Flower of Gaoling [Network]

Shen Nuo's hometown, Lin Chuan, had been mentioned by him many times before, and he had also seen the specific address in the personal information he gave to the research institute.

It is a beautiful small town surrounded by mountains and rivers. Shen Nuo's family lives in a courtyard house with several other families. The young people have gone out to study and work, and only a few old people stay here.

The door of Shen Nuo's house was locked tightly, and the lock was rusted. Lin Chuan found it with great difficulty according to the address. He stood in the yard and looked around the place where he grew up. His mind ran away and he refused to leave for a long time.

The grandmother of the neighbor next door carried the stove to the yard to live and prepare for dinner. When she saw him, she asked curiously, "Young man, who are you looking for?"

Lin Chuan hesitated for a moment and walked over, asking her, "Grandma, do you know Shen Nuo? I'm his friend."

"Oh, it's Xiao Nuo's friend. I know him. He's the grandson of the old Shen family next door. I watched him grow up, but he hasn't come back for many years."

Lin Chuan nodded: "I heard...his parents have passed away, and there is no one in his family anymore?"

Grandma sighed: "Yes, he is also a poor child. Grandpa and grandma left early, and his parents died in a car accident. He was left alone. When his parents left, he was just in college. The funeral is our responsibility." It’s really pitiful for these neighbors to help with it.”

Lin Chuan felt a little uncomfortable when he heard it: "...he hasn't been back all these years?"

Grandma shook her head: "There is no one in the family. What are you doing here with this old house left? It's hard to watch. It's a good thing. He is the most obedient and promising in this yard. He was the most obedient and promising when he was admitted to college. It's a pity that something happened at home within a year of going out to study..."

Lin Chuan was speechless, he couldn't imagine how painful Shen Nuo was at that time, and how he had slowly come out of the shock of both his parents' death and got used to living alone after so many years.

Grandma enthusiastically kept him down for dinner, Lin Chuan helped her, and listened to her rambling about many things about Shen Nuo's childhood, those pasts that he had no chance to participate in, gradually took shape in the descriptions of others impression.

"He, since he was a child, his academic performance has been very good. He is No. 1 in every exam. When other children are crazy outside, he will obediently do their homework at home without being told by adults."

"He is very obedient and never mischievous with other children. His parents often work night shifts. He has been cooking for himself since he was in elementary school, and sometimes he would walk more than ten miles to send him to his parents' unit. "

"He also often helps the adults in the yard with work and never complains. He will come as soon as someone needs help and calls him. I have never seen such an obedient and sensible child."

"..."

"..."

"It's just a pity that this child's life is not good. Parents were so pitiful when they died. Looking at me like that at the time, I was afraid that something would happen to him. I haven't come back for so many years, and I don't know how it is... Sigh ..."

As the sky was getting dark, Lin Chuan felt so sore in his heart that he turned his head so that Grandma could not see his slightly red eyes.

**

The number of people in the channel quickly rose from dozens to hundreds, and people kept pouring in.

Shen Nuo sighed softly, and said slowly: "The first time I liked your voice was from the "Apocalypse of Thorns". I have always been unable to imagine what kind of voice would be suitable for Xiao Ming, but you did it and completely concretized the image of Xiao Ming in my heart, and since then, I have become your voice fan."

As soon as Shen Nuo said the words, there was three seconds of silence on the public screen, and then he went crazy instantly.

"Fuck! What is this!!!"

"SAMA is confessing to Sichuan University, I'm going!!!"

"I must have logged in in the wrong way ==|||"

Shen Nuo didn't care about that, and continued: "I have listened to every one of your dramas over and over again in the past few years, and I will also play a trumpet to support your song concerts, and even go to your personal channel to hang on, doing faithful Things that only fans do... I have always wanted to cooperate with you, but unfortunately you always refuse to give face."

He said with a wry smile: "That time at your birthday song meeting, I played the trumpet to listen to it like every time. I just ordered the microphone for fun. I didn't expect to be able to grab the microphone among tens of thousands of people, because I wanted to I didn’t back down to say happy birthday to you, I used a false voice when it was my turn, and casually named it after a little goldfish.”

This sentence seemed to drop a heavy bomb. There were already thousands of people on the channel, and the public channel was completely crazy.

"I didn't think too much about it at the time, let alone that you would take the initiative to hook me up. Later, I was very entangled in using the trumpet to join the drama and joined the club. I told a lie and had to use countless lies to make up for it. I wanted to tell you several times. Knowing but not knowing how to speak, it became more and more difficult to ride a tiger later on."

"Especially when I know you in reality, and know that you are my senior brother and we still have to do a project together, I dare not tell you even more. I am worried that you will not be able to continue working after you get angry..."

"This lie is getting bigger and bigger. I didn't want to go to the face-to-face at that time because I was worried that people would recognize me when I heard the voice. In the end, I caught a cold and my voice became hoarse, so I dispelled my worries. For this reason, I first talked with the people who met me before. The president greeted me, and the president asked me when I was going to make it clear to you, she said that you don’t like being cheated, I know, but I really don’t know what to say, and even thought about pretending to be an ostrich or quitting the circle altogether.”

"I know you must think that I'm sick. A man with two completely different vests came out to tease you. Even you had doubts and asked me before, but I didn't admit it. I admit that I was indeed wrong. It’s because I’m too indecisive and worry about gains and losses. If I had told you clearly earlier, maybe so many things wouldn’t have happened... Also, the photo of the goldfish was made by me and posted on the wrong Weibo. I thought I just dropped my vest in front of everyone, but I didn't expect it to be understood by everyone as another meaning, so when you asked me, I made up another lie to fool you."

"If you tell too many lies, sooner or later, you will still be ruined. I know that I shouldn't take chances, but in the end, you found out that I was a promise in the worst way. I can't justify the things you asked me in anger. But I want to say... Except for this one thing, I have never lied to you. I have refused to agree to be with you before because I want to be responsible to you and me, so I want to think carefully before making a decision. I am We are taking our relationship seriously, and we don't want to break up because of this matter."

"I haven't been able to contact you these days. I know you need to calm down and think clearly. I'll wait for you to think. Anyway, I hope you can think carefully and forgive me this time."

Speaking of this, Shen Nuo let out a sigh of relief. There are already thousands of people online. There are people who support him, those who scold him, and whatever they say on the public screen. He glanced at it, pursed his lips, and said : "Of course, I still want to say sorry to everyone, especially those who have always liked and supported me. No matter whether you like Qianjin Yinuo or Xiaojinyu, because of my willfulness and selfishness, everyone has misunderstood me for so long. Even because of the two Disputes and fights with this identity are all my fault, sorry."

After saying the last sentence, Shen Nuo stopped watching the noisy public screen, turned off the microphone and quit YY.

Countless people are looking for him on QQ, and the several crew groups he joined are also boiling. Obviously, because of what he just said in the channel, the whole circle has been turned upside down. Whether he knows everyone or not People from all walks of life came to the door, wanting to ask the truth and gossip.

Shen Nuo didn't want to reply at all, so he just clicked on the chat window with Nangong Jin, and the other party sighed: "Why are you so stupid..."

"Since it's all over, let's just say it all, and now I'm relieved."

"Aren't you afraid of being pinched?"

"It doesn't matter."

"But it's good, it's better for you to say it yourself than to be stripped of your vest. That's really a proper black history, so at least there shouldn't be too many people pinching you."

Shen Nuo smiled: "Where would I think about this now..."

"Then what are you thinking? Thinking about that kid Chuanliu? You haven't contacted him yet?"

"No, just call once a day and forget it if you can't get in touch. He will always come back. It's better to wait for him to think about it first."

"You are really... This is the first time I have met someone as open-minded as you."

"What can I do if I'm not open-minded? Is it possible to beg him to the death? Not so much..."

"I'm relieved when you say that, you have confidence in yourself^_^"

"Well... how should I put it, that day I asked him if he wanted to break up with me, and his reaction made it clear that he hadn't thought about it, so I thought he was just angry, and it would be fine when his anger subsided. At worst, I’ll just apologize to him face to face, and what’s more, in fact, I never knew what he hated Qianjin Yinuo, and when he comes back, I’ll ask him to clarify, and it should be fine after I explain it.”

"You have deleted all of Xiao Jinyu's Weibo, are you not going to use it in the future? Are you really planning to quit the circle?"

"I will still complete the dry notes for the few dramas that Xiao Jinyu took over, so let's forget about it in the future. As for the golden promise...let's talk about it."

In fact, to be honest, he still likes to play online matches. Before, he had the intention to quit because he didn't want to be stripped of his vest. Now that his vest has been stripped by himself, then... it doesn't matter, right?