future farmer

"Dad, Mom, since you hated me from the beginning to the end, why did you give birth to me?"

Yes, why should I be born, it would be great if I wasn't born!

Wen Jixia turned her head and saw that Fei Weiyi patted her shoulder lightly as usual every time he comforted her when she was sad.Those sharp and extreme emotions receded from her heart in an instant.Wen Jixia leaned back slightly, and the warm body temperature was transmitted back through the back through the collision.

Suddenly feeling a little tired, Wen Jixia relaxed her body more and more, most of her body's strength was supported by Fei Weiyi.

"Weiyi, it's not a problem to hide, I always have to say it, since Jing Shuo asked, then let me tell it, if I keep hiding it, I will go crazy."

If you hide it, it becomes a cancer, untouchable, untouchable, and then it becomes more and more crazy and resentful.

"....Um."

Fei Weiyi hesitated for a long time, and exerted force inadvertently. Wen Jixia only felt a pain in her shoulder. She raised her head and looked at Fei Weiyi's tightly pursed lips.

Fei Weiyi had a cancer in his heart about that matter, but Fei Weiyi was used to hiding it.

Wen Jixia sighed heavily in her heart, and looked at Fei Jingshuo with the posture in front of her.

The face was full of sarcasm, and the face that was [-]% similar to her was full of a kind of pain to numb calm, and the eyes were so bright that it was piercing.

"Mom, it hurts so much, hug me, woo woo woo, can you hug me, mom?"

"Mom, Jing Shuo is very good. Today, I help my father grow vegetables. Mom, will you kiss me?"

"Mom, even Ye Chengde is not your child, you can praise him, why can't I be the only one?"

"Mom, why do you hate me so much?"

From the childish childish voice to the gradually growing juvenile voice to the final silence, the longing in the child's eyes has changed from bright to hard to hide to now without warmth. "

No matter what, this child always survived so tenaciously, and then he could stand in front of them and refute them.

nice isn't it?

"Yeah, why did you have to be born? If you weren't born, you would be happy, and I would be happy too. What's the point of living for a child born of rape!"

The words that were thought to be absolutely unspeakable were actually not that difficult to say.

Wen Jixia looked at Fei Jingshuo's stunned expression and clenched her hands tightly, but the expression on her face was extremely calm.

Those memories are lingering anyway, so it's not that difficult to think about them again.

"That year was the second year of her marriage to Fei Weiyi. Everything about the two of them was just in its infancy. They worked early and late, and earned only enough to cover their expenses. However, the two were full of hope and passionate. Affectionate, thinking about the future, every day in Wen Jixia is very happy. At that time, the planet Toulon was just recognized as an agricultural planet by the Federation. The people on the planet were not as rare as they are now. The aborigines, some fantasized A gold digger who has just stepped into this planet, an agricultural practitioner who has infinite expectations for the future.

Lively, noisy, and chaotic.

On an extremely ordinary evening, Fei Weiyi was considerate of her fatigue and let her go first.

As the automatic car drove towards home very smoothly, Wen Jixia sat in the back of the car full of sweetness, thinking about how to cook as much delicious food as possible for Fei Weiyi when Fei Weiyi came back Eat, after all, they don't have many credit points, and they need to plan carefully.

It was extremely quiet along the way, as quiet as if all the creatures had died.

Then... halfway through the drive, the sharp beep reminded the danger over and over again, Wen Jixia found the only defensive pistol in the car in a panic and looked at the five people outside the car trembling.

There are all kinds of gold diggers, and one of them is the gold digger who is insecure and obtains by plundering the goods in the hands of others.And that's exactly what happened to her.

Why are you here?

She has nothing here?

Knowing that some people said that this road is not safe recently, but because she is used to walking, she is used to choosing this road.

If I knew she should have...

The world didn't know it earlier!

"Boss, there's a girl here."

"Haha, girl, a girl with smooth skin and tender flesh."

"I really want to try it, but boss, don't worry, the first time will definitely be yours."

In the obscene and rampant words, those people broke the car's defense system completely violently. The moment the car door was opened, Wen Jixia screamed and pulled out the gun in her hand.

But Wen Jixia had never used this kind of gun, even if she had used it, it would be of no avail to face these vicious predators.

The clothes were torn into rags and separated from their bodies.

All kinds of palms caressed her randomly.

Nausea.

A sharp and desperate cry.

These just make these people more enjoyable.

Touching, all kinds of touching, caressing with different palms.

Kissing, biting, no warmth at all, just a cold chill!

And the piercing pain and collision that seemed to rush into the body like an endless stream...

Hate, hate so much!

But there is nothing that can be done!

Wen Jixia didn't remember how long this crazy and desperate plunder lasted, she only knew that when Fei Weiyi stood in front of her, calling her tenderly, the only thing in front of her was her extremely messed up self.

"I'm sorry, Xia."

"Xia, I didn't protect you."

"Xia, it's okay, it's okay, I love you, and I will always be by your side."

One sound was gentler than the other, warming her heart.

Wen Jixia hugged Fei Weiyi and wept bitterly until no sound came out of her throat.

"Wei Yi, why did I encounter such a thing?"

"Wei Yi, I hate so much!"

"Wei Yi, why is it so cold, so cold!"

Wen Jixia had a nightmare for more than a month before she gradually calmed down.

Don't think about it, absolutely don't think about it!

It was just a dream!

A dream that never happens again when you wake up! !

Busier than ever, leaving herself no free time, Wen Jixia gradually began to try to forget.

It's just that when she finally got over this embarrassing period from loss of appetite, she was actually pregnant for three months.

No, not possible!

How could she be pregnant!

She must not have this child!

This is a shame, the shame of reminding her over and over again that she can't stay away from the nightmare!

It's just that when technology develops to this age, on an extremely vast planet with relatively few people, every child has the right to be born.

Miscarriage, which was extremely common in the ancient earth, is absolutely not allowed in Wen Jixia's era.

Once an abortion is found, the farm will be confiscated, and both Wen Jixia and Fei Weiyi will face the fate of being exiled to an unknown planet.

Without the present, without the future, she and Fei Weiyi would have nothing!

Neither she nor Fei Weiyi could bear the result.

Crying, yelling, nightmares, after seven months like walking dead, the child was finally born!

Round, fleshy, and extremely cute!

But Wen Jixia, who was pregnant in October, didn't feel the slightest sense of happiness? All she had was disgust, a deep-seated disgust.

Why was it born?

Why live in front of her?

Why remind her of that lingering nightmare over and over again?

hatred!

I hate it!

Hate so much! "