Learning God in Hand, I Have the World

Hearing what the official said, Yu Yuxian was so frightened that he was scared out of his wits, and struggled like a madman on the spot.

She doesn't want to die, she wants to live!She still has many wishes unfulfilled.She wants to earn a lot of money and become a very big official!She can't die!

The official servant had already been ordered by her superiors to cover her mouth with a rag to prevent her from spraying feces and grabbing others.

Li cried so hard that she knelt on the ground and hugged the officers and soldiers' legs tightly, yelling that she was wronged.She had never heard of five lives.Someone must have framed his daughter!

The officers and soldiers kicked her away and walked away in a mighty way, leaving a courtyard full of chickens and dogs barking.

It wasn't until this time that Yu Yuxian's younger brother, who was also kneeling on the ground begging, raised his head and showed a happy smile.Before he died, he helped him earn so much money, this big brother is really interesting.

Yu Yuxian was imprisoned in a dark cell, surrounded by an unbearable stench, like a mixture of blood and feces.

It is conceivable how many prisoners have been held in this cell, and how much filth they have discharged.

Yu Yuxian, who had always been pampered, couldn't bear the stench, and even retched a few times.

Suddenly, a quiet breath floated over from the dark corridor opposite the prison door, like incense sticks that attract souls, which is irresistible.Yu Yuxian sniffed the smell and walked slowly to the cell door, staring at the end of the corridor.

A light footstep sounded from far to near, without rush or delay, a handsome face was flickering under the light of the weak candles.

This man is actually Zhuang Li!

Yu Yuxian suddenly opened his eyes wide, as if he understood something.

And Zhuang Li's words made her feel endless regret in an instant.

"You shouldn't have set your mind on my sister. If I don't kill you, I won't be able to sleep at night." He said extremely cruel words in a light tone.

In this stinking place, his whole body was not stained with a trace of filth.

The murderous intent in his dark eyes made Yu Yuxian terrified.

So it is!I just hooked up with Zhuang Xiaohui tentatively on the street, and was Zhuang Li discovered?Zhuang Xiaohui is lucky!While Zhuang Li indulged her, he also protected her tightly.

I lost, thoroughly, but the person I lost to was not Zhuang Xiaohui, but Zhuang Li.Thinking of this, Yu Yuxian couldn't help laughing contemptuously.

Zhuang Li saw her arrogance, so he said lightly: "Yu Yuxian, I already knew you were a woman."

The smile on Yu Yuxian's face froze instantly.

Zhuang Li said again: "However, the emperor knew about it earlier than me."

Yu Yuxian suddenly opened his eyes wide, as if he had seen a ghost.

"Impossible!" she blurted out.

Zhuang Li handed over an old and yellowed memorial. The cover of the memorial was stamped with Long Jinwei's special seal. The date was the day when Yu Yuxian was admitted to be the number one scholar. The full text is as follows: , How to deal with this matter, please show the emperor. 】

Zhu Fengming's criticism: [Watch quietly, don't disturb. 】

This is the greatest tolerance and mind of an emperor.He gave Yu Yuxian the opportunity to control his own destiny, and Yu Yuxian should understand how precious such an opportunity is, no need for others to tell.

"You failed the emperor's expectations." Zhuang Li said calmly.

"No no no, it's impossible! You lied to me!" Yu Yuxian yelled again and again, looking crazy.

However, she recalled many details that proved that the emperor knew her identity a long time ago.

The emperor led his officials to go to Xishan to have a bath, but he never called her; the emperor and his courtiers discussed matters all night, and they would always let her go first;

These many special cares were not because of love, but because of taboo.

The emperor knew everything, but he didn't criticize him in any way, let alone suppress or reject him.However, in order to find a way out, she secretly helped Feng Yu seize the heir apparent, and even thought about using Feng Yu's power to feign death to escape, so as to avoid future troubles forever.

She wanted to abandon this dangerous identity and return to the court as a noble lady.However, this identity is not dangerous at all, and has already been acquiesced by the emperor.

As long as she keeps her feet on the ground, she can always join the cabinet, and even become the inner minister.

She can achieve unimaginable achievements.

Yu Yuxian slowly fell to his knees, with tears streaming down his face unconsciously.She tossed such a big circle, what the hell was she tossing about!She lost all her bright future!

How could she accept such a fact?

If she accepted it, her entire life would be completely denied.

When she covered her face and fell into extremely painful remorse, Zhuang Li said firmly: "Yu Yuxian, even if you don't mix with Feng Yu, you are destined to have no achievements. Therefore, all assumptions are Impossible. Your failure was doomed from the moment you were born."

"You are talking nonsense!" Yu Yuxian put down his hands covering his face, showing a ferocious face: "My mother raised me as a man and gave me the best education. I am stronger than any woman! What I want to do It will definitely be done! Zhuang Xiaohui is nothing, if you are not behind her back to help her, she is nothing!"

"The one who is nothing is you." Zhuang Li sneered: "Do you know where the most powerful driving force in a person's heart comes from when he walks in the world?"

Yu Yuxian remained silent, but looked at Zhuang Li with red eyes.

"It comes from here." Zhuang Li pointed to his chest, and said slowly: "It comes from my own recognition and affirmation of myself. No matter how dangerous the hurdle is, this force will tell him: You can, you must It can be done. Therefore, there is no hurdle that this person cannot overcome."

Yu Yuxian sneered and said, "You're right, I remind myself like this all the time, so I was admitted as the No. [-] scholar."

"But, do you still remember who you are? This man's skin has been worn for too long, have you forgotten that you were originally a woman? After being bullied by those five rich businessmen, why didn't you take revenge on them, instead took How many weak women vent their anger?"

Zhuang Li slowly approached the cell, his tone became colder: "Because when you become a man, your brain has such a consciousness that men are the symbols of power, while women are born to be suppressed and belittled. This skin gives you strength and at the same time swallows the real you. The stronger you look, the weaker you are on the inside. Because you can't identify yourself from the bottom of your heart, you despise women more than men.

"So after being bullied by a man, you will only look for weak women to vent your anger. You dare not resist authority, you are extremely weak and incompetent, you despise yourself, despise yourself, deny yourself, and despise, despise, and deny other women. You use five fresh lives to fill the incompleteness in your heart. You have no strength, let alone a backbone to support yourself to walk in the world. You are not worthy of being an official, not even a man."

Zhuang Li stared straight at Yu Yuxian's terrified eyes, and said: "And my sister, if the same thing happens to you, she dares to twist off the heads of those who bully her one by one. Now, her strength is still there, she knows that she is a woman, but she is not willing to accept her fate. She uses all her strength to fight against this world, but you only dare to hide under this rotten skin and do dirty things. This is The biggest difference between you and her. She is an upright person, but what are you?"

Pointing to his chest, Zhuang Li asked in a deep voice: "What are you? After nightfall, everything is silent. Have you carefully examined this heart and then sought the answer? What are you? A man, a woman, a good person , villain, or beast in clothes?"

Each of these questions became more acute, forcing Yu Yuxian to retreat again and again, shaking his head anxiously.

She hit the wall, and then fell to the ground along the wall, her face full of despair.

Zhuang Li looked down at her, and said with a sneer, "You already have the answer in your heart. Whatever image you appear in the dream, you are what you look like in reality. No one knows better than your own heart, what kind of person are you? what."

Yu Yuxian covered his head and started shouting, then crazily hit the wall with his forehead.

In her dreams, she always appears as a mouse.

Wearing a dingy skin, she hid in a filthy ditch. When she heard footsteps outside, she stuck out half of her head and looked jealously at Zhuang Xiaohui who was walking in the sun.

This dream recurred over and over again, making her restless and angry.

It turned out that she had vaguely realized that she had changed from a human to a monster since so long ago.

"No, no, I'm not like that!" Yu Yuxian shouted hoarsely.

Zhuang Li's chuckle pierced her eardrums: "It seems that you yourself know what you are. So from the moment you were born, your tragedy has been doomed."

He shook his head, his tone indifferent: "The disapproval of one's own identity will only lead to one result in the end, and that is denial and destruction. So sooner or later, you will always fail. Without the support of your core strength, how can you fight against the world?" ?”

As if thinking that it would be a waste of saliva to continue, Zhuang Li waved his hands and left the dungeon without haste.

At the same time, he also took away the only ray of air that was not polluted.

After he left, Yu Yuxian broke free from the state of extreme disorder.She didn't realize until then that her life had been ruined from the very beginning.

The confusion of identity made her lose herself, and then lost her direction.Walking in the officialdom, every step needs to be considered and considered repeatedly, and the end of making a mistake is irreversible.

It is impossible for Yu Yuxian, who has no direction, not to make mistakes in such an environment, let alone reach the finish line safely.

Zhuang Li is right, she will always fail, it is doomed.

"Mother, you killed me! You killed me! I'll give you back this skin! I don't want it anymore!" Yu Yuxian began to frantically pull his hair.

After introspection, she blamed all her mistakes on her mother, which shows that she is hopeless.

Standing in the cold wind, Zhuang Li took a deep breath of the fresh air outside, and asked, "Little mentally handicapped, is there anything about Yu Yuxian becoming a queen in the script?"

"No." 7480 flipped through the script, spread his hands and said, "This script is the ending of a standard fairy tale. The hero and heroine live happily together."

"Really? Then I'll write a continuation for it." Zhuang Li pondered: "Yu Yuxian, who became a queen, and Zhuang Yunzhu, who became a noble concubine, fought endlessly. They were finally abolished and died miserably."

7480 hurriedly wrote this sentence at the end, and asked curiously: "Master, how do you know that she will lose to Zhuang Yunzhu?"

"She has three fatal weaknesses: first, her background is not clean, and a discerning person can dig out her dark history with a little investigation; second, she and Feng Yu have experienced too many things together, knowing that the other party is the worst and the most ulterior The secret of people. When you are in love, this is a bonus item. When you are not in love, this is a reminder. Third, unlike Zhuang Yunzhu, she has a powerful mother and a powerful brother. Her position as queen is vain. "

Zhuang Li shook his head, and said in a casual tone, "So, no matter whether it's in or out of the play, she will be nothing."

At the same time, Yu Yuxian, who cried until he fainted and woke up, has changed his appearance.She had a terrible dream just now.

She touched her neck, which had never been strangled, with a very surprised expression on her face, as if she couldn't believe that she was still alive.

But not long after, she laughed maniacally again: "Hahaha, what Zhuang Li said is true, no matter which way I go, I will die. Wrong, wrong, I walked from the beginning wrong!"

After laughing wildly, she covered her face and cried loudly.

Endless regret flooded into my heart like a tide, but it was too late...