Indulgence in the Red Chamber

When the people in the village saw Daiyu's carriage arriving, they all told each other. Not long after, Zhuangtou came out with a few neat village girls to help Daiyu and Jinyu get off the carriage.Please go to a courtyard with three entrances in the village.Xuan Ning ordered everyone to arrange meals in the main hall, while Dai Yu and Jin Yu went into the inner room to change clothes and freshen up.

Because Jinyu hasn't been out of Beijing for a long time, and hasn't breathed such fresh air for a long time, she is in good spirits for a while, so she wants to walk around.Daiyu didn't dare to let her go too far, so she just took her around the yard. Although it was a farmyard, it was very clean and tidy.There are more than a dozen chickens and ducks raised in the yard, all enclosed in a fence, and potted chrysanthemums are lined up outside the fence.It was still early, and the chrysanthemums hadn't fully bloomed yet. They just formed buds, red or yellow, tightly hugging the branches. When the autumn wind blew, there was already a faint fragrance of chrysanthemums.

There is a clump of green bamboos in the backyard, and the green bamboos are whirling and growing. The autumn wind is gusty, and the bamboo leaves are rustling.Just as I was about to say something, I heard a faint and delicate sound coming from the back of the bamboo. It seemed that someone was practicing boxing and sword.

"Is there someone?" Jinyu looked at Daiyu strangely.

Daiyu smiled: "Really? I didn't see anyone. Could it be that my sister's eyes are blurred?"

"I didn't see it either. Listening to the wind, I always felt that someone was behind the bamboo."

"Really? Then let's go and have a look?" Daiyu took Jinyu's hand, and the two slowly turned around, and sure enough, they saw a young man practicing with a long sword.He is thin but has a tenacious air.The flickering sword shadow intertwined with the white shirt.I couldn't see his appearance clearly, but I just felt that the sword energy was very compelling.

"Hui'er!" Jinyu called out subconsciously, and was about to pounce on her.

Daiyu quickly grabbed Jinyu's wrist, and persuaded in a soft voice: "Sister, don't worry, wait until you see clearly."

"Hui'er..." Jinyu bent over and screamed desperately, her throat choked, and tears fell down.

The boy played a sword flower, pinched the sword formula to guard the sword move.Standing there steadily, she turned her head slowly, glanced at Jinyu and Daiyu blankly, and said calmly after a long time: "Who are you? If you want to find someone, please go to another place. There is no Huier here. "

Jinyu, as if she had lost her heart, stepped forward to grab the boy's clothes and cried, "Hui'er, take a look. I am your mother-in-law, I am your mother-in-law...how can you not know me?" ?You are my child, you are my child born in October! It is Er Niang who is not good, Er Niang did not take good care of you and let you be bullied by bad people. Er Niang will definitely avenge you, you and Er Niang Go home. Good boy...don't deny me, don't deny my mother..."

The young man stared blankly at Jin Yu, before sighing after a long while: "It turns out that your child has been lost. It is unbearable to see you so sad. But I am indeed not your Hui'er. Please let me go. "

Looking at Honghui's plain expression, Daiyu felt like a needle pricking her heart.

Xuan Ning said that he forgot about the past, which seems to be true.Now Honghui doesn't know anyone, and lives in his own world all day long, except for eating and sleeping and practicing sword.And he doesn't like talking to people very much, no matter who talks to him, he is always silent.

Jinyu hugged Honghui and cried bitterly, but Honghui just stood there in a daze.

Daiyu had no choice but to wipe away her tears and persuade Jinyu to let Honghui go slowly.Honghui waited for Jinyu to let go, then turned and left without shaking his head.

"Sister, tell me—is he Hui'er? Is he Hui'er?!" Jinyu held Daiyu's hand firmly, pointing to Honghui's back and asked repeatedly.

"Sister. Let's go back to the room first." Daiyu sighed helplessly, not knowing whether to say yes or no.

Jinyu cried for a while after returning to her room, as if she had figured out something.So he pulled Xuanning to ask about Honghui.

Xuan Ning couldn't bear it for a while, so he had to tell her the whole story.Finally, he sighed: "Fourth Lord is afraid that Fujin will not be able to bear such a blow. It is a happy event for the child to be lost and recovered, but he does not remember the original thing at all, but it is also a layer of sadness. Besides, if Fujin is not sad for a while, or the sadness is Fake, let those people know, they will definitely not give up. They will definitely try their best to deal with Honghui. Just like before, we are in the light, and they are in the dark. We were in the dark, but we forced them into the light, so we planned carefully step by step."

"Then he won't recognize me in the future?" Jin Yu looked at Xuan Ning eagerly, with pleading eyes, as if Xuan Ning was the God who could judge life and death.

"Not necessarily. Maybe if something stimulates him in the future, he will be able to remember everything again." Xuan Ning shook his head, "This is also true in medicine. Don't worry about Fujin, now that he is like this, he is finally safe alive."

Jinyu nodded and sighed silently.Goodbye to my son, after all, joy outweighs sorrow.Regardless of whether he remembers himself or not, he is still alive, eating, sleeping, and practicing sword... Moreover, she still has hope, Xuan Ning said, maybe one day in the future, he will suddenly remember everything before.That way, he can still call himself Erniang as before, act like a baby in front of him, and be mischievous...

In a word, as long as you are alive!

After adjusting her mood, Jinyu went to the bamboo forest every day to wait for Honghui to practice sword.Hong Hui would come every day. He was very focused when he practiced the sword, and he didn't look at anyone, as if everything in the world didn't exist.Jinyu sometimes thinks, who did this kid learn his swordsmanship from?It turned out that when he was at home, he never liked to practice swords or read pages. He always liked to be mischievous, climbing trees to dig out bird nests, and shooting birds with a bow and arrow. In short, he was like a young child. Sigh at his naughtiness.

Now, apart from his figure and appearance, he has completely changed.Become silent, cold, mature.Look at everything around you with an all-seeing gaze.He likes white and wears white clothes every day. He hates black and glares at people wearing black clothes.

He likes old peasant women, especially those old women with thorn hairpin cloth skirts and even patched clothes. Every time he sees such old women, he will step forward to help them, help them get things, and send them home.

Every time he saw a twelve or thirteen-year-old peasant girl, his eyes tightened unconsciously.I kept staring at him silently until he disappeared.

Jinyu lived on the farm for more than ten days, watching Honghui from a distance every day, and gradually discovered these characteristics of him.Based on what Xuan Ning said, she understood that the child's memory was cut off on that rainy day.He vaguely remembered the old woman and the girl named Pumpkin in his mind.I hope that both of them are still alive in this world.

Return to the capital again.Both Jinyu and Daiyu were less worried.Especially Jinyu, as a mother, nothing is more important than the child's survival.Although she is still exhausted, she has great hope.

Yinzhen hadn't seen Jinyu for more than half a month. One day, he heard from the housekeeper Dai Duo that Fujin and the princess had returned from outside the city, so he hurried out of the mansion to see her in the Old Summer Palace.

Jinyu and Daiyu had just entered the room and changed their clothes. Before washing their faces, they heard the little girl come in and say, "Fourth master is here."

Daiyu couldn't help laughing and said: "So anxious? But I haven't seen you for a month, and you came here in a hurry? You go to the front and say that Fujin just entered the door, please wait for a while before passing .”

Jinyu's face turned red and then pale, and a surge of anger suddenly rose in her heart.Without waiting for the little girl to agree, she said in a cold voice: "No need. Go and tell him to let him go back home quickly. I'm not in good health yet, so I need to stay with my sister for a few more days."

The little girl was too frightened to respond, knowing that she couldn't tell Fourth Master such a thing, so she just stood there and looked at Daiyu begging for help.

Daiyu smiled and said, "Go and go back as I said. Why are you not smart now? You Fujin have hurt you in vain all day long."

The little girl hurriedly agreed and hurried down.

Jinyu sighed: "Men in the world really have no conscience. I have been away from him for these days, and I only remember it now. I don't know how happy those days are. It is also thanks to his hard heart, my son It’s not his alone, he actually kept it from me so hard!”

"Is this why my sister is angry with fourth master? According to me, sister should be more considerate of fourth master's heart. There are some things he doesn't tell you, just because he is afraid that you will not be able to bear it, and you will become more sad and ruin your own life." It’s all about your body. My sister got angry instead and ruined her body for nothing. If your health is not good, you will not only benefit those people in the future, but even Hui’er will not be able to rely on you.” Daiyu said, washing her face together with Jinyu , and put on a little makeup, then told the girl to invite the fourth master to come over here.

Jinyu still slumped on the couch angrily.Daiyu was still on the sidelines persuading her.For these two women, it was Jinyu who persuaded Daiyu in the early years, and now it is Daiyu's turn to enlighten her.

When Yinzhen came in, he happened to see Daiyu leaning on the chair to persuade Jinyu, but Jinyu's face was still angry, with tears on her cheeks.Daiyu heard the sound of the curtain, and when she hurriedly turned her head, she saw that Yinzhen and Xuanning had already entered the door.After not seeing him for a few days, he lost a lot of weight again.It seems to be even taller, wearing a blue-gray embroidered dragon robe, with a bright yellow palace sash tied around the waist.His head should have just been shaved, and his bare forehead was glowing with blue light, which further contrasted with his cold brows and handsome eyes, high nose and thin lips, and a pair of bottomless eyes, there was a hint of tenderness faintly shining.

"Fourth master is auspicious." Daiyu hurriedly got up to pay respects, Yinzhen nodded hurriedly, said why should my sister be so polite, and then looked at Jinyu.

Jinyu lay motionless on the couch, not looking at him, just staring blankly at the rug on the floor.

Daiyu looked at Xuanning helplessly, Xuanning quietly stretched out her hand and pulled Daiyu out silently.

The girls in the room had retreated quietly at some point, the curtains were shaking slightly, and only Yinzhen and Jinyu were left in the room.

There are faint flower shadows swaying on the emerald window screens. It is the newly bloomed Qiuhui placed in front of the window. The slender leaves and clusters of flowers cast their shadows under the golden sunlight in the afternoon, like a small painting in light ink. Freehand.

Yinzhen sat silently on the chair, looking across from Jinyu, she could only see her slightly lowered face.Because of an illness, her round face was gone. From this angle, the sharp jaw is even more distressing.Because I just came back from the outside, the big clothes on my body have been taken off, and I am only wearing a half-new pink satin jacket with a narrow waist, and a lotus lily skirt is dragged to the ground, and the corner of the skirt is embroidered with pink butterflies and fluttering flowers , layer upon layer, as if blowing a breath, a layer of petals will rise.

"Jin'er. Come back with me?" Yinzhen finally spoke, breaking the silence in the room.

"What are you going back for?" Jinyu said lightly.As soon as he came back, he had already heard that Guixiang was going to give birth in a few days, and the mansion had hired a nanny, Mrs. Wen, to take care of her.His own son was left on the Zhuangzi outside, and Yinzhen would soon have a son again.

"That's our home, you can't live outside, can you?"

"I don't own that home alone. It doesn't matter if I go back or not? Anyway, if there are people who serve fourth master, they can also have a son for fourth master. If I don't go back, fourth master will save a lot of trouble. "

"Why do you say that? That's our home." Yinzhen said patiently.

"Two people?" Jin Yu suddenly smiled, and raised her head to look at the man she had lived with for nearly ten years, her eyes were bleary, and she couldn't see such a familiar face clearly.She let out a long sigh and shook her head: "There were never two people. When I entered that door, there was already a woman inside. Now there are even ten or eight. It's not too many. Fourth master—I'm tired, I think Live a quiet life, only guarding my child, not thinking about anyone, not seeing anyone. If you can take care of us and my husband and wife for ten years, you will accept me. If..."

"No!" Yinzhen suddenly stood up from the chair, stepped to Jinyu's side in two steps, suddenly stretched out his hand, and pulled her into his arms forcefully, holding her waist with one hand and supporting her waist with the other. The back of her head prevented her from even struggling.A low voice echoed in her ear: "No! You can't leave me."

"I'm not here. You still have other women and other children. But Hui'er was there alone, with no one to accompany him or take care of him. I'm going to accompany him and take care of him..." Jinyu said stubbornly Shake your head.

"He won't be there forever."

"You want him to come back?" Jinyu was stunned, looking at the Sihe moiré embroidery on his shoulder stupidly.Both dragon and auspicious clouds are the emblems of the royal family, and such graceful patterns can only be worn by the children of the royal family.Yinzhen is already Baylor, and his outstanding achievements are highly valued by the emperor.Jin Yu suddenly thought of Hong Hui, Xuan Ning, and all the helplessness of the royal family. She just felt the cold air swishing on her body, and even in her husband's arms, she still couldn't get warm.

"He is our child, and I must have him by my side." Yinzhen seemed to swear, both to Jinyu and himself.