see a doctor.Jiang Yunxing wanted to obediently listen to Jiang Heyi's words, but his fear grew stronger. He sobbed softly, trying his best to persuade Jiang Heyi.

"I'm so scared, brother..." Jiang Yunxing returned to the bed, and put his arms around Jiang Heyi's neck in panic, "They will beat me with a whip. The electric shock really hurts, as if I'm about to die..."

"What else?" Jiang He asked in a low voice as he let him hold him, put one hand on his back.

Jiang Yunxing sniffled, and replied Jiang Heyi: "I-I wanted to run, but...they, they took me back, gave me a large dose of tranquilizers, and also gave me medicine..."

"I'm in pain, very uncomfortable, but I don't dare to cry." Jiang Yunxing's tears don't cost money, "If I cry, Dr. Lin will beat me more and say that I'm seriously ill..."

Jiang Yunxing trembled all over, but hugged Jiang Heyi even tighter: "But, I don't understand, how can loving you be a disease?"

Why is it not a disease?Jiang He thought, Jiang Yunxing would love anyone, why did he choose to love him?

He is Jiang Yunxing's half-brother; he is not good to Jiang Yunxing, it is not an exaggeration to say that he is the worst of him; He made up his mind to ignore it; at [-]:[-] p.m. on the third day of the Lunar New Year, he missed a call from an unfamiliar mobile phone number in Xzhou, but he has not called back until now.

It's not that Jiang Heyi didn't consider the possibility that the phone number that only rang once came from Jiang Yunxing, but he thought that he had pushed Jiang Yunxing far enough, that Jiang Yunxing should only be attached to his wealth and love from now on, I won't come to him again to ask for trouble.

But Jiang Yunxing didn't seem to know how to learn a lesson at all.

From Jiang Heyi's point of view, there is actually no difference between him and the doctor Lin that Jiang Yunxing said.When Dr. Lin saw Jiang Yunxing crying, he would fight harder, and he often deliberately made Jiang Yunxing cry.

Seeing Jiang Yunxing cry for him would make him feel unspeakably gratified and excited. As soon as Jiang He calmly faced his own weirdness, he asked Jiang Yunxing: "Aren't I the same as that pervert? Are you not afraid of me?"

Jiang Yunxing seemed to be very puzzled by Jiang Heyi's self-interpretation. He stared at Jiang He in confusion for a while, shook his head firmly and said "not afraid", said "it's different", and said "brother didn't hurt me".

Jiang Heyi always thought that he was bad enough to Jiang Yunxing, and he always thought that Jiang Yunxing should have hated him long ago and wanted to stay away from him, but now, Jiang Yunxing actually said that he didn't hurt himself.

The temperature in the bedroom was moderate, but Jiang Yunxing shrank back into Jiang Heyi's arms in fear of the cold, and told Jiang Heyi pitifully and helplessly: "Father and mother said that they don't need a disobedient son. Having said that, I am a homosexual who shames the family... What they need is an obedient and sensible heir, without me, they can cultivate the next one."

"They know I'm here, but they don't want to look for me..." Jiang Yunxing bit her lip in embarrassment, and said in a trembling voice, "My mother, my mother called and said, I'm a damn... bitch..."

Jiang Heyi put his hands on the side of Jiang Yunxing's face, wiped away the moisture from the corners of his eyes with his thumbs, and lowered his voice with a hint of coaxing: "As long as you go back obediently, they won't treat you like this, will they?" ?”

"No! No!" Jiang Yunxing shook his head emotionally, and raised his face to look at Jiang He again, "I was very good at first, because, because my father gave me...that kind of medicine , and locked me up with a strange woman, they wanted me to be with..."

Jiang Yunxing gasped heavily, and leaned closer to hug Jiang Heyi again: "I don't want to hurt...brother, that medicine is so scary, I locked myself in the bathroom, but, but I ejaculated many times, it still I keep getting an erection and it's so hot..."

"I had no other choice, so I took a cold shower." Jiang Yunxing's voice gradually decreased, and she told Jiang Heyi shyly, "I was thinking about my brother all night long. "

As soon as Jiang He asked him "Really?" Jiang Yunxing nodded obediently, and after a while he said "I'm sorry" to Jiang He apologetically, saying, "I didn't know that kind of thing would make people so uncomfortable. If I knew it, I wouldn't Let my brother drink Shen Ying's wine."

When this matter was mentioned suddenly, the two were speechless for a while.After a moment of silence, Jiang Yunxing softly called Jiang Heyi, saying sorry sincerely without beginning or end.

Jiang He paused all over, then retreated a little as if nothing had happened, and let out a low "hmm".

Jiang Yunxing grabbed his arm nervously, opened his mouth in a daze for a moment, then said to the expressionless Jiang Heyi, "I'm sorry."

"I knew I was wrong, brother, I really knew I was wrong..." Jiang Yunxing leaned over with red eyes, and nestled into Jiang Heyi's arms.

Jiang He didn't speak, but he didn't push him away either.Jiang Yunxing was afraid that he would push him away in the next second, so he pestered Jiang Heyi roguely: "I know it shouldn't be like that... Obviously at that time, my brother didn't hate me so much. Locked up..."

"Brother finally treated me better, bought me my favorite milk and tortoise paste, and came to my birthday party..." Jiang Yunxing suddenly felt aggrieved as he spoke, and his voice began to choke for no reason. "Later, brother... well, it's my fault, I deserve it."

Jiang Heyi had never seen anyone who could cry better than Jiang Yunxing. Hearing Jiang Yunxing's strange self-confessions, he felt helpless and dumbfounded.With his right hand, he gently stroked Jiang Yunxing's back that was heaving due to shortness of breath, telling him to calm down, and then asked him: "What else?"

Jiang Yunxing probably never imagined that one day Jiang He would comfort him, but suddenly he would cry out loudly.He lay on Jiang He's shoulder and sobbed uncontrollably, even if a sentence was broken into several pieces, he had to say it.

"Also, also, I was wrong..."

"But, even if, do it all over again, I will still, do that..."

Jiang Yunxing has no heart of repentance, and just because of his pity in crying, he speaks freely without any scruples: "If, if you don't do that, uh... my brother will... be snatched away..."

"I know, I'm bad..." Jiang Yunxing begged Jiang Heyi with a muffled voice, "But, brother, don't hate me, please..."

"I only have an older brother..."

Jiang Heyi originally thought that he wanted to hear Jiang Yunxing's apology the most, but at this moment, he realized that he didn't care as much as he thought.

He should have pushed Jiang Yunxing away, but he didn't; he should have said the most vicious and mean words to ridicule Jiang Yunxing, but he didn't say anything; he should have done worse things, but in the end he couldn't think of worse s method.

The hands of the clock ticked, and before you knew it, the time moved towards four o'clock in the morning.

When Jiang He thought about it, he might be as sick as Jiang Yunxing.

Or maybe it won't get better in this life.