The whole world thinks I'm inscrutable
Chapter 74 The Beginning Part 2
There is work to do, and so is my beloved wife.
For some unknown reason, the rainy days that have lasted for a long time allowed Ke Shaoan to concentrate on the business at hand, but at the same time, he still did not forget to take a break from his busy schedule, taking time to show his presence in front of Yin Sijin and make Yin Sijin happy.
It's a pity that some ignorant guy insisted on coming over to pour cold water on it.
For some reason, the accountant seemed to be getting closer and closer to the direction of the magic stick. He had a domineering sitting posture that only a boss would do, sitting on a chair with his hands folded around his chest.Crossing Erlang's legs, raised his chin and squinted at Ke Shaochen, and said, "Are you sure Yin Sijin likes you?"
Ke Shao let out a "huh": "Joke! My Si Jin loves me to death, our relationship is stronger than gold!"
The accountant, however, vaccinated Ke Shaoan in advance because of the scene he had seen "with his own eyes", and reminded him in advance: "Are you sure he really likes you and plans to spend the rest of his life with you?"
"..."
When other people said this, Ke Shaochen would not respond at all.
But let this accountant who has always been known as the crow's mouth speak so seriously, Ke Shao'an unexpectedly became so uncertain for the first time.
Because this person speaks like a mouthful of poisonous milk, which is extremely accurate.
But the dead duck insisted: "Of course I'm sure!"
A while ago, he also mixed oil with Yin Sijin's honey, and it went well, there is no reason to change his mind suddenly.
The accountant stretched out his palm, pointed his index finger downwards, and pointed to the open space in the two's offices, and said, "Then let him prove it to me here."
Ke Shao'an's eyes wandered for a moment, and he said, "...what's the problem?"
After speaking, he picked up his mobile phone and made two calls, one was to ask a human girl to come over to help her as an actress, and the other was to ask Yin Sijin to come over later.
Twenty minutes later, Ke Shaoan, who was in cahoots with the actress, sat face to face with her on the sofa, watching Yin Sijin walk in from the office.
The woman glanced at Yin Sijin with tears in her eyes, and angrily said to Ke Shao: "You actually brought a man here to lie to me? Although he is good-looking, I am not good enough for you!"
The tears were rushing, as if the gates had been opened and the embankment burst, and the money flowed down, and the eyes were crying like peaches, which can be said to be very dedicated.
Ke Shaoan said helplessly to Yin Sijin: "Sijin, I said that I have a lover who will never leave, but she doesn't believe it! Let me prove it!"
The woman's tone was arrogant and confident, she said: "I don't believe you already have someone you like, unless you prove it to me, I won't give up!"
Yin Sijin: "..."
Ke Shao'an had to deal with too many people every day, too many for Yin Sijin to count, so Yin Sijin didn't know about Ke Shao'an's relationships outside.
But there is one thing he can be sure of.
That is, Ke Shaochen would not bother Yin Sijin with such a trivial matter.
Either it was really serious enough that Yin Sijin had to be called in.
Or there is something else hidden.
So he kept silent, waiting for Ke Shaoan to continue, sooner or later he would reveal his purpose.
As expected, Ke Shaochen said, "How do you want me to prove it? I can't go to get a marriage certificate just for you, right?"
The woman said angrily: "Then you guys can kiss in front of me here! If you can kiss for a minute without revealing your secrets, I will believe it!"
Yin Sijin: "..."
Ke Shaoan said without hesitation, "What's the problem?"
He looked at Yin Sijin and said, "Sijin, we—"
Yin Sijin refused.
"Do not."
When Ke Shaoan heard this syllable, everyone reacted a bit too late, and he said dumbfounded, "... huh?"
The accountant had a clear expression of "as expected".
Yin Sijin glanced at Ke Shaochen, then shook his head slowly: "I'm not in that mood, sorry."
He knew that Ke Shao'an could handle that woman, so he had no intention of cooperating, turned around and left without any hesitation.
"I want to go back."
"Wait--"
No matter what, Ke Shaochen never expected that Yin Sijin would have such a reaction. At this time, let alone losing face or losing a bet, he cared more about Yin Sijin's thought-provoking reaction at this time.
What happened to Yin Sijin?
Why did she suddenly become so indifferent?
The rain outside the building instantly became noisy, annoying.Watching Yin Sijin turn around and leave, until the figure disappeared outside the door, Ke Shaoan sat down slowly in disbelief.He waved his hand to let the woman go, his happy mood was completely wiped out, he glanced at the accountant, and finally understood the reason why the accountant suddenly "splashed cold water" just now, and said to the accountant: "What's wrong with Si Jin?"
The accountant replied: "She-beasts have different paths, and emotional matters are even more unpredictable. Do you think he will always like you wholeheartedly and support you... Don't you think your confidence is strange?"
"...Is it strange that you don't like me?" Ke Shao'an replied as a matter of course, without the slightest boasting, and said calmly: "No matter from which point of view, I should be the most eye-catching and most worthy of all human beings. It's his. Would it be embarrassing to fall in love with me?"
"Who do you think he is?" The accountant said, "Even if you, Ke Shao'an, have outstanding abilities and are a rare and rare one in a hundred years, can you compare to Yin Sijin, who has been king in the demon world for thousands of years? Since the dead float cannot understand the significance of the changes of the four seasons, human beings with only a hundred years of life will certainly have unimaginable limitations of thinking-even if you have the greatest power and the most money in the world, Yin Sijin will also see it. No, because he is not lacking at all."
Ke Shaochen listened, the confident expression on his face faded, and he suddenly fell silent: "..."
"Even if you really dedicated everything you have to Yin Sijin, Yin Sijin might not show a happy smile, because he already has what you fought for with all your strength." The accountant said : "What's more, with his ability, there should be nothing in this world that he wants but can't get. It's just that his character is too desireless, so that's why he always looks so 'easy to deal with'. Whatever you do, I will obey you."
"So? What are you trying to say?" Ke Shao'an said helplessly, "You won't get any benefit from hitting me, and it doesn't give any positive impetus to the facts."
Since he knew it already, why bother to hide it from him.
"I want to say that no matter how much Ke Shao'an changes himself, Yin Sijin can't make Yin Sijin look up to you, so instead of working hard from the outside, you might as well think about internal factors." The accountant said a rather cruel , but also quite realistic: "Unless Yin Sijin is willing to look down at you, take the initiative to like you, and cooperate with you, otherwise, how can you be with him? Whether you are a king or a beggar, Yin Sijin When Si Jin should like you, he will like you, and when he doesn't like you...he won't even look at you."
Ke Shaochen understood what the accountant meant, and said, "You mean, Si Jin has changed his mind now?"
It wasn't that Ke Shao'an didn't do well enough, but that Yin Sijin didn't love him anymore, or was he planning to alienate him on purpose?
But why?
Thinking about Ke Shao'an's actions during this period, recalling the details of getting along with Yin Sijin, Ke Shao'an didn't seem to—
Wait.
Wasn't he sick a while ago?
And he was sick for three days.
During those three days, why did Yin Sijin not use his abilities to treat him, but just silently took care of him.
He could obviously use black magic to instantly heal Ke Shao'an.
Just like that dying tree, like Qiu Die whose body was half destroyed and was about to die...
Why doesn't he do it?
Could it be that you really complied with the accountant's words, transvestites have different paths?
Yin Sijin sensed Ke Shao'an's human identity and felt that his life span was short and could not be with him forever, so in order not to see the scene of Ke Shao'an's death in a hundred years, and to prevent him from being sad in the future, he decided to have sex with Ke Shao'an as soon as possible. Alienate the relationship, just don't invest too much emotion in the first place?
This is too one-sided!
Ke Shaochen couldn't agree.
He was never afraid of being ignored, he was only afraid that he could not change the status quo.Even if he is ignored by Yin Sijin, Ke Shao'an will try his best to make Yin Sijin look back at him, ask him what dissatisfaction he has with him, and then say everything he wants to say.
He had to do something.
Before traveling back to catch a cold, tell yourself that you must never get sick?
No, this kind of behavior only treats the symptoms but not the root cause, maybe it can make the current Yin Sijin change back to his original attitude, but Ke Shaochen can't guarantee that he won't get sick for the rest of his life, can he?
A stronger and more effective method must be used to persuade Yin Sijin not to care about his human identity and the life span between the two.
For example... straight back to when the two first met?Remember Yin Sijin said that he fell in love with him the first time he saw him?
Yin Sijin must be made to love him even more.I love him so much that even if I know he will die early, I am willing to take that step of loving each other!At that time, he had to find a way to tell Yin Sijin that there was a gap in race and lifespan between himself and him, so that he could be mentally prepared from the beginning, instead of "chaos and abandonment" like now.
If, because of longevity, you know that people around you will die sooner or later, you will do nothing and start nothing.
In such a life without change, what is the difference between living and dying!It doesn't make any sense, it's just a waste of time.
After making up his mind, Ke Shao'an put down all the work in his hand, picked up the coat beside him, and walked out of the office quickly.
The accountant seemed to know what Ke Shao'an was going to do, and silently watched Ke Shao'an leave without saying anything.
After going out, Ke Shaoan saw Bu Dao at the door who happened to be walking towards him.
I remembered the bowl of spring water that Budao and the others sent me when I was sick. Although I don’t know if the effect is useful, I still want to say thank you.
Bu Dao explained: "I didn't go back, Wang Qiong and the others went."
Ke Shaoan recalled the information about Bu Dao, and said, "Because you have severed ties with your clan?"
Bu Dao smiled wryly: "Yes."
Ke Shaoan looked at Bu Dao carefully, and said, "The reason why you are depressed these days is also because..."
"I remembered some bad things." Bu Dao raised his head, looked at Ke Shao'an's young face, and said, "You will definitely encounter something in the future."
Ke Shao was puzzled: "What?"
Bu Dao said: "Our family, even among monsters, can be considered as the one with a long lifespan."
Ke Shaoan unconsciously frowned, wondering why this topic was coming up again.
"Another name of the Longevity Clan is the Parting Clan." Bu Dao said, "There has always been an ethos in the clan, which is not to have too much communication with other clans, let alone fall in love with monsters of other races. It has been closed for thousands of years. On the island, live a life that is indifferent to the world."
Because of Ke Shao'an's "amnesia", Bu Dao deliberately explained a few more sentences.Ke Shao'an also wanted to hear the opinions of such a long-lived monster as Bu Dao, so he simply asked Bu Dao to talk to him carefully from the beginning.
Bu Dao didn't mind, nodded, and said to Ke Shaoan seriously: "The reason why I broke with the clan is because I tried to steal the spring water and give it to a monster to drink."
Bu Dao recalled: "It was really a very weak monster. She was born with a disease, and she would be out of breath after walking two steps. But although she is weak, she is lively and active. She knows that she will not live long, but she will always be alive." She is so optimistic and positive. She pulled me out of the long loneliness and told me that there are so many beautiful things in this world. I didn’t really understand the meaning of life until I met her. But after a while, she My body is dying..."
Thinking of the scene back then, Bu Dao could still feel his heart throbbing.
"So I immediately thought of spring water. However, I am not the head of the clan, and I have no right to enter the forbidden area of the clan. The spring water is connected to the source of life in the entire clan, and it is never allowed to be used without permission. The strongest warrior held her in his arms and attempted to rush in, even wounding dozens of clan members in the clan... but was stopped by the clan leader and several elders in the end."
"The patriarch pitied me for serving the clan for so many years. He didn't punish me for offending me, but locked me in confinement. Then he came to visit me in the prison, and at the same time secretly brought a pot of spring water. He asked me if I wanted to save her. , left the clan from then on, and was never allowed to come back for half a step. He stayed in the clan, changed his mind, and completely forgot what happened during this period of time. The clan leader also said that the little demon was born with a hidden disease, even if he drank the spring water, I can't live for long, that time is just a snap of the fingers for us, I hope I can think clearly before making a decision."
"I didn't think about anything at the time. I just reached out to take the pot of water and fed it to the little demon. Then I left the clan with her. I kept the agreement and never went back since then. Wandering in the demon world. I thought that as long as I had her by my side, going anywhere would be more enjoyable than being on an island."
"However, within two years, she could no longer walk. No matter how hard she tried to stay alive and eat as much food as she could, she was still getting more and more emaciated day by day."
"I thought about going back to the clan to ask the patriarch to give me spring water, but she stopped me, saying that she didn't want to embarrass me anymore, and that she knew it would be such a pity to leave now, and she should have died in that prison earlier. drag me down."
"She said that she was very scared, afraid of what I would do after she died. She said that she regretted it, and she should not have provoked me if she knew it earlier, so that I would become more lonely in the future. I didn't understand what she meant at the time. , but then I figured it out again."
"People who are born without seeing the world, and who don't know the beauty of the world, naturally have not seen the beauty of the world, and those who suddenly become blind will suffer. It is really uncomfortable to be left behind, and even for a while I I also thought that if I could, I would rather not know her from the beginning. After she left, my character became more and more weird, and I spent a long time in a daze until I met you, master."
"As if you knew about me from the beginning, you easily drove away the confusion in my heart. I finally got rid of the darkness left after she left, and saw a new light, which supported me to continue going down Walk."
"Now I'm finally acknowledging the fact that she's gone, and I just occasionally get depressed because of things related to the past."
Bu Dao looked up at Ke Shao'an, and said with a smile, "But fortunately, I still have you and everyone else. I think I should be fine."
Ke Shaoan listened to Bu Dao's thoughts in silence, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Thank you for telling me this."
Bu Dao laughed and said, "You already knew it, just don't blame me for being long-winded."
"No." Ke Shaochen asked, "Do you regret knowing her?"
"I don't regret it." Bu Dao replied without the slightest hesitation: "If I hadn't met her, I would be just a soldier trapped on the island and guarding the safety of the island. I don't know what the outside world is like, I don’t know what it means to be truly alive, and I don’t understand the meaning of loving someone... I would rather not have a life that is meaningless to live and die without any memories. Therefore, I can’t regret it.”
Ke Shaochen curled his lips and smiled, "That's good."
……
...
Yin Sijin didn't expect Ke Shao'an to come back so soon, he got up and welcomed Ke Shao'an in, and habitually took off his coat when he went out.
Ke Shaoan cut to the point and said, "Si Jin, when did we first meet?"
Yin Sijin replied: "A certain spring 11 years ago..."
Ke Shaochen: "I want to go back."
Yin Sijin asked: "What happened?"
Ke Shaochen: "I just feel that there are some things that I have to go back and do, and I must do it."
Yin Sijin said confusedly: "It's possible, but it's a bit too dangerous for you to travel back to the time when we first met."
Ke Shaochen: "Dangerous?"
Yin Sijin explained: "It was easy in the past, but if you want to come back, you must find me. But at that time, you didn't have a bell on your body, you didn't have a coat of arms that I bestowed on you, and you didn't have the smell that I attached to you. Use a Isn't it too dangerous to go through the demon world with a child's body and find me when no one knows you?"
Ke Shao said angrily: "Since I can stand here and talk to you, it means that I already have the ability to travel back and find you."
Yin Sijin said helplessly: "But...wouldn't it be better to think about it again?"
Ke Shao'an never fights uncertain battles. Even if it is a sudden idea, he only proposes it after he is sure that he has the ability to implement it: "You just need to tell me the time and place at that time, and I can follow the map, Find a nearby 'node' that can reach the demon world from the human world, and find the distribution of the demon tribes in the demon world near that node - knowing the situation nearby, I can find a way to find you across the demon world. Don't worry, although the body is I'm a child, but inside I'm still who I am now, so the difference is not that big."
Seeing Ke Shao'an's firm expression, Yin Sijin knew that he could never speak out against him, so he said helplessly, "Okay...you must be careful after you pass by."
Then he said: "Actually, I have set up a teleportation array all over the demon world. As long as you step on the teleportation array, you can easily reach the inside of my palace."
Otherwise, the protection outside the palace is strict, even if the lord wants to come in without Yin Sijin's consent, it will be very difficult and there is no way.
Ke Shao said angrily: "Teleportation array?"
"A single-person teleportation formation." Yin Sijin said: "I have never told anyone that you were able to reach the palace back then, you should have relied on that. Afterwards, I found out that a formation has been used."
Ke Shao said angrily, "Where is it?"
Yin Sijin waved his palm in the air, and saw a projected version of the earth—or a thumbnail of the demon world, reflecting the major plates in a flat form and appearing in the air.Then he pointed to one of the places, enlarged the place, and said to Ke Shao: "It's right here."
Ke Shao'an carefully observed the location of the teleportation array arranged by Yin Sijin, and kept in mind the method and precautions for using the teleportation array that Yin Sijin said, and said, "Okay, I see."
Just in case, he asked a few more questions, and said, "Where did I find you at that time, did I meet anyone on the way?"
Yin Sijin thought for a while, and said: "You found me alone, and I was practicing piano under the 'Galaxy' at that time."
"Galaxy?"
"The name of a waterfall is not far from my bedroom." Yin Sijin said: "It flows straight down from the top of the peak, and it's very easy to find."
"Okay." Ke Shao'an carefully remembered the road map of the two worlds in his heart, and said, "Send me there."
Yin Sijin couldn't help but added another sentence: "Be careful."
Ke Shaochen smiled and said, "Don't worry."
Stretching out his hand to hold Yin Sijin's palm, Ke Shaoan slowly closed his eyes.
In the next second, a clear breeze accompanied by the scent of green grass slowly came from a high altitude, blowing on Ke Shao'an's face.
Ke Shaoan opened his eyes, looking at the wide plain in front of him and the crowd around him.
——It was elementary school, when the school organized a spring outing.
Ke Shaochen didn't go to his teacher or classmates, but asked them for leave.Children of this age can't convince adults about "free activities" and "other arrangements".
After Ke Shaoan woke up from "amnesia" for the first time, everyone said that Ke Shao'an was lost and disappeared all afternoon, and he didn't get any notice from him in advance.
and so……
Observing the movements of the people around him, Ke Shaochen quietly left the area.
Walking to a road that was as wide as possible, I looked far away to find the nearby road signs, and soon found a place name hanging on the traffic lights at the intersection.
This is the only time when Ke Shao'an, who was too young to leave Quanzhuang too far, took a spring outing and was closest to the "node".
He had no choice but to go to the demon world at this time, and it would be inconvenient if he went earlier.Physical fitness, money, and the environment are somewhat limited.
And the node leading to the demon world may not have been opened at that time.
Following the guidance of the direction board, Ke Shaoan walked forward with strides.
Standing among a forest, looking down at a pale yellow wild flower swaying slightly in the wind at your feet, although it is small and inconspicuous, it cannot be ignored.
This is not the breed that should exist in the world.
Lowering his body, he stretched out his hand to pick the wild flower from the ground, and touched the tender pink rhizome, as expected, he could feel its life-like twisting and struggling force in his fingertips.
This is a flower that grows in the demon world, and some insect-type monsters like to eat the rhizome of this flower the most.Therefore, this kind of wildflowers can often be seen in the territory of Zerg, which left a big impression on Ke Shaochen.
Lowering his head and walking along the direction where these wild flowers grow, but only ten steps away, he only felt that the scenery in front of him changed. A completely different world from the human world.
It is still the familiar primitive scenery, and the towering ancient trees soaring into the sky.
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Does anyone remember the setting of rainy day = Yin Sijin is in a bad mood?
For some unknown reason, the rainy days that have lasted for a long time allowed Ke Shaoan to concentrate on the business at hand, but at the same time, he still did not forget to take a break from his busy schedule, taking time to show his presence in front of Yin Sijin and make Yin Sijin happy.
It's a pity that some ignorant guy insisted on coming over to pour cold water on it.
For some reason, the accountant seemed to be getting closer and closer to the direction of the magic stick. He had a domineering sitting posture that only a boss would do, sitting on a chair with his hands folded around his chest.Crossing Erlang's legs, raised his chin and squinted at Ke Shaochen, and said, "Are you sure Yin Sijin likes you?"
Ke Shao let out a "huh": "Joke! My Si Jin loves me to death, our relationship is stronger than gold!"
The accountant, however, vaccinated Ke Shaoan in advance because of the scene he had seen "with his own eyes", and reminded him in advance: "Are you sure he really likes you and plans to spend the rest of his life with you?"
"..."
When other people said this, Ke Shaochen would not respond at all.
But let this accountant who has always been known as the crow's mouth speak so seriously, Ke Shao'an unexpectedly became so uncertain for the first time.
Because this person speaks like a mouthful of poisonous milk, which is extremely accurate.
But the dead duck insisted: "Of course I'm sure!"
A while ago, he also mixed oil with Yin Sijin's honey, and it went well, there is no reason to change his mind suddenly.
The accountant stretched out his palm, pointed his index finger downwards, and pointed to the open space in the two's offices, and said, "Then let him prove it to me here."
Ke Shao'an's eyes wandered for a moment, and he said, "...what's the problem?"
After speaking, he picked up his mobile phone and made two calls, one was to ask a human girl to come over to help her as an actress, and the other was to ask Yin Sijin to come over later.
Twenty minutes later, Ke Shaoan, who was in cahoots with the actress, sat face to face with her on the sofa, watching Yin Sijin walk in from the office.
The woman glanced at Yin Sijin with tears in her eyes, and angrily said to Ke Shao: "You actually brought a man here to lie to me? Although he is good-looking, I am not good enough for you!"
The tears were rushing, as if the gates had been opened and the embankment burst, and the money flowed down, and the eyes were crying like peaches, which can be said to be very dedicated.
Ke Shaoan said helplessly to Yin Sijin: "Sijin, I said that I have a lover who will never leave, but she doesn't believe it! Let me prove it!"
The woman's tone was arrogant and confident, she said: "I don't believe you already have someone you like, unless you prove it to me, I won't give up!"
Yin Sijin: "..."
Ke Shao'an had to deal with too many people every day, too many for Yin Sijin to count, so Yin Sijin didn't know about Ke Shao'an's relationships outside.
But there is one thing he can be sure of.
That is, Ke Shaochen would not bother Yin Sijin with such a trivial matter.
Either it was really serious enough that Yin Sijin had to be called in.
Or there is something else hidden.
So he kept silent, waiting for Ke Shaoan to continue, sooner or later he would reveal his purpose.
As expected, Ke Shaochen said, "How do you want me to prove it? I can't go to get a marriage certificate just for you, right?"
The woman said angrily: "Then you guys can kiss in front of me here! If you can kiss for a minute without revealing your secrets, I will believe it!"
Yin Sijin: "..."
Ke Shaoan said without hesitation, "What's the problem?"
He looked at Yin Sijin and said, "Sijin, we—"
Yin Sijin refused.
"Do not."
When Ke Shaoan heard this syllable, everyone reacted a bit too late, and he said dumbfounded, "... huh?"
The accountant had a clear expression of "as expected".
Yin Sijin glanced at Ke Shaochen, then shook his head slowly: "I'm not in that mood, sorry."
He knew that Ke Shao'an could handle that woman, so he had no intention of cooperating, turned around and left without any hesitation.
"I want to go back."
"Wait--"
No matter what, Ke Shaochen never expected that Yin Sijin would have such a reaction. At this time, let alone losing face or losing a bet, he cared more about Yin Sijin's thought-provoking reaction at this time.
What happened to Yin Sijin?
Why did she suddenly become so indifferent?
The rain outside the building instantly became noisy, annoying.Watching Yin Sijin turn around and leave, until the figure disappeared outside the door, Ke Shaoan sat down slowly in disbelief.He waved his hand to let the woman go, his happy mood was completely wiped out, he glanced at the accountant, and finally understood the reason why the accountant suddenly "splashed cold water" just now, and said to the accountant: "What's wrong with Si Jin?"
The accountant replied: "She-beasts have different paths, and emotional matters are even more unpredictable. Do you think he will always like you wholeheartedly and support you... Don't you think your confidence is strange?"
"...Is it strange that you don't like me?" Ke Shao'an replied as a matter of course, without the slightest boasting, and said calmly: "No matter from which point of view, I should be the most eye-catching and most worthy of all human beings. It's his. Would it be embarrassing to fall in love with me?"
"Who do you think he is?" The accountant said, "Even if you, Ke Shao'an, have outstanding abilities and are a rare and rare one in a hundred years, can you compare to Yin Sijin, who has been king in the demon world for thousands of years? Since the dead float cannot understand the significance of the changes of the four seasons, human beings with only a hundred years of life will certainly have unimaginable limitations of thinking-even if you have the greatest power and the most money in the world, Yin Sijin will also see it. No, because he is not lacking at all."
Ke Shaochen listened, the confident expression on his face faded, and he suddenly fell silent: "..."
"Even if you really dedicated everything you have to Yin Sijin, Yin Sijin might not show a happy smile, because he already has what you fought for with all your strength." The accountant said : "What's more, with his ability, there should be nothing in this world that he wants but can't get. It's just that his character is too desireless, so that's why he always looks so 'easy to deal with'. Whatever you do, I will obey you."
"So? What are you trying to say?" Ke Shao'an said helplessly, "You won't get any benefit from hitting me, and it doesn't give any positive impetus to the facts."
Since he knew it already, why bother to hide it from him.
"I want to say that no matter how much Ke Shao'an changes himself, Yin Sijin can't make Yin Sijin look up to you, so instead of working hard from the outside, you might as well think about internal factors." The accountant said a rather cruel , but also quite realistic: "Unless Yin Sijin is willing to look down at you, take the initiative to like you, and cooperate with you, otherwise, how can you be with him? Whether you are a king or a beggar, Yin Sijin When Si Jin should like you, he will like you, and when he doesn't like you...he won't even look at you."
Ke Shaochen understood what the accountant meant, and said, "You mean, Si Jin has changed his mind now?"
It wasn't that Ke Shao'an didn't do well enough, but that Yin Sijin didn't love him anymore, or was he planning to alienate him on purpose?
But why?
Thinking about Ke Shao'an's actions during this period, recalling the details of getting along with Yin Sijin, Ke Shao'an didn't seem to—
Wait.
Wasn't he sick a while ago?
And he was sick for three days.
During those three days, why did Yin Sijin not use his abilities to treat him, but just silently took care of him.
He could obviously use black magic to instantly heal Ke Shao'an.
Just like that dying tree, like Qiu Die whose body was half destroyed and was about to die...
Why doesn't he do it?
Could it be that you really complied with the accountant's words, transvestites have different paths?
Yin Sijin sensed Ke Shao'an's human identity and felt that his life span was short and could not be with him forever, so in order not to see the scene of Ke Shao'an's death in a hundred years, and to prevent him from being sad in the future, he decided to have sex with Ke Shao'an as soon as possible. Alienate the relationship, just don't invest too much emotion in the first place?
This is too one-sided!
Ke Shaochen couldn't agree.
He was never afraid of being ignored, he was only afraid that he could not change the status quo.Even if he is ignored by Yin Sijin, Ke Shao'an will try his best to make Yin Sijin look back at him, ask him what dissatisfaction he has with him, and then say everything he wants to say.
He had to do something.
Before traveling back to catch a cold, tell yourself that you must never get sick?
No, this kind of behavior only treats the symptoms but not the root cause, maybe it can make the current Yin Sijin change back to his original attitude, but Ke Shaochen can't guarantee that he won't get sick for the rest of his life, can he?
A stronger and more effective method must be used to persuade Yin Sijin not to care about his human identity and the life span between the two.
For example... straight back to when the two first met?Remember Yin Sijin said that he fell in love with him the first time he saw him?
Yin Sijin must be made to love him even more.I love him so much that even if I know he will die early, I am willing to take that step of loving each other!At that time, he had to find a way to tell Yin Sijin that there was a gap in race and lifespan between himself and him, so that he could be mentally prepared from the beginning, instead of "chaos and abandonment" like now.
If, because of longevity, you know that people around you will die sooner or later, you will do nothing and start nothing.
In such a life without change, what is the difference between living and dying!It doesn't make any sense, it's just a waste of time.
After making up his mind, Ke Shao'an put down all the work in his hand, picked up the coat beside him, and walked out of the office quickly.
The accountant seemed to know what Ke Shao'an was going to do, and silently watched Ke Shao'an leave without saying anything.
After going out, Ke Shaoan saw Bu Dao at the door who happened to be walking towards him.
I remembered the bowl of spring water that Budao and the others sent me when I was sick. Although I don’t know if the effect is useful, I still want to say thank you.
Bu Dao explained: "I didn't go back, Wang Qiong and the others went."
Ke Shaoan recalled the information about Bu Dao, and said, "Because you have severed ties with your clan?"
Bu Dao smiled wryly: "Yes."
Ke Shaoan looked at Bu Dao carefully, and said, "The reason why you are depressed these days is also because..."
"I remembered some bad things." Bu Dao raised his head, looked at Ke Shao'an's young face, and said, "You will definitely encounter something in the future."
Ke Shao was puzzled: "What?"
Bu Dao said: "Our family, even among monsters, can be considered as the one with a long lifespan."
Ke Shaoan unconsciously frowned, wondering why this topic was coming up again.
"Another name of the Longevity Clan is the Parting Clan." Bu Dao said, "There has always been an ethos in the clan, which is not to have too much communication with other clans, let alone fall in love with monsters of other races. It has been closed for thousands of years. On the island, live a life that is indifferent to the world."
Because of Ke Shao'an's "amnesia", Bu Dao deliberately explained a few more sentences.Ke Shao'an also wanted to hear the opinions of such a long-lived monster as Bu Dao, so he simply asked Bu Dao to talk to him carefully from the beginning.
Bu Dao didn't mind, nodded, and said to Ke Shaoan seriously: "The reason why I broke with the clan is because I tried to steal the spring water and give it to a monster to drink."
Bu Dao recalled: "It was really a very weak monster. She was born with a disease, and she would be out of breath after walking two steps. But although she is weak, she is lively and active. She knows that she will not live long, but she will always be alive." She is so optimistic and positive. She pulled me out of the long loneliness and told me that there are so many beautiful things in this world. I didn’t really understand the meaning of life until I met her. But after a while, she My body is dying..."
Thinking of the scene back then, Bu Dao could still feel his heart throbbing.
"So I immediately thought of spring water. However, I am not the head of the clan, and I have no right to enter the forbidden area of the clan. The spring water is connected to the source of life in the entire clan, and it is never allowed to be used without permission. The strongest warrior held her in his arms and attempted to rush in, even wounding dozens of clan members in the clan... but was stopped by the clan leader and several elders in the end."
"The patriarch pitied me for serving the clan for so many years. He didn't punish me for offending me, but locked me in confinement. Then he came to visit me in the prison, and at the same time secretly brought a pot of spring water. He asked me if I wanted to save her. , left the clan from then on, and was never allowed to come back for half a step. He stayed in the clan, changed his mind, and completely forgot what happened during this period of time. The clan leader also said that the little demon was born with a hidden disease, even if he drank the spring water, I can't live for long, that time is just a snap of the fingers for us, I hope I can think clearly before making a decision."
"I didn't think about anything at the time. I just reached out to take the pot of water and fed it to the little demon. Then I left the clan with her. I kept the agreement and never went back since then. Wandering in the demon world. I thought that as long as I had her by my side, going anywhere would be more enjoyable than being on an island."
"However, within two years, she could no longer walk. No matter how hard she tried to stay alive and eat as much food as she could, she was still getting more and more emaciated day by day."
"I thought about going back to the clan to ask the patriarch to give me spring water, but she stopped me, saying that she didn't want to embarrass me anymore, and that she knew it would be such a pity to leave now, and she should have died in that prison earlier. drag me down."
"She said that she was very scared, afraid of what I would do after she died. She said that she regretted it, and she should not have provoked me if she knew it earlier, so that I would become more lonely in the future. I didn't understand what she meant at the time. , but then I figured it out again."
"People who are born without seeing the world, and who don't know the beauty of the world, naturally have not seen the beauty of the world, and those who suddenly become blind will suffer. It is really uncomfortable to be left behind, and even for a while I I also thought that if I could, I would rather not know her from the beginning. After she left, my character became more and more weird, and I spent a long time in a daze until I met you, master."
"As if you knew about me from the beginning, you easily drove away the confusion in my heart. I finally got rid of the darkness left after she left, and saw a new light, which supported me to continue going down Walk."
"Now I'm finally acknowledging the fact that she's gone, and I just occasionally get depressed because of things related to the past."
Bu Dao looked up at Ke Shao'an, and said with a smile, "But fortunately, I still have you and everyone else. I think I should be fine."
Ke Shaoan listened to Bu Dao's thoughts in silence, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Thank you for telling me this."
Bu Dao laughed and said, "You already knew it, just don't blame me for being long-winded."
"No." Ke Shaochen asked, "Do you regret knowing her?"
"I don't regret it." Bu Dao replied without the slightest hesitation: "If I hadn't met her, I would be just a soldier trapped on the island and guarding the safety of the island. I don't know what the outside world is like, I don’t know what it means to be truly alive, and I don’t understand the meaning of loving someone... I would rather not have a life that is meaningless to live and die without any memories. Therefore, I can’t regret it.”
Ke Shaochen curled his lips and smiled, "That's good."
……
...
Yin Sijin didn't expect Ke Shao'an to come back so soon, he got up and welcomed Ke Shao'an in, and habitually took off his coat when he went out.
Ke Shaoan cut to the point and said, "Si Jin, when did we first meet?"
Yin Sijin replied: "A certain spring 11 years ago..."
Ke Shaochen: "I want to go back."
Yin Sijin asked: "What happened?"
Ke Shaochen: "I just feel that there are some things that I have to go back and do, and I must do it."
Yin Sijin said confusedly: "It's possible, but it's a bit too dangerous for you to travel back to the time when we first met."
Ke Shaochen: "Dangerous?"
Yin Sijin explained: "It was easy in the past, but if you want to come back, you must find me. But at that time, you didn't have a bell on your body, you didn't have a coat of arms that I bestowed on you, and you didn't have the smell that I attached to you. Use a Isn't it too dangerous to go through the demon world with a child's body and find me when no one knows you?"
Ke Shao said angrily: "Since I can stand here and talk to you, it means that I already have the ability to travel back and find you."
Yin Sijin said helplessly: "But...wouldn't it be better to think about it again?"
Ke Shao'an never fights uncertain battles. Even if it is a sudden idea, he only proposes it after he is sure that he has the ability to implement it: "You just need to tell me the time and place at that time, and I can follow the map, Find a nearby 'node' that can reach the demon world from the human world, and find the distribution of the demon tribes in the demon world near that node - knowing the situation nearby, I can find a way to find you across the demon world. Don't worry, although the body is I'm a child, but inside I'm still who I am now, so the difference is not that big."
Seeing Ke Shao'an's firm expression, Yin Sijin knew that he could never speak out against him, so he said helplessly, "Okay...you must be careful after you pass by."
Then he said: "Actually, I have set up a teleportation array all over the demon world. As long as you step on the teleportation array, you can easily reach the inside of my palace."
Otherwise, the protection outside the palace is strict, even if the lord wants to come in without Yin Sijin's consent, it will be very difficult and there is no way.
Ke Shao said angrily: "Teleportation array?"
"A single-person teleportation formation." Yin Sijin said: "I have never told anyone that you were able to reach the palace back then, you should have relied on that. Afterwards, I found out that a formation has been used."
Ke Shao said angrily, "Where is it?"
Yin Sijin waved his palm in the air, and saw a projected version of the earth—or a thumbnail of the demon world, reflecting the major plates in a flat form and appearing in the air.Then he pointed to one of the places, enlarged the place, and said to Ke Shao: "It's right here."
Ke Shao'an carefully observed the location of the teleportation array arranged by Yin Sijin, and kept in mind the method and precautions for using the teleportation array that Yin Sijin said, and said, "Okay, I see."
Just in case, he asked a few more questions, and said, "Where did I find you at that time, did I meet anyone on the way?"
Yin Sijin thought for a while, and said: "You found me alone, and I was practicing piano under the 'Galaxy' at that time."
"Galaxy?"
"The name of a waterfall is not far from my bedroom." Yin Sijin said: "It flows straight down from the top of the peak, and it's very easy to find."
"Okay." Ke Shao'an carefully remembered the road map of the two worlds in his heart, and said, "Send me there."
Yin Sijin couldn't help but added another sentence: "Be careful."
Ke Shaochen smiled and said, "Don't worry."
Stretching out his hand to hold Yin Sijin's palm, Ke Shaoan slowly closed his eyes.
In the next second, a clear breeze accompanied by the scent of green grass slowly came from a high altitude, blowing on Ke Shao'an's face.
Ke Shaoan opened his eyes, looking at the wide plain in front of him and the crowd around him.
——It was elementary school, when the school organized a spring outing.
Ke Shaochen didn't go to his teacher or classmates, but asked them for leave.Children of this age can't convince adults about "free activities" and "other arrangements".
After Ke Shaoan woke up from "amnesia" for the first time, everyone said that Ke Shao'an was lost and disappeared all afternoon, and he didn't get any notice from him in advance.
and so……
Observing the movements of the people around him, Ke Shaochen quietly left the area.
Walking to a road that was as wide as possible, I looked far away to find the nearby road signs, and soon found a place name hanging on the traffic lights at the intersection.
This is the only time when Ke Shao'an, who was too young to leave Quanzhuang too far, took a spring outing and was closest to the "node".
He had no choice but to go to the demon world at this time, and it would be inconvenient if he went earlier.Physical fitness, money, and the environment are somewhat limited.
And the node leading to the demon world may not have been opened at that time.
Following the guidance of the direction board, Ke Shaoan walked forward with strides.
Standing among a forest, looking down at a pale yellow wild flower swaying slightly in the wind at your feet, although it is small and inconspicuous, it cannot be ignored.
This is not the breed that should exist in the world.
Lowering his body, he stretched out his hand to pick the wild flower from the ground, and touched the tender pink rhizome, as expected, he could feel its life-like twisting and struggling force in his fingertips.
This is a flower that grows in the demon world, and some insect-type monsters like to eat the rhizome of this flower the most.Therefore, this kind of wildflowers can often be seen in the territory of Zerg, which left a big impression on Ke Shaochen.
Lowering his head and walking along the direction where these wild flowers grow, but only ten steps away, he only felt that the scenery in front of him changed. A completely different world from the human world.
It is still the familiar primitive scenery, and the towering ancient trees soaring into the sky.
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Does anyone remember the setting of rainy day = Yin Sijin is in a bad mood?
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