This must not be written by me

It turned out that Mihua was such a creature of extreme arrogance. He had always thought that Guiguzi was just a legend, but he didn't expect Guiguzi to be a real person.

Guiguzi, surnamed Wang and Mingxu, was born in Weiguo during the Warring States Period.Also known as Wang Chan, nicknamed Xuanweizi, he was once the prime minister of Chu State.Because it lives in seclusion in Guigu in Qingxi, Zhouyang City, it is called "Guiguzi" in the world.

Guiguzi not only has the six secrets and three strategies of a politician, but also is good at the vertical and horizontal skills of a diplomat. He also has the ancestral mantle of the Yin-Yang family, the fortune teller of the world, the astrologer's peeping into the sky, and the medical doctor's ability to heal diseases and cultivate one's body. .Some people say that Leonardo Da Vinci is a rare perfect genius in the history of mankind, but if he wants to compare with Guiguzi, I am afraid he would have to lie on the ground and shout: "I have served you, Wushatou low (five body cast)..."

Moreover, Guiguzi recruited many apprentices, but not all of them could learn all of his skills. Talents.

Among his disciples were Sun Bin, Pang Juan, Su Qin, Zhang Yi, Mao Sui, Xu Fu, Gan Mao, Le Yi, Zou Ji, Li Si, etc. Shang Yang also studied under Guiguzi after Li Kui's death.Some of these disciples practice the art of war, Qimen gossip, some practice martial arts and fairy arts, and some study vertical and horizontal arts, that is, diplomacy.Really, as long as you get one of them, you can rule the world!

But it was just such a powerful person, now he was lying on the soft couch carelessly and sprawled.If he didn't say that he was the most mysterious figure in the family of scholars, Lin Chenchu ​​would definitely feel that he was a god and old otaku who had made no achievements in his life.

Mi Hua and Lin Chenchu ​​just looked at me and I looked at you with big eyes and small eyes, but the more one looked at it, the more contented it was, and the other, the more it looked at it, the more entangled it became.This old man - he's really thick-skinned, worthy of being Mao Sui's master...

"Boy Lin, what, are you still going to hide it from me, an old man? I've given you all my secrets, if I don't exchange some useful news..." Lin Chenchu ​​instantly blew up, how could anyone put his stomach in his arms? Black is all written on the face!Mihua's smile is really treacherous, very treacherous... Please believe me.

Lin Chenchu ​​looked at Mi Hua's ferocious smile, shrunk his neck, and asked honestly and honestly with tears in his eyes, "I have nothing to hide from you..."

Mi Hua snorted, until now he looked like an expert: "You have a lot of secrets in your body, but Grandpa, I want to find out by myself. But..." He suddenly leaned down again, and saw From Lin Chenchu's perspective, his old face was triangular in shape, with uneven shadows under the sun, with two sharply protruding cheekbones, and a sinister smile on his face.Lin Chenchu ​​was under a lot of pressure in an instant. This time, he didn't simply write the black belly on his face, but his face was full of black belly, from the inside to the outside, from top to bottom... He couldn't help but flinch again, trying to minimize the pain. Force area - Alexander.

Mi Hua ignored Lin Chenchu's fear, the corners of his mouth turned up, his eyes glowed green: "Quickly tell me! Are you wearing a mask?"

...Ah?mask?Lin Chenchu ​​was stunned, and then breathed a sigh of relief: Fortunately, I thought he was going to ask me if I was the author of that expert...

"Look at your appearance...the brow muscles relaxed a little bit, and the exhalation just now was more than the last time - it means that you have relaxed for a moment. Hehe, don't want to act with me, the old man, the actor is in front of me It is full of small characters playing cosp1ay. It seems that it is not my speculation, you really have a lot of secrets! Tell me!" Mi Hua laughed even more darkly...

Lin Chenchu ​​broke into a cold sweat: So what you said at the beginning that you want to be inferior to yourself is blowing me up... What about your superior demeanor at that moment just now?Don't be taken away by the nerd's heart all of a sudden, hey!

"Masks or something..." Lin Chenchu ​​hesitated for a moment, but he still couldn't resist Mihua's psychological offensive, and began to unbutton his clothes in a hesitant manner.However, the next moment he saw Mihua's weird and teasing eyes, he frowned instantly: "Hey! What kind of eyes are you! Master, I just want to take off the mask, not to do anything strange! Your eyes are terrible! Don't Look at me like this again! Are you listening to me? Hey!"

"So this is your inner world...haha! I thought you were going to pretend forever." Mi Hua finally couldn't help laughing.

It was only at this time that Lin Chenchu ​​realized that before he knew it, his gentle and jade-like image had completely collapsed.He suddenly felt a little depressed, and fell silent for no reason.

"What's wrong?" Mi Hua smiled, but found that the person she was teasing was not happy: "Why did it suddenly become like this?"

"I don't need to take off the mask anymore, because I always wear a mask to show others, so it doesn't matter whether I take it off or not." Lin Chenchu ​​thought of the closeness and friendliness of those colleagues and classmates in the previous life at the beginning, and the indifference and alienation later.

I am a person who wears a sunny mask but is lonely in his heart. He longs for a friend who can make friends with him, longs for someone to reach out and warm his hand in his dark and cold world.Obviously, I have been working hard all the time, working hard to change myself constantly, to grind away my edges and corners, to become smoother, and to become the look that others like best.But no matter how hard they try, they are still the object of crowding out, and they don't even bother to hide their disgust and alienation towards themselves.No matter how flattering and accommodating I was, I always said: It's not that I don't try to accept you, it's that you are really hard to accept.

When did you start to have the friendship you longed for?Was it when you were in middle school, everyone went to the movies together, and you just stayed at home to study alone?When I was in elementary school, when I went home in twos and threes, I was the only one walking home alone with my schoolbag on my back?Or when you were in kindergarten, when you were left alone by all the children and didn't let yourself join their games?Already do not remember.

Gradually, I put on a mask, a mask that everyone can accept, so that everyone can accept themselves a little more.But I will still be abandoned by them after all. It seems that my actions have also provided them with various reasons to isolate themselves: people who like themselves to be friendly say that they have ulterior motives, and those who think that they should talk less say that they are difficult to get along with. People who are easy to get in touch with say that they have been pretending... Obviously they yearn for friendship so much, obviously hope to be understood by others, obviously I have no malicious intentions, obviously...

I don't know when I completely became like this: I wear all kinds of masks on the outside, but inside I am a weak and humble ant longing for friendship...

"It seems that you have been confused..." Mi Hua watched Lin Chenchu ​​getting more and more depressed, and suddenly leaned on the soft couch and drank a sip of tea: "You always thought that you were wearing a mask to show others, so you are very confused. Are you depressed? You feel very entangled, whether you are the real you when you put on the mask, or you are the one who keeps complaining in your heart... Don’t be surprised, for me, all of you are It's written all over your face."

I don't care about Lin Chenchu's surprised expression at all: "Listen to your heart: if his words are good, then you will do good. If his words are not good, then ask him what is not good, and then choose to do things that benefit yourself and others. The real you is the you you are today Myself, others say this is not you, but the 'not you' they see is the real you, all of you!" Although Mihua's words were a bit awkward, Lin Chenchu ​​understood: no matter what his disguise is It looks like, as long as the heart does not change, I will still be myself after all, whether it is Zhai Nan or Lin Chenchu, they all have the same heart.Don't care what others say, and whether you are gentle or stupid, you are all "I" in essence and have never changed!

"I don't know what it is that makes you like to put a mask on yourself, but what I know is: disguise is the instinct of all people, the instinct of self-protection." Mi Hua is still enlightening, but in Lin Chenchu ​​was stunned after opening his mouth: "I have no friends...not a single one. Everything I do is wrong in their eyes, and even my whole person is completely denied in their eyes. They always feel that I'm very abnormal..." Lin Chenchu ​​sat on the chair with his knees hugged and buried his head in his knees silently.

"Damn it!" Mi Hua roared, and slapped Lin Chenchu ​​on the head: "I thought it was something, haven't you heard that Yanzhi is not a blessing? Although you have no friends, your Patience and your current aptitude have completely made up for what you lacked back then. This is the reward you got for not losing your heart! But you are still here, mother-in-law and mother don’t know what to say! Start learning and practicing for me tomorrow I need to keep you busy so that you won't be thinking about it all day..." Seeing Mi Hua shouting, Lin Chenchu ​​suddenly felt very comforting.

"Remember, child. The love of others lies in the love of oneself. Only when you find yourself can you find your own 'Tao'." Suddenly Mihua changed, his eyes were serious, and Lin Chenchu ​​seemed to see him change again. Back to the talented Guiguzi, who is knowledgeable about the past and the present, he still stands on the top of Qingxi Mountain, looking up, he seems to see the endless universe through the roof, and explores the mysteries of the universe...

Is it like this?Is he telling me?Lin Chenchu ​​looked at Mi Hua with a little more respect and love in his eyes...

"Okay, the fooling is over! Hurry up, take off the mask quickly~ You are a mother-in-law, like a little daughter-in-law..."

Sure enough...the image of a master has been shattered again...Lin Chenchu's hair has grown again—it's all black lines...

"Elder Mihua, why do you keep saying that I wear a mask?" Lin Chenchu ​​was puzzled.

Mihua smiled mysteriously: "Forget it."

"Calculated?"

"That's right, because I did the math for your current face, and the answer is very weird - I found no such person. So I guess you are wearing a mask."

"Then I also have no face because I am a time traveler..."

"This is not possible, so I'm 'guessing'..."

Seeing Mi Hua's complacent look, Lin Chenchu ​​suddenly remembered a sentence that the teacher said: "A person who can get 9 points in the test is also a kind of talent." Sure enough... Mi Hua is a talent among talents...

"By the way, when will you take off your mask!"

"You do the math..."

"Ahhh! You brat, you dare to plot against me!"

"I'll take you as my teacher!" Lin Chenchu ​​suddenly said, "I'll take off the mask after I take you as my teacher."

Unexpectedly, Mi Hua suddenly put on a straight face: "I'm not going to accept apprentices anymore!"

"Huh?" Lin Chenchu ​​was puzzled, "Why?"

Suddenly, a trace of vicissitudes flashed across Mihua's face: "Lin Chenchu, do you know why I have traveled twice in a row?"

When it comes to this, Lin Chenchu ​​really has doubts.

"Because I'm not time-traveling at all, I'm atonement."

"Atonement!" Lin Chenchu ​​was surprised.

"You should have heard that I have taught many disciples, and they all have the ability to influence current affairs."

"That's right! Those are all extremely powerful characters..." Suddenly, Lin Chenchu ​​thought of a very important thing...

Mi Hua smiled wryly: "But I and they all died of killing each other... This is an unchangeable fate... I also caused it alone." Suddenly his eyes became empty, as if his whole thoughts had returned to that In times of war and turmoil—

"At that time, the seven heroes of the Warring States Period were on one side, and the monarchs were suspicious of each other. From time to time, new princes rose up, and the people suffered from all kinds of wars. The ideology and politics of slavery in the Zhou Dynasty needed to be reformed, and the world urgently needed a new system. , The establishment of a new gay order. Although people's minds are somewhat open, they are still rigid, because political rulers rule people's minds!

Those moths—those so-called nobles!They played and sang songs day and night, but all the people were poorly clothed and hungry.Suffering has completely swallowed their thinking, they are like a herd of livestock, being whipped by the ruling class, but they have no resistance!What is the king!What are natural human rights!It's all bullshit!I don't agree!I want the chaotic situation of the Warring States period to change from now on, and the people will no longer be worried because of all kinds of chaotic wars, and they will no longer be lingering, powerless and groaning under the pressure of thousands of years of bad habits!

Therefore, I recruited many disciples and taught them meticulously, but I only taught them a certain aspect of my ability, so that they could be enemies of each other and spread across the world. The previous efforts were in vain - this is my vertical and horizontal art!I wait for them to become talents and drive them out of the mountains and let them make their own way.

Sure enough, many years later, everything was as I expected: Pang Juan and Sun Bin learned the art of war together, Pang Juan went down the mountain to assist the King of Wei, and helped the King of Wei achieve hegemony, and Sun Bin became a counselor of the Qi State, became an enemy with Pang Juan, and created a military strategist. Send Wei Guo to meet his ancestors, and finally Sun Bin forced Pang Juan to death under the strategy of besieging Wei and saving Zhao, and Pang Juan made Sun Bin suffer from the pain of amputating his feet; Together, they are enemies again..." Mi Hua sighed, with tears flickering in his eyes:

"...The pattern of the world is indeed changed because of them, it's just...me, my outstanding disciples...everyone of them rose up under my teachings, but they all died under my calculations Yes. Pushing them one by one to the guillotine is the last thing I want, but it is what I have always hoped for, and I created it all by myself! I feel ashamed! So I decided not to accept any apprentices for the rest of my life."

Seeing Mi Hua sad, Lin Chenchu ​​took a deep breath, and said slowly: "You taught me the way of 'cause and effect', which made me understand cause and effect. Your disciples are the cause you planted, although their The fruit was not good, but it planted better fruit for the people, didn’t it?”

☆、43 The end chapter of the first volume