Temperature difference

The darkness and silence easily evoke thoughts, and the memories become clearer and deeper.

Jiang Heyi's gentle breathing was the only movement Jiang Yunxing could perceive in the confined space.The memory fragments are like movie screens, which are shown in Jiang Yunxing's mind in turn, fast and slow.

It's like a silent movie, but Jiang Yunxing doesn't care much, because he almost remembers the lines of every scene.

In the afternoon, the weather forecast said that there might be thunderstorms in the evening.Jiang Yunxing sent many messages to Jiang Heyi, and also made phone calls, but they didn't hear back.

So it's useless to worry about it, and you can only wait in vain.

In fact, Jiang Heyi knew all about Jiang Heyi's itinerary for the day.Because of his request, the driver will report to him in detail.

When Jiang Yunxing woke up in the morning, he was the only one left at home.

Jiang Weiming often travels on business, and Cheng Xinni often travels abroad, Jiang Yunxing has long been used to these.

What he wasn't used to was facing this situation where he couldn't see Jiang Heyi.

Although Jiang He rarely lived at home after he became an adult.

For some unknown reason, when eating alone at night, Jiang Yunxing inexplicably felt a strong sense of loneliness.

He couldn't bear it, so he called Driver Lin on his own initiative, urging him to bring Jiang Heyi home as soon as possible.

Jiang Yunxing didn't want to admit his wayward behavior, but he didn't deny that he missed and relied on Jiang Heyi.

He was afraid to spend the dark rainy night alone, and he didn't want Jiang Heyi to come back in the heavy rain, he was worried that Jiang Heyi would get wet.

But Chunxi Garden was too far away, so Jiang Yunxing still waited for a long time.

At 44:[-] in the morning, intermittent rain hit the glass windows that had been closed in advance, and occasionally one or two bright white lightnings pierced the silent night sky.

Jiang Yunxing's sleepiness left for no reason.He opened his sore eyes in the fast-healing darkness, and quietly moved closer to Jiang Heyi's warm embrace.

Once Jiang He drank, he would sleep a little deeper, and he would not be too easily aware of Jiang Yunxing's actions.So Jiang Yunxing took the courage to slightly tighten Jiang Heyi's waist, so he didn't have to worry about Jiang Heyi who suddenly woke up and would push him away indifferently.

What does it feel like?

Jiang He asked him like this.

In fact, Jiang Yunxing was not without fear.He was very afraid of pain, but at that time the pain made him cry, and he didn't get off Jiang Heyi's body.

He was also very afraid that Jiang He would beat him up when he woke up.But he was even more afraid that Jiang He would leave one by one and never see him again.That's why before dawn, he took out the pair of handcuffs that had been hidden for a long time from his schoolbag, and carefully handcuffed Jiang Heyi's hands that had been rubbing his waist and hips vigorously at night.

When Jiang Heyi wanted him to get off his body and never appear in front of him again, Jiang Yunxing used Ji Minzi as a reason to threaten him, and shamelessly locked Jiang Heyi on the bed for a week In fact, there is no day without fear.

But Jiang Yunxing never regretted the extreme choice he made.

At that time, Shen Ying's feelings for Jiang Heyi were clear, at least in Jiang Yunxing's view.

She even gave Jiang Yunxing a blow when Jiang Heyi wasn't there by accident.

Shen Ying reminded him very rudely: Don't cling to Jiang Heyi like a follower all day long, don't hinder Jiang Heyi from making girlfriends and falling in love.His tone was so insolent that he was already Jiang Heyi's girlfriend.

In fact, Jiang Yunxing was very jealous of Shen Ying.Because of working together, she can stand beside Jiang Heyi so legitimately.

And he could only go to Jiang Heyi with the cheekiness during the holiday.Because he was worried that he would be too clingy and would be annoyed by Jiang Heyi, whose attitude finally softened a little, most of the time, Jiang Yunxing consciously kept his distance and did not dare to follow too closely.But it was not close enough, and I was very disturbed.

Of course, Shen Ying is not the only one who likes Jiang Heyi.Jiang Yunxing understood everything, but it was the first time that he felt a strong sense of threat so clearly.

He was really afraid that Jiang Heyi would be snatched away by others, that's why he acted so recklessly without regard to the consequences.

It has only been five years since Jiang He was brought back to the Jiang family by Jiang Weiming.In the past three years, Jiang Yunxing was all about Jiang He wishful thinking. It was normal to not get a response, but even though he was very discouraged, he never retreated.

In fact, it's really amazing when you think about it carefully.Also related by blood, Jiang Yunxing has not been close to his parents since he was a child, but the first time he saw Jiang Heyi, he felt a strange but strong longing.

It was as if Jiang Heyi was a heteropolar magnet, born with a magnetic field that attracted Jiang Yunxing to approach.

That's why Jiang Yunxing likes to be by Jiang Heyi's side all the time.

Jiang Yunxing didn't quite know what the reason or psychology was, but he had always followed his heart, so no matter how indifferent and dismissive Jiang He's attitude was, he still couldn't learn to be interesting.

Perhaps Jiang Heyi was finally moved by his persistent and one-sided intimacy over the past three years, and his attitude began to soften a little bit.

Although it seems to be an insignificant change, Jiang Yunxing is still very happy——

This at least shows that Jiang Heyi doesn't hate him as much as before.Jiang Heyi even quite unexpectedly, agreed to attend his 17th birthday party.

Although people are greedy, Jiang Yunxing was easily satisfied at that time.As long as Jiang Heyi's eyes or tone of voice are mild, to him, it is a good thing that can make him happy for a long time.

If it wasn't for Shen Ying's sudden intrusion, Jiang Yunxing really wanted to take it slowly.

Before this, Jiang Yunxing had never been threatened by anyone.

That's why Shen Ying's actions made him feel like he was facing an enemy, and he lost all reason for a while.The hard-won surprise was no match for the great panic that rose from his heart, and the pre-set long-term plot collapsed, and Jiang Yunxing's behavior and behavior were all out of control.

It wasn't until today that Jiang Yunxing realized what a bad decision he had made.But even if Jiang Yunxing was in fear all day long, even if Jiang Heyi regarded him as a stupid and bad image, even if it was equivalent to destroying the very rare peace that originated from Jiang Heyi, he still thought it was worth it.

At least Jiang Heyi was not taken away by others.

Torturing each other is hard, but it's also better than never getting any attention.

So it's okay to suffer Jiang Heyi's sarcastic remarks, and it's not hard to bear Jiang Heyi's moody emotions.Jiang Yunxing told himself hypnotically: This is of course a very happy feeling.

My brother may hate me, but it's better to hate than to ignore.

Jiang Yunxing was very persistent in consolidating his self-awareness.

The rain outside the window gradually became more intense, and the temperature in the room seemed to drop a lot as a result.Jiang Yunxing felt cold, so he hugged the heat source more closely.

A sleepy whisper fell on Jiang Heyi's chest, but it soon melted into the sound of the growing rain, and the pouring rainwater drained away.

Years ago, Yang Yaozhi had a painting and calligraphy exhibition.During the period, Jiang He stayed in the Jiang residence with nothing to do, so he ran to the exhibition hall almost every day.

Even if Jiang Weiming and Cheng Xinni were not there, Jiang Heyi did not want to stay in that luxurious building.The stench of copper accumulated over time, making his stomach sick.

Ink Danqing is just used to cleanse the body and mind.

When Jiang He was not at home, Jiang Yunxing naturally couldn't stay.However, although Jiang Yunxing was clingy, it wouldn't hinder Jiang Heyi's work. Generally speaking, he was quite sensible.As soon as Jiang He was too lazy to waste his words, he let him follow.

The day before the closing of the museum, as soon as Jiang He finished handing over with the senior brothers who were on duty, before he stepped out of the museum, he bumped into Fang Xizheng and Fang Yu who came to see the exhibition.

The grip on Jiang He's cuff tightened suddenly, Jiang He turned his face and glanced casually, Jiang Yunxing's face was indeed pale and ugly.

He opened his eyes wide as if he was very nervous, and when he looked at the Fang family's father and daughter, his face was full of defense that he couldn't hide.But when Jiang He greeted Fang Xizheng and Fang Yu, he acted well-behaved and sensible, and called "Uncle Fang" and "Sister Fang Yu" very politely.

Fang Yu held the phone by his ear, and after greeting Jiang He, he handed over the phone naturally.

"He Yi," Fang Yu said with a smile, "Uncle Jiang asked you to answer the phone."

As soon as Jiang He took the phone, he listened to Jiang Weiming giving orders on the phone with his usual expression.

"Give me a good treat for Xizheng and Xiaoyu," Jiang Weiming said, "If you dare to be negligent, you will never see your mother again in the next three months."

Jiang He didn't expect much from Jiang Weiming, and he was already used to his domineering way of speaking, but he felt that it was too uncreative for him to consistently use Ji Minzi to threaten him.

"Oh." Jiang Heyi replied very calmly. When he met the Fang family's father and daughter, he raised the corners of his lips gently and politely, and then replied to Jiang Weiming on the phone, "Understood."

Fang Xizheng has no interest in landscape painting. Last time when Jiang Heyi and Jiang Weiming accompanied the father and daughter to see the exhibition, Fang Xizheng had heard it from Fang Xizheng himself.

So Fang Xizheng and Fang Yu would appear here today, no doubt it was Jiang Weiming's handwriting again.

Jiang Weiming's expression of wanting to please the Fang family was really eager, which was a bit ugly.

After accompanying Fang Xizheng and Fang Yu upstairs to briefly visit the art exhibition for a while, Jiang Heyi accompanied them to a well-known private restaurant near the exhibition hall.

The restaurant is called Old Street, and it is very difficult to book a seat.But Fang Yu said that before she came, she had already reserved a table with the restaurant, so she just had to go directly.

The dining place is a retro-style box with exquisite decoration.In the midst of the food, Jiang Yunxing absently picked up the rice in the bowl, and occasionally secretly raised his head to see Jiang He who was having a good time with Fang Xizheng and Fang Yu, feeling inexplicably sour and uncomfortable in his heart.

"It seems that Uncle Jiang didn't lie to me." Fang Yu's voice was filled with a cheerful and relaxed smile, "The relationship between you brothers is really good."

"Xingzi," Fang Yu called Jiang Yunxing very suddenly, because the call was so intimate, Jiang Yunxing was stunned for a moment before he realized it.He looked at Fang Yu who was sitting across from Jiang He with a dazed expression, and heard her continue, "He Yi should be very kind to you, right?"

Jiang Yunxing didn't quite understand why Fang Yu said this, but subconsciously nodded and admitted: "It's very good."

Fang Yu squinted his eyes proudly and smiled at Fang Xi: "Dad, let me just say, He Yi is a typical example of a cold face and a warm heart."

"Okay, okay——" Fang Xizheng also smiled, his expression looked doting and helpless, "I know you think Heyi is good, and everything you look at is pleasing to the eye."

Fang Xizheng looked very satisfied with Jiang Heyi, and Fang Yu's admiration and liking in his eyes were even more open.They got along with Jiang Heyi as if they were a family, and Jiang Yunxing was the only unrelated person who was excluded.

Jiang Yunxing was afraid of this, and didn't want it either.Of the four people present, only he has the closest and most real relationship with Jiang Heyi, but why can any one of them get closer to Jiang Heyi more openly than him?Why was he the only one who was cruelly squeezed out by this boring shared meal and boring conversation, and was pushed helplessly to a distant border where he couldn't touch Jiang Heyi?

The uneasiness that had been silently lurking in Jiang Yunxing's heart for these years finally erupted like a volcanic eruption on this day, easily leveling Jiang Yunxing's self-deceiving and carefully piled up, actually precarious sense of security.The negative emotions that were on the verge of collapse surged up and squeezed into Jiang Yunxing's restless heart.

As soon as Jiang He went to the smoking area to smoke, Jiang Yunxing followed him, in order to gain a little space and oxygen to be alone with Jiang Heyi, and to gain some less illusory sense of security from Jiang Heyi.

So Jiang Yunxing kissed Jiang Heyi in the unoccupied smoking area.But in the end, he only tasted the bitter taste of tobacco and the salty taste of tears that slipped down his lips inadvertently.