drama prince

After Mo Keke went out, Meng Yang let go of his hand, but kept staring at Fang Chenxi with his eyes.

Just as Fang Chenxi was about to turn around, Meng Yang grabbed her hand.

Looking back, seeing Meng Yang's nervous face, Fang Chenxi had to sigh, "I'll go

Pour you a glass of water. "

After hearing this, Meng Yang slowly let go of his hand, but stared straight at him with a pair of eyes.

After Fang Chenxi poured the water, she put the glass in front of Meng Yang.

Meng Yang grabbed the water glass, looked at the sloshing water in it, and felt very excited. He seemed to have a lot to say, but for some reason, those words got stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.

The sudden silence made Fang Chenxi very uncomfortable.

From the corner of the eye, I caught a glimpse of Meng Yang's handsome face, his eyes were a little blue, and his chin was thinner than he remembered. He seemed to be living a bad life.

But how?

Fang Chenxi was puzzled, he secretly followed him, didn't the reports say that he has been doing well?

Why is this so?

Fang Chenxi was thinking about something, forgot to hide it for a while, and just kept looking at Meng Yang like this.

As if sensing Fang Chenxi looking at him, Meng Yang raised his head, just in time for their eyes to meet.

Fang Chenxi felt like being caught. He wanted to turn his face away, but he felt that if he really did this, it would look a little hypocritical, so he didn't do it.

It's already like this now, and it doesn't seem appropriate to keep silent like this.

After thinking about it, Fang Chenxi finally forced herself to speak.

"How are you all these years?" Fang Chenxi asked.

Fang Chenxi waited for Meng Yang's answer, but he couldn't wait for his voice.

As soon as he looked up, Meng Yang's eyes were filled with deep meaning.

That gaze really contained too many emotions, for a moment Fang Chenxi didn't know how to face it.

He wanted to turn his face away, but Meng Yang grabbed his hand and said in a calm voice, "Do you think I'll be okay? Chen Xi, tell me, can I be okay without you?

Why did you lie to me?Chen Xi, tell me why you lied to me that you were dead, do you know how cruel your lie is to me? "

Meng Yang's words reminded Fang Chenxi of what happened back then.

Although it has been a long time, those hard-won memories have always been resident in his mind, and he can't linger no matter what.

Even though he told himself over and over again that he should forget, those painful memories were still deep.

"I never thought of deceiving you," Fang Chenxi said with some difficulty.

Back then, when all thoughts were lost, he really wanted to die.

At that time, he felt that his life was meaningless. He kept begging Meng Yang for forgiveness, but he couldn't ask for it.

He couldn't find a reason for himself to live. At that time, he thought that his life was not welcome, so he would die!

It would be nice if Meng Yang could be happy if he died.

So he really died.

He didn't think that he could survive again. You must know that in order to prevent himself from surviving, he cut his hand several times severely.

Even later, when he recalled, he felt that he was probably really going to die at that time. If it wasn't for Mo Keke's heart-piercing voice to stop him, he might have really stepped on the road to heaven.

He still clearly remembered that when he opened his eyes again, Mo Keke was lying on top of him and weeping loudly.

"Chen Xi, don't die, please, if you die, I will die with you. Chen Xi, please, don't die, don't leave me."

At that moment, he suddenly understood that it wasn't that no one cared about him, but someone wanted him to live on.

Mo Keke said that his life was saved by him, and he could not seek death there.

Mo Keke forced him to promise more than once that he must live a good life.

Fang Chenxi agreed, he felt that even if it wasn't for himself, it should be for Mo Keke.

He knew that Mo Keke really cared about him, what would he do if he was really gone?

In the end, he chose to live and continue to live for Mo Keke.

At the same time, he also thought of Meng Yang.

It was true that he was sorry for Meng Yang and the others before, and he felt guilty in his heart.

He thought, since Meng Yang wanted him to die so much, it really made him think he was dead!

So he asked Nan Yichen to block all news about him, and then fabricated the fact that he was dead, and then came to Mingcheng County.

He was thinking of starting over here, he never thought about seeing Meng Yang again, he had never thought about it in his life.

Originally, he wanted to let his death resolve the grievances between him and the Meng family.

But who would have expected that after hiding for three years, he was finally found?

Fang Chenxi couldn't help but sighed in her heart, since they have already found the door, they can no longer hide, what needs to be solved must always be solved.

"You don't want to see me again, I think since you don't want to see me so much, then I shouldn't bother you anymore."

"So you teamed up with Mo Keke and lied to me that you are already dead?"

"That's the only way you'll be happy, right?"

"Happy fart!" Meng Yang retorted loudly, with anger on his face, "Why didn't you think about it, I was just angry? I never thought about your death, you know? I didn't think about it at all. You die, there is nothing at all, but you really did that."

As Meng Yang spoke, his voice choked up.

Fang Chenxi seemed to be feeling a little bit, his eyes were a little wet, he quickly turned his back to wipe away his tears.

But when he raised his hand, Meng Yang accidentally discovered the scar on his hand.

Meng Yang leaned forward, grabbed his hand, and took a good look at the wound on his wrist.

When Meng Yang saw clearly the criss-crossing scars on Fang Chenxi's hands, he felt as if his heart had been stabbed several times, which was very painful.

"Does it still hurt?"

Fang Chenxi never thought of showing Meng Yang his wounds. In his opinion, those ugly wounds recorded the unbearable past. If he could, he really didn't want to remember them for the rest of his life.

After such a long time, the wound that has already scarred has long since ceased to hurt.

But for some reason, when Meng Yang's tears fell on it, he felt an indescribable burning pain.

He hastily pulled out his hand, and suppressed the tears he was about to shed by the way.

"After so long, I don't feel it anymore." Fang Chenxi put down her sleeves as she spoke.

He didn't want Meng Yang to see the ugly scars on his hands.

"I'm sorry, Chen Xi, I'm really sorry."

Thinking of all the things back then, he felt that he should say such a sorry, "It was my fault at that time, I shouldn't have said so many excessive things to you, and I shouldn't have done those excessive things to you, I'm sorry, Chen Xi, I'm really sorry."

Now Fang Chenxi couldn't hold back anymore, and let the tears roll down.

He knew that he was not worthy of forgiveness, but when he thought of the sadness at that time, he still felt very uncomfortable.

"It's all over. You didn't forgive me. I was sorry for your Meng family. Everything happened because of me. It was all my fault. I should thank you. You can forgive me and never regenerate. I’m so angry, I’m already very happy, really, it’s not your fault, I should also thank you, thank you for forgiving me, thank you!”