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My first reaction was Zheng Ao's fault.

Hao Shi seems to be a simple college girl. It is Zheng Ao's responsibility to take good safety measures. He has played outside for so many years, and it is too much to make such a mistake.The point is, he can't marry her and get her pregnant.

This child will completely disrupt her life.

"How can Zheng Ao do this!" I was so angry and anxious that I didn't know what to say for a while: "Do you want me to help you find him?"

Hao Shi shook her head, smiling a bit bitterly.

"After that time, I never saw him again." She looked at me with clear eyes: "I don't have his phone number, and I can't tell others about the pregnancy, so they all think that I want to pester him because I like him." He, no one is willing to tell me where he is. Because I know you are from our school, and I have looked for you. But I have been looking for him for so long, and my dream is slowly waking up..."

After the initial anger passed, my rationality gradually came back, and I realized the mistakes I made——Zheng Ao has been doing this since a few years ago, if he didn’t take safety measures, it’s impossible for this kind of thing to happen now, with his character , and will not be such a careless person.

It's not about protecting, but the fact: Although he is romantic, he is not confused. You can stay or stay as you like. Everyone in the Zheng family is as smart as a fox, so they won't make such low-level mistakes.

"I don't mean to offend," I find these words a bit difficult to say, but since Hao Shi found me, it is impossible for me to come here for no reason. According to my habit of handling things, I also have to figure out everything before I can Make a conclusion: "How did this child come from?"

Hao Shi started biting her lips again.

I'm used to Senior Sister Xue's crisp and straightforward style, and I'm not used to this kind of soft and weak girl who speaks in three paragraphs, but it's okay, I can wait.The corridor is very quiet, no one is coming and going.

"This child is his..." Hao Shi blushed and told me in a low voice, "I haven't had that... with anyone else."

The video of the court defense I watched recently finally came in handy. It would have been a month ago, and I really couldn't ask these words.

"Whose mistake was that?" I tried my best not to sound like an interrogation: "Is it because Zheng Ao didn't take safety measures?"

Hao Shi shook her head.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

Although Zheng Ao can be called half a scum emotionally, he is not an asshole after all.

"How did that kid get here?"

Hao Shi probably didn't expect me to get to the bottom of it like this, she bit her lips until it turned white, probably it was really hard to tell.

"It's...it's me..." She probably felt ashamed and turned around to leave: "I don't want to look for him anymore, so I'm leaving first."

I grabbed her.

I've figured out what's going on, but I'm still a little uncertain about her intentions.

But the most important thing right now is not this.

"Hao Shi, I'm not here to question you, I will help you." I took her arm and tried to make myself look a little more friendly: "You came to talk to me because you think I can help you. Why do you want to?" escape?"

The girl who kept her head down slowly raised her head, her eyes were filled with tears, and her voice was choked up: "I...I feel very ashamed..."

I sighed helplessly.

"It's okay, it's not something to be ashamed of, you're an adult, and now you've given birth to a life, you have to learn to face these things, avoiding won't solve the problem. Let's find a place to sit and talk, you in Are you hospitalized here?"

Hao Shi shook her head: "I'm here for the prenatal checkup, and it won't be my turn until eleven o'clock. I told my mother that I'm coming to the bathroom."

"Okay, now you call your mother and say that you met a friend and asked you to go out for a cup of tea and let her not worry. It's okay for your mother to see me, but don't let her misunderstand, okay? "I coaxed her in the tone I would treat a child.

She nodded.Take your phone out of your pouch.

I turned around and went to call Senior Sister Xue.

"Senior Sister, I'm Xiao Lang. I'm in a hurry. It may take a while before I can see the professor..." I stood by the window and made a phone call. The sun shone in. I unconsciously spread my palms. There was a red mark from being strangled by the fruit basket, but I didn't feel any pain at all.

I have loved someone for 15 years and impregnated an unworldly girl.And this girl now regards me as a life-saving straw.

When I got up today, I thought that I could gradually stay away from Zheng Ao and live a little bit of my own life.But in less than three hours, he fell into such an ironic and funny situation.

I found a quiet coffee shop. It was working hours and there were few people there. I didn’t know if pregnant women could drink coffee, so I ordered mineral water at room temperature for her.

Hao Shi held a glass and drank in small sips. Because she was pregnant, she didn't have any makeup on, her eyes were clear, her eyelashes curled up, and her skin was as smooth as petals. Most girls her age still dreamed of being a princess and felt like falling in love. It's the most complicated thing in life...

But now she is carrying a young life.

"Are you better?" I asked her, and she nodded.

Just now she was choked with tears, and I was worried that she would be in danger when she became emotional, so I kept comforting her to calm her down.

It is conceivable that as a college student, she is pregnant during school, and the father of the child has not yet appeared. How much pressure she has to bear, it is a bolt from the blue for her parents.At her age, she has no idea how much her life will be affected, but her parents will definitely understand.And she insisted on keeping this child until now, regardless of right or wrong, the pressure she suffered can be imagined.She has accumulated a lot of grievances in her heart, and as Zheng Ao's friend, I am naturally her outlet for her grievances.

This is the reason why I stayed, I know that my attitude may determine the final direction of this matter.To put it bluntly, it is the life and death of that child, as well as her future life.No matter how cold-blooded I am, I can't just walk away at this moment.

"Hao Shi, let's discuss this matter in an adult way. You have to tell me all your thoughts, and I won't blame you, but you can't escape, can you?"

She still nodded.

"Well, let's talk about this child first." I asked her, "Why did you want this child in the first place?"

"The first time I saw Zheng Ao, I fell in love with him." She blushed and said, "I asked him with my classmate, and my classmate said that he would like my style. Then I went to that bar again , he bought me a drink, took me home, and had me... with me. I thought, if I had his child, maybe he would marry me. My best friend taught me the way, my best friend used to I told me that even though there is no shortage of women in a family like his, they value children very much..."

I really don't know what to say.

She was right in saying that the Zheng family had no shortage of women and valued children.But the meaning of this sentence is that even if you give birth to a child of the Zheng family, the Zheng family will only take your child away and give you a sum of money, not to mention marriage, you will not even have a title. Personality, hate being threatened even more, it is rumored that Zheng Ao's mother has been "handled" by Guan Ying, it is not groundless.I stand closer than others, so I can see better.

With Zheng Ao's unfettered personality, probably only when he finds someone he loves will he get married.If you can't find it, it can only be a marriage, and then you can play your own way. The latter is more realistic.

And that best friend of hers would give her such a bad idea, it's hard for me to believe that she has good intentions.

I don't even want to confirm the so-called "method".

However, some clues can be guessed from her words, she said: "I found the things he used when he was with me on the ground..."

"So you've been looking for him and want him to marry you?"

Hao Shi nodded, then shook her head: "I used to think so, but now I know it's impossible..."

It seems that this girl is not stupid to the bone.

I also want to know what she saw when she was looking for Zheng Ao.Zheng Ao's whereabouts are very erratic. She wanted to find him. She probably went to many bars, high-end hotels, and maybe even broke through the military area. Imagination is nothing but soap bubbles, and when it encounters reality, it will reveal itself.

"What are you thinking now?"

If she went to the Zheng family, the child would be taken away, and she would also receive a sum of compensation, so that she would have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life.If she doesn't look for it, but brings it herself, it will be a disaster for her and the child, because she is still a child herself.

"I don't want to look for him anymore." Hao Shi gently stroked the cup with her fingers: "He was a dream I had when I was young and ignorant. Now that I wake up from the dream, it's time for me to bear the price. There are many voices around me , My parents asked me to induce labor and go back to school, and my friend asked me to go to his family to ask for money. But I really want to give birth to this child..."

She looked up at me, probably wanting to hear "you're right" or "you're worth the price of love".

But I can't speak.

It was the wrong beginning at the beginning, how to get the right result?The suggestions from her parents and friends were nothing but remedial measures. If she were to go back to eight months ago, I believe she would never pick up that condom again.

"Do you want to hear my opinion? Hao Shi." I looked into her eyes and told her: "I'm not a moralist, I won't tell you how great life is, and you need to sacrifice it. The child is not born yet, if you It’s okay to choose to induce labor. I don’t think you are ready to afford a life now.”

She showed a "how are you like them" expression.

"I thought you would understand," she began to bite her lips again: "You are his friend, you know how good he is, when he smiles, I feel that the whole world is bright..."

If the screen ended here, it would be the most artistic ending of a love movie.

But life is never a movie, but the most bloody TV series, trivial, gloomy, episode after episode, until you get bored, until you don’t want to watch it anymore, until you can’t stand it, one wrong step, one step at a time Wrong, there will be no artistic and refreshing ending.

She said she thought I understood.

Of course I understand, I have liked that person for 15 years, so much that I feel that it is okay to be a shadow by his side.But life is not a movie, and it will not stop at the sentence "it's okay", but keep going down, until I can't bear it anymore, I find a way out by myself, and escape from him.

"Listen, Hao Shi. I'm not trying to reason with you, but you have to think about it, what's in your stomach is not a souvenir, nor is it a medal of true love. It's a living child, and it will be born , will grow up, you have to give birth, breastfeed, change diapers, prepare milk powder, care about its growth, and be responsible for its life. You have to think about whether you can take on such responsibilities. Once you choose to be born, there will be a little life attached to you in the future, and you will be responsible until it becomes an independent adult."

Hao Shi lowered her head in an evasive manner and covered her ears.

It seems that when she said she woke up from her dream, she only woke up one of them.The dream she is having now is a self-abuse dream, probably "I love you very much, I am willing to give birth to a child for you, this is the price of my love", people with unrequited love often have such a sacrificial plot, Something must be done to commemorate my vigorous love.

I have sighed too many times today.

"Okay, since you don't want to listen to me, then I don't care about it." I called the waiter to come over and pay the bill.

"Will you tell Zheng Ao?" She looked up at me.

"No. Unless you want me to tell him."

"No need." She was still angry.

I paid the bill and stood up.

"Then I'll go first. Do you want to go back to the hospital with me? Or sit here?"

She doesn't speak.

However, after I walked a few steps, she stopped me.

"Xu Lang, can I look for you again in the future?"

I really want to say no, but I still can't be a calm enough, sensible person, because there is an unborn, innocent child involved in this matter.

Probably because I am an orphan, I can't ignore a child whose fate is not very good.

"Yes, here is my business card."

I walked out of the coffee shop, the sun was bright outside, but a thorn in my heart.

But it doesn't matter, I have a thorn in my heart, and I still have to move on.Life is a trek among thorns, step by step, and one day spring will bloom.

"Senior Sister Xue? I'm here to see Professor Qian."