reborn nature

Shi Yi's training base is very confidential and very strict, and no contact with the outside world is allowed before the final assessment.I have been training and training for the first three years, not to mention the hardships involved, to become a master, one must endure hardships.Fortunately, Shi Yi has received high-intensity training far beyond that of ordinary troops since he was a child. Now this training is even more intensive than before, but it is not unbearable.

The only uncomfortable thing was that he couldn't contact An Chengze. During the high-intensity training, he was as tired as a dead dog without any distracting thoughts, but once he calmed down, his thoughts would swallow him up.For a young man who has just exchanged heart and soul with his sweetheart, this long separation is the cruelest torture in the world.Time did not erase Shi Yi's longing for An Chengze, but made his love more deeply.I could say it before, but now it is engraved in my heart, and I never forget it.

Finally, when the three-year period expired, Shi Yi appeared as No.1 in the same period. No matter what the results were, he was astonishingly excellent, and he was simply a perfect existence.Melee combat, far combat, guns, ammunition, hand-to-hand combat, hand-to-hand combat, but in practice, there is no one in which Shi Yi is not far ahead of others.Such a person should generally not have much energy for theoretical study, right?Shi Yi was not, and his theoretical grades were so good that these soldiers were almost fuming.Especially in politics, even those guys who study high-tech instruments all day in the technical arms are a mess in the exams. As for Shi Yi, the political results left the politics teacher dumbfounded. He has never seen such a good answer in these theories after teaching for so many years. of.This is not to say that the students are not outstanding, but that military power and political power should be two completely separate systems. Soldiers and politics are always insulators, and it is really difficult to electrify.

When everyone secretly sighed that Shi Yi was perfect, and when the former child king became the leader of the same generation again, Shi Yi thought in his heart that the reason why you all praise me for being perfect is because I have never seen a more perfect and outstanding person. that person.

When he finally passed the examination and became a member of this special team, Shi Yi was eager to return, but was assigned a task.He was a leader in the same period, and a leader among a group of people. He became the small captain of a group of people as soon as it was over, and had real power.Generally, the base will assign some not-so-difficult tasks to such outstanding talents with potential as soon as possible, so that they can combine training and practice to become real fighters.

For soldiers, obedience is a bounden duty, orders are above all else, and when tasks come, no one will say "no".Shi Yi rushed to the battlefield with a group of recruits. The recruits were in danger and came back injured a month later. Fortunately, all his men survived.

Shi Yi had been recovering from his injuries for three months. He did not contact his family for fear that they would be worried.Originally, he wanted to go back to see his parents and Ozawa when he recovered from his injury, but no one thought that the seemingly ordinary task before was actually the breakthrough of a big conspiracy.As the captain at the time, Shi Yi was the one who knew the situation best, so he joined the special forces team this time, all veterans who had experienced many battles, and he was the only recruit.

Half a year later, Shi Yi was injured in a battle with mercenaries, his head suffered a huge concussion, and he lay in the hospital for three days before he woke up.

After waking up, he looked a little dazed, and the comrades who fought together had to watch for a long time before they could call out their names.The doctor believed that his head was injured, and his cognition caused a certain damage. It was not amnesia, but it took a long time to distinguish the images and objects in his brain before they could be connected, and he was not suitable for performing tasks in the short term.

Shi Yi had a period of recuperation. Apart from cooperating with the treatment every day, the rest of his work was to stare out the window in a daze.

During the three days when others thought he was in a coma, he had a long, long dream. It lasted so long that he almost forgot how happy he was originally.The Shi Yi in the dream is completely different from the self he knows. That Shi Yi is a coward in love, cowardly and dare not take a step. Obviously Ozawa is in front of him, but he only dares to look at him silently, in order not to destroy his love. Happiness itself bears the pain silently.If it was him, if it was him...

If it were him, I'm afraid he would make the same choice as in his dream.His legs are gone, and he will be crippled all his life, relying on artificial limbs to survive, even if Ozawa wants to be with him, he will not agree to drag him down for the rest of his life, not to mention Ozawa and his wife in the dream are so happy .

It was a life that made him so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe. From the turning point when he was a child, Shi Yi never thought about it. Just that one knife would make himself and Ozawa have two lives that are completely different from what they are now.

Ozawa in the dream was actually tricked into taking drugs... Thinking about the drug lord who was killed by himself before, Shi Yi smiled lightly, even if he died on that battlefield, he would not regret it.

That sour heartache lasted for a full two months before Shi Yi gradually integrated the story in the dream with the present, and slowly accepted the things in the dream.He also understood that it was probably not a dream, but a real life experience.As for why it was different from now, he didn't know.It's just that it must be true, because no matter how clear the dream is, it is impossible for him to have more knowledge beyond the current technology out of thin air.Recalling the so-called high-tech that the technicians in the army were constantly debugging, Shi Yi wanted to dismantle that pile of scrap iron and sell it to scrap collectors.Even if he is asked to assemble it himself, he can assemble something a hundred times more advanced than that.

That was a true story, his own life.Shi Yi didn't know why he thought of those things, and when he received this knowledge, he vaguely knew that it was a life he had already missed, and he had a chance to do it all over again, so he needed to grasp it firmly.

But in fact, he seems to have changed the future without doing anything.Such a happy life, compared with the miserable experience in the dream, he, Ozawa, father and Liu Ru's mother were all as happy as if they were blessed by God.It is even said that all the regrets in his previous life have been filled, and even Ozawa, who is so longing and untouchable, has become acquainted with him and loves him.

Shi Yi is not an idiot, especially after accepting all kinds of memories and experiences from his previous life, he gradually realized that there might be someone who dreamed of the past like him and reversed the future with his own power.

who can that be?

The image of the blood-stained field of vision in the dream overlaps with the memory of Ozawa being stabbed in the buttocks by a knife. Everything started from there and changed from there.

Then it is self-evident who is the person who changes the future by turning his hands into clouds and covering his hands with rain.

Knowing everything beforehand, why didn't Ozawa find his first love Du Yun immediately, or didn't fall in love with his wife Lin Dehui, who was in love with him in his previous life? He had already separated Lin Dehui and Guo Lichen by means, but why did he still keep with her? With the relationship between friends, did you find him instead of falling in love?

Can he expect that Ozawa in his dream will have a little liking for him?

Shi Yi's heart was about to explode, he desperately wanted to return to Xiao Ze's side, but now he was still here, and the task was still not completed.Moreover, even if he went back, he would not be able to stay with Ozawa. He could only be separated from his mother for many years like his father and mother, and finally divorced.He doesn't want to be like that, he has been on guard all his life in his previous life, and he earned it in this life, so it should completely belong to Ozawa!

So he started to borrow books from the library, frantically flipped through all the electronic technology books in the entire library for a month, and showed a self-taught appearance.Of course, everyone could believe that he learned so quickly because he had a strong foundation in this area when he was studying, and his grades were excellent, only a little bit worse than professional technicians.Now this little bit is being perfected in a little bit of supplementary work. Shi Yi ran to the supercomputer and installed a tracking software designed by himself, which easily tracked the flight records of the mission target in other countries, providing super technical support for the frontline comrades.

Everyone was stunned. The doctor felt that when Shi Yi made a cognitive error, everyone thought that Shi Yi was abolished in a short period of time and could not be recovered within a year or two. Who knew that he recovered so quickly and could be tracked abroad!

Shi Yi is very modest, he is really embarrassed to say anything, after all, using decades later technology to deal with current technology, it can't be easier to hack into other countries' intelligence systems, it's like bullying a child.

However, in order not to be regarded as a monster, he spent more than a year slowly showing his talent, making people think that he is a computer genius, and it is too wasteful to do work that will lose his head at any time. With him How much trouble the soldiers on the front line have to save!

So Shi Yi took the opportunity to apply to be transferred to Beijing. The department he worked in in his previous life can go home from [-] to [-]. There are weekends and holidays, and there is no need to work overtime for non-special tasks. The nature of confidentiality is strong. Most importantly, he can still dedicate himself to the country. Strength, but also can be with Ozawa for a lifetime.

He thanked the dream for giving him new opportunities.

Just as Shi Yi was about to be transferred to Beijing, his superiors assigned him the last task, to lead a team to Beijing to cooperate with the local police in arresting a criminal and protect the police informant.

Shi Yi only completed it as an ordinary task, but never thought that the protected hostage was his Ozawa.The syringe drew a long bloodstain on Ozawa's arm, and Shi Yi's eyes turned red.poison!An Zhiheng actually used drugs to hurt Ozawa again.Does he know how destructive drugs are? Does he know how painful Ozawa was in his previous life? Does he have to let Ozawa go through those tears in the cold water at midnight again and again?

If An Chengze hadn't been injured and needed timely help, Shi Yi probably didn't threaten An Zhiheng with a syringe, but injected all the high-concentration heroin into An Zhiheng's body directly.Fortunately, he calmed down in time and didn't do that. Otherwise, An Zhiheng's nerves were damaged and he couldn't cooperate with the police to expose the remaining forces. Ozawa's hard work and injuries would be in vain.

Shi Yi sent An Chengze to the hospital, saw Ozawa sleeping in the ward, and his heart finally returned to the original place for two lifetimes.

It was his.

An Chengze scratched the tip of Shi Yi's nose with his finger: "I think about it, and I also guess that I also have the memory of my previous life, why didn't I tell you earlier, what does it mean to keep it a secret?"

Shi Yi shook his head: "It's not necessary."

Combining the taciturnity of his previous life, Shi Yi didn't talk much.But he knew An Chengze's character well, he didn't want An Chengze to ask what he did after the amputation in his previous life, he didn't want him to blame himself, things that have passed, things that didn't happen now, so there's no need to talk about them.

"It's necessary," An Chengze said softly, sitting on the bed next to him, "You don't know how important those two years in the army were to me, how much salvation they gave me, and gave me hope in life."

Yes, An Chengze completely remembered his experience in the army. When An Zhiheng stabbed him with a needle, when Shi Yi hugged him and said "I'm late", he recalled everything. stand up.The moment he thought about it, he understood why he forgot that memory, he forgot it on purpose, in order to turn himself into an unscrupulous person, in order to personally erase the little expectation in his heart.

He knew very well that if he didn't forget, he would go to Shi Yi after his mother passed away.Shi Yi is too gentle and treats him too well, he will definitely rely on Shi Yi and cannot extricate himself. In order to keep this tenderness, he dare not act rashly, and cannot take revenge by unscrupulous means like later.He knows very well that if he doesn't forget, he will definitely fall in love with Shi Yi, even if he doesn't love now, he will love Shi Yi in the future. Get justice with yourself.He knew very well that if he didn't forget, Shi Yi would find a way to help him deal with An's family. If Shi Yi was involved in his grievances, this straight white poplar would be broken by himself.

So he deliberately forgot that memory, not discarding it as the culprit that prevented him from seeing his mother for the last time, but putting it in a box and locking it up layer by layer, keeping his own nature and feelings under pressure. At the bottom of my heart, I have been sleeping.

And even if the memory is dusty and the feelings disappear, the promises that have been made remain unchanged.For so many years, An Chengze has never been unable to control the relapse, even the painful moment of being betrayed by Du Yun, he was able to endure it.It must be because of the scar that Shi Yi couldn't find a way to get rid of until his death. It was the proof of the bond between the two, even if it was forgotten, it would not be transferred.

The two lay quietly on the bed without even kissing, as if as long as they leaned together like this, their hearts would already be connected.

Shi Lei walked back and forth in front of the two people's door along the "8" line like a bee, but Shi Yi didn't close the bedroom door, he saw the two of them lying on the bed together, okay, he doesn't take his father seriously !

Shi Lei was furious, but he still couldn't rush in and beat up both of them.Not to mention that Ozawa has never even touched a finger, even his own son is not easy to beat now.

But... You son of a bitch has finally caught up with Ozawa, so you don't need to hug a box to die alone?Shi Lei grinned, thinking of Liu Ru, his face became bitter again.He really liked Liu Ru, and he was really afraid that she wouldn't be able to accept it.Unlike their father and son, Xiaoru and Xiaoze depend on each other for life. Even if they get married, Shi Lei knows that in Liu Ru's heart, Xiaoze will always be the first, and the company will be the second. It's pretty good for him to be the third. , maybe the third is a bastard... Forget about such a shameful ranking, let's not think about it.

If Liu Ru knew that An Chengze was cheated into bed by her son... Shi Lei's expression was quite distressed. After holding back for several days, An Chengze finally couldn't help but asked: "Dad, have you been constipated lately? You should eat more vegetables. I can't understand the living habits of you and Brother Yi, pure carnivorous animals. Brother Yi is young, it's okay, Dad, you can't digest well when you are old, and you will get hemorrhoids if you are constipated like this. Taking laxatives is not good, so, brother Yi, help me Buy some detoxification tea for Dad, soak it for two days and it will be fine, and it will help digestion.”

Shi Yi: "..."

Shi Lei's expression became even more constipated. He stared at An Chengze and Shi Yi, stomped his feet, and finally gritted his teeth and said, "It's nothing to do with that, Ozawa, are you really determined to be with this bastard? Didn't you consider Xiaoru?" What do you think? Of course I don't mean to let you abandon the bastard, he will definitely not survive if you don't want him, but if you want him, Xiaoru... hey!"

They are all the people who care the most, Shi Lei really has no choice but to choose one to hurt the other, sitting heavily on the sofa, rubbing his scalp with his fingers, looking very painful.

Shi Lei knew about the two of them, An Chengze had already guessed it, otherwise Shi Yi wouldn't be able to be peaceful when Liu Ru was present, and Shi Lei would treat him as a transparent person when only Shi Lei was left.He kept refraining from saying anything, because he wanted to see what was more important in Shi Lei's heart.But thinking about it now, this choice is a kind of harm to Shi Lei, he loves both of them, and he doesn't want them to be hurt.An upright official can take care of family affairs, even a decisive commander on the battlefield can't do anything in front of his family, after such a toss, the first one to be injured is Shi Lei, did he get constipated without seeing him...

"Dad, don't worry." An Chengze said lightly, "Mom, I'll talk about it."

The father and son watched him together.

"I am determined to be with Brother Yi. We will live forever. This kind of relationship is impossible without the blessing of our parents. Dad is so generous and accepted us early. I am really happy." An Chengze stretched out his hand and hugged Shi Lei, like a real father and son.

In fact, they have been father and son for a long time, during the seven years they got along with each other.No matter how many things Shi Lei did for Shi Yi in his previous life, making the two of them unable to meet each other by mistake, An Chengze felt that no matter what Shi Lei did or not, the two of them would not be able to get together, it was already doomed The separation, since he chose to forget... no, since the knife cut the relationship between the two of them, the fate has been doomed and cannot be changed.Because from that moment on, Shi Lei would never have any good feelings for him, he would never be able to bless those who hurt his son, even if it was Shi Yi's fault in the first place, as a father, he would never forgive him.

However, the trajectory of life determines everything. Just as Liu Ru in this life is no longer the cowardly and weak woman who kept her poor self-esteem in her previous life, Shi Lei is no longer the monster who worried about her son's gray hair in her previous life. Old man, they all have a new life.The previous life was really just a dream.

An Chengze firmly held Shi Yi's hand and refused to let go, even if it was a dream, he finally caught Shi Yi who belonged to him.

As Shi Yi said, in a lifetime, one heartbeat, one nostalgia, one reluctance, one infatuation is enough.

The same is true for two lifetimes.

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