A vicious male partner will do whatever he wants

Obviously, for Lu Bai, such a blow was more effective than any predicament.

In an instant, the system saw signs that Lu Bai's soul was about to collapse.

They signed a symbiotic contract.Therefore, if Lu Bai hurts two points, he will also get one point.

And when that bit of pain engulfed him, the system knew why Lu Bai had suffered so many heavy injuries in so many worlds, but he had never had red eyes.

Because compared with the pain of the soul, those physical pains are nothing but an understatement.

"Lu Bai, calm down first!" The system didn't know how to comfort him.

But Lu Bai himself was at a loss?

The original Lu Bai's memories poured into him in a flash had already confused him, and the indistinct hidden fragments of the two worlds before and after Lu Lu's rebirth also made the traces of the soul left in the body of the original body more collapsed and transpired.

Because, this soul is not one, but two!

One came from the world before Lu Lu was reborn.He has already seen Zhai Junqing's retribution after his death, so he can barely rest in peace.However, he was forcibly brought back by the Lord God, and saw the unsatisfactory ending of this life.

The other soul trace comes from Lu Bai, who was suffocated to death in a wooden barrel after Lu Lu was reborn. He had never died with peace, but after seeing another world with his own eyes, only death can obtain a fair part of himself. Despair also becomes more intense.

Nothing matters, it would be nice if it could destroy everything.

Didn't you come here to make my wish come true?Then I don't want anything now, I just want them to die together!Bury me with you!

no?Can't break the law?Can't kill?Hahahaha, Lu Bai, what the hell kind of savior are you?If the law is really useful, why can't you get Zhai Junqing's evidence and send him to the dock of the court?

Lu Bai, you are also called Lu Bai, there is no difference between the three of us.They are all trash abandoned by God.No one will love us.

So, give up, kill them all, and everything will be back to normal.

Killing scum is just killing harm for the people.

Hatred stained the originally clear soul with rich blackness, and those extreme thoughts were also transferred to Lu Bai through the narration.

Lu Bai's emotions were already on the verge of collapse, and such a denial would do him even more harm.

The system has panicked.

He has seen Lu Bai's past, so he knows better than anyone that Lu Bai's so-called strength was forced to his current position by reality.

He had to grow up fast in order to survive.In order to be able to carry those dead partners on his back, he had to use his thin shoulders to learn what it means to move forward with weight.

He has never experienced true love, not the residual warmth of licking each other's wounds in despair, but the real warmth of bathing in the sun.So he desires more than anyone else, and therefore keeps staggering forward.

He pursues fairness and justice, and desperately pursues hope.

He seemed tougher and stronger than anyone else.But through that shell, Lu Bai's soul is actually very fragile.

In his bones, he is also very inferior.

Lu Bai has a paranoia that cannot be changed.He felt that he was not worthy of being loved.So in order to make people who really like him like him more, he will subconsciously put himself in a very low position.

Obedience, gentleness, well-behaved, dependence, these seemingly soft things are actually a manifestation of Lu Bai's morbid psychology.

It was precisely because of this that the system discovered that whether it was him or Lu Huan, for Lu Bai, it was not a kind of salvation, but a fatal weakness.

Once it is no longer perfect, stained with black, and Lu Bai's support disappears, he will completely collapse and fall.

Especially Lu Huan.

Lu Huan turned a blind eye to Lu Bai's familiarity, which is the most fatal.

He is the law of fairness and justice in the world, if he is indifferent to Lu Bai, then all of Lu Bai's pursuits will become a joke!

And this is also the biggest gap between Lu Bai and Lu Huan.

In the third world, Lu Huan apologized to Lu Bai, because he was restricted by the main god and could not take the initiative to save him unless Lu Bai found him.

At that time, Lu Bai told the system that he didn't mind.Just apologize.

But does he really not mind?

Having been watched coldly by the object of his true aspirations for so many years, Lu Bai wished that all the purpose of living would be hanged on the truth.

Is he really able to accept the law and ignore it?

No, he can't.

No one is born able to tolerate hurt.It's just that Lu Bai has too little, so even if there is only a little bit of warmth, he still wants to have it.

This kind of humbleness that is almost against nature is the almost irreversible soul shadow formed after Lu Bai was abandoned and abused countless times.

Originally, Lu Huan carefully accompanied the six worlds, and had already pulled Lu Bai into the sunshine.Even Lu Bai has been able to start thinking about what the future will look like, and has a vision for the future.

But the Lord God's arrangement at this time is no different from completely smashing Lu Bai's dream!

Lu Bai had too many nightmares, but the moment the sweet dreams turned into black endings, he was still so desperate that he couldn't control his nature, and was hit hard.

"Lu Bai!" The system called him anxiously, trying to calm Lu Bai down.But Lu Bai's soul was constantly collapsing due to the severe pain.

What's even more frightening is that the system suddenly discovered that it couldn't feel Lu Bai's pain anymore!

Clearly from the beginning, he was shared.There is a contract between him and Lu Bai!

"Lu Bai, how dare you! If you dare to terminate the contract, I will..." The system didn't know what to say, because for a moment, he couldn't feel Lu Bai's will to survive.

If it was his seniors, they would definitely be able to help the host calm down in many ways, but he is clumsy and doesn't understand any major principles.

Even after seeing Lu Bai's past, he was even more broken than Lu Bai himself, and he couldn't say that he begged Lu Bai to stay for such persuasion.

After all, what was he telling him to stay for! ?

Lu Bai didn't even have anyone who really liked him, and he didn't even have the right to get a warm hug in his own body.

He wanted Lu Bai to cherish life, but Lu Bai had so little, so little that when he felt that he could not take revenge, he even lost the meaning of living.

The law will not do him justice, the law is just a spectator's joke.

And at this moment, a domineering soul far stronger than Lu Bai's soul protected Lu Bai from the outside.

As a result, the remaining consciousness of the original body was crushed.

"Lu Huan?" The system looked at this power in a daze.

"Yeah." Lu Huan responded in a low voice, and called softly, "Ah Bai."

Lu Bai didn't respond.

Lu Huan sighed, and his tone was even more helplessly indulgent.

"I used to really think that you had no temper. It wasn't until today that I realized that being obedient and obedient is all pretending."

"It's my fault. I didn't stop you in time, but Ah Bai, you have to be reasonable. In the real world, you rejected me six times."

"I know it's all a mistake, an obstacle deliberately set up by the Lord God. But Ah Bai, can you say that you have no mistakes?"

"Why do you never believe that someone will really love you?"

Through the gray shell wrapped around the soul, hidden in it is the six-year-old, hiding in the corner of the orphanage, the little Lu Bai who has never grown up.

Lu Huan watched the little Lu Bai hugging his knees and hiding his head in the corner of the wall, and remembered the scene when he and Lu Bai first met.

That was the first time he missed Lu Bai.Once lost, it is 13 years.

And since these 13 years, both he and Lu Bai were hindered by the will of the world set by the Lord God. Every time, every time, they missed Lu Bai's outstretched hand, and watched Lu Bai fall into the hands of those demons.

It wasn't until Lu Bai took it out from the third benefactor that Lu Huan finally had room to intervene.

"I never looked on coldly, Lu Bai, do you remember? I asked you many times, you choose yourself, and you want to take revenge with your own hands."

"There are a hundred steps between us, and I take 99 steps every time. As long as you have a little trust in me, take a step forward. Lu Bai, I am yours."

"It's not that you, as a mortal, try to hold the law in your arms. It's that I, as a law, just want to be the scale in your hand, and smooth out all the haze for you."

"Abai, wake up, if I've been idly watching and abandoning you, how can you chase me all the way until now?"

This sentence is like seeing the sun through the clouds.Lu Bai, who had already fallen into a breakdown, suddenly calmed down as if he had been awakened.

A dusty memory unfolds.

Lu Bai suddenly discovered that he and Lu Huan had actually met each other before.Not just once.Even, in the real world, he had touched Lu Huan's arms once, and called him senior.

It's just that these memories are too beautiful, so Lu Bai regards these memories as sweet dreams and seals them up.Even midnight dreams are reluctant to take out aftertaste.

I am afraid that I will sink.

Yes, just like what Lu Huan said, Lu Bai's stubbornness made him think that any good things do not belong to him.

Therefore, at every fork in the road of life, Lu Bai chose another more dangerous and desperate situation.Even if he knew that the road ahead was bleak, he still had to rush through it bluntly.

Because he was afraid, afraid that the warmth Lu Huan gave him was a more terrible scam than the training of those benefactors.

And the real source of this fear is Lu Bai's childhood.

The first meeting with Lu Huan.

At that time, Lu Huan was only two years older than Lu Bai. At that time, he hadn't awakened the consciousness of the law, and he was still just an ordinary child, but his intelligence was a little precocious.

In the corner, he found Lu Bai who was staring at the sun in a daze.

Her beautiful eyes were flushed red by the sunlight, but she was stubbornly unwilling to close them.

Lu Huan walked up to Lu Bai and asked him curiously, "Don't you find it dazzling?"

At that time, Lu Bai shook his head, "No, it's very warm. I like the color of the sun."

Lu Huan saw the faintly exposed scars under Lu Bai's loose collar.

Just as he wanted to take a closer look, Lu Bai avoided him.

Later, after Lu Huan went back, he asked someone to deliver medicine to Lu Bai.He didn't ignore Lu Bai, and even had a long conversation with his mother and father, hoping to get the family to adopt Lu Bai.

But Lu Huan didn't know that it was because of the box of ointment he gave him that it became Lu Bai's biggest and scariest childhood nightmare.When he grows up, he dare not accept anyone's warmth.