Qing Wu Red House

Let's talk about Shi Meng being stunned by Tianyou's yelling, but he didn't want to cry out as wronged as usual, and rolled his eyes wide, and said with a smile: "Brother Prince, don't you like to hear it? It's a virtue to be afraid of your wife, why don't you like to listen to it?" ?”

Tianyou still frowned, but Lin Haorui couldn't help bursting out laughing, Tianyou immediately glared at him, Lin Haorui had no choice but to put on a straight face, fortunately at this time, Zijuan had already brought in the freshly washed little beggar , it really is Jia Baoyu from the Rongguo Mansion.

Baoyu walked into the room with his head down, didn't look up at anyone, but kept silent after saluting.Daiyu frowned slightly, looking at Baoyu who was kneeling on the ground, she felt as if she had been separated from the world.

Shi Meng was very excited, walked up to Baoyu with a few steps and said with a smile: "I really didn't expect that you, a little beggar, look so good. Brother Prince, we can leave him on the boat to be a Xiaosi, that's all. A boy who entertains guests is somewhat respectable, isn't he!"

Tianyou looked at Shi Meng helplessly, and said in a low voice: "Sit aside, why are you talking so much!" Lin Haorui looked at Baoyu, and asked in a deep voice, "Is the matter of the Jia family over? Why are you here?" here?"

Baoyu raised his head and glanced at Lin Haorui quickly, then lowered his head again, but still didn't answer.Tianyou took a look at Haorui and Daiyu, got up and left the study, and took Shi Meng with him when he went out, so Wushuang naturally also left the room tactfully.

Only then did Lin Haorui speak again: "Tell me, Yu'er and I are the only ones left now. How is the second uncle? How is the old ancestor?" Lin Haorui asked Zijuan to help Baoyu up.

Baoyu looked blankly at Lin Haorui who was dressed in green in front of him, then looked at Daiyu who was sitting by the window, and said in a low voice: "It's already in the past, so why bother to ask? Good or bad, it's just a question." It’s just a reflection of others. It’s not as good as that rich and wealthy family, and it’s much happier than that of ordinary people.”

Baoyu's words didn't sound too sad, but very calm.Lin Haorui sighed slightly, and stared at Baoyu: "What is the common people of the rich family? I don't know how your rich family and common people are divided. I just ask you, where is the second uncle now? The old ancestor is now where?"

Baoyu said: "So what if you know? Could it be that the champion can turn back time and save the Jia family from danger? Or can the champion change their status quo and restore their former glory!"

Only then did Lin Haorui understand that Baoyu was still complaining that they didn't help the Jia family when they were in trouble, and sighed: "Brother Bao doesn't need to be so eccentric. I, Lin Haorui, am confident that I can't change anything? Even if I was in Shangjing at that time, Can't change anything?"

Baoyu actually smiled slightly: "So, how about my father and ancestors. Why should the champion ask?"

Lin Haorui didn't understand Baoyu's thinking, and glanced at Daiyu.Daiyu naturally knew that Baoyu had always said a lot of heresies, so she didn't speak for a while.And Baoyu was also looking at Daiyu at this time, and when she saw Daiyu dressed as a bride, she felt a little dazed.

Lin Haorui couldn't understand Baoyu's appearance very much.She wanted to leave in a hurry, but she knew that Daiyu would really like to know about Jia's affairs, so she bit the bullet and asked, "Why are you here? Does the ancestor know that you are here?"

Baoyu shook his head, as if he also felt that he had no reason to blame the Lin family brothers and sisters, and sighed softly: "The Jia family is over, and my uncle was beheaded for his serious crimes. Father was exiled, but the old ancestor and the third younger sister were released. , but I can’t go back to Rongguo Mansion. I can only live with Lian’s second brother. Naturally, I have no reason to stay there, so I came out naturally.”

Daiyu knew that this was probably Baoyu's dementia again, and said, "Does the ancestor know you are here? How can an ancestor like you be at ease?" Baoyu said softly: "Yes, the ancestor must not be able to Don't worry. It doesn't matter if you don't worry, no matter where I am, I'm just a useless person. I can't help you with anything."

Daiyu sighed softly: "Why does her old man need your help? As long as you are well, it will be her blessing!" Baoyu looked at Daiyu, and for some reason smiled softly: "I still remember Sister Lin. I once said that Champion Hou and I are just a microcosm of Daqi. Everyone has their own way of life, and no one way of life is wrong. But now I think that my way of life is very wrong, and I have no way of living. There is no way to give hope to anyone, let alone to yourself.”

Daiyu stared at Baoyu fixedly, no wonder she felt that Baoyu was very different from the beginning, it turned out that he even had doubts about his own life.I just listened to Baoyu's leisurely way: "I always thought that no matter what, as long as I want to do it, I can do it well. Even the boring stereotyped essays and imperial examinations are the same. I can't learn well, not because I learn No, it's because I don't want to learn. But now I don't think so, I just can't do many things, I can't be the hope of my ancestors, let alone my own hope!"

Daiyu sighed leisurely: "Then you can become your hope after you have fallen so far?"

Baoyu's expression was very positive: "At least I've exhausted my muscles and my mind." Daiyu was indifferent, and she didn't know whether Baoyu's statement was right or wrong, she sighed again: "What are you going to do in the future? "

Baoyu looked at Daiyu, but did not answer Daiyu's words, but said: "Sister Lin may not be able to visit her ancestors after she returns to Shangjing. She is much weaker, and before I left home, she often talked about you. Say You are the luckiest of us!"

Looking at Baoyu's expression, Daiyu asked softly, "Aren't you going back to Beijing with us?" Baoyu shook his head, "What are you doing going back? After I walked out, I realized how big this world is. My sister may not have imagined that now I can light firewood and cook some porridge and side dishes. Although I am in a mess most of the time, my life is very fulfilling."

Daiyu looked at Baoyu moved, and couldn't imagine what Baoyu said.

Baoyu continued: "Many ordinary people are very kind. Sometimes I help them write some letters, or send a letter home, and they will be very grateful to me and give me some food."

"Why are you bothering?" Daiyu murmured.

Baoyu laughed and said, "Perhaps Sister Lin only saw that I was dressed in rags and that I didn't have enough to eat. But Sister Lin didn't see my spiritual prosperity. I was happier than when I was with my sisters and sisters all day long in the Grand View Garden. I also need to have feelings. I think I will soon be able to adapt to the current life. Maybe many years later, sister Lin will see me when she is on a tour. At that time, I may be a book writer, or a A teacher in a small village, or just a commoner."

"Baoyu!" Daiyu interrupted Baoyu: "Needless to say, I think I understand!"

Baoyu smiled gratifiedly: "Yes, I knew Sister Lin would understand. So I only said these things to Sister Lin, and in the future, Sister Lin will tell her when she sees her ancestor. I have a good life. I Although I can't stay by her old man's side, I bless him every day."

Daiyu nodded slightly, and Baoyu felt relieved.He smiled and said, "Then I would like to thank Sister Lin. I will take my leave. After the ship docks, I will leave on my own and never say goodbye to Sister Lin. Sister Lin wants to live a good life. I look forward to being in any corner Here, you can hear that sister Lin is living happily!"

Daiyu nodded again: "I will." Baoyu's smile was slightly bitter: "In this way, my sister Lin's marriage to the crown prince is also of great benefit to me. At least I can hear about sister Lin from time to time. I know how sister Lin is doing well!"

Lin Haorui looked at Baoyu, only to see that the smile on Baoyu's lips was very light.It seems to be recalling something in the past, and it seems to be abandoning something in the past.Lin Haorui couldn't understand Baoyu's choice, but he admired Baoyu slightly.If Baoyu can really be like what he said.After experiencing the hard work and happiness in the world, then his life is not in vain.

Baoyu didn't say anything more, stood up and bowed to Daiyu: "Although I have said goodbye to Sister Lin many times, but this time I think we may really never see each other again. I will be in a corner of this world Quietly bless Sister Lin. In the future, when Sister Lin's mother is in the world, I think I will be very pleased. Sister Lin, goodbye." Baoyu had a trace of tears in the corner of his eyes, and said softly: " No, never see you again!"

Daiyu looked at Baoyu and nodded gently: "Take care, I hope that after many years, you can live the life you want."

Baoyu suddenly smiled briskly: "I will, I will!" Then, he saluted Lin Haorui again, and then left the room.Daiyu didn't look at the back of Baoyu leaving, but continued to look out the window.

Lin Haorui sighed softly: "Everyone has their own fate, sister don't need to be too sad."

Daiyu said leisurely: "I'm not sad, I just feel that the world is impermanent. I still remember when I was six years old, when I stepped into the Rongguo Mansion for the first time. At that time, Baoyu was the precious lump held in the palm of everyone. Don't If he was wronged, no one in the entire Rongguo Mansion would dare to speak loudly to him. At that time, who would have thought that Baoyu, who has always loved cleanliness, could endure hardships like this today! Thinking carefully now, he might as well be a monk , can be regarded as a reliance!"

Lin Haorui smiled softly, comforting Daiyu softly: "I think this choice is good. This shows that he is finally willing to face up to his own existence, instead of blindly escaping. He is very smart, I I think it will get better and better in the future.”

Daiyu nodded lightly: "Yes, what he said just now, I think it suits him very well..." Daiyu still looked out the window and sighed softly.The world is impermanent, and those who have accompanied me through my childhood seem to have disappeared in a certain corner of the world.For some reason, Daiyu thought of Baochai.I don't know where that stubborn Baochai, that Baochai who has gone on a strange path, is now in this world?

And on the deck, Tianyou was also looking at the water surface in a daze, with a solemn expression on his face, not knowing what he was thinking.Shi Meng stood not far from him, tilted his head and looked at Tianyou seriously, and suddenly said: "Brother Prince is very worried about the concubine and sister-in-law, worried that she will be sad when facing her childhood playmate, and wants to be with you She's beside her. But I'm worried that I'm in that room, the princess and concubine's sister-in-law have too many things to say?"

Tianyou looked at Shi Meng in surprise, and saw that she was looking at the water leisurely, the hair on her forehead was blown in a mess by the wind, and the expression on her face was no longer lively and happy as before, but a little sad.

Tianyou laughed, and found it strange that Shi Meng showed such an expression: "When did you actually understand these things?" Shi Meng tilted his head to look at Tianyou, and said with a smile, "Brother Prince must think that I don't know Be sad, it's been less than a year since my mother passed away, and I can live so happily every day, it's really heartless."

Tianyou raised his eyebrows, but didn't comment on Shi Meng's words.

Seeing Tianyou's expression, Shi Meng said softly: "It turns out that the prince's elder brother is bound by so many dogmas every day like most people in this world. I live a happy life, I live a happy life, if mother knows, as long as I Will be happy for me instead of complaining that I didn't think about her or miss her. I pass my happiness to everyone and my happiness to everyone. Is there something wrong with that?"

Tianyou was not impatient when he heard Shi Meng's strange remarks: "What kind of theory are you talking about? Filial piety is filial piety. What does this have to do with passing on happiness?"

Shi Meng curled her lips slightly: "I put my longing in my heart, why should I show it to the world. I tell my mother and everyone who cares about me with a smile every day that I am doing well. Isn't that right?"

Tianyou laughed, but he was not going to continue arguing with Shi Meng on this issue.Shi Meng seemed to think that Tianyou agreed with her point of view, and said excitedly: "Brother Prince will agree with my point of view in the future. I can make everyone who is with me very happy. If Brother Prince doesn't believe it, we will Just wait and see!"

Tianyou smiled lightly, he was really too depressed during this time, to think that Shi Meng's words are so weird and naive, which is actually quite interesting.

Shi Meng saw Tianyou's smile, and he also laughed heartlessly: "Brother Prince, look, does what I said make sense. At least brother Prince smiled, and he smiled so beautifully!"

Tianyou was teased by Shi Meng and made a bigger smile on his face, but he didn't look back at Shi Meng, but just looked at the sparkling water surface.And Shi Meng happily sang from the side, Tianyou had never heard such a singing voice, both the tune and the content were very strange, but unexpectedly it was not unpleasant.

He didn't interrupt Shi Meng, but just listened quietly.Shi Meng didn't seem to care whether Tianyou was willing to listen, but he was humming to himself, and when he was happy, he would beat the beat with his hands, or tap the hull of the ship with his hands, looking very contented.