Gu Zhen's wealthy life

For a traditional, forbearing, loving mother, what is the cruelest thing in the world?

to hurt her child.

At that moment, Ms. Huang went berserk. She bit her husband's wrist that was holding her hair. Her husband felt the pain and reflexively wanted to shake her off, but she bit off a piece of his hand. Meat.

When Ms. Huang spat out the meat, she didn't even look at her terrified husband, but threw herself at her little daughter: "Feifei!? Feifei!?"

Huang Yifei didn't answer her mother, just lying on the ground quietly, motionless.

Only then did Ms. Huang's husband realize something was wrong.Then he couldn't control any more, and hurriedly escaped from the house while clutching his bloody hands.

But Ms. Huang couldn't take care of him anymore, she ran a long way with her little daughter in her arms, and ran all the way to the clinic in the village with Huang Yifei in her arms.

It's a pity that Huang Yifei's injury was too serious. The clinic thought the injury was difficult to treat, so she sent her daughter to the hospital in the town.

However, when it was sent to the town, the doctor shook his head at her without even entering the emergency room.

When Huang Yiling came back after receiving the notice, what she saw was her haggard mother and her younger sister's funeral.

She learned about the whole incident from others later, and when she saw her mother, Ms. Huang remained very silent.She will only repeat one sentence from beginning to end: "...It's my fault. It's my fault."

Huang Yiling finally brought her father to court on the charge of intentional homicide.

Her father was finally sentenced, but this also ruined Huang Yiling's reputation in her hometown.Even though it is clear that what she did was justified, and her grievances and grievances are clear, but she is still considered "unfilial", "cold-blooded", and "white-eyed wolf" by many people.Grandma's uncle even made trouble for her again and again, but Huang Yiling cleverly avoided them.The youthful Huang Yiling doesn't care about other people's opinions, but this incident makes Ms. Huang feel even more painful.

In court, for the first time, Ms. Huang, who had been submissive and patient all her life, resolutely described what her husband had done in the past ten years. Discussing and worrying about the "reasons" and "human feelings" instilled in her by others, she lost her well-behaved little daughter.If she lost her life, then why should she be afraid of such distant things as "a bad reputation" and "the daughter will not find a good family".

All she knew was that she wanted to protect Lingling, and she wanted to avenge her little daughter Feifei who lay motionless on the concrete floor and would never wake up again.

This matter finally appeared in the newspapers and spread throughout the country.Under the public's attention and condemnation, Ms. Huang's husband finally got what he deserved, but it became increasingly difficult for Huang Yiling and her mother to stay in their hometown.In order to avoid trouble and not to think about her sister's tragic death, Huang Yiling took her mother to City C.

However, such misfortune is not the end for Huang Yiling, but just the beginning.

After coming to City C, Ms. Huang's spirit gradually became problematic.She often fell into severe self-blame and could not control herself, and felt self-loathing because of guilt.She was indelibly hurt by the death of her youngest daughter, and even putting her husband in prison would not alleviate her guilt.

She often felt that if she hadn't been so cowardly and divorced her husband earlier, or if she had protected her little daughter well at that time, she would not have let her die.

She was still so young, she hadn't experienced anything yet, how could she die suddenly like that?

Due to such guilt and pain, Ms. Huang fell into a deep depression.Although Huang Yiling is also a medical student, she has nothing to do with her mother's mental illness.She also took her mother to see a doctor and tried her best. Ms. Huang also wanted to work hard for her only daughter.

...she just can't do it.

She often started to be in a daze while doing something, and the sound of the wind blowing the door always made her hallucinate, as if she heard her little daughter open the door and come in.She would suddenly be awakened by nightmares in the middle of the night, and once awakened, she would have inexplicable fear. She had to get up from the bed, go to the other side of the room to touch the eldest daughter, and feel the breathing and heartbeat of the other party. Can feel at ease.The appetite is getting smaller and smaller, and sometimes the stomach starts to resist when it is so hungry, but there is a nausea in the throat, and I don't want to eat no matter what.

Huang Yiling cried and said to her: "Mom, you can eat two bites, don't scare me, okay?"

Ms. Huang tried her best to dig food into her mouth, forcing herself to chew and swallow, but sometimes she suddenly felt nauseous and wanted to spit it out.

Huang Yiling didn't understand what was wrong with this world.

Vicious people have no sense of guilt and live so recklessly, while a kind and hardworking mother like her suffers for mistakes that should not be blamed on her own.

When she saw the notice at school, she didn't actually have much confidence in the notice.She was really desperate, so she submitted her resume to Biyuan Research Institute with that fluke mentality.

After Gu Zhen listened to her whole story, he asked her many questions.

"What's your sister's personality like?"

"Where do you think your mother's knot is?"

"...If you can see your sister again, what do you think she said will make your mother feel more relieved and less guilty?"

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Gu Zhen asked many questions very seriously, and Huang Yiling also gave answers to each question very solemnly.In fact, she didn't know the exact answer to some of these questions, but Gu Zhen didn't force her, and just left this question blank and continued to the next one.

After asking a bunch of questions, Gu Zhen felt that there seemed to be nothing left to ask, so Gu Zhen closed the notebook and began to introduce the details of the experiment to her.

"The treatment we are trying is to create directional dreams through hypnosis and drugs, and then relieve the patient's psychological pressure through pleasant dreams, and rebuild the outlook on life and values." Gu Zhen said to the other party, "Because it is in the early stage of the experiment, we The current medical plan is still only on a theoretical basis, and may undergo various modifications and adjustments in the middle, which is why we hope that patients and their families will participate together. We hope that during the treatment process, we will try our best to avoid causing secondary harm to patients. harm."

"We have conducted safety and drug reaction tests before, and we can confirm that the drug itself is harmless to the human body. But in the actual drug efficacy test stage, because the patients we are facing are a group of very sensitive people, we need to During the same period of the experiment, with the assistance and cooperation of the patient's family members, we can gain a deep understanding of the patient's mental state and way of thinking, so as to achieve better therapeutic effects."

Huang Yiling patiently listened to Gu Zhen's narration, then nodded solemnly to express her understanding.

After that, Gu Zhen discussed and negotiated with several psychologists and hypnotists based on the information he received, and finally formulated a treatment plan.

After signing the agreement, the first treatment was carried out on Huang Yiling.After taking the medicine, the hypnotist hypnotized him, making him slowly recall his sister's voice, smile, appearance, words and deeds.

The voice of the hypnotist is low and soft, which makes people feel friendly and trusting involuntarily.

"...you saw a girl in an apricot dress with a white bandage around her head..."

"who is she?"

It's Yi Fei.

Huang Yiling slowly sank into a dream.

Then she saw a girl.

Huang Yiling walked forward step by step. The background was a very barren building ruins. She saw a little girl in an apricot skirt, with white gauze wrapped around her head, with a bored look on her face, standing among the gravel and bricks. wandering between.

[Fifi? ]

The girl turned her head suddenly, looked up at her, and shouted: "Sister! ? ]

Her expression was still so lively and bright, and she still had that dependent and happy smile on her face, as if every time Huang Yiling came home from vacation and brought her back cheap snacks and toys, the happy expression on the girl's face.

The girl threw herself into Huang Yiling's arms.

That touch, that breath, are so real.Huang Yiling knew in her heart that she should be in a dream, but this dream was too real and clear.

She seemed to be able to clearly see the little fluff on Huang Yifei's face.

In a trance, she couldn't help but wonder if this was really a dream?Or did she actually meet her real sister in the afterlife.

Huang Yiling stretched out her hand and gently touched the bandage on Huang Yifei's head, and said: [...someone bandaged you, does it still hurt? ]

Huang Yifei shook her head vigorously and said, "It doesn't hurt, Feifei doesn't hurt at all.So, sister and mother, don't be sad, don't cry.Otherwise, Feifei would also want to cry. ]

Huang Yiling said: [Sister has already avenged you. ]

Huang Yifei nodded vigorously again, and said: [Sister is so amazing... From now on, bad guys can no longer bully mom. ]

Huang Yifei always secretly called her father a "bad guy".

...It's really Feifei.

Huang Yiling burst into tears, and suddenly hugged the girl forcefully.

From the beginning to the end, Huang Yiling has been very strong.In the dead of night, she may not have been wrapped in the quilt alone, her fingers clenched the corners of the quilt, her teeth were clenched, and she cried silently.

It's not like she can't be vulnerable...she just has to be strong.

Huang Yifei leaned obediently in her arms, wiping her sister's tears with her small fingers, and said: "Sister, don't cry, if my sister keeps crying, I won't dare to leave."Uncle said that if I had to leave soon, but Feifei couldn't bear you. ]

[uncle? ]

[Because Feifei is dead, my uncle said that I have to leave here so that I can become a baby again and have the chance to see my mother and sister again.But I am very worried about my mother, she has been crying...] The girl smiled hard, not letting her sister see her fear and sadness, and said cheerfully in a forced tone.

Huang Yiling woke up from her sleep, only to realize that she had burst into tears.

She couldn't extricate herself from the emotion of falling into a dream, and it took a lot of effort to realize that she was still on the way to the experiment.

But even though she knew it was a dream and a hypnotic effect, Huang Yiling couldn't help but ask after waking up: "It's really a drug effect..." Isn't it real?

Gu Zhen said: "... If it was the communication with your mother, we might conceal it in good faith to a certain extent in order to facilitate the recovery of the illness, but for you, I think it is better to tell the truth. This is indeed just a dream and the effect of drugs , The main dream image formed in your brain appears according to your memory and deep consciousness desire, what our hypnotists do is to guide the direction of the dream.”

After hearing this, Huang Yiling was silent for a while, showing a little disappointed look.

Gu Zhen could understand her mood, so he gave her some time to sort out her thoughts.

When Huang Yiling finally adjusted her mentality, Gu Zhen told her about the treatment plan for her mother.

"Considering that depression is a mental illness after all, we will not try to convince your mother directly through dreams. After discussing with us for the time being, we decided to divide the treatment process into three stages. In the first stage, we will Try to use dream hypnosis to adjust Ms. Huang's mental state, create positive dreams related to your sister, and let her spirit settle down as much as possible. The preliminary plan is to let her feel hope in daily life, eat and sleep normally , to gain a certain amount of life motivation. We estimate that this process will take two to four weeks, mainly depending on your mother's condition."

"The second stage is the stage of psychological persuasion. This stage requires the synchronous cooperation of you or a psychiatrist. We need to reverse her thoughts conceptually, relieve her guilt, and make her realize that no one blames her. She did nothing wrong, and her self-punishment and guilt were unnecessary. Neither you nor your sister want her to sink and punish herself, but rather to pick herself up and be fine. "

"And in the last stage, we try to eliminate the influence of this incident on her, so that she can be freed from your sister's passing. In this process, we will return to dream therapy, and let your sister formally say goodbye to her in a dream , and let your mother get relief from it."

Gu Zhen said: "When the time comes, I hope you can get relief from this matter."

Huang Yiling's eyes widened, and then she instinctively covered her mouth.

"From the previous conversation with you, I can see that you are also feeling very painful about this incident. Not only is Ms. Huang blaming herself, but Yiling herself also has a deep sense of self-blame. But in fact, you can't understand Ms. Huang It is not your fault to understand her pain and understand her thoughts. Similarly, it is not Ms. Huang's fault that she cannot be decisive and self-reliant like a modern woman, and stop the loss of marriage and life without hesitation."

He smiled gently at Huang Yiling: "In fact, these are all caused by the living environment. We can't let anyone make a decision that is completely inconsistent with their living environment and growth background. So your thoughts, or Ms. Huang's It’s not wrong to think, it’s just that you are unlucky and have been given too many unreasonable demands by others. But, I hope you all stop blaming yourself, it’s not your fault.”

Huang Yiling pursed her lips, stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears in embarrassment, and said sincerely: "Thank you."

A few days later, Huang Yiling brought her mother to the institute.

Ms. Huang herself didn't know much about the experiment. She only knew that she had a very serious illness, and this illness made her daughter very disturbed.She thought she might be a little crazy or stupid, but her daughter firmly denied her words.In fact, she also wanted to cure her illness, so when her daughter said that she would take her for treatment, she obediently came.

Ms. Huang herself is not very literate. Although she can keep a simple account, she cannot understand more complicated contracts or documents.So Huang Yiling read the document word by word, and then explained it to her.

However, even so, Ms. Huang's understanding is actually very hard.

At the beginning of the treatment, Ms. Huang only understood that Gu Zhen and others wanted to treat her illness by helping her dream.Ms. Huang didn't understand how dreams could cure diseases, and she even secretly asked her daughter to suspect that she had been cheated.When Huang Yiling emphasized that the treatment process does not require a penny, and that there is no need to pay after the treatment, Ms. Huang reluctantly agreed to the treatment.

After taking the pills, under the hypnosis of the hypnotist, Ms. Huang slowly fell into a dream.

It seemed to be a very sunny afternoon, she was sitting on the rocking chair in the house knitting a sweater, and then she always felt that there were other people beside her, but when she looked down, she saw her little daughter with her head down, moving a small Bench, sitting in front of a one-meter-high square stool to do homework.

She looked at the other party in astonishment, and shouted: [Feifei? ]

The daughter raised her head and looked at her questioningly: [Ah? ]

A dry, cracked scar on the little girl's head.

Ms. Huang was overjoyed to the point of being incoherent, and said: [I... am I dreaming?You're all right... God, you're all right. ]

Huang Yifei wrinkled her small face before she said innocently: "Mom, you are really dreaming." ]

Ms. Huang was startled.

Huang Yifei said: "We are all in a dream, that's why we can meet.The big brother in the lab told you, this is a dream. ]

[However, you...]

Ms. Huang looked at the appearance of her little daughter, but she couldn't believe that it was just a dream.

If it was a dream, how could it be so real?Aren't dreams all messy?

Huang Yifei approached Ms. Huang, took her hand to touch her scar, and said: [Mom, the injury is getting better slowly.So don't be sad, I feel sad when you are sad. ]

Ms. Huang couldn't help but hugged her.

The ten-year-old girl smiled like a little angel, carefree, leaning on her mother's arms, without any worries.

Ms. Huang really hopes that this dream can last forever.If only this dream never ended.

When she woke up, Ms. Huang felt at a loss.

She said to Huang Yifei: "I seem to see your sister." Then she desperately asked her eldest daughter, "Is it really a dream? How could it be a dream? Feifei's hands are also warm, how could the hands in the dream be so warm?" How about warm?"

It took Huang Yiling some time to calm her mother's excitement and take her home.

Even so, when leaving the research institute, Ms. Huang kept looking back at the gate, muttering "how could it be a dream", and then asked Huang Yiling: "Will we come again? I can see Feifei again ?"

Huang Yiling naturally gave affirmative answers to all of them.

The scheduled treatment is being carried out step by step, and as time goes by, Ms. Huang's condition has improved significantly as expected.First of all, she began to have a little expectation, and she was looking forward to the time of dream therapy every day. For this reason, her appetite gradually recovered, and her spirit improved a lot.

Her sleep at night was also much more stable, perhaps because she had expectations in her life, she gradually stopped being startled, and even if she woke up occasionally, she could control her peaceful and fearful psychology.

Afterwards, through Huang Yiling's feedback, Gu Zhen felt that the timing was more appropriate, so she allowed the treatment to enter the second stage.

When the course of treatment entered the second stage, Huang Yiling began to cooperate with the doctors at the research institute and began to instill in her some ideas that were beneficial to the treatment.They used various news materials to let her know about some social events, let her understand that Huang Yifei's death was not her fault, and let her understand that rural women's domestic violence and the prejudice and harm suffered by little girls are not accidental. It is a common phenomenon of old-fashioned customs that oppress women.

They let Ms. Huang understand that it is not her who is wrong, but this wrong social consciousness that suppresses, hurts, and forces her to endure and endure.As time passed, Ms. Huang gradually changed from being ignorant to being able to clarify the relationship between them with simple and straightforward words. She also understood that it was not her who was wrong, but her violent and selfish husband, and those who used "women should Submit", "Who made you have two daughters" and other words that coerce her, belittle her, and hurt her.

This is a complex and painstaking process.Ms. Huang's education level is limited, and many times she can't understand too complicated truths.But in the end, through Huang Yiling's efforts, the treatment finally achieved the expected effect.

At the end of December, Ms. Huang finally managed to get over the psychological trauma of Huang Yifei's death.She still didn't quite understand how Huang Yifei appeared in her dream, but she decided to bid farewell to her daughter and let her go to reincarnation.

In the last dream, she hugged her "little daughter" and earnestly told her to reincarnate with peace of mind and find a good family.When I woke up, although I still felt reluctant, I finally let go of it completely.

Ms. Huang was not the only person Gu Zhen treated during this time.In fact, since the beginning of clinical trials, the research institute has carried out many cases of treatment experiments.By the end of the year, more than [-] cases of related mental illnesses had been treated, with a success rate close to [-]%.

Ms. Huang's treatment ended at the end of December. Before the winter vacation, Gu Zhen also received a call from Huang Yiling, saying that her mother had joined a women and children protection charity organization.This organization is mainly for science popularization and publicity teaching of self-protection awareness for women and children.

Ms. Huang can only do odd jobs there at most, but she does it very hard.

Gu Zhen thinks this is also very good.

After that, the experiment of Dr8706 basically came to an end. During the winter vacation, the clinical experiment was over, and the applications were submitted for approval. Three drugs were mainly applied for, and all of them were finally approved.

So this afternoon, Gu Zhen brought two versions of the capsule back home and went to find Gu Shen.