This must not be written by me

Zhong Panji walked down from Luoxiao Peak, bored in his heart, he walked to Luoming Peak unknowingly, he couldn't help but rejoice, now that he was restless, he really didn't want to go back to Luoxue Peak.

Luoxue Peak was still covered in heavy fog, and it seemed that Zhu Guoshu living in the center of the peak was doing well, and it should be almost ripe.Thinking of Man'er's life of avoiding the world, Zhong Panji couldn't help feeling a little envious, thinking about it, and suddenly heard a soft sob.

Someone is crying?Zhong Panji's ears moved suddenly, only to feel that the voice was extremely familiar, and his heart was instantly filled with joy, while complacent about his inexplicable fate with He Fengxin, he followed the voice to find the past.

In the misty mist, Zhong Panji gently pushed aside a clump of bamboos, and saw a young girl sobbing with her back to him, her small body curled up into a ball, which made people want to Hold her in your arms.

Zhong Panji's heart ached, he walked gently to her side, and asked tentatively, "Sister Xinxin!...You, what's wrong with you?"

He Fengxin woke up suddenly, looked up in a daze, and found that Zhong Panji was squatting in front of her, immediately embraced her, and said in a broken voice, "Woo...Little Aji...I..."

Being hugged by her suddenly, Zhong Panji's face turned red. Feeling He Fengxin's soft body, he could hardly breathe. He forcibly suppressed the excitement in his heart, patted her on the back lightly, and comforted her: " What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

Feeling that she was being cared for, He Fengxin burst into tears instantly: "I like a person, but he doesn't like me, he rejects me..."

Immediately, Zhong Panji's whole body froze, and the warmth of He Fengxin's tears on his shoulders made him feel cold all over. He forced a smile and said, "Sister Xinxin is so nice, how could anyone not like you."

She cried even more hysterically: "Luan Feng, he... woo... I this afternoon..."

At this time, Zhong Panji couldn't listen at all. He only felt weak in his limbs and dizzy in his head. Although he had already guessed in his heart, hearing He Fengxin's confession now was another feeling.Under He Fengxin's rambling and choking words, he already guessed what he had overlooked in the poplar forest this afternoon.

It was nothing more than that He Fengxin wanted to enter the Law Enforcement Gate, but Luan Feng disagreed, and in the end she hugged Luan Feng excitedly, but Luan Feng ruthlessly rejected this disguised way of expressing her affection.But what makes Zhong Panji feel unacceptable the most is that this whole thing is not what He Fengxin said, Luan Feng has been refusing to pick her up all the time, these two people are simply in love with each other, but they don't know it.If Luan Feng really hated He Fengxin, he didn't have to lose his temper with Yu Lingluo at all, he just let out a cold snort and ignored him.

After He Fengxin confided, she finally felt better, but found that the people around her were completely immersed in her own thoughts.Feeling ashamed, guessing that his gaffe must have troubled him, wiped his face, and said softly: "Little Aji, little Aji!"

"Ah! Sister Xinxin, what's the matter?" As the warm feeling on his body suddenly disappeared, Zhong Panji wanted to reach out and grab the warmth like a reflex, but found that He Fengxin was looking at him with concern.

"I'm sorry, little Ah Ji, I must have made you feel embarrassed." He Fengxin said sadly.

Zhong Panji looked at her red eyes and nose, and wiped away the wet tears from the corners of her eyes with distress: "Sister Xinxin... Didn't you hate Elder Luan Feng before? Do you really love him so much now? "

"I don't know... I once tried my best to enter the Tianzimen Gate, but it wasn't for my cousin as he said. I didn't know what I was fighting for at first, but I didn't realize it until recently. It was just a little girl getting angry at the person who laughed at her. I never thought that when I saw him for the first time, I would be easily moved by him." When he said this, He Fengxin always had a lively and mischievous face. There was also a flash of a young girl's shyness on her face. It was supposed to be a beautiful scene after the rain, but in Zhong Panji's eyes, it was extremely eye-catching.

He held back the jealousy in his heart, clenched his fists, lowered his head and said sadly: "...me too."

"Ah! What did you say?"

"Sister Xinxin, I...from the first moment I saw you, I never, never could cut your silhouette out of my mind."

Seeing He Fengxin's eyes widen involuntarily, Zhong Panji knew what consequences his words would have on her or himself.But he really couldn't accept the fact that He Fengxin's heart belonged. He stretched his hand behind his back, turned his wrist, and a broken wine bag appeared in his hand.

"This wine bag was given to me when you took care of me. Maybe you have forgotten it, but I have kept it for eight years. I have been in love with you for eight years. I still remember when I first saw it I am inexplicably attached to you, my thoughts follow your movements, my eyes hurt when you hurt, I thought that the person I sincerely hope for will be moved by me in the end, but...you..."

"Little Ah Ji... What did you say?" He Fengxin felt as if she was being hit hard, she never expected that the junior brother who had always taken good care of her had such thoughts towards her: "I'm sorry, I don't know, I I really don't know... I, I really shouldn't... I'm sorry, little Aji, you know that I only regard you as a younger brother who needs my care. If I knew that you were thinking like this, I would never tell you These."

"He Fengxin, I..." Seeing He Fengxin's unacceptable face, he felt a pain in his heart, and was about to speak, but was interrupted by He Fengxin:

"Zhong Panji, I can only regard you as my younger brother. I have never had any other thoughts about you. I took care of you at first because my cousin asked me to give you more heart... As for the latter, I think you are lonely It's very pitiful, that's why I took more care of you. Although Luan Feng is very indifferent, he can always give me a sense of security..." Seeing that Zhong Panji was about to speak again, she quickly interrupted him once: "I know you also Yes! But I can only hold him in my heart. I am not as good as you imagined, don't make mistakes, you will find someone who is more suitable for you than me."

When the last sentence was uttered, Zhong Panji's whole heart turned cold. It turned out that all his luck and obsessions were just expressing the wrong heart and paying the wrong intention.It turns out that all of this is just another farce where I set my heart on the bright moon, but the bright moon shines in the ditch!

He stood up staggeringly, and laughed like a madman. He Fengxin felt extremely distressed when he saw the self-deprecating collapse, but she knew that she could no longer show the slightest concern for him, otherwise she would be cut again and again. situation.

The pain brought by the sealed dantian on his body was not as painful as his heart. Zhong Panji didn't know how he got out of the bamboo forest, but when he came back to his senses again, he had already stood on the top of Luoxue Peak.

In the blink of an eye, the suave man just now lost his shape, as if he had lost weight in an instant, with a few strands of hair falling from the corner of his forehead, indescribably haggard and decadent.Thousands of miles of snow, looking around, there are dots of purple flashing in the silver dance, the frozen stone covered by the wind and snow stretches and stretches, and two or three sudden black spots can be faintly seen on the side of the stone swept away by the wind.He looked at this beautiful scenery, but it was difficult for him to have a ripple of joy in his heart. He just wanted to find a place, forget everything, and exile himself.

The ice door was not far away, but he didn't want to go in at all, and he didn't want to see another person living inside the door.As if he had made up his mind, he drew out the long sword hidden in the bracelet, and the three dantians in his body had burst open at some point, and the meridians in all parts of his body were aching with the majestic spiritual force.He didn't pay attention to these, even as if he didn't know the pain at all, he soared into the sky while reciting the Yujian Jue.Under the influence of spiritual consciousness, he left Tianmen Sect unimpeded.

As if venting his anger, he flew with his sword, as fast as a stream of light, he ran thousands of miles in a blink of an eye, found a random restaurant, and began to pour wine into his mouth desperately.

It's not the first time he's been drinking.He had tasted some out of curiosity before, but his face was flushed from choking on the liquid that punched his nose, and he intuitively felt that it was not as good as wine and tea, and he hadn't drank this kind of thing since then.But today, he is really uncomfortable and just wants to get drunk.

The strong wine crossed his throat and burned his abdomen like a fire, as if burning his internal organs. In a blink of an eye, he had already swallowed a pot of wine, and he only felt top-heavy, and the choking and spicy wine in his mouth gradually become less unacceptable,

Zhong Panji leaned on the table, asked for two more jugs of wine from the waiter at the shop, and poured another cup into his stomach. The cup was replaced by a bowl, and the bowl became a wine jug. He hated his overly sober mind, He was so angry that he poured a jar of wine on his head.

Immediately, the smell of alcohol filled the sky. Fortunately, there were not many people in this small shop, and there were not many people at this time, otherwise the shopkeeper would come to ask for money.

Gradually, Zhong Panji finally felt that his head was not bright enough, he smirked a few times, and threw himself on the table with a heck, which was regarded as drunk.

Seeing this guy who looked like a frustrated young man, the proprietress of the shop finally put herself down and turned to the boss who was eating melon seeds beside her: "Hey, that handsome guy is finally drunk, but he can drink too much."

The boss dismissively said: "Well, there are some shadows of me back then."

"Fuck you! If you were half as handsome back then, I wouldn't have to worry about our daughter's marriage as much as I do now."

The boss was silent for a long time, and finally cast his eyes of hatred on Zhong Panji, and said in a low voice: "This man has the appearance of a heartless man, and he is not a good man at first glance. You put me on such a down-to-earth husband, don't hide Sneering under the quilt is because you have blind eyes. This man is talking drunk here, I will go and listen to which building he is calling for the girl."

He quickly ran to Zhong Panji's side, put his ears close to Zhong Panji's, grinned and put his ears close to his mouth, then said with curled lips: "Yo, it seems that this girl is not from a brothel in our city. "

"Why...you are quite familiar with those sisters in the building? You can recognize them just by their nicknames?" The proprietress stood behind him and said gloomyly.

boss:……

After fattening the boss up for a meal, the proprietress lifted her skirt and put her ears on it in a sneaky way, only to hear the drunk cat-like person keep chanting: "It's hard to get over the water, it's hard to get over the water..."

She rubbed her hair in a bun, shook her head and walked away, saying as she walked, "Fushui... Which family's girl is it?"

Even in his sleep, Zhong Panji's brows were always furrowed, even though his body was out of control, his mind was still very clear.

☆, 103 A bad day for the author and protagonist