Learning God in Hand, I Have the World

Although Zhuang Li had already guessed the truth, his heart still hurt for a moment when his sister said it himself.

"Why did she kill you?" he pursued.

Zhuang Xiaohui got up, wiped away her tears, and smiled coldly: "Brother, let me tell you a secret, Yu Yuxian is a woman."

Zhuang Li raised his eyebrows pretending to be surprised, and then suddenly realized: "So, you were silenced because you discovered her secret?"

Zhuang Xiaohui lowered her head, showing a remorseful expression, "No, I found out not long after we got married, but I kept it a secret for her. My death has something to do with this matter, but not necessarily."

"I found out not long after we got married, why didn't you expose it? It's a capital offense to deceive the king." Zhuang Li blamed.

Zhuang Xiaohui covered her face and sobbed, "Because I was too timid and cowardly at that time. Do you know why Yu Yuxian's mother chose me, the eldest daughter of a bereaved mother, to be her daughter-in-law? It wasn't because of similar temperaments and hit it off at first sight, but because I was obedient and easy to control! At that time, I was like a puppet at their mercy. I believed whatever they said.

"Yu Yuxian told me that if she didn't become a man, her mother would be abandoned by her father, because her father favored the concubine's house and wanted to restore the concubine's house and pass the family business to the bastard. In order to survive, her mother had to Don't raise her as a legitimate son."

Zhuang Xiaohui put down her hands and said with tears streaming down her face: "Hearing these words, I feel the same, because I also have such a cold-blooded and ruthless father, so I agreed to help them hide it.

"Later, Yu Yuxian told me that she must make a name for herself in the officialdom. She wanted to prove to the world that women are no worse than men, that women can live freely and do whatever they want. As long as women If you are self-reliant, you will definitely be able to get rid of oppression and bondage, and truly be yourself."

Even if she died once, Zhuang Xiaohui would still look yearning when she said these words, which shows her yearning for freedom and fairness.

Her dark eyes also radiated a bright light, and said in a trance: "Brother, I was moved by her words. After struggling in despair for more than ten years, I am full of hope for the future for the first time. I want to be self-reliant , I want to be free, I want to get rid of all oppression and bondage, and truly be myself. From that moment on, I regard Yu Yuxian as the only confidant in this life. I understand her, and I will do my best to help her!"

Zhuang Li closed his eyes, the anger in his heart was already overwhelming.

Will be moved by such words, and sacrifice her life's happiness to help Yu Yuxian pave the way. How pure and lovely is my sister's nature, and how strong and courageous she is?However, the person who forged such a beautiful dream for her killed her with such cruel means.

If he really had the idea of ​​self-reliance and self-improvement in his heart, how could Yu Yuxian leave his identity as the No. [-] scholar and feign death, and marry into the palace as a noble woman, competing with so many women for a man's favor?

Is this what she called being free and unfettered?

The so-called lofty ideals are just a means she uses to deceive her sister.In fact, she is more selfish, vulgar, greedy, and vicious than anyone else!A person like her is not even worthy of carrying shoes for her sister!

Zhuang Li barely suppressed the anger in his heart, and asked: "What happened later? Since you are her help, why did she kill you?"

"Because she fell in love with the fifth prince, and the fifth prince didn't know her identity as a woman, so he was very jealous of me, so he found seven beggars, and while I was going to offer incense outside the city, they took me, put me—"

Zhuang Xiaohui clenched her teeth, unable to continue.

But she didn't say anything, Zhuang Li could still imagine the scene that day.He closed his eyes again, firmly suppressing the urge to kill.

7480 immediately turned into a fat-headed gecko, and quickly climbed up to the ceiling of the small black room. When he looked down, he saw sharp ice ridges protruding from the floor.

"Brother is here, and brother will protect you." Zhuang Li patted Zhuang Xiaohui on the head.

So Zhuang Xiaohui, who was trembling violently, quickly broke free from that dark memory.

She clenched her fists and said with red eyes: "Yu Yuxian found me who was thrown in the ruined temple. During that time, she took a long vacation to stay with me at home every day, said some enlightening words, and even concealed it from the outside world. No one knew that I was defiled. She protected me so well, and my feelings for her naturally deepened. I even thought at the time that meeting her was really my greatest luck, even if I could die for her of."

Speaking of this, Zhuang Xiaohui sneered, and her face became more and more distorted: "Unexpectedly, once, I met one of the beggars on the street. I hated it so much at the time, and I didn't know where the courage came from, so I bought a pack of arsenic. Frost smeared some roasted chickens, and secretly followed the beggar out of the city. I found that the seven of them were indeed the same group, and they all lived in a broken cave dwelling, so I went in.

"They looked very happy when they saw me, and they teased and said: Little lady, are you addicted by us, and you want to do it again? I said yes, I am really addicted. Brothers, eat the roast chicken first, and then eat me." Speaking of this, Zhuang Xiaohui looked at the void with trance eyes, with a strange smile on her face, as if she was reminiscing every frame of that time.

It was obvious that her heart had been twisted by hatred.

Zhuang Li also showed a playful expression.

"I like this sister." He sighed softly in his heart.

Those sharp ice edges all disappeared, 7480 hurriedly climbed down from the ceiling, and sighed: "It's not that the whole family doesn't come in, Master, Zhuang Xiaohui is definitely your sister!"

However, Zhuang Xiaohui suddenly stopped talking and looked at her brother with a pale face.Only then did she realize that she was too complacent and exposed some things that she couldn't reveal.Brother will be extremely disappointed in her, right?

Zhuang Li looked at her with a smile on his cheek, and urged, "What happened next?"

Zhuang Xiaohui was stunned, and then asked cautiously: "Brother, aren't you afraid of me?"

"Don't be afraid, brother has killed more people than you have eaten rice." Zhuang Li gently touched Zhuang Xiaohui's head.

Zhuang Xiaohui thought he was joking, so she grinned.

7480 shivered abruptly.Damn, it remembered the master's autobiography again, killing people like hemp is no joke!

"Then those people fell down. They clutched their stomachs and screamed for pain. They grabbed my legs and begged me to show mercy and save them. I stood there indifferently. I had suffered such torture and even lost the chance to have children because of it." ability, I can't save them."

Zhuang Xiaohui's excited expression gradually turned into hatred: "They saw that I was determined not to save me, so they told me that they were also entrusted by others and did not intend to harm me. They also described to me the appearance of the person who ordered them. I As soon as I heard it, I knew that that person was Feng Yu's long-term follower, because the red mole between his eyebrows was so recognizable."

Zhuang Xiaohui grabbed the table with her fingertips, gritted her teeth and said, "After learning this information, I hurried back to Yu's house. I trusted Yu Yuxian so much that I told her about it that night, and said I had to find a way to get revenge. I was so jealous at the time, and asked her to help me find a way to catch Feng Yu's long-term follower and press him for the truth. I don't understand why the entourage of His Royal Highness the Crown Prince should have a name like me The unknown little woman can't get through.

"My vicious methods and determination to never die made Yu Yuxian feel a great threat. Only then did she realize that I had transformed from a lamb into a jackal. So three days later, I was given a drug that pierced my stomach and was killed by Yu Yuxian. Strangled to death with her own hands. Fortunately, she told me the whole truth before she died, making me a fool, otherwise I would crawl out of hell without knowing who to seek revenge on.”

Zhuang Xiaohui looked at Zhuang Li with red eyes, and said firmly: "Brother, in this life, I still want to marry Yu Yuxian, I want to disturb her family's restlessness, ruin her future, ransack her house and behead her! I also want to drag the fifth prince down! Yu Yuxian is the most trusted by the fifth prince, she must have hidden secrets of the fifth prince, and I can only learn these secrets by marrying her. Brother, please help me!"

Just now, she also wanted to understand why her brother had changed so much.

Yesterday, when Zhuang Yunzhu counted the recipes in detail, his brother was applauding, and he obviously knew that those foods were incompatible.But he still ate it, and he has survived so far.As he himself said, if he had been too clever, he might have died long ago.

Brother is by no means a dude, on the contrary, he is very successful.

Thinking of the Hu family who was easily killed, Zhuang Xiaohui knelt on the ground and pleaded: "Brother, help me! If I can't kill my enemy with my own hands, what's the point of my life again?"

Zhuang Li covered her red eyes, shook his head and said, "I won't help you."

"Why?" Zhuang Xiaohui pulled down his hand and asked unwillingly and puzzled.

"Revenge is my business." Zhuang Li rubbed her head and said slowly: "You just need to remember that you are not here to experience suffering in this life, but to reshape your life. You want to live free If you want to live freely, brother will help you; if you want to be your true self, brother will still help you. You can do whatever you want without any worries. Even if you don’t want to get married, your whole life Stay at home, and my brother will take care of you too."

Zhuang Li held her face, looked deeply into her eyes, and asked, "Tell brother, what else do you want to do besides revenge?"

Zhuang Xiaohui was fascinated by the scene he depicted, and said in a daze: "I, I want to open a shop and start a business. I don't want to stay at home with my husband and children. I want to travel all over Dayan, and then go to the outside of the Great Wall, to the seaside, to see what is happening in the desert. Will there be a wider world on the other side of the sea?"

Zhuang Li smiled gratifiedly.

Although the younger sister's heart was stained with darkness due to hatred, her nature has not changed.She still knows what she really wants, and she never gave up her hopes and ideals.

"Good boy," Zhuang Li patted his sister's head lightly, and promised, "My brother will help you achieve everything you yearn for. Enjoying your new life is the meaning of your return."

Zhuang Xiaohui stared at him intently, and after a while she threw herself into his arms with a wow, crying heartbreakingly.

"Brother, don't take revenge, let's just live our own lives. Let's go to the desert to see the long yellow sand, go to the beach to watch the white waves rolling, and go to a farther place to start again. We must cherish this rebirth." It was only a few words of advice, and she had a great understanding.

Zhuang Li gently patted his younger sister's back. Although he had a gratified smile on his face, he never agreed to this plea.

His roots have long been rotten, except for Ming, no one wants him to put down the butcher knife and become a Buddha immediately.