Gu Zhen's wealthy life

After the Dr series of drugs have been proven to be effective, they will be officially launched.Theoretically speaking, this thing is not a prescription drug, but purely extracted from plants, but due to its limited production, it is not publicly listed on the market.

Gu Zhen mainly supplies Dr series of drugs to three industries, one is major hospitals and psychological clinics, the other is various domestic and foreign literature, art or technology competitions, and the third is for the entertainment industry.

After the approval of the Dr series, Gu Zhen established a new independent physiotherapy center called "Dream-making Physiotherapy", which is specially open to the cultural and literary circles. The main business is to combine diet, hypnosis and drugs. Customers adjust their mental state and provide special dream guidance.

Dr. The pills of idealism can effectively mobilize the deep consciousness, and make people have pleasant and orderly dreams without affecting the quality of sleep. However, it is usually difficult for a person to decide the specific content of the dream. Well, it is also possible to fall into a nightmare... Because of the special effect of Dr, the nightmare scene caused by the effect of this pill is also very real, making Gu Zhen worry that it will affect a person's normal mental health.

So at present, this drug will only be used in the physical therapy center, and it will not be supplied to the outside world. The main reason is that the dream is too real, and it will cause harm to a person's spirit in a state of no one's control. In addition, I also worry that someone will be addicted to drugs. .

However, the corresponding good news is that experiments have proved that DR idealism cannot affect the human brain when the surface consciousness is active, that is, DR idealism cannot have an effect on the user in a non-sleep state or a light sleep state. And human's sleep desire is determined by one's own physical and mental exhaustion, so it is impossible to indulge in DR idealism all the time.

Second, because DR idealism itself will cause a person to have basic normal thoughts and logic in dreams, so a person can completely "save himself in a dream" if necessary.This is a self-rescue plan when encountering unplanned nightmares-if you can't save yourself, you will wake up actively because of the stress response and self-protection awareness.

After the establishment of the physiotherapy clinic, Gu Zhen briefly publicized it. For the first seven days, he only invited a group of directors, actors or other people in the industry who had been in contact with him to do dream physiotherapy.

Professional psychologists will make a targeted physical therapy plan according to the requirements of the other party, mainly for three aspects: traumatic physical therapy, inspirational physical therapy, and experiential physical therapy.

Most of the guests choose inspirational physical therapy and experiential physical therapy, and few people choose traumatic physical therapy.Gu Zhen can be expected in this regard - after all, traumatic physical therapy involves some psychological trauma, Dreaming Physiotherapy is not an official medical institution, and ordinary customers may not have such a sense of trust in them.

However, because the physical therapy effect of the Dreaming Physiotherapy Center is very obvious and effective, many people in the literary and art circles really need such deep thinking exploration or dream experience, so it quickly became full of guests.

During this process, Director Fang Nan brought a very famous person into Gu Zhen's physical therapy center.

When Gu Zhen received the call, she was still a little surprised, but she finally believed it when she rushed to the physiotherapy clinic to see herself.

Fang Nan brought Li Ling, who has been a film king for two terms and has a reputation both at home and abroad.

The 32-year-old Li Ling is at the peak of his acting career today. There are many rumors that he may win the third Golden Wing Award in his life.The new movie "Finding Bones" is unrivaled in the limelight at home and abroad, with both box office and word-of-mouth success. Gu Zhen never expected that he would really seek help from Dreaming Physiotherapy.

What Li Ling hopes to do is traumatic physical therapy.His performance in "Filling Bone" is superb and praised by others, but the reality is that until the film has been released, he himself still can't get rid of the role and can't play.

Rationally, Li Ling understands that he is Li Ling, but emotionally, he can't escape from the role he plays. He will inadvertently behave like a movie character, and produce emotions that belong to a movie character.

Zhuang Zhou dreamed of a butterfly, a butterfly dreamed of Zhuang Zhou, luck or misfortune?

Together with the physical therapist, Gu Zhen listened carefully to Li Ling's troubles. They discussed in the room and finally decided on a simple treatment strategy before coming out to have a conversation with Li Ling.

Gu Zhen's treatment plan is to let him play the role of "Li Ling" again.Speaking of this, most of the problems of getting too deep into the play are because the self-awareness of the characters overshadows the self-awareness of the actors themselves.This is not surprising, compared to reality, the characters in the story are always more intense, complete and dramatic.People can live in a muddle-headed way, but the story cannot be carried out in a muddle-headed way.

And it is understandable that such a character with personality, depth, and drama will make people immerse themselves in it and cannot extricate themselves.In particular, performers are often the most in-depth digging of characters, far better than fans and audiences.

After formulating the treatment plan, Gu Zhen asked Li Ling to talk to the physical therapist first about his own affairs, such as his youth, family, the hardships of his first debut, his experience and mentality changes when he performed in each film and drama.

The physical therapist's questions were very detailed, and they focused more on Li Ling's own psychological or emotional changes rather than the real events.

As an excellent actor, Li Ling quickly became vaguely aware of the physiotherapist's intentions and ideas, and actively cooperated and responded.And as the physical therapist's questions deepened, he also recalled many side details that he didn't have a deep impression on himself, and almost thought he had forgotten.

At the end of the conversation, Gu Zhen said to him: "When the weekend comes, can you bring a family photo album over to have a look? It may be useful at that time."

Li Ling hesitated for a moment, then agreed.

Although he hasn't officially started dream therapy yet, from the current conversation, Li Ling vaguely feels that the method used by the other party is effective.

After that, Gu Zhen went back to school.After the afternoon class, I went back to the dormitory and asked my roommate about the school celebration. I saw several letters stuffed in my empty closet. The roommate said that a girl gave it to me.

Gu Zhen's popularity became more and more popular after the title of "National Elder Brother" came out.On the other hand, it may also be because Ji Weibai broke a certain barrier through letters sent by female classmates at the beginning of the sophomore year. Since then, Gu Zhen has encountered more and more confessions and received various love letters .

— in love?

"How many letters is this?" Tan Hui asked.

"No. 70 four letters." Xu Le said suddenly from the side.

Gu Zhen looked at the other party in surprise.

Since the beginning of his sophomore year, Ji Weibai has been sending love letters to Gu Zhen through others, sometimes every three days, sometimes every five days, I don't know where he has so much nonsense to write.

In fact, these are not the four No.70 letters, because Ji Weibai continued to write love letters to Gu Zhen during the winter vacation and summer vacation, but they were sent directly to his apartment, so Xu Le didn't know.

During the class, he has more tricks, and the letters will appear with small gifts.Mixed in gifts or love letters from many other girls, it gradually became less conspicuous, but Ji Weibai's Gu Zhen could still be recognized at a glance.

Xu Le said, "If you don't like someone, can't you just refuse? Why do you keep hanging on others like this?"

Gu Zhen was taken aback for a moment before replying, "You're right."

Then he picked up the letter and planned to go out to find Ji Weibai.

But Xu Le shouted again: "Hey, are you going to go like this? How are you going to tell her? She is a little girl after all, so you have to just coldly—"

Unexpectedly, Gu Zhen turned around suddenly.

"...Refused..." Xu Le finished the sentence in embarrassment.

Gu Zhen asked, "...you mean the little girl who delivered the letter?"

Xu Le said: "What little girl!? She has a name and a surname, and her name is Qin Youlan. I said, at least she has sent you a love letter for more than a year. Remembering the name is basic courtesy, right?"

Seeing his excited appearance, Gu Zhen asked straight to the point: "Do you like that girl?"

Xu Le blushed immediately, choked for a moment, and murmured: "Isn't it you that people like?"

Seeing her roommate's shy appearance, Gu Zhen suddenly felt that the nerves on her face wanted to twitch, and asked helplessly, "Since you like her, you didn't ask whether those love letters were written by herself or sent by others." of?"

Xu Le was taken aback for a moment, then opened his mouth wide, showing a silly look.

Seeing him like this, Gu Zhen knew that he must not know the truth at all, so she patted him on the shoulder with a smile and said, "Don't worry, I'm not going to find your Qin Youlan. Now, I'm going to have a showdown with the culprit, you go Confess to Qin Youlan, we just settle our own concerns at the same time."

Then he pushed Xu Le forward and said, "Go."

After arriving at Qi Zecheng's dormitory, Gu Zhen heard that Ji Weibai had also moved out, so he asked the other party about Ji Weibai's off-campus address.

As soon as he saw the address, his face darkened, and he cursed: a stalker.

This guy's residence is on the third floor downstairs of the same building where Gu Zhen lives.

Then his heart moved - in this case, why send the letter to the dormitory?Gu Zhen hesitated for a moment, but reached out and opened the letter.

Except for the first letter of Ji Weibai's love letter, he never opened it again.He didn't want to open those letters, because he was afraid of shaking his will, and he always felt that if he read those letters one by one, he might not be able to show such determination anymore.

After all, it wasn't just hurt and unpleasant memories between them.

After opening it, what I saw was a blank sheet of paper.

Gu Zhen read the letter paper back and forth, and even observed it against the light, to make sure that it was indeed just a blank piece of paper - what does this mean?

Gu Zhen was puzzled, and arrived at the door of Ji Weibai's apartment.He hesitated for a moment, but still rang the other party's doorbell.

As a result, Ji Weibai opened the door and came out, seeing that it was Gu Zhen, he was taken aback for a moment, and then suddenly broke into a big smile.

For a moment, Gu Zhen had the feeling that he had come to the wrong place.

After entering the room, Ji Weibai poured a glass of milk for Gu Zhen and asked him, "Did you... read the letter?"

Gu Zhen frowned, then pulled out the blank paper from the envelope, and asked, "You mean this?"

Ji Weibai was stunned for a moment, then stretched out his hand to take the letter paper and envelope and looked at it for a while, then suddenly realized, and said: "It's not this. You only read this?"

Gu Zhen said "hmm", and then asked, "What do you mean by sending me a blank paper?"

Ji Weibai shook his head lightly, and said: "I didn't send it. I thought you wouldn't go back to the dormitory, so the letters were put directly in your mailbox. The letters on white paper... should be sent by Qin Youlan herself. She likes a boy in your dormitory, saying that he is very nice and gentle, and has helped her over and over again. It's a pity that everyone in your dormitory thinks she has been writing love letters to you. Qin Youlan thinks that boy is gentle to her It’s also because I feel that she has been sending you letters and acting very infatuated, so I dare not tell the truth, for fear of making the other party feel disillusioned with her. When I told her that I would not send letters this semester, she was very depressed, so I gave her I wrote a bunch of envelopes, and asked her to stuff a piece of paper into it and continue to deliver... But I told her, when it's time to confess, I will confess my love."

Gu Zhen was speechless for a while, but couldn't help but want to laugh.

This is really... Ji Weibai's style.

But I heard Ji Weibai continue to say: "Some people will not have any results even if they work hard, but some people may be happy with each other as long as they work a little bit."

When Gu Zhen heard this, he frowned immediately, and then met Ji Weibai's eyes.

Ji Weibai's demeanor is very calm, no emotion can be seen, but Gu Zhen seems to be able to see the injured and begging eyes of the other party hidden under the calm appearance, like a puppy.

Gu Zhen looked away.

Seeing his reaction like this, Ji Weibai just smiled a little dryly, tried to put on a relaxed look, and said: "The letter sent during the summer vacation is the hundredth letter...but I guess you probably also No. If you make up your mind to do something, you probably won't change your mind."

"I made a bet with myself. After writing the hundredth letter, I will never write any more letters to you in the next 49 days. If you will come to me actively in these 49 days ...I won't give up."

Gu Zhen was silent for a moment, then immediately stood up and said, "Pretend I haven't been here before."

Then he turned to leave.

In the end, Ji Weibai grabbed his arm and said, "Don't do this, listen to me—but I give up!"

Gu Zhen stopped.

Ji Weibai said: "I gave up... I didn't want to give up but I decided to give up. I know that you are determined to never respond to me. If you don't even open the letter and take a look, then it is impossible for me to have any chance?"

With sad eyes, Ji Weibai said: "In the end, you have drawn a line for yourself. No matter what I do, you will never cross this line. You have always been more stubborn and principled than me, so my Behavior is bound to mean nothing."

He said again: "I give up. I won't make it difficult for you anymore, and I won't pursue what you can't get. I said that if you come back to me within 49 days, you will stick to it, because I think if you Come to me, it means that you will be shaken at least a little... If so, I will have the motivation to persevere."

Gu Zhen stared at him for a long while, and finally couldn't help it, and said, "I'm sorry..."

Ji Weibai turned his head away, wiped away the teardrops that could not be restrained from his eyes at an angle that Gu Zhen couldn't see, and said: "If you never wavered when you said I'm sorry, then don't say this talk."

...Because what he expected was never such a "sorry".

The apartment door closed softly.After a long time, Ji Weibai turned his head, revealing a pale face.He walked to the door, tried to open it, but finally let go.

He leaned against the door, and after a while, he suddenly took out a pack of brand new cigarettes from his arms, took a lighter and lit it.

As a result, he took a puff, but was forced to choke out a series of coughs. Finally, he gave up the self-torture and just lit a cigarette like a bunch of incense. It was like worshiping some inexplicable god, but he didn't know what he was offering. who.

Gu Zhen returned to her apartment, and took out a box from a corner drawer.

Inside were one opened letter and 99 unopened letters.

He didn't count them, but just shoved them into the box as rudely as he could every time he saw the writing on them.

Why didn't it tear up?Why not throw it away?Why didn't it go in the trash and into the recycling bin?Gu Zhen didn't think about it, or he was very unwilling to think about it.

However, as of this day, it's all over.

Gu Zhen opened the last letter he received and read it word by word to the end.There was still no expression on his face, and he hadn't shown such an expression for a long time.In the past, only when he wanted to cry the most, he showed such a sense of numbness, as if wearing a mask, which not only concealed his fragility, but also concealed his feelings.

Then he heard a voice: "Why do you have such an expression?"

Gu Zhen raised her head and saw Gu Shen.

Gu Shen leaned against the door, looking a little unhappy.

Gu Zhen seemed to have escaped from the atmosphere of the past in an instant, and his frozen expression became more vivid in an instant, and then he asked, "Shen Shen? Are you back?"

Gu Shen said, "This... is Ji Weibai's letter to you?"

Gu Zhen: "!?"

Gu Shen suddenly laughed: "Why are you so surprised? In fact, Qi Zecheng should have known it a long time ago. I can still recognize Ji Weibai's handwriting, and...his attitude towards you was unusual from the very beginning. "

Gu Zhen sighed: "When exactly did you see it?"

Gu Shen replied: "I think I've always felt a little vaguely, but just now I felt blessed for a moment."

"..." Gu Zhen didn't know what to say.

"Azhen, did you reject him?"

Gu Zhen was numb with shock.

"You know everything."

Gu Shen smiled and said: "Because we are twins. Although we are said to be fraternal and have no telepathy, we still have a very close connection, right? I can feel many things about Ah Zhen, This is the tacit understanding between brothers and sisters."

Gu Zhen nodded, approved her statement, and asked, "Then you have nothing to ask?"

Gu Shen sat down on the sofa beside him, thought for a while, and said, "I think you, A Zhen, seem to repel him a little bit. I don't know why. However, although I don't hate Ji Weibai, if you hate A Zhen, If not, then we won’t have any contact with him.”

Gu Zhen said, "I don't hate him."

Although he was confused and sad in the end, and even couldn't help contemptuous of his own feelings, but there was no loathing or hatred.Because they did love each other very sincerely.

Maybe it's just that he doesn't understand enough... People's hearts will change eventually.

Gu Shen thought for a while before saying, "But, you don't want to get too close to him."

Gu Zhen did not deny or affirm Gu Shen's statement, but asked, "Do you believe in previous lives?"

Gu Shen thought for a while and replied: "I don't know if there is a past life...but I believe in reincarnation. I had a dream after taking a pill once before. I dreamed that I was in another different parallel space or something. ... I don’t know why in the dream I just didn’t know where your adoptive mother’s home is, Ah Zhen, and I kept looking for you. Like this, again and again, and then I grew up slowly, met many people, and then One time, I finally saw your photo in a forum post by a nympho handsome guy. I thought... ah, this person is my brother. Then I searched and searched... and found the convenience of posting that photo The store's old employee files, and then searched all the way, and finally seemed to be looking for Ji Weibai... Then I woke up from the dream. "

She smiled and said, "It's a pity, if I didn't wake up from the dream, I would know what Ah Zhen looks like when I grow up."

Gu Zhen's expression was a bit serious.He asked, "When did you dream?"

Gu Shen thought for a while and said, "...Last Monday?"

How can it be?

Gu Zhen suddenly reached out and stroked Gu Shen's hair, and said, "It's not a pity. It's not a pity at all. You'll see what I look like when I'm 25 years old."

"That's right." Gu Shen smiled, then paused, and suddenly asked a very sharp question, "...Ah Zhen, why do you know that the person I want to meet in my dream is you at the age of 25?"