Years old

Heavy snow, big enough to swallow everything.His hair and cheeks were soaked by snow water and condensed into an ice shell, thousands of times.

Just stop, succumb to the thick snow blanket, and rest in peace as a pure white piece of the glacier.But a voice said to him, no.

why not?He was already tired, even if he looked back and saw the thousands of miles he had conquered, it didn't mean he could go forward even one meter.In the severe cold, he had the illusion of warmth, as if being hugged by someone, and he knew that this was a sign of death.He closed his eyes and stretched out his arms towards the warmth...

Qin Di woke up. The strange room and strange pajamas made him a little dazed for a moment.But the warmth in the dream was not fake, the whole bed was covered tightly with quilts, the ground heat made the air warm, a vertical humidifier beside the bed was quietly spewing fine water mist, even the indicator lights were blocked. Carefully cover it up.

Qi Songyan was not on the bed, the empty side was as smooth as if no one had ever slept on it.Qin Di recalled the unhappiness of last night, and the back of his hand started to ache. He hesitated for a moment, and called softly, "Qi Miao."

With just a cry, Qi Songyan pushed open the door and walked in, stood beside him and asked lightly: "Are you awake? Get up and wash up, breakfast is ready." After speaking, he turned around and was about to leave, but was held back by Qin Di sleeves.

His voice was a little hoarse, he stared at Qi Song and declared word by word: "I don't want to take the exam."

Qi Songyan didn't look back, "Do you want to think about it or not. My parents will be serving soon, hurry up."

Qin Di swallowed the swear words that choked in her throat, quickly finished washing and sat down at the table.It is still unavoidable that the two parties exchanged hypocritical greetings. Last night, they acted as the fiancée who came to seek refuge but was suspected.Qin Di hardly had time to think about what happened before stepping into Qi Songyan's house, and mobilized all the self-cultivation in his body to barely make it out.

Walking on the street, Qin Di finally didn't need to pretend anymore, and said to Qi Song: "I'm going home." She turned her head and left.

Qi Songyan easily caught him back, pressed against the tip of his nose and frowned, "Make more trouble?"

"Are you sick? Do you have to ask me to take this broken test? You love to take the test and you take it yourself. My family is gone. What do you use to take the test?"

"Is there a home that has something to do with your exam? Don't let me talk nonsense. It's not because I have a good temper that I have been spoiling you all the time. It is because I am willing to let you. I have been angry with me all night. I don't care about you. Now I am happy with you. Going to school, it doesn’t look good if there’s a lot of noise on the main road.”

Qi Songyan had never been so fierce before, Qin Di exhaled, and wanted to blow up some more sharpness for him to look at, but suddenly retreated a little under his truly angry gaze, he hesitated for half a second when he lowered his eyelids, but was caught by Qi Songyan, and directly pulled Grabbing his arm, he pushed and shoved him all the way into the examination room.

The first examination room was almost full of people from Class [-] and Class [-]. Everyone was dumbfounded to see the two of them crashing into each other.Qi Songyan took out the extra bag of stationery and threw it on his desk, leaving another bottle of water.Looking back, I saw Wang Churan who was stunned by the fright, leaned over and said to her: "Mei Er, Qin flute player is injured, you watch him, and he is not allowed to hand in the paper in advance and go out to run around. I understand. ?"

Wang Churan opened his mouth and looked at Qin Di. He was roughly taking off the down jacket that he had never seen before and was one size too big, and threw it on the back of the chair, revealing his gauze-wrapped left hand. "Ah, yes, I understand." She quickly responded.

"Thank you." Qi Song thanked Qin Di, pointed at Qin Di twice, and swept out the door under the attention of everyone.

Qin Di was irritated and didn't hide it at all. Everyone present was muttering in their hearts, but no one dared to ask.When taking the comprehensive exam, Qi Songyan handed in the paper 10 minutes earlier, and when Qin Di stepped over the threshold under Wang Churan's obstruction, he had already packed his meals and was waiting.I directly took over the disobedient children, watched him go to the toilet, watched him eat, watched him angrily read the words he knew by heart for three hours during his lunch break.Then he handed in the English test 10 minutes earlier, and in front of the public, Qin Di, who had given up on running away, was taken to the hospital to change his dressing.

After tossing, it was already dark.Winter nights in the north always come very early, and the darkness drowns out the dim skylight, holding up countless lights.Qin Di stood on the street, confronting Qi Songyan as in the morning, "Have you had enough of your addiction? Can you let me go?"

In fact, Qin Di clearly knows how abominable his sharpness and bravado are, but the more he is like this, the more he will put on such a face, as if deliberately pushing people away can prove that he is indeed not worthy of being loved, not worthy of being loved A person who is a good person does not have to accept restraint and discipline, and then he can fend for himself, and no longer provoke any people and things that he should not have.

But Qi Songyan doesn't like him.

It was still the shadow at the foot of the building, yesterday he hugged Qin Di in his arms, full of affection.Today, he held this face that was trying to provoke him and kissed it down fiercely, taking away all his oxygen, making him no longer hide his fragility under the sharpness, making him lose the idea of ​​turning around and leaving.

Qin Di cried at the first second of his kiss.

The water-filled glass fish tank did not overflow only because the four corners were compacted, but when the only person he hid in his heart held his lips, all the grievances surged up and overturned the cover in an instant.The soreness in the nasal cavity kept rushing towards the tear glands, he forgot that it was outside, so he could only grab Qi Songyan's collar with both hands, and bite the salty taste together with him.

He went home with Qi Songyan anyway, and in the finally empty room, threw off his coat and shoes, and clung to him like a vine.There was a faint cry in his heart that he didn't want to leave, the voice was too soft, but Qi Song's words seemed to be heard.They didn't return to the bedroom, and they didn't even have time to cover the bright floor-to-ceiling glass in the living room with curtains.The sofa is a place where stories can be held. The two people vent their accumulated emotions to each other, forgetting that they should be shy or gentle.

Qin Di never begged for mercy, but he was already too embarrassed when Qi Songyan pressed him on the bed.Although the sweater and white cotton socks are still well-dressed, you can't look at the rest of the place where you can touch the air.He vaguely remembered that when he couldn't even grit his teeth, he said to Qi Songyan: "Let's do it." But Qi Songyan said no, he lowered his head expressionlessly and continued to deal with his almost dry water pool, and even used two of his This mouth that has been repeating the word "no" for days.

Qin Di gave all the rain and dew in the room without the lights on, and then fell into a drowsy sleep amidst Qi Songyan's vague whispers.

When he opened his eyes again, the thick curtains couldn't cover the sunlight rushing into the room, Qin Di's breath hit a chest, he raised his hand from his heart, and at some point it was stuffed into the handkerchief.A gentle voice came from above his head: "Are you awake?" This was the Qi Songyan he was familiar with. He pinched the back of his neck with his big hand, slid down to meet him, and after a few seconds, he gave him a smile brighter than the dawn.

The aftertaste of exhaustion and grievance came up again, he went to wrap his arms around Qi Songyan's neck, and after being patted on the back and coaxed enough, he swept away all the quilts, never letting his naked self be exposed to the air, and jumped into it like a dumpling. The closet turned over a few clothes.Qi Songyan put on the T-shirt that had been taken off at the side again, passed by him and slapped the back of his fluffy head, and went out to make breakfast with a smile.

Although she seemed to have been meticulously cleaned last night, Qin Di took a thorough bath, dressed properly, and started a new life.But it was too difficult to look directly at Qi Songyan, depressed, wronged, angry, and desperate. When these emotions gradually subsided like bubbles, only the shame after madness lingered around the slightly sore lower back.Although the memory is chaotic and fuzzy, but the process remains inexplicably clear in my mind, tearing each other up on the sofa, being unilaterally sanctioned by the face, even crying hoarsely and begging for sex but being rejected, and finally exhausted and sleeping covered in mud past.Qin Di's pinnae were redder than the strawberry jam on the tray, picked up the cup and drank the milk like Wuliangye, and burped after finishing the cup.

Qi Songyan tapped his plate with a jam spoon, "I didn't eat last night, don't just drink milk, eat the sandwich, I added chicken and fried eggs for you."

Qin Di glanced at him quickly, and the person in front of him was Qi Songyan, a model boyfriend who was considerate and cheerful again, but when the words "last night", "milk", "chicken" and "egg" appeared in a sentence at the same time... How did it change the taste? !Qin Di bypassed the special sandwich and ate it with jam on toast.

Qi Songyan was a little bit unsure if he had calmed down, what if the hug with his eyes open was the aftereffect of sleepiness?His own anger dissipated in about the second round last night. After all, Qin Di had already cried so much that his eyelids were red, and no amount of anger could overcome his heartache.Fortunately, it disappeared soon, otherwise when Qin Di said to him tearfully, "Let's do it", he might become extremely irrational because of holding his breath, and made a mistake on the spur of the moment, although he didn't understand, It's a mistake to be an adult.

"Don't you like this?" He pointed to the neglected sandwich.

Qin Di let out a vague "hmm."

Qi Songyan stood up, crossed the dining table to taste the jam between his lips, and asked him intentionally, "What about this one?"

Qin Di felt as if some mysterious channel had been opened from the back of the back to the back of the head, and the golden sparks splashed enthusiastically, burning her hair so that her hair curled up. If she didn't cover her heart in time, she would almost bleat like a lamb.All along, Qi Songyan has always been a gentleman, and he is the only one who is tirelessly playing hooligans, but overnight or two nights, their relationship seems to have suddenly changed, and he can't tell what is different, and his heart is full of turmoil. The ball of wool barely stepped on the back of his feet and fidgeted until Qi Songyan finished his breakfast, and immediately dragged him to the bay window to talk.

"I ask you to answer, if you lie to me, I will run away, if you agree, then kiss me."

Qi Songyan crossed his legs, leaned over and kissed the tip of his nose, "Ask."

"Why do you have to let me take the exam?"

"Because it is very important to the college entrance examination, and now, nothing is more important to you than the college entrance examination. You have worked so hard for so long, I don't want your way to the future to be stumbling by other things."

"Then why don't you just say it well, what's wrong?"

"My acting skills can only be at this level, but you have experienced too much in the past two days, otherwise you won't be unable to see or understand. I know you are holding a breath in your heart, and it is only with me that you can collapse If you touch you with your hair, you will cry again. Once you cry, I will definitely not be able to bear it. I really have no other choice but to fight head-on and hold back our anger. "

"Then...why did you do that to me yesterday?"

"I was really angry yesterday. Do you know how nasty you are when you are angry? I offended you once when I had nowhere to go. Can I apologize? I was wrong."

"I said that I can offend you again, but I don't want to..."

Qi Songyan pinched his earlobes that hadn't faded blood since he woke up, "I'd love to, but not now."

"Why?"

"It's not an exaggeration. I hugged you to sleep last night, and I didn't calm down all night. Press this switch again, and I really don't need the college entrance examination." Qi Songyan felt ashamed when he thought about the scene where Qin Di curled up in his arms last night and he fought eight hundred rounds between heaven and man.

Qin Di hugged the small pillow, lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking about.He pulled Qin Di's hand over, lifted a bit of gauze and checked the wound inward.Casually reminded: "If there is anything else you want to ask, ask quickly, or I will forget to write the draft all night."

"...Is a marriage proposal okay?"

"When did you propose marriage?"

"I don't care! I just beg! You want to buy a house and start a family with me! This is a marriage proposal!"

Qin Di was in a hurry and pulled her hand away, so scared that Qi Songyan hurriedly pulled it back and rubbed it twice.

"Yes, I can't live without you. You tap lightly."

Qin Di was short of breath by his caress, and his brows and eyes softened. "I have to go home today to have a look. My aunt called me but I didn't answer."

"I'll take you back tonight, stay with me a little longer." Qi Songyan held his hand and rubbed it forward.

"Aren't you making up lessons?"

"It's all over. The scumbag Qi Miao is going to bring down the bully Qin Xiaodi. If we don't study today, let's go out and play."

Qi Songyan blinked at him, the sunlight just coated the pupils with a soft and bright layer, the dark clouds ran after Qin Di, but the gray was crushed by these eyes, and then soaked in the wave of the heart, it became clear and became a ball The snowy white, together with Qi Songyan, guards the sun for Qin Di.

That is a light that no one can take away.