Years old

On a clear and snowy morning, frost flowers formed layer after layer.Qin Di can finally wear the orange down jacket.It seemed that there was still the sweet wine in Qi Songyan's dimples on his lips, and he felt dizzy after sipping his head.He bought a bag of milk at a convenience store and took it to school. Before anyone came, he soaked the milk bag with hot water from a cup, and within a few minutes he got a pillow of milk-flavored hand warmers.Then pour out the hot water to destroy the corpse and wipe out the traces, and the good morning little magic trick for Qi Songyan is ready.

"What kind of warm do you use?" Qi Songyan picked up the milk and put it on his cheeks that had been blown cold by the wind, a little light flickered in his eyes.

Qin Di unbuttoned his down jacket, patted his belly through the fluffy white sweater, "Use your belly."

Qi Songyan gave a thumbs up: "Excellent, a small furnace in the world."

The atmosphere is so good, actually we shouldn't talk about this, but Qi Songyan thought about it, and asked frankly with a corner of the milk in his mouth: "Did you call you again?"

The smile on Qin Di's face faded for a while, and she shook her head honestly: "No. It seems that I haven't contacted my mother either."

"Tell me what's going on."

"Then what if we don't say it?" Qin Di blinked.

Qi Songyan knew that he had basically adjusted his mentality, and with this pretty face on his face, he was frightened again, and his mind and soul were unsteady after being winked, but he didn't want to be too ugly by the bewitching.Immediately, with strength in his hands, he sucked the remaining half of the bag of milk into his mouth, and slowly licked the milk froth, smiling deeply.

Qin Di wanted to take back the "I understand, I'm dead" expression, but it was too late, her ears were so red that she was about to bleed.Turning his face away, he kicked the table leg angrily: "I just asked, but I didn't tell the truth."

"That's right, remember, any small animal will bite when it's in a hurry." Qi Songyan said the word "bite" very emphatically for fear of not getting angry.

Qin Di picked up the note and ran away, left the sentence "Looking for Sister Yang" swaying on the spot, and landed on Qi Songyan's fingertips.

Teacher Yang was not surprised by Qin Di's arrival, and motioned him to sit down, but he didn't sit down, and stood respectfully against the corner of the desk.

"Come on, let's ask about the medicine."

"My math foundation is too weak, and I want to make up the foundation during the review process. If the teacher is not busy, can you briefly tell me the important test points."

Teacher Yang looked at him for a while, and took out a page from the file box, which listed the mathematics knowledge points and necessary formulas for the three years of high school. She glanced at him and handed it to Qin Di.

Qin Di took the paper with both hands, thanked her but didn't leave immediately like before.

"Sister Yang, you failed the exam this time, it's embarrassing for you."

It was the first time I heard Qin Di call her that. Teacher Yang raised her eyebrows, threw her waist-length hair behind the chair, and took a pen in her hand. "Your grades are your own, and so is your path. Getting angry with the subject or the teacher will not cause substantial damage to either, only you will be hurt. I am not afraid of shame, and I don't care what you think of me behind your back. I'm just a pity that you have all kinds of excuses for not doing what you can do. I hope that starting today, you really want to understand how high you can stand and how far you are. As long as I can help , whoever comes is welcome.”

Her face was still so cold, she closed her lips a few times before sending out the words without even looking at him.

Qin Di didn't say anything more.There must be a link in growing up called getting rid of untimely willfulness and procrastination, and learning to be considerate of painstaking efforts in different ways of expression.Everyone suffers from living too much of themselves at the age of [-] or [-], but it always pays to look at yourself objectively a few times.

His departure ended after a sincere bow, and when he left the office, he saw Qi Songyan who was so worried that he couldn't sit still waiting for him.

"Why are you here? I'm afraid sister Yang will eat me up." Qin Di greeted her with a smile.

Qi Songyan stood side by side with him, and said softly, "With my boyfriend's help, I can skip my early self-study."

Qin Di pursed her lips, "If you want to take advantage of the victory to pursue something, hurry up and talk about it, while I'm still sensible."

Qi Songyan was seen through at a glance, and without hiding it, he said bluntly: "Let's talk about it. I have also started to review my math supplementary lessons. In fact, my foundation is not very good. I plan to let the teacher go through each module in a down-to-earth manner. Weekend I use a tablet to record the class, and I will give it to you on Monday, and you can watch it at home, and you can show the questions you do to Sister Yang for approval, or I can approve it for you."

"Approve for you? Is there any punishment for mistakes?" Qin Di's eyes became brighter and brighter.

Qi Songyan was determined not to be fooled, "Qin Xiaodi closes your eyes to me, it's useless, you will be beaten if you fall behind, that's what you said."

Qin Di's seduction failed, and he was not disappointed, so he stuffed the list of knowledge points in Qi Songyan's hands, and acted like a good boy: "I'll listen to you."

Qin Di felt that Qi Songyan had given him a lot, so much that he never dared to think about it before.So much love for him is superimposed in seconds, and the ground is full of water in the heart lake, which can be overflowed by a gust of breeze, soaking the green grass, and giving birth to a warm spring out of thin air in winter.

He has long forgotten that he used to nervously cover his little jar, not wanting Qi Songyan to see through his addiction, now he is only worrying about how to make Qi Songyan feel his full love.He has too little, wishing to grow up overnight into an independent adult, calmly dedicating everything in his hands.

On weekends when we couldn't see each other, Qin Di secretly cooked a few dishes, packed them in an insulated box and carried them downstairs to Qi Songyan's house, but didn't go up, so he called him and asked him to come down to pick them up.Qi Songyan ran down wearing only slippers, and was about to pull him in without saying a word, but his fingers squeezed Qi Songyan's wrist awkwardly.

"I'm not going, I'm just here to deliver a caring dinner. Auntie must have cooked it too, so you can add it to the dish."

Qi Songyan took the paper bag, opened it and saw that there were two thick scarves stuffed inside, and then pulled it a few times to reveal a corner of the plastic bag-wrapped insulation box.He closed the bag, reaching for his gray-blue coat.

"Why don't you wear Xiaocheng, it's cold today."

Qin Di touched the tips of her ears, "I smell of oily smoke all over my body after cooking, I'm afraid it will get on it."

Qi Songyan was just about to say that the scarf was covered with such a smell, but when he thought about the double standard of Yipin, his heart suddenly warmed up.

"Really not going up?" He gathered Qin Di's collar up again.

"Aren't you going to have class later? Want to ask me to accompany you? No way. Let's go."

Qin Di was relieved after delivering the things, suppressing the thought of spending more time by Qi Songyan's side, took two steps back, and waved at him.Qi Songyan called him back again, breathed the heat into his palm, and covered his red ears from the cold, "Thank you little brother Xueba for sending me warmth to the grassroots. I, Qi Miao, a migrant worker in Wenzong, will surely rise today." Be careful when you go back.”

Qin Di seemed to have been blocked by two blood vessels, hot blood rushed to the ear, driving the cold away eight feet away.He could see that Qi Songyan was really happy, so he was also very happy. He curled up the corner of his mouth and answered "I know" crisply, then backed away, step by step, away from Qi Songyan's sight.

Aunt Shen's high school nutrition meal was once again abandoned.Sitting at the dining table, Qi Songyan unwrapped Christmas presents as vigorously as he did when he was a baby, only missing the exciting background music.Break open the layers of wrapping, steamed rice with sweet corn kernels, poached eggs with minced meat sprinkled with sesame oil and shallots, celery was not served today, water spinach was used instead of fried beef, a hint of spicy red pepper wafted in the air In the air, Si Junyao in the study was hooked out.

"It's amazing, the class representative can cook." Si Junyao glanced at the dishes and sighed.

Qi Songyan swayed happily with his ankles folded, but he was also a little embarrassed, and pushed a few plates on the other side of the dining table, "Teacher, why don't you eat this auntie."

Si Junyao sat over and pushed his glasses to tease him: "Aren't I worthy of this job done by the class representative?"

Qi Songyan held the chopsticks as if he had made a great determination: "You can... eat three bites! This is my limit, teacher..."

Si Junyao laughed angrily at him, took a sip of tea and shook his head. "Why did you think of the person who brought you food? Did you ask him for it?"

Qi Songyan scooped up a spoonful of smooth custard and mixed it in the corner of the rice, "He always feels that I treat him well, and he has nothing to return. Every time he makes something, he pretends nothing happened, as if he is afraid that he won't be able to get it out. Actually He spends all his time on me, and no amount of money can buy it."

Si Junyao lowered his head and raised the corners of his lips tenderly.

"Teacher, what are you laughing at?"

"Many adults think that children are fooling around when they talk about love. In fact, you know and understand far more than they imagined. So I say that although it is not necessary to force, it is okay to have emotional experience when you were young. , whether long or short, warm and plain or vigorous, it will always make you grow up."

"But I'm not big enough, nor capable enough. He has suffered too much, I want to give him a little more sweetness. I also want to protect him, but I can't make him feel underestimated." Qi Song After speaking, he lowered his head and took two mouthfuls of food.I want to live at the age of 78 and love his sweetheart vividly, and I also want to grow solid shoulders overnight to protect Qin Di's heart beating in the mud forever and spotless.Time can be a grand flow, or it can be a small paradox of a teenager. It involves great changes, but also buries tiny hesitation and resolute indifference.

Si Junyao touched the beverage bottle in his hand with his teacup, "Growing up is like solving a problem, you have to take it step by step. Cherish your youth first, and walk more steadily. Adults like me still envy you, your age is just right .”

Qi Songyan lifted the bottle and knocked it back, "Well, we envy each other."

"But we all already have a lot."

Qi Songyan picked up a piece of beef and shook it in front of Si Junyao, "Teacher, I've accepted, I feel that I have more than you."

The smugness on his face was about to fly up to the ceiling, Si Junyao sneered, picked up the chopsticks and picked up two larger slices of beef, and filled his mouth amidst Qi Songyan's roar.Sandwiches are the best, Si Junyao stopped Qi Songyan's arms and legs, and silently slandered.