drama prince

After Mo Keke left Fang Chenxi's place, he didn't go home, nor did he go to the dormitory, but went to Si Jin's apartment outside the school.

Back then, it wasn't just because Fang Chenxi was in this school that he wanted to come to Huada. In fact, it was more because of Si Jin's being in this school.

As long as he also enters Huada, then he can go to him at any time in the future.

He loved seeing him, he loved talking to him, he loved everything about him.

When did this feeling start?

He himself can't remember clearly, anyway, when he really came back to his senses, it became like this.

At first, he was a little dazed, he didn't know what kind of attitude he had towards Si Jin, it seemed a little too much to talk about friends, even if he had few friends, he didn't know how to treat friends.

Not friends, is that treating relatives like Fang Chenxi?

It doesn't seem like it.

He still couldn't find a correct answer, until one time, he dreamed that he was kissed by Si Jin, but he was very excited, and then he began to understand what kind of mentality he had.

It turned out that he liked him, not simply adoration, but like a man likes a woman.

But why do you like him?

If he was a woman, then there would be no problem with all of this, but why is he a man?

He never knew he could be gay.

Is the love between a man and a man really reliable?

What's more, he wasn't sure if Si Jin also liked him, maybe it was just his unrequited love at all.

At first he was really confused, so confused that he wanted to back down.

Such feelings are not blessed, and even disgusting.

Mo Keke was very scared, afraid that others would know that he liked men, that others would call him a monster, and that others would laugh at him unscrupulously.

Because of this, he didn't dare to tell anyone, not even Fang Chenxi, who was closest to him.

He was too scared, what would he do if even Fang Chenxi was lost in the end?

He also knows that such feelings are not blessed, it is wrong, let alone start, he should take advantage of the signs of feelings just emerging, and he should suppress them in time.

He thought that as long as he returned to the past, everything would be fine, and he wouldn't have to be so dazed, panicked and overwhelmed as he is now.

Afterwards, in order not to let himself develop deeper feelings for Si Jin, he forced himself not to see him, not to pay attention to him, and even hardened himself to delete all his messages.

He thought that as long as he could hold on, everything would be fine.

But all the hard work, he painfully forced himself to persevere for a full three months, but fell apart under a simple phone call from the other party.

He clearly remembered every word Si Jin said after calling him, and he said, "Ke Ke, what happened to you?"

In fact, he knew that Si Jin would call him and ask about his situation. The main reason for this was because of his sudden disappearance, which made him feel somewhat uncomfortable. As for the rest, it was probably gone.

He didn't think that Si Jin also fell in love with him. If she really had an interest in him, she would come to him after three months.

But even though he told himself over and over again that he shouldn't be addicted to it, he still couldn't control his behavior of flying moths to the flame and returned to Si Jin's side again.

He thought, it doesn't matter if he can't get the affection he deserves, as long as he can stay by his side all the time, then it's all worth it.

He thought he could do it, he had always thought so, but when he heard the news that Si Jin actually already had a girlfriend, his heart that thought he was strong completely collapsed.

Mo Keke sat in front of the gate of Si Jin's off-campus apartment with blank eyes.

He didn't know why he came here, but he came here unknowingly.

In fact, he felt that he really shouldn't have come. In such a state, he was afraid that he would lose control.

No man would like to be masturbated by the same sex!

If he loses control and tells Si Jin his feelings, what will happen?

He will probably be cursed by Si Jin, and maybe they will never have any chance to meet again in the future.

Or does he also like himself, is he also waiting for himself to pour out his feelings.

Although he knew that the possibility of this was extremely slim, he still couldn't help but look forward to it.

He rang the bell and waited nervously for the door to open.

It's a pity that after pressing for a long time, he didn't get the slightest response, so he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief.

It's a good thing he wasn't there, otherwise he wouldn't know how to face it.

If you don't see anyone, let's go, but he is not reconciled, to be precise, he is really tired.

Whether physically or mentally, he felt extremely tired.

He sat at the door, hugging his knees, thinking over and over, why did he come, should he tell Si Jin his feelings, would he accept him?

Then he thought again, doesn't this person usually stay in this apartment when he has nothing to do?So why is it gone now?

Are you with that so-called girlfriend?

He really has someone he likes, so what should he do?

Various emotions constantly tormented Mo Keke, making him particularly impetuous.

After waiting for a while, he really couldn't wait any longer, so he wanted to leave.

Just as he got up, the elevator next to him rang.

He turned around instinctively, and met Si Jin who had just walked out of the elevator.

"cocoa?"

As soon as Si Jin looked up and saw him, she was also very surprised, and immediately stood still and followed him.

But Mo Keke just stood there, but his eyes turned to the beautiful woman standing beside Si Jin.

That woman is really good-looking, with exquisite facial features and just the right makeup. Although she is not stunning, she can definitely attract the eyes of the opposite sex.

It's really beautiful!

Thinking this way, Mo Keke couldn't help but grabbed the hem of the clothes with both hands, and her lips trembled even more.

Seeing that Mo Keke just kept staring at them without speaking, Si Jin frowned slightly, and couldn't help but said, "What's the matter, Keke? Are you looking for me for something?"

Mo Keke bit her pale lips, desperately suppressing the urge to cry, and then said: "It's fine now, I'm leaving."

After finishing speaking, before Si Jin could respond, he walked towards the elevator.

When Si Jin turned around, Mo Keke had already gone down in the elevator.

Bai Lanxin stood beside Si Jin, and as soon as the people left, she turned to Si Jin and said, "Is your friend? It seems that something is wrong. It sounds like she's about to cry."

Si Jin's brows furrowed even deeper, of course he could hear something was wrong with Mo Keke, there was really no other way to just let it go, "I'll go and see him!"

After Si Jin finished speaking, she hurried to chase after Mo Keke, walked to the gate of the community, and then caught up with Mo Keke who was already out of breath from crying.

Without even thinking about it, he went forward and grabbed Mo Keke's arm, and when he turned around, Mo Keke couldn't hide the tears on his face no matter what.

Mo Keke originally thought that Si Jin would accompany his girlfriend, and would definitely not come to chase him again. The grievance in his heart could not be held back, so he dared to cry unscrupulously, but what he didn't expect was that this would not happen How could he not be shocked by the fact that such a person just appeared.

With tears on his face, he stared at Si Jin in a daze, but forgot how to act for a while.

"Who bullied you?"

Although Mo Keke usually likes to cry, most of them cry when he is wronged. Now that this person is crying so sadly, he naturally thinks that this person has been wronged.

While talking, Si Jin raised her head and wanted to wipe away the tears on his face.

But as soon as he touched Mo Keke's face, he was thrown away.