Later, when I had time to talk about Song Houmeng again, Feng Quan still sighed a little: "This is the first time I see a spirit like Gumeng. It is really a vast world. It seems that I still have a lot to see slowly."

Yin Cong, who was listening to him, was a little careless, frowning, thinking about something.

Feng Quan touched him with his arm, "Hey, what are you thinking about?"

Yin Cong looked puzzled, "Why did he say he regretted it?"

Feng Quan tilted his head, "Who?"

"Song Houmeng."

Feng Quan thought about it, but he laughed first, shaking his head and sighing:

"Most people spend their entire lives trying to find what they are looking for. These living people are simply suffering and tiredness left in the sorrows and joys of human affairs. They don't know what they are looking for, and they are always unsatisfied in their hearts. This is clearly the reality. It's up to you to choose, but ah, the self you want is always with you."

Yin Cong still frowned.He seemed to have thought about it for a long time, and then he still asked: "I still don't understand...why Gumeng didn't replace Songhoumeng? Why did he say that Songhoumeng is the best in himself?"

"This..." Feng Quan rubbed his chin, glanced at Yin Cong, "You really don't understand?"

Yin Cong shook his head hesitantly.

Feng Quan said: "Because his heart hurts."

Yin Cong frowned, "What is pain?"

"Well..." Feng Quan looked at Yin Cong, and suddenly hooked his hand, "Come here, I'll tell you."

Yin Congyiyan sat a little closer to Fengquan.Feng Quan is still hooking his fingers:

"A little closer."

Yin Cong moved closer.At this moment, Feng Quan lowered his eyes and saw that Yin Cong's fair side face was approaching him, some hair fell in front of his ears, trembling slightly with his breathing.

Feng Quan approached slightly, then suddenly stretched out his hand, and squeezed Yin Cong's face hard.

Startled, Yin Cong covered the pained area, and glared at Feng Quan: "What are you doing?"

Feng Quan spread his hands and said innocently: "This is pain. ——Oh, does it hurt, let me see?"

Yin Cong patted Kaifeng Quan's approaching hand, and there was a red mark on the exposed side of his face.Feng Quan hurriedly went up and said:

"Come, come, let me blow it, it won't hurt anymore."

Yin Cong squinted at him, then stood up suddenly and looked at Feng Quan fixedly.

Feng Quan was looked at inexplicably, touched his face, and said suspiciously: "I found out that I'm handsome? Are you crazy?"

Yin flicked Feng Quan's forehead from his fingers.

"I'm going out for a while," Yin Cong said, "You should do your homework well."

"I know, I know." Feng Quan sighed, and resignedly took out the test paper and textbook.

Fu Youyun's flower shop welcomes a new customer.

He turned his back to the door, and a person appeared silently behind him.Fu Youyun didn't look back.

Fu Youyun didn't speak, and Yin Cong also stood quietly without making a sound.

Of course, both are very patient people.

In the end, it was Fu Youyun who spoke out first.

"Guests please go ahead," he said.

So Yin Cong sat on the stool and made himself a cup of tea seriously.

"What kind of tea is this?" Yin Cong asked.

Fu Youyun said quietly: "Arty, cut open the tea bag and poured it out."

Yin Cong blew on the finely divided "tea leaves" floating in the tea water, and took another sip.

Fu Youyun asked again: "Why did you come here?"

Yin Cong stood up, "Senior Jieguan...your Chihiro."

In his hand was a transparent and clear stone.Fu Youyun turned to look at it silently for a few seconds, then reached out to take it.His eyes were indifferent, but he tried his best to make an expression on the stone for a long time, as if he wanted to "reminisce", but unfortunately failed.

He just put it in his pocket casually.

Yin Cong stood quietly.

Fu Youyun stood for a while, wanting to continue to do his own thing, seeing that Yin Cong hadn't left yet, he asked, "Is there anything else?"

Yin Cong: "Yes."

Fu Youyun: "What?"

Yin Cong said: "I regret it."

Fu Youyun raised his eyes suddenly and met Yin Cong's gaze.Yin Cong looked back lightly, his eyes were clear.

Fu Youyun said, "Regret?"

Yin Cong nodded.

Fu Youyun said: "Before you, although there were no ones who could be used, none of the people who tried it regretted it."

Yin Cong said: "They are not me. I regret it."

Fu Youyun frowned: "You were the one chosen with great difficulty. He is satisfied, and I am also satisfied. His personality is not annoying, and he can handle errands well."

Yin never said a word, he was already thinking in his heart how he would stick to his ideas if Fu Youyun disagreed and he regretted it.

Fu Youyun said again: "Can you tell me why you regret it?"

Yin Cong raised his eyes slightly.Fu Youyun on the opposite side seemed to be curious, but this expression was not quite right, probably because he himself was not curious at all.

"You know..." Yin Cong said, "What does 'pain' feel like?"

Fu Youyun tilted his head.

"Do you know what it's like to tremble because of another person? To be concerned, to miss, to be at ease with someone else, to want someone else to enter your domain...why?"

Fu Youyun was silent for a while, then shook his head. "You know, I don't."

Yin Congdao: "I can't explain this feeling, I don't know the reason for it, but I don't want to lose it. So—" He looked up at Fu Youyun, "I regret it. I want to be able to continue to experience these, instead of just having no fluctuations s life."

Fu Youyun didn't say much, just asked: "Even if you don't want to live forever?"

"No."

"Alright then." Fu Youyun turned around, with his back to Yin Cong. "I'll tell him and go find you."

Yin Cong nodded, "Then I'm leaving."

There was no one in the street outside, Yin Congcai stepped out, and Fu Youyun's voice suddenly sounded again:

"Although I don't understand it, and I don't understand it, but according to the established reasoning, you should be caught in a human thing called 'like'... or 'love'."

Yin Cong almost staggered.

Yi Bai has already explained the things that need to be paid attention to when living alone, but before leaving, he still feels that something is missing, and looks at the pile of luggage with a sad face.

Yi Liang was folding Yi Bai's coat and putting it in his luggage, picked it up and turned it upside down, and then took out a water glass from it.

"Be careful when you go on a trip by yourself. The luggage is almost ready, so you don't have to worry about me."

Yi Bai was worried: "I bought a total of three alarm clocks, and the batteries were only replaced. When I was out, no one woke you up, so you set a few more alarm clocks, multiple insurances... breakfast must be good, gas is not safe , you use an induction cooker; I have written the recipes and posted them on the wall, you follow them every morning and pay attention to the nutrition; in case it is too late to cook, go to the intersection to buy porridge and eggs, don't buy those junk foods... ..."

Yi Liang put the backpack on his body while the other party was chattering, and then gave him a gentle hug.

Yi Bai shut his mouth instantly.

After a while, facing Yi Liang's gaze, he sighed, "I know you are smart, even if I didn't say it clearly, you probably already knew it..."

Yi Liang: "Be careful on the road."

Yi Bai: "Then you are studying in school, I can only be anxious, you don't want me to have to hang around you, that's why I went out to travel and look around. So you have to take care of yourself—although I know you've been taking care of yourself since you were a child, but I'm just worried..."

Yi Liang: "Bon voyage."

Yi Bai said: "...Okay, I won't say more. You must take care of yourself and give me every day... No, call me when you have time on weekends. I am too tired from studying....Then I will leave .”

Yi Liang didn't send him away, but stood at the door and waved to him.Yi Bai smiled at him, turned around and left with his bag on his back.

He has been busy for so many years and is looked down upon by everyone.Life is very bad, walking in the dark streets, hurting people and going to jail.

But he is not as clear as a child.

They are two people.There has never been a life in which a person's entire task is to change another's own life.

His unbearable past has passed, and it has finally become an established fact, forming a living person of him.It has happened, it is a part of him.

And Yi Liang is just Yi Liang, not his past.

Although he regretted and wanted to change the choice he made when he was young, it wasn't him.

But... Yi Bai walked briskly, thinking in his heart.There is one thing Liangliang said wrong.

He is obsessed with being by Yi Liang's side, obsessed with making him better and getting him out of the wrong path he once walked, not out of remorse, hoping to see his changed past from Yi Liang,

It's because...he just wants to look at Yi Liang and live a good life, that's all.

As Yi Liang said, he doesn't need to do anything for him, but if he can come to him, his whole life will be different.So is he, he came to Yi Liang's side, which was already a great redemption for him.

So there is no need to change your past.

He just wanted another Yi Liang who was with him to be able to choose the life he wanted to live.

Song Houmeng's life is the same as before, walking on the road of two points and one line between the company and the family.But one day when he was walking on the noisy street, he suddenly heard a familiar playing and singing.

"That's me in the distance,

At that time, there is no need to say if.

if you remember me,

As if I have been here. "

He turned suddenly and looked around.

Surrounded by pedestrians in a hurry, some looked tired, while others couldn't hide their joy.

Song Houmeng looked down at the briefcase he was holding, and the wrinkled suit he was wearing that had been ironed many times.He is still walking towards that destination.

He suddenly remembered when he was 13 years old.

"I want to walk everywhere, just with my own feet. I can see everything I want to see, hear the music that nature gives me. I think when I do this, I will The whole circle was flattened, and I stood at the starting point again. At this time, I was already seventy-eight years old. When I recalled my whole life, it was a long, long time ago, like a dream in my previous life. So I want to take one for myself. The stage name is called Gumeng."

Grandma said: "Why are you still at the starting point after you are seventy or eighty?"

He said: "Because the earth is a big ball, it is round when it walks down."

All living beings have their own lives, whether they are happy or sad, or resentful or angry.After all, there are too many unsatisfactory things in this world, and you and I are controlled by an irreversible destiny.

The crowd is bustling, each on their own track.It was as if an inexplicable force was pulling them forward.No way back, no way back.

but……

"If you remember me,

Just as I have been here. "

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