I really want to kill the hero [End Times]

Chapter 54

It wasn't until almost noon that the two of them came back, and Wen Yan sat on the sofa in a daze.Fatty Zhou saw his appearance at the door, and was about to joke a little, but saw the food boxes and plastic bags on the coffee table, raised his eyebrows and said, "Oh, there are guests here."

Wen Yan glanced at him upon hearing the sound, then at Xie Chen who was walking behind him, nodded and said, "It was Han Sheng who came."

As if Xie Chen didn't hear Wen Yan's words, he turned around, closed the door, bent over, and took off his shoes in one go without any pause.

Seeing that there was no change in the expressions of the two, Wen Yan looked at the definitely sleepy faces of the two of them again, his lips moved, but he still didn't say anything.

He didn't come back that night, so he was curious about where the two of them went and what they did.But since he was a child, he knew that if he asked about some things, if the other party was inconvenient or unwilling to answer, then in the end, he would be the one who was embarrassed.

In fact, he also knows that these "inconvenience" and "unwillingness" are just assumptions when he comforts himself.In fact, in the final analysis, in the world of adults, the subtext behind this non-answer is still more "distrust".

Wen Yan has always restrained himself very well, so when Fatty Zhou went to take a shower and Xie Chen was sitting across from him smoking a cigarette, he just sat there with a flat expression, did not actively speak, and did not exaggerate to avoid it.

Xie Chen glanced at the things on the table. Although there were still a few dumplings left, looking at the weight of the food box, Han Sheng brought the amount for two people.In other words, either the other party really could only get the dumplings for these two people, or, before the other party came over, it was very clear that Wen Yan was the only one in the family.It's almost impossible to say otherwise.

Xie Chen glanced at the four dumplings left in the food box, he took a puff of cigarette, and then very naturally flicked the ash into the food box.The dumpling, which was originally white and tender, was immediately stained with soot.

Before Wen Yan could react, Xie Chen raised his eyes, looked at Wen Yan and said, "You didn't clean up on purpose, and you wanted us to see it?"

That's right, he did not clean up on purpose.It wasn't for anything else, but he felt that if these things were cleaned up, when the two of them came back, if they found traces of outsiders entering the house, and asked him what was going on, it would be very troublesome for him to explain.

It would be better to just put the things that Han Sheng brought here in such a grandiose place, so that the two of them can clearly see who they are and what they brought here, so that it is also clear at a glance.

Although the method is a bit simple and crude, but the good thing is that he doesn't need to explain anything, just answer the name of the person, and they can make up the rest.

Therefore, Wen Yan lowered his eyes slightly and did not speak, which was tantamount to acquiescing to what Xie Chen said.

"Do you like dumplings very much?"

Wen Yan was stunned by Xie Chen's question, he raised his eyes to look at Xie Chen, a bit confused about what the other party's question meant.

Seeing Wen Yan in a daze, Xie Chen frowned impatiently for the first time, "Is it really?"

Seeing that the other party frowned, Wen Yan put aside all those thoughts at once, nodded a little confused, and said, "Yes...well."

The other party didn't speak for a while, Wen Yan swallowed, then quietly raised his eyes to look at Xie Chen, but Xie Chen also looked at him straightly, Wen Yan's heart tightened, and he blurted out without thinking: "Because when I was a child Chinese New Year..."

When he said this, Wen Yan suddenly stopped, and many fragments that he had ignored reappeared in his mind one after another. Thinking of the details that he had been ignoring before, Wen Yan felt chills in his hands and feet. up.No wonder he always has a very uncoordinated feeling, no wonder he always has an indescribable feeling of boredom, maybe it's because he has already had a premonition in his subconscious...

Wen Yan looked straight at Xie Chen, his face turned pale, and his breathing quickened due to the tension in his mind. After he opened his mouth, he couldn't make a sound, and the words he wanted to say seemed to be blocked in his throat. He was so stuck there that he couldn't utter a word.

Xie Chen noticed the change in Wen Yan. He squinted at the bathroom with the constant sound of running water, then stood up, pulled Wen Yan and walked into his room. Wen Yan followed stiffly without struggling, maybe it was I didn't even come back to struggle.

After the door was closed, Xie Chen pressed a small button on the side of the door. Although Wen Yan didn't see any changes in the room, it must be something like soundproofing. Xie Chen went to the bed and closed the curtains. After pulling it, and then dragging Wen Yan, both of them disappeared in place.

The air in the space was obviously different from the outside. The sudden change in the environment allowed Wen Yan to break free from his whirling thoughts. The fresh air around him was so fresh that it was almost cool, and his brain quickly calmed down.He looked at Xie Chen, subconsciously telling him that he should tell the other party this matter immediately, but there was a small voice in his heart reminding him again, do you really want to say it? If what you feel is true, if you want to tell Xie Chen right now Having said that, at that time, there is really no room left...

Wen Yan wanted to avoid this topic at first, at least wait until he was really calm before thinking about how to deal with it.But in just a blink of an eye, he couldn't take his gaze back again, for no other reason, because he saw a... machine on the ground of the space, and subconsciously, he turned his head to look at Xie Chen.

Xie Chen's eyes have always been on Wen Yan, so he knows exactly what Wen Yan saw just now, and what he wants to ask when looking at him now.That thing was originally a surprise he wanted to give the other party, but thinking of the other party's appearance just now... as if he still wanted to hide something from himself, Xie Chen felt a very uncontrollable emotion in his heart.

He ignored Wen Yan's questioning eyes, and raised his hand to caress the other's lips.Wen Yan blankly let Xie Chen rub his lips with his thumb like that, not for any other reason, but the feeling Xie Chen gave him in the flash just now changed his whole person, even though the other party looked It's still the usual appearance, but he is very sensitive to know that Xie Chen has entered the mode that must not be provoked again, Xie Chen is angry.

Wen Yan was nervous, and she put aside the question she wanted to ask for now. If you want to talk about why Xie Chen is angry after being exposed to it today, if you say he doesn't know anything, it's obviously pretending to be stupid, but...

"I...don't be angry."

The other party rubbed his lips, so when he spoke, the hot air would counterattack to his position a little bit. The other party kept moving, and Wen Yan tightened his hand a little bit helplessly, but finally lifted it up, and put On the wrist where the other party caressed his lips.

"I don't want to hide it from you, so don't be angry."

Xie Chen didn't speak, but he wasn't stubborn either. Wen Yan knew that the other party was listening to him.

"I'm so entangled, there's really a reason for it." Wen Yan lowered his eyes not to look at the other party's reaction, he opened his mouth for a few breaths, and then exhaled: "I suspect...I suspect Han Sheng, he... Same as me."

As soon as Han Sheng was mentioned, Wen Yan's whole mind became confused. He touched his forehead a little irritably, and then simply motioned Xie Chen to sit on the ground. The ground was covered with green grass, which looked very clean.

"I didn't want to tell you at the beginning, you have to understand me, I'm nothing... nostalgia or whatever, I'm just worried that if I feel wrong, and then blame someone else... But I also know, you already know I just hate him, so in fact, it doesn’t matter if I say it or not... Well, I know that my thinking is very confused now, and my words are messed up, so just listen to me and don’t interrupt me, I’m afraid I’m going to talk about it in a while. I can't tell."

Xie Chen didn't sit down, but he didn't walk away either. He still stood there like that. Wen Yan knew that the other party was listening to him. In fact, it was better that he didn't have to meet the other party's eyes. He moved his eyes and looked at the person not far away. That piece of bamboo forest, my mood also calmed down a bit, "Because you asked me if I like dumplings, I really don't know. It's not that I don't want to tell you, because strictly speaking, when I was young, I really didn't like eating stuffed dumplings. Things like buns, dumplings, wontons, etc., I only like to eat the skin, not the stuffing."

Recalling that when he had no younger brother, he was also the kind of willful child who only ate the skin but not the stuffing. Every time he saw the smiles of his adoptive parents spoiling him, he felt the happiness of being pampered, but I also gradually felt that it was a bit taken for granted, and I completely forgot the warmth and warmth of human beings I saw when I was an orphan.

He mistakenly thought that it was really his home, and they were really equivalent to his biological parents. He felt that even if the end of the world came, it would still be an iron fact that would not change.

Human beings are like this, longing for warmth when it is cold, longing for fullness when it is warm, and slowly demanding taste after being full.Human desires are endless, not to mention that the world of adults is hard to fill, how could it not be the case when he was a child of a few years old.

It's just that he forgot that he was just a functional "introducer", and he regarded himself as the righteous master and the prince.But in fact, he doesn't even seem to be a bodyguard.

"However, people have to grow up. It's not impossible to only eat the skin, but there is no one who is willing to eat only the stuffing for me. What should I do with the stuffing? Are they all thrown away? So I I also gradually got used to eating the stuffing with the skin. Just to be honest, after all these years, I still think it’s delicious to eat only the skin. But there are many things that can’t be made according to your preferences, and it’s impossible for people to live. Everything is according to your wishes, and this is just a trivial matter. There are many such small things, if you only do everything according to your own preferences..."

Wen Yan knew that his emotions were a little agitated. In fact, there were many things he could not have said at this time, and he knew it in his heart.

But I don't know why, maybe it's because when he was with Xie Chen, he always had no choice but to say things that he was not willing to confide from the bottom of his heart, but he had to say it.

He also didn't know what this feeling was, but in fact, Xie Chen neither beat him nor scolded him, nor forced him with a knife on his neck.The only time Xie Chen forced him was when they first met.But since that time, Xie Chen really never forced him again, he knew it very well.It's just that every time he chooses to tell the truth under the "deterrence" of the other party, but the "deterrence" of the other party.Is it really that powerful?

He didn't know, he only knew that when facing Xie Chen, he didn't want to lie at all, not at all.