Ning Jing

Regardless of Guan Changning's objection, Gao Jingyan rented a room in Dong Mengnan's rented apartment.Guan Changning asked him to come back and continue his studies.He refused, he just wanted to stay with Guan Changning like this, and occasionally go to Dong Mengnan's help.Guan Changning couldn't see him like this now.I don't want him to lose everything because of his anger again.Even if you rent an apartment, you don't move in.

Gao Jingyan draws in the apartment every day, and draws very late every day, often staying up all night until seven or eight in the morning. Guan Changning once saw him send good night, and he was angry and distressed.Bring him breakfast.Put it on the table, walk over and peck it helplessly, and leave immediately.The debate is not over yet, and he will not compromise easily.Looking at his paintings, Guan Changning could see that he was making rapid progress, and he was a little soft-hearted. After studying for so many years, he always made people ignore the beauty of his paintings because of his good-looking appearance.

Guan Changning took advantage of the holiday to go to the original industrial area, which is now an art area, found a facade, and read the rental advertisement posted on the door.A family wrote down.

These phone numbers will come in handy when he finishes all his paintings.

The next time Guan Changning delivered breakfast, Gao Jingyan had just woken up, so he was caught, and he wouldn't let him go when he was arrested.Guan Changning still looked angry.Don't talk much.It was as if Gao Jingyan was about to be dragged away on him right now, but he still moved indifferently towards the outside of the room.

Gao Jingyan looked uncomfortable, hugged his shoulder and bit down.

Not to be outdone, Guan Changning bit back.Gao Jingyan was about to shed tears of pain.Guan Changning let go of his mouth.Let you try if it hurts to be bitten.

Gao Jingyan hugged him.Don't be angry, being hated by someone you like is really more uncomfortable than me not being with you.

I don't hate you.Since you like it, just do what you want.

really?

Guan Changning looked at him.Um.

Then can you be my model?Now I can't draw halfway through the painting.I beg you.

Let's go to class in the evening.

Are you coming over tonight?

Are you not welcome?

Didn't you see that my whole face says come quickly.

Then I'll go first, you clean up here, it's too messy.

There is no way, I can't find it if I change the place or pack it up.

How about at least you wipe off the paint on the ground first.

No problem, it will be tidied up when you come tonight.

gone.

Come at night.

Gao Jingyan really had a headache for a while looking at the mess on the ground.

Guan Changning went back to class and waited to come over in the evening.Not long after arriving in the classroom, Gao Jingyan's roommate sat next to him.Brother Ning.

Guan Changning looked at him.call me by name.

Guan Changning, please do something.

what's up.

That Jing Jing is my girlfriend. There has been a problem with their club recently, because no one has seen it recently, so I want you to save it.

I can't act again.There is no way to always let me go.Why don't you think of a way yourself, there should be many people willing to join the club.

Yes, there are a lot of girls, and some boys want to go, but they are not good-looking, so now only boys are recruited.Just save the drama club again, just play the one you played last time, anyway, you don’t need to talk, and when the time comes, it’s called memory killing, and there will definitely be a lot of people coming.

The makeup is too white, very uncomfortable.

This time is definitely better than last time.If no one is watching, without sponsorship, they really have no money to buy props.

when.

You set the time.Everyone else has time.

May I have a few tickets.

Do you want to bring the proprietress over here?

Well, there are others.

All right, a few will do.You just agree.

I'll check it out tomorrow.

Okay, then I talked to Jingjing.

When I went back at night, Guan Changning acted as a model for him. Gao Jingyan took the painting seriously for a long time. At the end, Guan Changning walked over to take a look. The colors used were solemn and comfortable, which made people feel like looking at old photos. a feeling of.Gao Jingyan's hands were full of paint, and Guan Changning jumped a long way when he saw it.I went to bed first.

Gao Jingyan looked serious and didn't hear his words.After waiting for him for a long time, when Gao Jingyan entered the room, his hands were already clean, and he wiped his hands with a paper.He opened the door and came in, running towards Guan Changning.Guan Changning hugged him.Is there a play you want to see in a few days?

Does it look good?

I thought you didn't like watching it.

I can go and see anything with you.

I may not be able to watch it with you.

Then what am I going to do.

Look at me.

Gao Jingyan looked up at him.Look at it.

Guan Changning pressed his head down.to see me.

Gao Jingyan suddenly raised his head, really?

Um.But I don't know what you're acting in, but your painting style should be similar to the costumes I'm going to use in the performance.

That's great.Be sure to watch it, I will cheer for you below.

You take Meng Nan with you.I'm afraid that if you go alone and don't know others, they will kidnap you.

Then I will accompany you to practice.You take me to see it in advance, so I won't go wrong.

That's fine, then tomorrow I'll pick you up and go with me.

No, how about I walk behind you.Follow you secretly.

it's OK.

related.You don't have to think about me, I won't be angry.

Not now.

Don't want to watch you get pointed at.You are perfect in my heart, and the same in others.

Did you originally think so?

Always.

but i still want

Promise me.I never thought about this before and I don't know how much trouble it caused you.

So these days, you would rather be bored here every day than find me, wouldn't you?

I am not bored.Missing you is boring.

Let's make another necklace.I want to wear it.

Um.Gao Jingyan hugged him.Suddenly smiled happily.

What are you laughing at?

Just feel so at ease.I can sleep well with you by my side.I don’t have to dream every night for fear that you will dislike me and slam the door and leave.

You are always the one who goes first.Also, here I am.You will definitely not sleep well at night.

Gao Jingyan suddenly laughed again.Wow.Xiao Changning is really young and vigorous.I can't do it.old and old.

Then I can go.

You are also too direct.Then I can only risk my life to accompany the gentleman.

Guan Changning hugged the person in his arms tightly.What the hell are you afraid of.I haven't seen you for three years, what have you been through.

On the second night, Guan Changning was waiting for Dong Mengnan at his bakery.Dong Mengnan saw him.Eyes flicker.blurted out.Finally home.

Guan Changning looked at Dong Mengnan.Why do you look forward to his return more than I do.

When he came back, I was completely devastated.

Don't trust him, he'll lie when he's nervous.

Hey, blame myself for being too young.Believe anything.

Guan Changning smiled.Watching him come.

Gao Jingyan scratched his hair and walked in front of Dong Mengnan.that.

Dong Mengnan looked at him.look angry.That what ah that.big liar.

Gao Jingyan was taken aback and looked at Guan Changning for help.

Guan Changning deliberately ignored him and picked up the coffee.Today's coffee is not bad.

Gao Jingyan looked nervous, and Dong Mengnan looked at him.burst out laughing.Gao Jingyan was so startled that he subconsciously leaned back.

Well, my revenge succeeded.At that time, he still spoke righteous words to me.Miss Dong, take good care of Chang Ning in the future.I promise not to disturb you.Then, what about your guarantee?

Gao Jingyan sat on the chair next to Guan Changning.He said to her in a very obedient manner.expired.Then he picked up Guan Changning's cup of coffee and brought it to his mouth.

Dong Mengnan felt a little sorry to see the two of them drinking only one cup of coffee.Wait a minute, I'll get you another drink.

Gao Jingyan put down the coffee.No, I just want to use the same one as him.

Dong Mengnan looked at him with disdain.Like to drink or not.

Gao Jingyan looked at the dessert over there.All of a sudden came to the spirit.Sister Meng Nan.I want to eat these cakes over here.

Who is my sister?

Aren't you the same age as Chang Ning?I am two years older than you.

Then you can't eat these when you are old, be careful that your teeth will fall out quickly.

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, someone will feed me if my teeth fall out.

Dong Mengnan looked at Guan Changning who was holding back his laughter.Looking back at Gao Jingyan.You two are too much of a bully.

Guan Changning walked over.Take whatever you like, and I'll buy it for you.

Looking at Dong Mengnan.He is living more and more like a child now, you don't have to get used to it.I just get used to it.

Dong Mengnan took out one of each and gave it to Gao Jingyan.really envy you.To meet such a gentle man.

Gao Jingyan looked up at her.Just about to frown and say something, Guan Changning found out in time.The appointed time has come.Meng Nan, just put it on and take it away.

Dong Mengnan neatly packed a few cakes and handed them to him, Guan Changning directly gave two hundred yuan and pulled Gao Jingyan out the door.Gao Jingyan carried the small cake, not to mention how happy he was.Followed to the lecture hall, went in through the back door, sat in the last few rows, opened the bag, took it out and ate it.Guan Changning looked back at Gao Jingyan who fell into the dessert.Eyebrows are smiling.

The people in the rehearsal found that Guan Changning seemed to be in a good mood today, looking in the direction of the auditorium from time to time.It's happier to laugh once in a while.When Gao Jingyan thinks this dessert is super delicious, he will happily hold his face.Guan Changning was knocked down by the cute moment.Couldn't help laughing.

Go through the process roughly.It ended early.Guan Changning came over and looked at him with cream on his face, and took out a tissue for him, Gao Jingyan took it and wiped it casually, stood up and followed him.The lights in the auditorium behind were not turned on, and no one saw them for a while.

Gao Jingyan walked beside Guan Changning, and found a place to eat just a good distance away.In the box, Gao Jingyan finally stretched himself.Finally out of the house to eat ah.

Guan Changning took out his phone to take a picture of him.Gao Jingyan found out and ran over to sit next to him, while Guan Changning put his arm around his waist.I'll see how you're doing.Looking at the photo of himself, Gao Jingyan looked disgusted, can't you take a more handsome picture, this is too cute.Nothing like me.

Then you teach me.

After eating, I strolled back.Guan Changning asked him if he had a pattern in mind.Give me the drawing and I'll order it.

Haven't figured it out yet, but it should look better than before.

It was getting dark early.Guan Changning was wearing a thin dark blue woolen coat with a black turtleneck sweater inside.Gao Jingyan was wearing a hooded sweater inside a windbreaker.Guan Changning took his hand out of his pocket and pulled it up.Gao Jingyan withdrew it like an electric shock.

Are you crazy, this road is all from your school.

then what should we do.I want to hug you so much.I've tried my best to restrain myself.I want to hold hands and relax.But you don't let me do it now, I'm afraid you will be wronged but you never tell me.

Gao Jingyan was moved by his tender eyes.Gritting her teeth, she put on her hat, exposed her slightly long hair, and held Guan Changning's hand.That's it.

Guan Changning didn't speak, took his hand and put it in his coat.Slowly approaching him, bowed his head and slightly nodded his lips.That'll be fine.

Gao Jingyan's eyes were hot, and he looked down at the hands of the two.

When he got home, Gao Jingyan ran to the drawing board.The nib is surging.Guan Changning glanced at the phone number on the phone.I estimated the time in my heart.I don't know how long it will take to finish painting.

The screenwriter of the script Guan Changning wanted to play said that he hoped to make a breakthrough, so he added a scene at the end, that is, when the eldest son Guan Changning played was finally taken away by the daughter of a minister who had loved him for many years, he took him away. When he arrived in the country, he dressed up his corpse as beautiful as a flower.Accompany him every day, one morning, open the window, and say to him, son, good morning.

Guan Changning read the script and didn't think there was anything too much, so he agreed.When Gao Jingyan woke up in the morning, he saw that one of his paintings was almost finished.Put on some clothes casually, get out of bed and continue painting.tireless.

The day before the performance, Gao Jingyan followed Guan Changning to the lecture hall and found an inconspicuous corner where he could see the stage clearly.

When Guan Changning changed his clothes and put on makeup and came up from behind, Gao Jingyan was completely amazed.She stared dumbfounded at his appearance.What a beautiful picture.Gao Jingyan came to the inspiration, quietly ran to the front row, and took a picture of his face.I can't wait to run back and pick up my pen.

Guan Changning looked at him, and couldn't understand what he was going to do.Continue to rehearse.When the show is over.Guan Changning looked at the makeup on his face, and asked a professional cameraman to take a side profile of himself.From his angle off stage, he couldn't see himself at all.All the paintings he draws are his own.

Guan Changning bought a few small cakes from Dong Mengnan as usual.Bring him back.Gao Jingyan never needs coffee when he paints at night, and he doesn't know how he stays awake.Seeing that he was really drawing his own face, but he didn't know why he couldn't draw that feeling.Guan Changning opened the door and came in and handed him the phone.The cake is on a small table next to it.Back in the bedroom.

Guan Changning hung up his coat and stretched out his hands to tidy up the room.By the time he finished tidying up, his paintings were almost ready to take shape.No matter the color.Still expression.All processed with his own taste.Guan Changning didn't want to disturb him.Lean against the door.Watch him write.Gao Jingyan occasionally put the pen under his chin, as if he was constantly pondering.He stroked the bridge of his nose with his index finger.Scratching back and forth.Then he rubbed his eyes lightly.Seeing this familiar movement, Guan Changning couldn't help laughing.Walking behind him, raised her head, hooked her chin and asked for a kiss.Gao Jingyan suddenly woke up like a dream, and his face flushed again.

You've drawn so many of me that I'm still wondering where you found your inspiration.

That's right, I just drew it when I remembered it.Gao Jingyan muttered softly.

How did you come up with that.Touch the chin I touched, or the eyes I kissed, or.There are other ways that I don't know about.

Nothing.Gao Jingyan's embarrassment at this time revealed his guilty conscience.

Guan Changning pulled him up.I just realized that I am the source of your inspiration.I'm thinking about your work.Gao Jingyan was forced to put down the things in his hands and was pulled onto the bed by him.

Coming to the lecture hall early the next night, Gao Jingyan took the ticket that Guan Changning gave him yesterday, and sat in the front few rows early.Sitting beside him was Dong Mengnan.

Gao Jingyan watched with anticipation that Dong Mengnan took out egg tarts and donuts from his bag as if in a different mode.Looking forward to it.Dong Mengnan put things in front of his eyes.Here it is, the store closes early today, so there are so few left.Gao Jingyan's smile trembled.Then thank you sister.

Dong Mengnan snorted and turned to look in the direction of the stage.According to the ticket, there will be a few singers and a few performers, because the one Guan Changning wants to perform is more attractive, so it will be put in the last show.I read the first few in a daze.Finally, it was almost 08:30 in the evening when I saw Guan Changning and others appear.

A son who only knows how to play, when he grew up, he was pushed onto the political stage by the ministers.His mother, who had been in power for a long time, had a rift with him.All the playmates disappeared one by one.The cat he loved, woke up another morning with its throat slit and dead on the dining table.The prince saw a self-defense dagger that his father gave his mother when he got married on the table.He fell silent.At the next court meeting, let Xian give it to his mother.He is back in his back garden.Later, she found out that her mother had an affair with a young prince, and finally committed suicide in her back garden.And there is a girl who has liked his family since she was a child. She always hides behind the mottled wall and watches him say good morning to the flowers and plants.She responded with a good morning from behind the wall.Fall in love slowly.The first time he found the eldest son who had committed suicide, he walked behind his back step by step.Finally, in an unnamed village, there are large gardens.The endless grassland.The girl opened the window, good morning, Shizi.Then walked over and tapped his lips.

Gao Jingyan was sitting on the chair stupidly.Dong Mengnan pretended to have a neck pain and looked back at him slightly.There are girls below who yell no.Gao Jingyan suddenly laughed.Acted really well.

Dong Mengnan pretended not to see the tears in the corners of his eyes.Silently watched the curtain come to an end.

Dong Mengnan stood up and waited for him, let's go backstage to have a look.

No, you go.I still have something to do, so I'll go back first.

Don't you wait for him to go back together? .

No, he should go back to the dormitory so late.

you.Why do you always hold back.Mingminghe wanted to ask who he was kissing with, didn't he?Caring is caring, you have to let others see, no matter how much you think in your heart, it is just your one-man show.Who will know what you want to do.Make it like this, who will show you how sad you are.Why should I, a person who wants to rob you of a man, stand here to reason with you and help you rob him.I've got water in my head.

Well, you and I will go.

What's the matter, is the sister group dispatched?

siblings.

Who and your brother and sister.Let me do things like support the stage, while you dodge.

Gao Jingyan followed Dong Mengnan to the dressing room.Several girls surrounded Guan Changning, praising him for his good performance.The heroine next to him was joking beside Guan Changning.Guan Changning only cared about changing his clothes and taking off the makeup on his face.Dong Mengnan was furious.I've been thinking about it for so many years and I still haven't gotten up to kiss you, let you green tea whore get there first, walk over and raise your hand, it's just a slap in the face.

He slapped the girl loudly on the face.Guan Changning saw everything that happened in the mirror, as well as Gao Jingyan who was standing not far from the door and watching him.Guan Changning put down the makeup remover cotton in his hand, stood up and glanced at the heroine, took Dong Mengnan's bag and left.The others remained silent, as if a giant statue's slap had just slapped them in the face.

Gao Jingyan watched him stand up.He walked out of the lecture hall first, and only after walking a long way did he see two people approaching with a loud laugh.Gao Jingyan's eyes were full of water.Reflecting the stars in the sky.so envious.

Gao Jingyan hurried towards the school gate.Gradually, the two of them were separated.

After Guan Changning finished making fun of Dong Mengnan's vicious expression just now.He raised his eyes and didn't see Gao Jingyan who had come out to wait for him earlier.He was inexplicably flustered.Saying goodbye to Dong Mengnan, he ran anxiously and walked a distance from the gate.Guan Changning saw Gao Jingyan running while wiping away his tears.He ran two steps to follow.

No matter what he said, Gao Jingyan ignored him, opened the door at the door of the house, and locked it outside for him.

There are other residents on the same floor, some of them went to bed early, and it is already late, so it is inconvenient to make noise to disturb them.

Guan Changning took out his mobile phone and sent him a message.Don't know how to explain it.

After thinking about it, he sent an emoji of kneeling on the washboard.Brother Yan.

It took a long time for him to reply.what.

Guan Changning has a problem, should he say I was wrong, apologize, or explain to him directly, but can he really listen?After thinking about it for a long time, I sent it.How about a stage play.

not so good.The heroine is too ugly.

Guan Changning burst out laughing when he saw the news.What about the hero?

Good looks, good acting skills.

But I think the male lead is pretty good.

not good.

Which is not good.

Even if they die, they will be taken home and ravaged.

Probably because the male lead looks too perfect, so even after death, some people miss him.

Perfect ass.My own mother cheated on me.How perfect is he.

Guan Changning stopped talking.At least she's still alive.

Gao Jingyan was stunned and hesitated for a long time.This is absolutely true.There was no sound outside for a long time.Opening the door, he saw Guan Changning squatting at the door, tears streaming down his face.Gao Jingyan squatted down in the door facing him, still not clear about the situation.Guan Changning cried even harder, and Gao Jingyan suddenly became alert.Is something wrong with my aunt?

Guan Changning didn't speak, just kept crying.Gao Jingyan pulled him up and leaned on his shoulder.Pulled into the room.Let him lean on himself.Guan Changning hugged him tightly.My mother is long gone.

Gao Jingyan was full of doubts, what does it mean.Didn't you say your mother went on a trip?

No, none, my dad lied to me.He lied to me.

What about the aunt?passed away.

car accident.

Gao Jingyan patted him on the back.Want to tell him it's okay.But how could this be okay.You still have me.

Well, otherwise I wouldn't have waited for you so long.

when did you know.

Freshman winter vacation.

It was a year after he left, and everyone left one by one, leaving only himself.Even if the older generation is still alive, what he wants the most is to have his closest relatives by his side.If I were still around, I would have been able to get through that time with him.It was because of these things that he chose to stay away from everyone.

Gao Jingyan took a piece of paper and wiped his face.Gently patted his back.Cry, I'm with you.Guan Changning is a type of person who seldom cries.Whatever happens, I always think about my ability to resist.Even if I can't stand it anymore.Also be tough.

In the past, Gao Jingyan was buried in his arms, but when he finally wanted to put him in his arms, Gao Jingyan couldn't be happier.

Guan Changning didn't cry for a long time, he wished he could immediately change back to his usual repulsive face.

Gao Jingyan hugged him.are you sleepy.Go to bed first.I am with you.

Guan Changning closed his eyes.Gao Jingyan rubbed his back, hoping that he would fall asleep early.Gao Jingyan blamed himself that he really shouldn't have left at that time, wishing he could slap himself a few times.

When Guan Changning woke up in the morning, it was past ten o'clock in the morning, and his head was groggy.Gao Jingyan watched him while painting.Seeing that he woke up, he put down the brush.Let's eat.

I'm going to be late for class.

Today is Saturday.If it weren't for Friday night when there is no class, who would watch your play.bored to death.

that girl.In fact, there is no such paragraph in the script.

A kiss is a kiss, don't kiss me if you don't chew gum for a whole day today.

Then how high my face is swollen.That would be ruined.If I die like this, no one will put me in the flowers.

Can you say the word death less.Annoying or not.

Trouble trouble trouble.What are you drawing, is it me?

In the painting, a person falls from the sky, and a mother on the ground stretches out her hand to catch it.

This is not, yours is outside.

Are you going to draw a collection of mine?

I just want to see how many angles a person has and how many pictures he can draw.

Then will you also draw me sleeping?

don't tell you.

From what you've said, you know it must be something unsightly.It’s fine to draw, but let me, the model, take a look first.Look what you've ruined for me.

Gao Jingyan felt inexplicably distressed seeing him.He bowed his head and was silent for a while.Chang Ning, I'm sorry if I didn't leave at that time.If you have me by your side.

Then you won't be able to achieve your dreams.

Even so, I would like to.

I do not want to.I'd rather you know nothing.You are your best right now, doing what you love to do.

But I am so sorry that I was absent from your life for a while.

If the absences were all bad memories, I'd be more than happy.If you're with me, it's all sad and boring stuff.When you think of me in the future, you will probably be bored.Or full of sadness.In the end, you don't want to think of me at all.

Will not.

What if.Human memory is amazing, it can be selectively preserved.After another three or five years, when you think of Yuan Yang, you will still be that crazy, ignorant bastard.You will forget the bad things he did before in a blink of an eye, and only remember the good place in your heart.If you have been with me through the darkest days for me.It will overshadow the good we once had.What appears in your memory will be my embarrassed appearance.It was really nice of you not to be there.

Chang Ning.

When I'm with you, I become more talkative.

I just like that you talk a lot of nonsense to me, I like to listen to it.I like you more.Gao Jingyan lay in his arms.look into his eyes.

Guan Changning came over.Gao Jingyan raised his hand to stop in front of his mouth.Go chewing gum.

Guan Changning retracted himself.Whispered, okay.