like drinking ice

I think I'm screwed.

My face is hot, the temperature is so high that it seems to burn the skin.With such a close distance and such a hot face, he will definitely see the clues.

Before I could even react, I pushed him away.

"I... I'll go and see if the soup pot is okay!"

I almost fled from the balcony.

I didn't dare to take a look at his face, the expression on his face, I didn't even dare to turn my head, and rushed into the bathroom.He turned on the faucet and splashed two handfuls of water on his face.

too obvious.

Even the dullest person can see my anomaly.What's more, he has always been keenly aware of people's hearts.

The person in the mirror found that his face was not red, but pale after being frightened, his whole face was soaked by water, his hair was stuck to the side of his face, and even the front of his shirt was wet.This scene is simply too embarrassing.

If he waits outside the door to ask me what's wrong, I won't even be able to go out like this.

But how come.

He is Zheng Ao.

How could he not know anything.

By the time I got myself back to my original state, even looking after the soup in the kitchen, and walked out to see him as if nothing had happened, he had already fallen asleep on the balcony.

When he sleeps, people forget how bad he is.

Half of the side is buried in the pillow, the bridge of the nose is high, the eyebrows are slender, even in sleep, the eyes have very beautiful lines, the eyelashes are as dense as a fan, but the color is light, covering the eyes softly. The sun was shining golden, and the lips that were always smiling cynically were pursed quietly.The Zheng family are all thin lips, a symbol of fickleness.

He who looks gentle and harmless like this always reminds me of his childhood.

At that time, he was not so smart, and he was not so unpredictable. At that time, he would tell me whatever he thought, including his father who lied to people that he was his nephew, including the one I had never met. mother.

Just what happened later?

Later, he went out to study, the noble schools in the UK, uniform school uniforms, violin practice in music class, French learning, and tennis league between schools, he wrote to me and told me.Later, he gradually grew up and had a lot of fun things. He had many girlfriends. He would drive to the grassland to see wild horses. He would go diving in Australia in winter. He would taste wine and dance at balls. Will spend a lot of money at the auction to take a certain fan from the Song Dynasty...

And these, I don't understand.

I can only be his friend quietly. When he is drunk late at night, or in the wee hours of the night, I make some tea for him, sit by his side and watch him until dawn, and then we each separate and go to ourselves. life.

He no longer tells me his thoughts, his family, or the past, but I can't understand him now.

I thought, I can't be with him for long.

One day, he will find the girl who can make tea for him, and the two of them will fall asleep hugging each other. They will fall in love and get married. On that day, I will be his ordinary friend.

Not daring to think anymore, I fetched a blanket from the bedroom and covered him up.

"Xiao Lang, Xiao Lang..."

I opened my eyes, and the first thing I saw was a hand dangling in front of my eyes, with very slender fingers, and then Zheng Ao's face that was very close.

"What's the matter." I looked around blankly, and it turned out that I was sitting on the balcony and fell asleep.The body was covered with a blanket, and Zheng Ao had already put on his coat.

"Let's go to dinner tonight, will you go?" He leaned down and asked me.

I thought for a long time before I realized it, and nodded in a daze.

"Okay, then you change your clothes." He walked to the closet like his master and found clothes for me: "Xiao Lang, why do you have so many white shirts?"

"I have to wear formal clothes to work." I stood up and got ready to get dressed.

The place to eat this time is a Chinese restaurant with a high floor.

The decoration is very Chinese style, with carved wooden doors and screens on the windows. He Lianshan and the others are waiting in the box. They walk along the dimly lit corridor and open the door. The box has a transparent glass curtain wall. Although the palace lantern is hung, But there is still a sense of disharmony that combines Chinese and Western. Fortunately, the scenery is very good. It is dusk, and the lights of half of the city can be seen at a glance.

There were a lot of cold dishes on the table, and there were a lot of people, half of whom were familiar faces. Zheng Ao greeted them.It seems that He Lianshan is the host today. Last time the twins surrounded him, but they seemed not as energetic as when they met last time. Instead, they looked a little distressed, like two frightened birds.

I found a seat beside Zheng Ao. These people were probably waiting for him. As soon as we sat down, the waiters in cheongsams began to serve food one after another.I didn't deliberately listen to their chat, I only vaguely heard them talking about the land.

I had just finished a bowl of soup when an unexpected visitor came.

He is a good-looking boy, probably not more than 17 years old, looks like a minor, not too tall, has milk-like skin, and is very fashionable. He wears a dark gray baseball cap and carries a bag with the Stars and Stripes on his back. Wearing a fiery red sweater, with a pair of headphones hanging around his neck, brown bangs, as soon as he came in, he lost his temper unhappy: "So you are hiding here! Let me find it easier!"

The person who answered the conversation was He Lianshan, who has always been not so good-tempered, and said with a smile, "You are also brain-dead, just ask the biggest box, what else are you looking for?"

"You're stupid!" The boy threw the bag to the corner of the flowerpot, took off his hat, and said in a troublesome tone: "You are all full! Where should I sit!"

"Sit on Zheng Ao's lap!" Wang Lang, who always prided himself on his elegance, also joked.

Zheng Ao leaned on the chair, with a smile on his lips, looking at him leisurely.

The young man's face gradually turned red. Although he was still fierce, he didn't have the same aura as before. He said fiercely to Zheng Ao: "Why are you laughing, what's so funny."

Someone had already vacated a seat, and the waiter added a chair to Zheng Ao's right hand side. Although he was cursing, he still sat there.His face was red, he took a sip of the soup, and got his tongue burned again.

I saw Zheng Ao's face clearly through Zheng Ao.

He is a very, very beautiful boy. Although his bangs are a bit long, his eyebrows are straight, his eyes are big and dark, his lips are as beautiful as petals, and there is a sapphire earring on his left earlobe.In my mind, I seem to have seen it somewhere.

He sat beside Zheng Ao, talking to Zheng Ao one after another, in a very low tone, Zheng Ao listened, and occasionally smiled at him, and Wang Lang, who was sitting on his right, made fun of him: "It seems that our Little Tyrannosaurus, someone can tame it..."

The boy threw a chicken bone over to tell him to shut up.

It was a lively meal.

Halfway through, I got up to go to the bathroom. At that time, there were only half of the people in the table, and Zheng Ao was not there.

I was in the cubicle of the men's bathroom, and I heard the sound of kissing and smacking. When I opened the door to go out, I heard the boy's exclamation, and another, familiar chuckle.

I know that Zheng Ao is in this bathroom, in a certain cubicle, kissing that boy just now.Even if he knew that I was here, he might not be surprised. He has always been very casual in front of me. There is no need to hide or scruple, because I accept everything, because I never said that I like him.

But it's my own fault.

I couldn't finish that meal.

I stood by the fish tank at the end of the corridor and called Zheng Ao.

After four rings, the phone was picked up.

"What's wrong? Xiao Lang?" He asked over there.

I couldn't ignore his rapid breathing.

"It's okay, I just want to tell you, I still have something to do, so I'll go back first."

"Oh, good. Shall I walk you?"

"Need not."

I stood in the external elevator of this building and looked at the city through the transparent tempered glass.

It's a pity that there is no home here.

I thought he only liked girls.

It turned out that he didn't like boys, but he didn't like me.

"Lawyer Su?"

"it's me."

"I'm ready for the business trip the day after tomorrow."

"Didn't you say you have family members to take care of?"

"He...someone has already taken care of me."