Gu Zhen's wealthy life

This is a wonderful thing.

Falling in love with one person repeatedly is like loving many different people.I loved his youthful and frivolous arrogance and innocence when I was a teenager, I loved his gradually blooming ideals and passion when I was young, I loved his strength and fragility through wind and rain when I was middle-aged, and when they were both old...I loved him who held tightly for a lifetime The warmth in the palm of your hand.

Like this, we love each other until we grow old.

Like a thread of obsession, but also like a dream.

In the dream, what Qi Zecheng saw was a completely different young man, stubborn and sharp-edged, affectionate but a little lonely... It was a young man who was completely different from Gu Zhen, he was more impulsive and more impulsive. Passion is more fallible, but also more fragile.Seventeen or eighteen-year-old Ye Shu is far less harmonious and calm than seventeen or eighteen-year-old Gu Zhen.

They're like two completely different people.

But in the dream, Qi Zecheng knew...that was Gu Zhen.

He seems to have been separated into two people in the same body, one Qi Zecheng is still ignorant of feelings, wantonly teasing and embarrassing Ye Shu, who was young and immature at that time, while the other is already seeing that For a moment, I wanted to hold each other's hand.

Qi Zecheng once thought that he liked Gu Zhen because he liked people like Gu Zhen.Because no one else will be like Gu Zhen... Smart, clear, calm, and firm.

But when he saw that person, he knew he was wrong.

He likes this person, no matter what his appearance or personality is.So naive, pure, stubborn, stupid... It's obviously like a completely different person, but it also affects Qi Zecheng's mind.

However, this young Ye Shu is willing to grit his teeth and swallow all the pain for him, and the person who is willing to endure all kinds of pressure and threats that can obviously overwhelm him...is Ji Weibai.

Qi Zecheng thought... how is it possible?

Just relying on that Ji Weibai... can't shake Gu Zhen at all.

However, in this dream, the boy named Ye Shu really tried his best to protect the seemingly fragile relationship between the two...and so did Ji Weibai.

At this time, the two of them were actually not strong enough.Even Qi Zecheng himself showed a bit of childishness, contradiction and immaturity in his actions.

However, it is this youthful relationship that seems to be easily broken, but still stubbornly refuses to break up, which is especially moving.

Qi Zecheng watched those two people fight against the seemingly omnipresent pressure stupidly, watched them grit their teeth while suffering from self-sufficiency...watched them hurt each other but neither of them refused to say give up...feeling in a dream I have been sinking step by step without realizing it, and I am still making some bewildering actions out of childish pride and awkwardness. Always can't.

He wanted to say that this was just a dream, but there was a faint voice in his heart telling him... This is the reality that happened somewhere.

Because Ye Shu in the dream is so real.

Different like this...yet true.

This dream is so long.

It took a lot of time for the stupid self in the dream to finally learn to feel distressed and sad for the hurt, blame, contempt, and insult Ye Shu suffered, and his heart was shaken for Ye Shu's stubbornness in holding back tears.The young Qi Zecheng watched Ye Shu gradually change from that simple and stubborn boy to the young man who no longer shed tears easily in front of others, saw the other party gradually mature, indifferent, silent, watched the once stubborn face gradually become Overwhelmed by exhaustion...I want to cry for some reason.

It turned out that he could love someone so frankly and straightforwardly.

Qi Zecheng wanted to hug that person so much.

But he couldn't.

Qi Zecheng in the dream is still being stupid, but Qi Zecheng has already discovered that the direction of the dream is not right.He looked at "himself" clumsily because of stupid shyness and nervousness, he was unable to express his true thoughts frankly and bluntly every time, but instead showed [-] points of arrogance and frivolity. The extremely stupid conspiracies and tricks mess up the relationship between Ye Shu and other people, and use every step of his plot to hurt Ye Shu without knowing it... Countless times he desperately tried to change the dream, but he still couldn't break free from this relationship. plot.

——Don't be stupid, don't you find him in pain?Is it so difficult to hold him and tell you that loving him will protect him from his pain?

Qi Zecheng in the dream was close to despair in the end.The young man is so clumsy, he has never loved anyone like this before, he feels from the bottom of his heart that he cannot lose Ye Shu, because he knows that he will never fall in love with anyone else except this person.The young man stubbornly believed in the different meanings that Ye Shu represented to him.

Ji Weibai can always fall in love with other people, but Qi Zecheng feels that it is impossible for him to meet such a person again.

He felt that he understood the other party far better than Ji Weibai, understood Ye Shu's tears flowed back to his heart through gritted teeth, understood his self-esteem and stubbornness that he always thought he could carry on even though he couldn't bear it anymore, Know the tenderness he displays that seems simple but is under tremendous pressure.

But this stubbornness, patience and gentleness... never existed for him.

If it was someone else, Qi Zecheng always had such confidence that he would be able to control the other party through some means in the end, but only when facing Ye Shu, he did not have such confidence.

What a painful realization... Knowing that the person you love is brave, loyal and infatuated, but all his feelings are not for you.

For a moment Qi Zecheng even felt a little dazed... Is that Gu Zhen?or another person?Like the other side of a knife, similar...and different.

The dream is still going on, but Qi Zecheng understands every minute and every second that he is getting closer to the tragic ending.

……

When he woke up, Qi Zecheng didn't speak for a long time.

Gu Zhen opened the shield, and then discussed the brain activity data of the three people during the dream hypnosis process with the researcher.He looked up and saw Qi Zecheng in a daze, but he didn't ask about the content of his dream in front of the staff.

Then, when Ji Weibai and the researchers had left, Qi Zecheng asked Gu Zhen, "What... does this dream mean?"

Gu Zhen said, "It's not interesting... I just think you should know."

Qi Zecheng asked, "Ye Shu...is that you?"

Gu Zhen smiled at him, feeling nostalgic and sad at the same time.

Qi Zecheng hugged his shoulder, and buried his head on his shoulder.

Gu Zhen said: "For me, Qi Zecheng... this is not a dream. Sometimes I am at a loss, you say I know you very well, you say you know me very well, but in fact, I It felt like maybe we… didn’t know each other at all.”

"For example, sometimes I don't understand why you do certain things." Gu Zhen continued, "Sometimes I feel that the choices you make are cruel, and I don't want to get too close to you, because I I am afraid that your sharpness will hurt people who are important to me... such as Shen Shen. You are too unscrupulous."

After a long silence, Qi Zecheng finally spoke, "I'll tell you why he did this."

Gu Zhen stared at the ends of his hair.

"Because of stupidity."

Gu Zhen was a little surprised and puzzled.

Qi Zecheng said to Gu Zhen: "You don't need to think too deeply, and you don't need to feel terrible, because if he did anything, it was just because he was stupid."

"There are always some people who have always regarded themselves too highly, thinking that they are extremely smart, but they don't even understand what is most important to them. But such stupidity will always pay the price."

Gu Zhen was silent for a long time, and asked him: "So, to you, aren't you 'he'?"

Qi Zecheng said, "I'm not."

How could he be that person?If it was him, Qi Zecheng would never be so stupid to approach Gu Zhen by hurting him.He will be more frank, straightforward, and...bravely stretch out his hands to Gu Zhen.

Gu Zhen looked at him for a while, and finally laughed.

Because of the connection of biological waves, in the dream, the memories of Gu Zhen and Ji Weibai are the guiding instructions, while Qi Zesheng's dream is guided.In fact, researchers cannot directly interpret each neural signal, analyze its specific content and images, and even some brain activities cannot be monitored at all because the amount of information is too huge.

They can only use instruments to intensify the biological waves and propagate them without damage to the greatest extent to create interactions.

In this case, Qi Zecheng in the dream once controlled the behavior of the original owner, and changed the development of one of the plots with willpower.

Too bad he didn't change anything in the end.

...Because that is not the present that can be changed, but the past that has already been settled.

But Ji Weibai knew the difference between them at that moment.

For Gu Zhen, in fact, he no longer wanted to pursue what Qi Zecheng had done.

Just like what Ji Weibai told him, no matter what Qi Zecheng did, he has already been punished.Gu Zhen didn't want to hold on to the past and never forget it... He just wanted to know what choice Qi Zecheng would make now.

It is said that the country is easy to change and the nature is hard to change. He always wants to see if the young man in front of him is different today and will make a different choice.

And Qi Zecheng did not disappoint him.

Everything is different.

Maybe in the future there will still be conflicts, contradictions, and disputes between them; maybe in the future, Qi Zesheng will still make some actions that make Gu Zhen want to roll his eyes; maybe they may not be together in the end... But Gu Zhen at least already knows that the young man in front of him already knows the weight of every choice he makes.

For a person, fear of certain existence or future is so important, even more important than love, virtue, courage, and freedom.