The whole world thinks I'm inscrutable

After Ke Shaoan came back, he locked himself in the bathroom of the coffee shop, leaning on the edge of the sink with his hands, bent down and retched unbearably.

His face was pale, sweat was dripping from his forehead, and his eyes were filled with ever-changing emotions.

Disgust, doubt, loss, joy, exploration, thinking...

The impact of this incident on him was too great, and it even made him confused for a while, unable to think properly.

Looking up at himself in the mirror, Ke Shaochen said in a daze, "Are you really... gone?"

As soon as the words came out, there was another burst of unspeakable self-deprecating laughter.

Who the hell is he talking to.

……

...

The phone rang suddenly, and Ke Shaochen wiped the water stains from the corner of his mouth, and lifted the phone up to his ear: "What's the matter."

Zhang Yilai's pleasantly surprised voice came from the microphone: "Brother Chen! When I came back just now, I received a courier at the front desk. The item was not sealed with tape, and the lid was opened directly - you know that it contains What? It turned out to be the guest's baby! It's amazing!"

Ke Shaochen was unable to close his eyes, and this simple sentence hit his nerves again.

He said: "I know, I sent it over."

It took only 2 minutes to come back, and the other personality didn't even have a chance to intervene, so only he, Ke Shao'an "himself" can know, who saw the right time and sent Yuan Jing to the company?

"Really?!" Zhang Yilai said joyfully, "I found it so quickly? You really deserve to be our Brother Chen!"

"Ah……"

Ke Shaochen was in a complicated mood.

Hearing Zhang Yilai call "brother Chen" before, Ke Shaoan always thought that the other party was calling someone else through him.Whenever I hear the word "brother", I feel disgusted and think that the other personality is not worthy.Seeing people around him show respect and express gratitude to him, he will feel very annoyed, and even a little angry, thinking that they are all with another personality.

But when he heard it again today, he actually felt for the first time that the other party was calling him.The distance between himself and the other party may not be as alienated as he imagined.

This mentality is almost like telling Ke Shaochen directly, "In fact, you have subconsciously accepted this matter in your heart".

Putting down the phone, washing his face with ice water, and then raising his head, Ke Shao'an has returned to his usual calm look—his experience of living in disguise all the year round told him that no matter how complicated his thoughts are, panic can't solve the problem. At least his face must not be seen as flustered - then he pushed the door open and walked out of the bathroom with big strides.

Yin Sijin sat down with Xia Jun at some point, and the two seemed to be having a pleasant conversation.

"Welcome to our house as a guest, Shao Chen must be very happy."

Knowing that Ke Shao'an would never be able to say this, Yin Sijin simply said it for him.

Xia Jun laughed and said, "Wow, wow! Where do you live? I'll definitely go there often!"

Since it was private that no outsiders saw, then Ke Shaochen didn't have to save Xia Jun's face, he snorted and said, "You are a person who has never finished, you have bothered me for nine years, what do you want to do now. Get out!"

Xia Jun didn't know that Yin Sijin knew him, and was afraid that Yin Sijin would misunderstand him, so he quickly explained to him: "Don't listen to his nonsense, I didn't pester him."

Ke Shaochen: "You don't even call yourself out, do you know that you were 'hounding' me before?"

Xia Jun said "Eh..." and concluded, "It's not what he said anyway."

Yin Sijin laughed softly: "I know, Shao'an was just joking with you."

Xia Jun was dumbfounded when he saw the close-up smile under such a prosperous face, and murmured: "My God, you are too beautiful..."

Ke Shao said angrily: "Look at you again."

Xia Jun came back to his senses, and quibbled: "Oh, I just took a look, isn't it because of—er, I don't know what you call it?"

Yin Sijin: "Just call me Sijin."

"Mr. Yin!" Ke Shao said angrily.

"Cheng Chengcheng, it's up to you, okay." Xia Jun comforted Ke Shao'an calmly, and then said: "Then Si Jin, I'll go and play with you next time."

"What you said is completely different from what you did!" Ke Shao said angrily.

"Si Jin already said that, what else is he called Mr. Yin, how many births!" Xia Jun's face was as thick as it was a few years ago, and he waved his hand at Ke Shaoan, not at all scared to scare monsters big and small. The trembling Ke Shao took it seriously and roared angrily, and said again: "But you are really lucky, you actually found such——ahhh! Not good!!!"

Ke Shaochen frowned: "What are you shouting for?"

"No, no, no, it's too late!" Xia Jun stood up abruptly, and said to Yin Sijin, "I'll borrow from Shao'an, and I'll return it to you later." Then he took Ke Shao'an's arm and said nervously: "Brother, Saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda! Send me to a place quickly!"

"Leave far away!"

"Don't tell me!"

Having said that, Xia Jun still pulled Ke Shaoan with one hand. If he didn't want to move, no one could force him, he pulled his arm and walked outside: "Don't you have a car? Take me to a place? I'm almost late!"

Ke Shaochen: "I'm not your driver!"

"But I spent all my money looking for you, and I came here today on my roommate's bicycle, you know? They're all gone now, you have an obligation to do me this favor!"

"Go to hell!"

"You send me there before you die."

"Die now!"

"Okay, okay, don't talk, just concentrate on driving! The driving is irregular, and the relatives are crying!"

The two fought each other like this, and left the cafe arguing.

Leaving Yin Sijin with eyes full of smiles and faint nostalgia.

Fortunately, they rescued this man back then.

Otherwise, there is no way to see Shaoyan smiling so happily now.

……

...

Obviously, he just came to see Xia Jun off, but he didn't know what was going on, and he made the trip again and again in a daze, and every time he was fooled into the car by "Brother Shaoyan, help me! Take me there quickly".

After observing for a while, Ke Shaoan found out about five or six different jobs of Xia Jun, wondering, "Why do you have so many jobs?"

Xia Jun said indifferently: "I don't want to add too much burden to my mother. There can be scholarships for tuition fees, but living expenses must be earned by myself."

Ke Shaoan couldn't be fooled by these words: "All these jobs of yours, you can roughly add up to [-] a month."

Xia Jun spent so little money, he could spend at most two or three thousand a month.

Xia Jun chuckled and said, "Isn't it, do you want to be filial to my mother... She has been in poor health, and now she is still working outside... If I can earn money sooner, she can quit her job and go home to recuperate with peace of mind." .”

Ke Shao sneered, as if he didn't care, but he didn't say anything after all.Jing Jing sent Xia Jun to the place that was said to be "really the last one!", and said, "Did you get your salary just now? Then you can get lost here!"

Xia Jun resorted to his reckless skills again, quickly got into the car, and said, "Actually, there is one more thing..."

Ke Shaochen was speechless: "..."

He knew it.

Xia Jun twitched and said, "Well, I don't know if your company still recruits employees?"

The second person flashed across Ke Shao'an's mind—no, the information left by "someone", among which Xia Jun's profile included an entry contract.Knowing that the future may have been inevitable.

But still said: "No."

That's Monster Company, what does it look like for an ordinary human being to go in, what should I do if I encounter danger when playing?Could that be a joke?He didn't have Ke Shao'an's demonic aura covering him, who knew that one day he would meet a dangerous bloodthirsty monster and eat him without paying attention.

Xia Jun said with a shy face, "Oh, aren't you the boss? Help me? I would never stop doing things in the past. On the contrary, because it is your business, I definitely treat the few jobs I have now more seriously. Be a hundred times more serious! I swear!"

Ke Shaochen: "Don't you feel embarrassed when you say this?"

It was the first time in many years that I hadn't met or said a word. When I suddenly met again, I just asked someone to ask for a job. Most people probably couldn't bear this face.

But Xia Jun is different. He said righteously: "What's there to be ashamed of! People who want to save face really lose face!"

Ke Shaochen: "..."

He said, "Let's talk about it."

Xia Jun's face was filled with joy: "Then you agreed?"

Ke Shaochen: "Our company's business is cumbersome, and ordinary people can't do it at all. Even if you come here, it will only cause me trouble, and it will be of no use at all."

Xia Jun immediately promised: "I can learn it!"

Ke Shaochen: "You have to wash the car on Friday, you have to tutor on Saturday and Sunday, you have to deliver milk in the morning from Monday to Friday, and you have to deliver food when you don't have classes—where do you find the time to learn?"

Xia Jun: "Don't I have time to find you? There is always time to squeeze!"

Ke Shaochen: "I think you have ulterior motives, not because you want money, but because you want to do something to me?"

Xia Jun chuckled: "'I want to lurk by your side, see what you do, and then continue to compare who is better with you', I have never thought of this kind of thought."

Ke Shaochen: "..."

Xia Jun said again: "By the way, you are really amazing! You actually found your 'dream lover'."

Ke Shaochen wondered, "What kind of dream lover?"

"Did you forget? You told me yourself!"

Xia Jun sat on the co-pilot and turned around, looked at Ke Shao'an and said in surprise: "You said you want to find someone with long hair, white clothes, who looks very, very fairy-like, to be your future wife! I just said As soon as I saw Si Jin standing there, I knew that you absolutely liked people like him! ——I know your taste better than you do!"

Ke Shaoan didn't complain about the meaning of the other party's last sentence, and asked with a frown, "Did I say that?"

"I said it! Why didn't I say it." Xia Jun will not forget what Ke Shao'an said: "Although it was said in a dream."

Ke Shaochen: "..."

Xia Jun: "Don't you remember that once we went out for a spring outing in the fourth grade, you disappeared all afternoon, and when you came back, you told me that you met a fairy?"

Ke Shaochen: "...Do I have any?"

Xia Jun: "Why not! And because you disappeared, everyone didn't have a good time, so they all rested when they came back. You looked very tired, your shoes were covered in mud, and you fell asleep when you came back. It was in a dream, you The things that I said."

Ke Shaochen: "..."

Ke Shaochen: "That's not me telling you, it's you eavesdropping!"

Xia Jun: "Oh, one meaning, one meaning!"

Ke Shaochen: "..."

Although Xia Jun's words were a bit speechless, when he suddenly mentioned them, Ke Shao'an really remembered them.

Speaking of which, that was probably the first time when he suddenly lost his memory and was transported by another person—no, time.

It was just because it was the first time that kind of thing happened, I had no experience, and I was too tired and fell asleep when I came back, so Ke Shaoan, who didn't understand what was going on, woke up the next day and only thought that he was really lost , and forget everything that happened before.

But he did, it was at that time that he caught a glimpse of a beauty so beautiful that he couldn't believe it, with long hair reaching his waist, a gentle expression, and a temperament like a fairy descending from the world. The ignorant, pure and simple childlike innocence was taken away.

"I thought it was a dream..."

But unexpectedly, it turned out to be Yin Sijin.

No wonder when Ke Shaoan saw him for the first time, how did he feel that something was wrong, as if the other person's appearance was born to perfectly fit his preferences, it was simply grown out of the mold according to Ke Shao'an's aesthetics .

It turned out that it was not that things were wonderful, but that the order was reversed.Because I met Yin Sijin when I was young, and I fell in love with him at first sight for a long time, so now that I see him again after many years, I feel that this person looks exactly like the "dream lover" in his mind.

"Isn't it just a dream?" Xia Jun said, "In this modern city, where do you go to the pure land of bliss in the mountains, wild forests, and find a 'fairy' who is not polluted by the vulgarity of society, has no desires, is knowledgeable, and can perform fairy arts?" 'Ah. It's because you always stare at the fairy daughters in those film and television dramas, and take them as the standard, that's why you haven't had a relationship for so many years!"

It’s okay to stare at the fairies in costume dramas, Ke Shao’an has never concealed this preference, but the following sentence...

Ke Shaoan narrowed his eyes dangerously: "How do you know that I have never been in a relationship?"

"Forehead……"

Inadvertently slipped his mouth, Xia Jun talked about him from left to right, eyes dodging.Seeing that Ke Shao'an was staring at him closely, he really couldn't hide it, so he had no choice but to let it go, and confessed leniently: "Isn't this, you asked the dean's grandma? Can you still lie to her?"

Ke Shao scolded: "Stalker."

Xia Jun explained: "I just care about the situation of my friends!"

Ke Shao snorted angrily: "Big pervert."

Xia Jun defended: "It's really just talking about it during chatting!"

Ke Shaochen was extremely disgusted: "Damn gay."

Xia Jun yelled: "This is obviously about you, okay?"

He was out of breath: "It's a shame that Si Jin has a crush on you! Take a look at yourself, huh? You are poisonous, arrogant and petty. No one would choose you, but he is kind-hearted and willing to take you in."

Ke Shaochen drove the car to the road near the villa, and stepped on the brake: "Get out of the car."

Xia Jun complained of injustice for himself: "Hey, why don't I just talk about it, as for driving me away?"

Ke Shaochen didn't even blink his eyes: "The fare is five hundred, remember to transfer the money to me later."

"You want to give me your link number?" Xia Jun's eyes lit up: "Then go around, what's your link number?"

Ke Shaochen: "Bank card transfer."

Xia Jun: "..."

He put the phone away, and said righteously: "You can't be so stingy, you know? You even charged the fare for sending your friends home. People laughed at you when you said it. Porcelain, I feel that you can definitely do this."

Ke Shaochen: "Who said that I will take you home."

Xia Jun looked out of the window wonderingly, and said, "—it's where I live, right?"

Ke Shaochen: "Fart! This is my home!"

Xia Jun stared: "Huh? I've been living here for two days, how come it's your home?"

Ke Shaochen: "..."

Ke Shaochen: "...wait a minute, where do you say you live?"

Xia Jun pointed directly in the direction of Ke Shao'an's house: "There."

An ominous premonition rose in Ke Shao'an's heart.

He didn't speak, he turned the car around and drove the car in. Along the way, he drove along the path proficiently, and drove to the door of the house three times and two times.

Xia Jun couldn't help but boasted, "You are so proficient in driving this road", and then pointed at a villa opposite: "That's it! Can you drive me a few more steps?"

Ke Shaochen: "..."

Isn't this fucking directly opposite!

Ke Shaochen: "Who brought you here?"

Xia Jun was puzzled and said, "I haven't been caught by anyone..."

"Say your name!" Ke Shaochen said impatiently.

Xia Jun had no choice but to say: "I said you don't know each other...the two bosses I met when I was working part-time. The couple said that they would go abroad for business for a while, so please ask me to help clean the villa and pay them on time every month. I got paid, and said that I can live here as I like during this period, and I don’t have to worry about water, electricity, air conditioning, etc., so I will live here."

His roommate also brought his girlfriend to stay for a night yesterday afternoon, looking at the decoration of the villa and envious of him for a long time.And because after Xia Jun left, he could occupy the entire dormitory by himself and get along with his girlfriend without any scruples, so he was so happy that he helped Xia Jun clean up without saying a word to keep him, and "kicked him" "Come here.

Ke Shaoan lowered his voice, as if he was on the verge of getting angry: "I ask you, what are the names of those two bosses!"

Xia Jun quickly said: "Just the boss of the super-famous Fortune [-] 'Phaeton'! The husband and wife started a grassroots business, and the one is famous all over the country! I work for them."

——Fuck, aren’t these two of Ke Shao’an’s subordinates?

——The company is still under the name of those two people!

——In other words, this matter is Ke Shaoan's own fault again?

Ke Shaochen felt his head hurt a little.

"But why are you so angry?" Xia Jun wondered.Then after thinking about it, I was suddenly happy: "Could it be that you are jealous that I have such a nice house to live in? Hahahaha."

Ke Shaoan stretched out a finger, pointed at the villa next to him, and said, "This is my house."

Xia Jun was dumbfounded.

Looking at the villa on the left, and then at the villa on the other side, Xia Jun looked confused: "—Neighbor?"

Then he has been looking for Ke Shao'an for so long, and Ke Shao'an lives opposite him!

Ke Shaochen waved his hands, and he didn't want to talk anymore: "Get out, get out."

Seeing that Yin Sijin had escaped the fare, he immediately got out of the car and rolled away before Ke Shaoan remembered it.

"I'll come back to look for you tomorrow~" Xia Jun said with a grin, "Take me to your company then and have a look!"

Ke Shao angrily scolded: "Get lost!"

He was really designed by himself to death.

……

...

Time goes back to ten years ago.

Ke Shao, who was only 11 years old, walked home from the hospital angrily, walked into the house with a dark face, and locked himself in the room alone.He took off the schoolbag behind him, dumped out the books and stationery inside, and picked them up one by one to check.

Sure enough, on one of the language documents, he found handwriting that was different from his own.

He was so angry that he slammed his fist on the table, making a loud bang.

Here it comes again, that guy comes again.

Anger, annoyance, uneasiness, helplessness... All kinds of emotions flooded into his mind, and finally turned into tears at the corners of his eyes, making him squat down where he was, hugging his body and crying softly.

He was really scared.

Why can't he control his body sometimes, and always do things that he doesn't even remember.

If there are more times, will the current him disappear?If he disappeared, would the family around him, the people he cared about, know the fact that he was "dead"?

Will he be taken away by the "other party", and he will never be able to live like this from now on.

It's not that he never thought about seeking help from the dean's grandmothers, but once he really put this idea into practice, "that guy" would appear immediately and deprive him of his consciousness, as if he was monitoring his body all the time. The behavior is the same, no matter whether he is asleep or awake, even if he sends the distress note in the form of a password, the next moment, the "punishment" like a warning will follow one after another, and the lesson is so miserable that he knows that After making a mistake, he will be sent back safely.

I can't tell others, I dare not tell others, I can only hide everything by myself...

He couldn't hold on any longer...

It's not that he didn't think about suicide at the most difficult time, but the other party has even thought about this kind of thing, and every time he will use various methods to force him to understand that suicide is not a relief, but the worst choice.

If Ping An passes the assessment in the training camp and comes out alive, I will help everyone in the orphanage live a good life without worrying about food and clothing; if I hide my identity and safely end this dispute, I will let you have the treasure you want most ;If you don't use the power of others to suppress this turmoil in the organization, I will settle a trouble for you that you are powerless...

Being able to live and live with hope, knowing this, no one would want to die easily.

Struggling, struggling, struggling until the last bit of strength is exhausted.

Although the other personality has a bad personality, he will never violate his bottom line in doing things, let alone threaten the lives of the dean's grandmother and everyone around him to do this or that.It's like an existence who knows his character well, knows what he can accept and what he can't accept, and can always press the "line" that is about to collapse, grasp the degree well, and control Ke Shao'an's life.

Perhaps it was because of the trust in the other party's dialect, and the fact that he was the only one tossed from the beginning to the end, and he was beaten with a stick, and then he was given a sweet date.Although life is difficult in private, but "on the surface", it is indeed getting richer and better.So every time Ke Shaoan encountered difficulties, even though he was annoyed, he managed to survive in the end.

It's like a "deal" that both parties agree to.

Annoyed, yet dependent.

Early the next morning, Ke Shao'an, who didn't know what he did at school the day before, came to the classroom with a heavy schoolbag on his back and a restless heart.

Everyone, as usual, showed strange expressions after seeing him, avoiding him as if they were treating the god of plague.

Ke Shaochen breathed a sigh of relief.

From the looks of it, that guy didn't seem to have done anything serious, so that's good, at least he doesn't have to bother to explain the sudden situation that he doesn't even know about.

Then, when he just sat down and took out his book for morning reading, Xia Jun rushed in from outside the classroom, with an excited smile on his face, and rushed to Ke Shaoan's desk, "Bold and bold" Holding Ke Shao'an's hand, facing his shocked eyes, his tone was ups and downs, and he said with emotion from the bottom of his heart: "My savior!! I won't see you for one night, it's like three autumns!!"

Ke Shaoan flung Xia Jun, a lunatic's hand away in a panic, and cursed: "Crazy!"

Xia Junren was thrown away, but he was not angry, and leaned over with a shy face, and said, "Here it is again, I know you are hard-spoken and soft-hearted, don't be shy! It's something you did yourself, you don't remember gone?"

Ke Shaochen stared at Xia Jun with a dark face, as if he didn't want to pay attention to what he said, and couldn't understand him at all.

In fact, the hateful face of another personality that was exactly the same as himself popped up in his mind immediately.

He must have messed up!