Gu Zhen's wealthy life

In fact, Gu Zhen had somewhat discovered before that the kid liked to be in a daze, didn't like crowds, and wasn't very interested in toys or fairy tale albums.If I have to say it, I am still interested in candy.

If it is autism, the child's condition is not to that extent, it's just a little withdrawn.But the reason why I can't speak is a bit difficult to understand. If there is no problem with the vocal cords, the doctor thinks it is a psychological problem.

Although it may also be due to mental retardation, Gu Zhen observed the child carefully and confirmed that there is nothing wrong with the child's intelligence.Although she doesn't speak, she can understand most of what people around her say to her.

She is definitely not psychotic.

After receiving the notification from the police station about the prosecution of the middle-aged couple, Gu Zhen came home and saw Gu Shen doing strange things.

She put a very old-fashioned rubber basin on the ground of the garden platform outside the living room. She knelt on the ground, holding a wooden laundry hammer she bought from someone who didn't know where, and was hammering clothes with all her strength.

"Crack!" "Crack!" "Crack!"

Gu Zhen stood at the door of the living room for ten seconds, wondering why the downstairs resident did not come to complain, and finally could only think that the other party might not be at home at this time.

He covered his eyes in a horrible way, and after doing some psychological training, he walked over and asked, "Aren't you tired when you lie on the ground?"

Gu Shen rubbed his waist and replied: "It's sore and painful. Speaking of washing clothes by hand, it's really not a human thing. It looks quite relaxed when it's shown on TV."

Gu Zhen said helplessly, "Can you not get tired lying on your stomach like this?"

"I can't help it... I really can't find a place to hammer clothes. Do I have to hammer on the sink? The place is not big enough."

Gu Zhen asked, "Why are you doing this?"

Gu Shen replied: "... I want to know what it's like to wash clothes, cook, and clean every day."

Gu Zhen understood immediately.

In the script, Cao Xue has been doing most of the housework since she was a child, because her mother has to work during the day and go to the night market at night, which is very hard.

However, it is too hard for Gu Shen to start to understand from this aspect.

Gu Zhen said, "Dr. Isn't idealism useful?"

Gu Shen thought for a while and replied: "It's a little different. When I dream, I can feel many different thoughts and feelings, but I can't experience 'hard work', nor can I learn how to do housework, or feel other subtle emotions. .”

"That's right." Gu Zhen nodded, then squatted down beside Gu Shen, and said, "You can't wash your clothes like this, let me teach you."

Gu Shen was very surprised: "A Zhen...you come to teach me?"

Seeing her surprised look, Gu Zhen smiled immediately: "I can't teach you?"

"You will?" Gu Shen didn't believe it.

Gu Zhen replied: "When I was in junior high school, I would occasionally help the family wash clothes...Although I haven't washed it for a long time, it must be a bit unfamiliar, but it's no problem to teach you a posture."

Gu Shen opened his mouth wide and said for a long while, "Why do you want to do laundry?"

Gu Zhen thought for a while and said, "It's nothing surprising. Deep down, it is very lucky to be able to live a worry-free life like being born in our family. But not every family can do this. So, even if you are not rich Families also have ways of living without wealth. It is normal to help with housework, and there is no need to make a fuss."

After he turned 16, even Ye An learned to wash clothes.Although Gu Zhen didn't dislike Ye's broken washing machine for not being able to clean clothes as much as Ye's mother did, and always insisted on washing by hand, but after the washing machine went on strike several times, Ye An still slowly learned various skills.

He always has a lot of trouble washing, because he is not familiar with it, and it is often half the effort.But even when Gu Zhen saw that his pampered younger brother was able to take the initiative to share the housework and beg for praise with the washed clothes, his heart was always warm.

At that time, he was also like this, teaching Ye An how to wash, how to wash clothes cleaner with less effort.

After all, I can't go back.

Gu Zhen taught Gu Shen how to wash clothes by hand, watching her kneeling on the ground, ruining the clothes of the two of them in a strange and clumsy posture, feeling nostalgic and distressed, but also a little relieved.

Because, Gu Shen really worked hard.

But if you want to work hard in this area, just squatting in the balcony garden of a high-rise apartment and hammering wet clothes twice will not have any effect.

So after discussing with Gu Shen, the two finally made a decision to find a family for Gu Shen with a family background similar to that of the heroine in the script, and then discuss and coordinate with the other party for half to one month of experiential boarding. .

During this period of time, Gu Shen will live completely as the daughter of that family, including daily expenses, housework, food and clothing.

This is a very difficult thing for Gu Shen, because she has been used to a good life since she was a child. Although at first glance, it seems that a month can be passed with a little effort, but it is not easy to actually do it. It's not that easy.

This is not just a gap in the quality of life, but also an incompatibility in living habits and attitudes.

On the first day of boarding, she was full of fighting spirit. Although there were various discomforts and fatigue, the freshness overwhelmed all negative feelings.

However, by the end of the first week of boarding, Gu Shen had already begun to feel deeply exhausted and unbearable.For her, the burden of housework for a whole week took up a large part of her free time, which not only affected her daily study and entertainment, but also caused a sense of mental burnout due to repetitive physical labor.

And she didn't even bear the same workload as Cao Xue, because from the beginning to the end, the little girl from the host family shared the housework with her.

Seeing Gu Shen's tired appearance, the little girl told her not to do it halfway, and advised her to rest, saying that she could do it by herself.But Gu Shen always held his breath, not willing to give up and admit defeat so easily.

What the other party can do, Gu Shen doesn't believe that he can't even bear half of it.

Sometimes, people rely on one breath to hold on.It's easy to rest for a day or two, but when you let go of your breath, many things will change.

For Gu Shen, since she really wanted to act well in this play, she couldn't let it go.

In the second week of the boarding, Gu Shen once felt that he had reached his limit, and wanted to give up several times, but just before he wanted to say it, he swallowed it again.

She thought, "One more day. I think I can last one more day."

Persisting like that, Gu Shen suddenly turned around and found that he had already adapted to this kind of life - he still felt too busy and tired, but he also gradually learned to adjust himself in this kind of life rhythm, and he would no longer feel unbearable.

If you ask what is the most important insight that Gu Shen received from boarding this time... probably because she suddenly realized that she should be grateful.

Not just gratitude for a rich life, but also gratitude for life itself - during the period of living with the little girl and her mother, the two taught Gu Shen many things, not only verbal teaching, but also There is something that is not verbal.

It was a life attitude of mutual tolerance and mutual understanding in a state of poor material resources.For a mother and daughter in such a family, it may be very ordinary, just a way of life that they have gotten used to naturally without even thinking about it, but for Gu Shen, it is very shocking.

A shabby, frugal, and fussy life... But they lived calmly, without complaining or complaining... Perhaps, occasionally, mothers would say something about the factory and blame the colleagues or superiors who made her trouble , or worried about having to work night shifts for more than ten consecutive days this month, but it is nothing more than a chat at the dinner table that will soon be replaced by the past.

Gu Shen felt as if he had grasped the charm of "Cao Xue" in the story.

For Cao Xue, even though her life is difficult, it is not actually painful for her.Just as shown in the script, she witnessed her mother's hard work, and took the initiative to take care of chores at home since she was a child... She actually loves her mother very much.

Cao Xue is a sensitive girl, that's why she is extremely sensitive to the patriarchy that her mother occasionally shows, and then magnifies it infinitely, which becomes the reason for blaming herself.Throughout the story, Cao's mother never complained about Cao Xue being a girl, but through Cao's mother's memories and complaints about her grandmother's troubles, Cao Xue sensitively realized the root of her mother's unhappiness in marriage.

——She knew that the root of the mistake was not her own, but when the world took such prejudice and harm for granted, Cao Xue couldn’t help but gradually fall into an emotional misunderstanding——If it wasn’t for me, would my mother have a better life? better?

Seeing the difficulties and hardships of her mother since she was a child, Cao Xue wanted to grow up to be successful and make her mother happy.When she realized that she couldn't do this, Cao Xue was almost on the verge of collapse, and Cao's mother's complaints, blame and disappointment were the last straw that broke her down.

Guilt almost killed her.

It is easy to understand Cao Xue's problems, but it is difficult to understand her emotional world.Fortunately, Gu Shen finally touched some edges.Different from the past, Gu Shen's understanding of playing a role this time seems to be thicker and deeper than before.

And this kind of thick and deep, in the subsequent shooting, gradually revealed its meaning.

The script of "Innocence" is being perfected one by one.

A month later, the child's case was officially tried. Gu Zhen and a few friends went to observe the whole trial process, and the whole case was soon exposed by the media.

Shocked many people.

But this is not the end.

In the end, both the parents of the child were prosecuted for the crime of intentional wounding. Because Gu Zhen borrowed a little bit of the influence of public opinion, the two were sentenced to a heavier sentence. They are currently in jail, and the custody of the child has also been forcibly transferred, but Neither the adopter nor the adoption agency has decided yet.

Gu Zhen used a little bit of connections, using the child's psychological barrier as an excuse, and asked the child to stay in the research institute for recuperation after being discharged from the hospital until an adopter was found.

But everyone knows it won't be easy.

Before looking for an adopter for the child, another thing Gu Zhen started to do was to open a column in a large mainstream newspaper with the theme of the child's treatment observation diary.

"The end of the road".

This was not a sudden idea. In fact, Gu Zhen had already started selecting media and negotiating for this matter when he started planning the theory of innocence. It was originally expected that the theory would be released simultaneously after it was broadcast. , but because of unexpected progress in the process of specific negotiations, "The End of the Mind" should appear on the scene in advance of the theory of innocence.

It just so happened that the child's matter was attracting a lot of attention at this time, Gu Zhen hesitated for a while, and decided to use the child's treatment plan to hide the specific name as the first case.