The consequences of calling a brother
Chapter 29
If the negative impression is corrected, extra points will be added.
As soon as he entered the hall, he saw a familiar figure chatting cordially with the front desk.
Ben didn't have much impression of the beautiful girl, but she was special, and she could even tell who it was by the voice without looking at her face, although she had only met once.
"Hello, Li Xiao." With his handsome appearance and polite smiling face, no one can stop the sunshine from shining in. The latter greeted him with a smile, "What a coincidence that you are here too."
Lin Yinghan didn't hesitate to bend the corners of her mouth, "I'm here to pick you up," and then her eyes drifted to Wang Ke. The little girl immediately got up embarrassed and lowered her head and pretended to write something. The handsome guy came to the company, he looked so good, just happened to be right in front of him.
Li Xiao looked at Wang Ke's idiot, probably understood who the handsome guy in the unfinished sentence was, and thought to himself, I hope they are not waiting for the same person.
"The beauty hasn't finished work yet, it's really hard work." Lin Yinghan also started to tease, causing the pen in Wang Ke's hand to drop to the ground, "Oh... no hard work, no hard work, I'll leave right away..." Seeing the latter flustered With a blushing face, Lin Yinghan couldn't help feeling a sense of satisfaction after being molested.
Sure enough, men don't have a good thing, especially straight men, so they have to be dragged to their side to be at ease.
"Boss Lin came to pick up his girlfriend?" Li Xiao's face was calm, without the slightest fluctuation in his calm tone, his beautiful eyes were deep and fearless, only those who understood could see the meaning.
Lin Yinghan turned back to look at her, "About that, how about you, waiting for a boyfriend?"
His heart was already overwhelmed, but his face was still calm. These two people were like masters of the rivers and lakes, competing in invisible skills.
Only the person involved understands what it means to meet a rival in love, and is extremely jealous, but they still behave very gracefully, and a good upbringing automatically raises a halo, outsiders can only see beauty.
"Same as you, I will wait for my boyfriend." Li Xiao is really not an ordinary girl, she is very scheming, and ordinary people are really going to be deceived by that weak face.
Boyfriend, these three words are not as indecent as when three knives were stabbed in Lin Yinghan's heart. He thought of the hair and smell on Jiang Yunshu's body that day, which was exactly the same as that on Li Xiao's body at this time. Disgusting and also maddening.
Who gave you the identity, you have only met twice, so it is yours to date once, what a joke.
A big man can be so jealous of another man, he himself is ashamed, what's the use of growing up, he has no progress at all, he is still so useless to that man, as long as he meets him, he can't control it, but No matter what, you will not admit defeat, even if it hurts, you must declare your sovereignty.
Jiang Yunshu will never be yours, he is mine.
Lin Yinghan looked at his watch, it was already time, there were people walking down the stairs in twos and threes, he and Li Xiao stood by the stairs together as if they had made an appointment, waiting for the person to come down, it looked a little funny , like parents coming to pick up their children, and like a concierge welcoming senior officials.
Jiang Yunshu was still talking to Qu Tong about what food to order and what wine to drink. After turning around the stairway and not going down a few steps, the emptiness under his feet almost fell down.
Damn, what day, why did the agreed piece appear.
His heart was in a mess and he didn't know how to end it. Both of them looked at him eagerly, like an emperor flopping his favorite concubine, saying in their eyes: "Come to me, come to me."
Undecided, which one to choose, then the best move is to ignore the consequences and slip away.
Lin Yinghan and Li Xiao watched helplessly as the person who had waited for half an hour drifted past with the wind speed, they didn't go forward to chase, and they didn't exit to stop them. Win, but in Lin Yinghan's heart, he is the winner, because only he knows Jiang Yunshu's home.
Let's continue the preface, because it is illegal to park a private car at the platform, so after Lin Yinghan did something jaw-dropping, he kicked the accelerator and melted into the motorcade and ran towards home. The murderous gaze was just invisible, but my heart was at ease.
Not to mention how comfortable it is, haha, it seems that he is addicted to Laiqiang, he knew that Jiang Yunshu would not resist under the watchful eyes of the public, but instead encouraged him to do whatever he wanted.
When the car arrived downstairs, Jiang Yunshu refused to get out of the car for a long time.
He suddenly realized a problem. For so long, Lin Yinghan only said that he lived nearby, but he had never invited himself to be a guest, and the 309 building was right next to him. There is a chance to meet it.
"I'm going to your house." Lin Yinghan opened the car door for him, and was dragged back by him, with a firm tone that could not be questioned.
Lin Yinghan was stunned for a few seconds, apparently he did not expect that he would take the initiative to mention this. According to his understanding, if he was angered, he would only get mad at him, or be silently ignored, and he would never take the initiative to send it to his door. performance, but now...
"you sure?"
"determine."
Lin Yinghan stood there and hesitated for a while, then took the vegetables and fruit from the back seat and opened the passenger door, "Please, my young master."
Is it really near here, don't care, he will follow the lead.
Building 309 was at the corner, and it was a bit dark when walking past. Jiang Yunshu thought all the way, with Lin Yinghan's current salary level, it is impossible to live in such a cheap old building like him. It must be a spacious and bright high-rise building. Live here?Figure what.
With car keys and vegetables in one hand, and various fruits in the other, he still opened the door for the young master when he arrived in front of the unit. There was never a smile on the corner of his mouth, even if you are a gentleman, you want to beat him up.
I remember that he said that he also lived in unit 4, 301, the building was right, and the unit was right, so when he reached the third floor, he opened the door of room 3 skillfully, and Jiang Yunshu's doubts became completely true.
Really fucking live here.
The room was messy, as if it had been stolen by a thief. It was not as clean and tidy as imagined, and it didn't match his appearance at all, and it didn't match his personality at all.
He is a clean and neat person, why is this...
Jiang Yunshu wondered for a moment whether Lin Yinghan had lied to him, just borrowed someone else's house, and later thought that it was not enough just to get close to him, maybe he would become a sloppy person.
Lin Yinghan put the things in the kitchen, Jiang Yunshu stood at the door hesitating, thinking whether to go in or not, and where to stay.
"A friend borrowed the house two days ago, and it was messy, and I didn't have time to clean it up. I'm kidding, come in and close the door." Lin Yinghan took the two bags on the ground into the room while Jiang Yunshu wasn't paying attention, and put them in the closet , and put the pile of books on the sofa into the bookcase indiscriminately.
"You sit."
Jiang Yunshu drew countless question marks in his heart, but he still couldn't believe that this was the place where Lin Yinghan lived. It was worse than a doghouse. How could it be possible for him to drive hundreds of thousands of cars and live in this crappy place?
"Do you really live here?" Opening the bedroom door and looking in, the quilts are scattered and piled there, and the pillows are here and there.
Lin Yinghan didn't know when to follow him and get close to him, hot air blowing against his ears, "Otherwise, why don't I go and live with you?" Lin Li bit his earlobe, neither light nor heavy, but Like an electric shock, it spread all over the body.
The latter couldn't get used to it and suddenly jumped up, "Are you sick, Lin Yinghan, let me tell you, don't touch me again, once again, don't say I'm rude." Jiang Yunshu suppressed the wild jump in his heart and turned around After going elsewhere, seeing that Lin Yinghan didn't follow, he let out a sigh of relief.
Why was there such a heartbeat just now? It must be because of lingering fears in his heart. He would come to this kind of thing every now and then. He really wanted to die. He didn't want to have that feeling again.
Lin Yinghan smiled lightly and did not refute, then walked to the kitchen, "Sit down for a while, I'll clean up and we'll have dinner."
Jiang Yunshu just came to confirm his address, and didn't want to really get along with him in the same room. Of course, he wouldn't do what that person wanted. One cooks, the other eats, and then they sit at the table, telling each other how beautiful they are, and connecting.
In the past, it was impossible, since the day he used force, he was no longer the Lin Yinghan in his heart, let alone his younger brother, he was a demon, frightening, yet unruly. A character who is both fictional and real.
Maybe he is really sick, and he will be fine when he finds the root cause and prescribes the right medicine.
As innocent as he is, he never thought that he was the medicine, the root, which was planted 17 years ago, and it was even more impossible to escape.
☆, more than one trouble
As soon as Jiang Yunshu entered the house on his front foot, the unexpected guest followed him in with vegetables and fruits on his back foot. It was like entering his own home, changing shoes, putting things in the kitchen, taking off his coat and hanging it up. All of this seemed so casual, Jiang Yunshu thought it was right I went to the wrong house, this is not my home.
"Can you stop doing such low-level tricks all the time." His eyes fell on the cards on the coffee table, he was really addicted to being a thief, and he didn't shy away from it.
Instead of being angry, Lin Yinghan approached him shamelessly, and quickly scratched his face with his finger, "It would be best if you gave me the key."
Jiang Yunshu secretly decided that this is the last time to let him get close to her, don't argue with him, calm down, calm down, there will be no such advantages to take advantage of in the future.
After he finished his luck, he said "you are beautiful" and went to change his clothes. Lin Yinghan certainly didn't think that this was a cruel remark in such a desperate way. It was much better than "get out".
In a good mood, she rolled up her sleeves and began to practice in the kitchen. Jiang Yunshu first lay on the sofa and flicked her mobile phone for a while, inadvertently caught a glimpse of a busy figure, and felt a kind of intimacy of "home". It's gasping and there is no one else. Of course, the previous kind can't be called loneliness, but now there is one more person, and it's not so annoying. On the contrary, enjoying the process of waiting for the food to be cooked like this is still so beautiful.
This extremely rapid psychological transformation did not persist for long before being overthrown by myself. It may be that this guy has brushed up his presence too frequently in the past few days, which has caused him to get used to it, as if it was like this before, or it should be like this , so that the man walked around the room, coming in and out, and didn't think anything was inappropriate. They all said that the magnetic field was strange. Could it be that he himself became like him.
How can I suddenly feel that he is good again, but he is really good, but only when he was a child.
He himself doesn't remember his own birthday, but Lin Yinghan does remember that because he accidentally said that he wanted a set of Seiya's pictures, on his birthday, there was a set on the table at home, and he hadn't opened it yet. sealed.
Dad bought it for him?How can he understand this except selling vegetables; Meng Liang?That kid is the most stingy, he only comes here to ask for anything, and he has never given him anything good; it is even more impossible for Li Wang and Li Meng, they don't even know when their birthday is, so only Alone.
"Where did you get it? It's sold out at the gate of the school, and it's so full." Jiang Yunshu's face was full of excitement and excitement. First, someone remembered her birthday, and second, how happy she was to get the gift she wanted. thing.
Lin Yinghan raised his face and put on a super awesome posture, "I'm amazing, am I really awesome, haha."
Jiang Yunshu nodded, put his armpits with both hands, and turned the little guy around several times, and finally the two of them fell to the ground laughing happily.It was only later that I found out that Lin Yinghan took the bus to the store to buy it himself, and used the lucky money.
This moved Jiang Yunshu even more. You must know that Lin Yinghan is a road idiot, and it is a blessing to be able to find it home. If he loses it, he will die of regret and love to death.
Looking back now, how happy I was at that time, carefree and innocent, as pure as a piece of white paper, he thought that their brotherhood would last a lifetime, and even thought that even if they had their own homes in the future, they would still live together when they had children , go out to play together, spend Chinese New Year and holidays together, men can play cards and exercise together, women can go shopping for beauty together, children also go to school and leave school together like they did when they were young, everything together, like the vows they once made, what a good idea , he has always had such a plan.
But, who would have thought that person had other plans, "You want to find a woman, it's impossible, and I don't look for it either. I will never touch a woman in my life. I only want you, and you are mine." '
This was their first time, the bits of information that he didn't want to remember remained in his fragmented brain, but he remembered it quite clearly, and couldn't erase it even if he wanted to.
Ruan Nuo's impression is too deep, once such domineering words come out, the wolf-like eyes, the lion-like roar, savage like a savage, I never thought he would become like this, but calm down, except for the enlarged figure, Some shadows of the past can still be found in the eyes.
Just like at this time, when the soft light shot over, I couldn't help but tremble in my heart.
He also didn't understand what was wrong with him, all kinds of emotions were complicated, and they would come out to stir up things from time to time, one moment at a time, another moment at another time, and he didn't even understand what kind of person Lin Yinghan was.
His thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of the phone. Looking at the TV display, he knew that there was more than one trouble.
"Is it convenient, I'm downstairs at your house."
Jiang Yunshu jumped up quickly and ran to the balcony, where Li Xiao was indeed downstairs.
How she found this is really persistent.
"I..." I even looked at Lin Yinghan's reaction, "I'm going down now."
Why do you have to feel guilty? It's your own freedom to see who you are.
Putting on her shoes, pushing the door and going downstairs, Lin Yinghan stood at the window. Although the faces of the people downstairs could not be seen clearly, she could tell that there was no smile. Under the huge tree canopy, she looked thin and lonely.
But he didn't feel sorry for her, all the rivals in love he considered, even a three-year-old child, would not let him succeed.
Just like a winner standing on the top, arms folded, watching their actions without blinking.
"Li Xiao..." Jiang Yunshu also felt very embarrassed for running away before. She rubbed her hands together, her eyes were aimless. If it wasn't because of helplessness, she couldn't run away. Now that someone came to her door, how should she explain it? Impolite.
There seemed to be two or three steps between the two of them. Jiang Yunshu knew that there must be a pair of eyes staring at him upstairs, so he didn't move forward. Li Xiaoqiang pretended to be calm and took a step closer to him, "Why did you run away when you got off work? , didn't even say hello."
The question really came up, yes, why did you run, "I..." Jiang Yunshu scratched his head and thought of words, "I suddenly remembered that I had something to do, so... I'm sorry, Li Xiao, for letting you run for nothing."
Just made up a nonsense, the credibility is zero.
He thought that Li Xiao would persist in asking what was the important matter, and he didn't even have time to say hello, didn't he see himself?But they stared at each other for a few seconds, but after thinking about it, don't say that their relationship didn't reach this level, even if they did, Yi Lixiao's character would not be so self-willed and playful.
"It's not in vain. I'm here to see my sister, and I'll see you by the way." The wind blew past and messed up a strand of her hair, and she raised her hand to cover it up, passing by her eyes, which was normal.
"Oh...hehe...who is your sister? It's fine if it's not on purpose. I'm very busy today, so I didn't call you."
"My sister is Wang Ke, your receptionist. I heard from her that you have not been in good health these past few days, so I made a pot of soup specially for you."
It is impossible for you not to like such a reasonable girl. The pot handed to you is heavy in your hand. This is the girl's heart. How will you pay for it in the future? If you miss it, it will be a lifetime.
"Thank you. It's much better. It's nothing serious. I'm sorry to bother you. I should take care of you more." This is Jiang Yunshu's sincere words. He really has a crush on Li Xiao, and all the indicators are in line with him. mate selection criteria.
After Li Xiao heard such words, the dissatisfaction and haze in her heart dissipated in an instant. She knew that she could not lose to a man. In fact, the more accurate source of strength was Xiao Qian. Xiao Qian said that his brother was as straight as a stick Wood needs a lot of development before it can be enlightened, otherwise, it is just a rotten wood.
So it seems to be true.
"I'm off this Saturday. I bought a bookcase and someone came to install it. Can you help me?" Li Xiao's face was hot, because every time she took the initiative to ask him out, even though it wasn't about the fun of love, But such an upright man was exactly what she wanted with confidence.
Jiang Yunshu was attracted by her red face, and felt that girls are so cute when they are shy, so she agreed without thinking, "Of course." '
"Yun'er, come up to eat."
Just when Jiang Yunshu moved forward and wanted to pull Li Xiao to sit in the lounge chair, a discordant voice sounded from upstairs, and the two looked up, and saw a fierce face.
☆、I like women
The meal was not pleasant, Jiang Yunshu took Li Xiao to the taxi and returned home, the four dishes and one soup on the table were wafting with fragrance, but the people sitting at the table had frosty faces.
Jiang Yunshu glanced at him and ignored him, who cares, he doesn't care, it's already a big favor not to stink him with stinky shit, what else does he want to do to him.
So he started to cook the bowl with a big appetite, sucking the soup and sandwiching the red meat. No matter what, food should not be wasted. Besides, when Lin Yinghan became a cook, the dishes he cooked were really delicious.
The viewer's anger kept escalating in his stomach, and his face turned blue. After watching from the window for about 10 minutes, the sour smell of the two people's secret love floated straight into his nose. The stimulation made the five internal organs and six abdomens violently stir.
Fortunately, this man came up, otherwise, he would have the urge to rush down and beat the woman.
I might be perverted, thinking this way and I have done enough to pretend to be calm.
He knew that the ease and satisfaction on the face of the feasting man in front of him did not come from his own craftsmanship, but from that woman.
Although Jiang Yunshu didn't dare to put the pot on the table, Lin Yinghan didn't intend to accept his favor. He should smile at himself, and all the expressions that should be and shouldn't be should belong to him, and he can only face himself, not Facing a woman, he had been clearly warned that day that he was not allowed to have any more contact with Li Xiao, but...
The chopsticks slapped on the table, which startled Jiang Yunshu.
"What are you doing?" Jiang Yunshu was also angry. This is my home. If you just sit still, I can use you as an air to live in peace. But if you want to do whatever you want, like the last time you came here, I will not be used to you this time .
He wanted to treat Lin Yinghan the same as before, with a pleasant face and soft voice, but it's a pity that this person has turned into a beast who can turn his back whenever he says he wants to. You can't figure out his temper. , as if back in the past, when things were bad, his eyes were wide open and he was extremely domineering, always kissing or hugging you when you were defenseless.
I am a straight man (I think), I only like women, and I don't like men treating him like this.
He felt that it was necessary to explain his sexual orientation again, so even the most delicious food was tasteless. It was not whether he should be rational, but that he had to say it again because he was so annoying.
"Lin Yinghan, let me say it again, I don't have that kind of affection for you. If you can accept it, we will continue to be brothers and good friends. If not, I can't help it. You have seriously affected my life and work now. I don't care. I know what factors caused you to become like this. When you were young, you were so cute and innocent, and you relied on me for everything, but looking at you now, it made me nervous. To be honest, I was afraid. I was afraid that you would become Well, don't be like this, if you are really that kind of person, then please turn your attention to other people, I am not the same as you, it is useless if you try to force it, I always like women. "
To put it bluntly, it was really fun, but seeing the other party's expression from serious to painful, Jiang Yunshu felt a little distressed because he was so useless, there was really nothing he could do, it was a fault he had done since he was a child, and he didn't realize it when he saw him like this There is a feeling of pity.
Just try not to look at him.
"I said that I like you, and you said that you also like me. I belonged to you when I was five years old. Don't deny it." Lin Yinghan almost choked up, and his eyes were filled with tears. It made people feel distressed after seeing it, the previous strength collapsed in an instant, and turned into a cute little white rabbit.
He knew that he took this approach, so now, the only way to try this trick again is not always to be tough on this person, but to be both soft and hard when appropriate.
"Hehe~ five years old," Jiang Yunshu was happy. She didn't expect Lin Yinghan to be more innocent than him, "Lin Yinghan, you were five years old and I was six years old. What did we know at that time? We even hugged each other. That can represent my relationship with you. Can you live a lifetime? Of course, I can't stop your sexual orientation, but I understand what my sexual orientation is. I have always treated you as a brother, and I have no other emotions. I don't know when we meet again, how can you change? You have become like this, Lin Yinghan, tell me, what happened in the past ten years that caused you to be like this today."
Jiang Yunshu figured it out, this is not something to hide, since it happened, you have to face it, speak up, speak it out, explain it clearly, don't hide it, don't be shy, say what he has to say , I'm not afraid that the other party will be unhappy, and I don't want to wrong myself anymore. Even if I feel sorry for him, I can't use my body to comfort him.
Anything else is fine, he can't do this.
Lin Yinghan slowly stood up and turned his back to him, and it took a long time before he replied with restraint, "Brother, I only like you. I have never changed since I was a child. I am not abnormal or sick. It has not happened in ten years I have been enduring anything, enduring the pain of missing someone, and now we finally meet, maybe I did a little too much, but I have no malice, I just want you to fall in love with me quickly, if you I really can't accept it, then in the future, I will stay far away from you, and it will be fine if I don't see you."
After saying this, he turned around and went to get his clothes. He lowered his head and walked to the door to put on his shoes. He didn't eat a mouthful of food or a mouthful of soup. Even though Jiang Yunshu was facing him sideways in this coherent movement, the tears on his face were still there. It is clearly visible, especially the aggrieved expression after the self-esteem has been hurt.
He didn't understand him anymore, and he didn't play his cards according to his routine. Of course, he was also stupid when he left.
He thought back to himself, he must have said something serious and hurt him seriously, otherwise he wouldn't have said such decisive words, if he didn't see him, would he really be able to see him?No, that's not the point. The point is whether I can get used to it and whether I can let go of him when I don't see him.
Jiang Yunshu grabbed her hair and nestled it in her knees, the soreness in her heart surged up, what's the benefit of growing up, I can't handle everything well, it's better not to grow up all the time, so there won't be so many troubles , and will not give birth to so many incomprehensible feelings.
In the end, I still don't want Lin Yinghan to be sad, but no matter how I say this kind of feeling, I can't force it. I let others strip me off and forced me several times, like a handicapped person lying on the bed for several days, and finally saw The man couldn't help feeling sad.
Is this the cheap in the legend, why did he fall into his trap, how did he get caught.
Walking to the window, the autumn wind was bleak, and the blowing leaves hit the person's body. On his face, the figure under the street lamp looked so pitiful and weak. He kept his head down, clutching the skirt of his clothes tightly, and quickly walked out of his sight. .
This time, did he really leave, or did he leave in a moment of anger? Jiang Yunshu suddenly remembered their parting ten years ago. The two children were teary-eyed. Just repeating: "Brother, don't forget me, remember to come to me."
That's right, except for those letters, I went to him once but failed, and I never went to him again. This is what he gambled on, and his life was not happy.
There is no news from the other party, and he doesn't know how that person's life is, how well he is doing, and whether he misses him as much as he does, but as time goes by, that kind of longing gradually turns into hatred, and becomes the other party's love for him. My own fickleness and ignorance, why should I think about him like this, why should I still miss him, this is not fair.
But when he calmed down and left himself alone, he still couldn't forget him, the younger brother who had been doted on since he was a child.
He didn't know that people in another city missed him as much as he did, but their thoughts were much heavier than his. He was on the surface, but Lin Yinghan was in his heart.
Speaking of now, Jiang Yunshu still has resentment towards the past, coupled with being treated like this, he feels that Lin Yinghan is so strange, he doesn't know how to treat him, he is like twins with very different personalities, this is definitely not him, but Just can't pass the soft-hearted hurdle.
Because it was none other than his younger brother whom he loved since he was a child.
☆, I still have feelings
In the next two days, Lin Yinghan really didn't bother him. He didn't have any phone calls or text messages. He was received by Manager Zhang even when he went to the company to connect with him. , quickly dealt with a few problems and returned to the company to start working.
I agreed to Li Xiao, so I went to Li Xiao’s house on time on Saturday. When I arrived, the installation workers were already there. If you give it to him, he will put it in, cooperate in this way, talk and laugh occasionally, but also look like a young couple.
All the girls took him home. This kind of relationship must be self-evident. It was only Li Xiao who opened his mouth to say those words first. Jiang Yunshu was a bit stupid, but he was not stupid. I mean, but it's just that I'm always feeling up and down in my heart, and I'm a little uncomfortable. I can't say the specific definition.
After the two of them finished their work, Li Xiao said that in order to thank him, he would cook a meal himself to express his gratitude. He was still reluctant to throw away the soup that day, so he reheated it and drank it. To be honest, the dishes were not delicate enough for him. To humans, it was simply delicious, no less than Lin Yinghan's craftsmanship, so Li Xiao proposed to cook, but he didn't refuse, and went to the kitchen to help choose dishes.
He was washing the rapeseed one by one, Li Xiao was handling the shrimp thread, occasionally his eyes would look shy when they met each other, such a quiet little life, doing housework harmoniously, and a few gossips from time to time, this is his dream Having lived the life of ordinary people many times, you don't need to have big ups and downs, just plain and smooth.
I had no mother since I was a child. Since Zhou Fang entered the house, I often saw my father and mother laughing while working in the kitchen. This kind of temperament has nothing to do with age, but only with love or not.
In the face of Li Xiao's enthusiasm, he did not express excessively. It doesn't matter if he dared not or he was uneasy. He just ate a normal meal and visited the planetarium in the afternoon. He invited him for dinner. Send it home, and this is the end of the day's date.
After a whole day, I feel that time passes quickly, and I also feel that such a warm relationship is similar to what I think, he doesn't like hotness, it doesn't suit me, the experience from his parents' generation, only a long flow will last long.
There is not too much heartbeat and excitement, but it is also gentle and comfortable.
As soon as he got home and lay down, Meng Liang's phone came in. The main meaning was to ask him if he would go home on the [-]th. He quickly went through the progress of his work in his mind, and he almost didn't delay, so he told him: Come back.
Suddenly remembered that when Lin Yinghan was lying on the bed a few days ago, Lin Yinghan took care of him in front of and behind the bed. Neighbors, meet old friends, also want to see Uncle Jiang and Aunt Zhou.
He really wanted to take him back with him, but now...
These days, he always gets up very early, and then he stands at the window and goes downstairs to look. The specific location is the passage leading to Building 309. He is staring at a familiar figure, but he has already arrived at work for two consecutive days. Still no one in sight.
While thinking about whether Lin Yinghan was fooling him that he didn't rent the house, he also wondered if something had happened.
Feeling like a cat is scratching in my heart, I think he is really so obedient, why don't you come to him?I can't tell whether it's disappointment or worry, and then I scold myself for being so cheap, why do I miss him after treating you like that, wouldn't it be better not to come to you.
Let's go back and talk about Lin Yinghan, he was the one who rented the house. Jiang Yunshu raided that day, which was the first day he moved in. Before he could clean up, he was bumped into him.
He hasn’t gone out for the past few days, it’s because he’s sick, he got sick the other day when he came back from Jiang Yunshu’s house, specifically, it’s a fever, headache, arm and leg pain, whatever, but it’s nothing, just feeling uncomfortable all over, not strong I asked for two days off from the company, and lay on the bed if I didn’t eat or drink. If I had something to do, I would call to solve it. If I couldn’t solve it, I would delay it.
Yin Zihao can't stand him like this anymore. Although he doesn't know the details about the relationship with Jiang Yunshu, it is conceivable that the disease is also caused by Jiang. He has known Lin Yinghan for so many years and has never seen him have a cold and fever. He said that he was in love. People are so sick, it's really fucking accurate.
That night after work, he came to knock on the door with food. Lin Yinghan's head was covered with a chicken coop and even stubble had grown out, and his pajamas were baggy. See you next time.
Lin Yinghan had long forgotten Yin Zihao's old meaning to him, and it was only after a long time that he was forced by the wolf-like eyes to wake up, brushed his hair, straightened his pajamas, and finally put him let in.
"Why are you here?" Lin Yinghan didn't have the energy to speak, didn't he, he didn't eat for a day, so how could he have the energy.
Yin Zihao took out everything he ate, and looked at a pile of vegetables that had been cut for an unknown amount of time on the cutting board. The leaves were all yellow and he hadn't cleaned them up. He immediately looked disgusted and thought to himself, "How can I like it?" The last slacker, I was definitely blind. '
"If I don't come, you will starve to death. What do you want? Who are you protesting against? I don't want to come to collect your body in the end." Yin Zihao went to the kitchen to get a big bowl and poured the porridge into it. Thinking of the same habit of you and pigs, I have convinced you."
"Stay for a while if you can, get out if you can't, don't talk nonsense." Lin Yinghan lost his temper, and if he didn't want to listen, he didn't want to listen. Pull down your face and go straight to the table to eat.
Yin Zihao looked at his posture, it didn't look decadent, it was pretending and it didn't look like it, and whoever was pretending to see, at most he was in a bad mood, and he was going well at home. I guess this meal will go on, what? All problems will be healed.
Here he is eating, Yin Zihao is a patient with obsessive-compulsive disorder, over there he went to the kitchen to clean up, muttering nonchalantly while cleaning up, Lin Yinghan was having a good time watching it.
No matter how difficult you are in life, there must be a few friends like this hanging around by your side, at least one, and Yin Zihao is lucky to occupy the first place.
In the past, he really didn't have any troubles, and he hid them so that no one would see them, but now he wanted to hide them, and he couldn't hide them anymore. He felt panicked, wanted to vent, howl, But I also suffer from the wrong export, and I can't do it for the second time for one time, so I can only continue to endure.
Yin Zihao said that he was sick, he was too domineering and would often drive people away, he didn't know the truth was so simple, Lin Yinghan sat there after dinner and thought about it, it seemed right or wrong, if he didn't confess, that person would soon become someone else That's right, now I've confessed, although it didn't work, but at least the other party has this matter in mind, and his shadow can be squeezed in. In the end, whether you can PK that woman out, one is to see him, and the other is to Let's see how much of Jiang Yunshu's old feelings for him are still there.
He clearly remembered Jiang Yunshu's subsequent reaction during their intercourse. Although it was forced, whether it was a feeling, or instinct, in short, the kind of deep infatuation and intoxication can't deceive people. imprinted in his brain.
Jiang Yunshu has feelings for him.
Even after sneaking up and kissing him a few times later, his ears were red to the base of his neck, and his heart was beating like a drum. If he didn't feel for him, he would definitely raise his hand, kick him, and the last time he would yell at him. Of course, although his mouth The boss said that he would not talk to him anymore, and he struggled and resisted when he did it, but didn't he succeed in the half-push and half-success in the end, and didn't he enter the house again and again.
So for a straight man, judging by Jiang Yunshu's reaction now, he is not a straight man, at least not the straight one. It is very likely that he has not discovered his true nature (sexuality).
It is said that if you put a long line to catch a big fish, the big fish is right in front of you, and he doesn't even have the courage to eat it. Yin Zihao is right. You can't just attack and never retreat with this thing. Come back, if Jiang Yunshu really doesn't like him, who cares whether you attack or retreat, it's useless, you can still be tied and forced for a lifetime.
Therefore, people have feelings, and they still have the foundation of their childhood. This matter should not be rushed, it has to be done slowly, but what Lin Yinghan is worried about is that if the speed is slower, it must be someone else's bowl, but There is no good way now, but to take one step at a time.
Yin Zihao is like a love expert, he speaks clearly and logically, and it can be regarded as a good medicine. He has no tuition fee for the one-night class, and he almost cured the patient. Although it is a good thing, but making wedding dresses for others Not too good a taste either.
☆、When will the girlfriend get back
Xiao Qian went out to play with her friends and didn't intend to go home, she said hello to her family, so Jiang Yunshu simply cleaned up and went back.
Dad Jiang and Zhou Fang are getting older. Although the vegetable market is a greenhouse, the temperature in winter can’t keep up with the indoors. The station market has suffered from rheumatism for many years, so they stopped doing it three years ago and put a small fruit plate near their home. The old couple are busy in the store during the day, anyway, it’s their own, no one cares if it’s early or late, and now you don’t have to ride a three-wheeler to a very far place, you can make a phone call to deliver the goods It is very convenient to go to the door.
According to Jiang Yunshu, after being tired for so many years, don’t do anything and rest at home, but the old couple refused after hearing this, saying that they are only fifty, and it is not yet time to retire. Do some work, exercise and keep healthy. Besides, you don’t need to yell at selling fruits now, you can come in and choose yourself, and then say that you will pay more and save trouble, and it’s no different from staying at home.
If they can't screw it up, they just let them do it. In fact, the old couple have calculations in their hearts. The son is not married yet. They have saved enough money to buy a house. They need money everywhere for future renovations and buying a scooter. The city where Jiang Yunshu stayed was still the provincial capital, and the housing prices were frighteningly high. The money to buy a house is enough now, but it will be uncertain in the future.
Therefore, Jiang’s father and his wife are like most parents in China. They have worked hard all their lives just to save the next generation from suffering. Forget it, you can't let your son live the hard life he used to, this is the common thinking of parents.
Although Jiang Yunshu has made it clear that the future house
As soon as he entered the hall, he saw a familiar figure chatting cordially with the front desk.
Ben didn't have much impression of the beautiful girl, but she was special, and she could even tell who it was by the voice without looking at her face, although she had only met once.
"Hello, Li Xiao." With his handsome appearance and polite smiling face, no one can stop the sunshine from shining in. The latter greeted him with a smile, "What a coincidence that you are here too."
Lin Yinghan didn't hesitate to bend the corners of her mouth, "I'm here to pick you up," and then her eyes drifted to Wang Ke. The little girl immediately got up embarrassed and lowered her head and pretended to write something. The handsome guy came to the company, he looked so good, just happened to be right in front of him.
Li Xiao looked at Wang Ke's idiot, probably understood who the handsome guy in the unfinished sentence was, and thought to himself, I hope they are not waiting for the same person.
"The beauty hasn't finished work yet, it's really hard work." Lin Yinghan also started to tease, causing the pen in Wang Ke's hand to drop to the ground, "Oh... no hard work, no hard work, I'll leave right away..." Seeing the latter flustered With a blushing face, Lin Yinghan couldn't help feeling a sense of satisfaction after being molested.
Sure enough, men don't have a good thing, especially straight men, so they have to be dragged to their side to be at ease.
"Boss Lin came to pick up his girlfriend?" Li Xiao's face was calm, without the slightest fluctuation in his calm tone, his beautiful eyes were deep and fearless, only those who understood could see the meaning.
Lin Yinghan turned back to look at her, "About that, how about you, waiting for a boyfriend?"
His heart was already overwhelmed, but his face was still calm. These two people were like masters of the rivers and lakes, competing in invisible skills.
Only the person involved understands what it means to meet a rival in love, and is extremely jealous, but they still behave very gracefully, and a good upbringing automatically raises a halo, outsiders can only see beauty.
"Same as you, I will wait for my boyfriend." Li Xiao is really not an ordinary girl, she is very scheming, and ordinary people are really going to be deceived by that weak face.
Boyfriend, these three words are not as indecent as when three knives were stabbed in Lin Yinghan's heart. He thought of the hair and smell on Jiang Yunshu's body that day, which was exactly the same as that on Li Xiao's body at this time. Disgusting and also maddening.
Who gave you the identity, you have only met twice, so it is yours to date once, what a joke.
A big man can be so jealous of another man, he himself is ashamed, what's the use of growing up, he has no progress at all, he is still so useless to that man, as long as he meets him, he can't control it, but No matter what, you will not admit defeat, even if it hurts, you must declare your sovereignty.
Jiang Yunshu will never be yours, he is mine.
Lin Yinghan looked at his watch, it was already time, there were people walking down the stairs in twos and threes, he and Li Xiao stood by the stairs together as if they had made an appointment, waiting for the person to come down, it looked a little funny , like parents coming to pick up their children, and like a concierge welcoming senior officials.
Jiang Yunshu was still talking to Qu Tong about what food to order and what wine to drink. After turning around the stairway and not going down a few steps, the emptiness under his feet almost fell down.
Damn, what day, why did the agreed piece appear.
His heart was in a mess and he didn't know how to end it. Both of them looked at him eagerly, like an emperor flopping his favorite concubine, saying in their eyes: "Come to me, come to me."
Undecided, which one to choose, then the best move is to ignore the consequences and slip away.
Lin Yinghan and Li Xiao watched helplessly as the person who had waited for half an hour drifted past with the wind speed, they didn't go forward to chase, and they didn't exit to stop them. Win, but in Lin Yinghan's heart, he is the winner, because only he knows Jiang Yunshu's home.
Let's continue the preface, because it is illegal to park a private car at the platform, so after Lin Yinghan did something jaw-dropping, he kicked the accelerator and melted into the motorcade and ran towards home. The murderous gaze was just invisible, but my heart was at ease.
Not to mention how comfortable it is, haha, it seems that he is addicted to Laiqiang, he knew that Jiang Yunshu would not resist under the watchful eyes of the public, but instead encouraged him to do whatever he wanted.
When the car arrived downstairs, Jiang Yunshu refused to get out of the car for a long time.
He suddenly realized a problem. For so long, Lin Yinghan only said that he lived nearby, but he had never invited himself to be a guest, and the 309 building was right next to him. There is a chance to meet it.
"I'm going to your house." Lin Yinghan opened the car door for him, and was dragged back by him, with a firm tone that could not be questioned.
Lin Yinghan was stunned for a few seconds, apparently he did not expect that he would take the initiative to mention this. According to his understanding, if he was angered, he would only get mad at him, or be silently ignored, and he would never take the initiative to send it to his door. performance, but now...
"you sure?"
"determine."
Lin Yinghan stood there and hesitated for a while, then took the vegetables and fruit from the back seat and opened the passenger door, "Please, my young master."
Is it really near here, don't care, he will follow the lead.
Building 309 was at the corner, and it was a bit dark when walking past. Jiang Yunshu thought all the way, with Lin Yinghan's current salary level, it is impossible to live in such a cheap old building like him. It must be a spacious and bright high-rise building. Live here?Figure what.
With car keys and vegetables in one hand, and various fruits in the other, he still opened the door for the young master when he arrived in front of the unit. There was never a smile on the corner of his mouth, even if you are a gentleman, you want to beat him up.
I remember that he said that he also lived in unit 4, 301, the building was right, and the unit was right, so when he reached the third floor, he opened the door of room 3 skillfully, and Jiang Yunshu's doubts became completely true.
Really fucking live here.
The room was messy, as if it had been stolen by a thief. It was not as clean and tidy as imagined, and it didn't match his appearance at all, and it didn't match his personality at all.
He is a clean and neat person, why is this...
Jiang Yunshu wondered for a moment whether Lin Yinghan had lied to him, just borrowed someone else's house, and later thought that it was not enough just to get close to him, maybe he would become a sloppy person.
Lin Yinghan put the things in the kitchen, Jiang Yunshu stood at the door hesitating, thinking whether to go in or not, and where to stay.
"A friend borrowed the house two days ago, and it was messy, and I didn't have time to clean it up. I'm kidding, come in and close the door." Lin Yinghan took the two bags on the ground into the room while Jiang Yunshu wasn't paying attention, and put them in the closet , and put the pile of books on the sofa into the bookcase indiscriminately.
"You sit."
Jiang Yunshu drew countless question marks in his heart, but he still couldn't believe that this was the place where Lin Yinghan lived. It was worse than a doghouse. How could it be possible for him to drive hundreds of thousands of cars and live in this crappy place?
"Do you really live here?" Opening the bedroom door and looking in, the quilts are scattered and piled there, and the pillows are here and there.
Lin Yinghan didn't know when to follow him and get close to him, hot air blowing against his ears, "Otherwise, why don't I go and live with you?" Lin Li bit his earlobe, neither light nor heavy, but Like an electric shock, it spread all over the body.
The latter couldn't get used to it and suddenly jumped up, "Are you sick, Lin Yinghan, let me tell you, don't touch me again, once again, don't say I'm rude." Jiang Yunshu suppressed the wild jump in his heart and turned around After going elsewhere, seeing that Lin Yinghan didn't follow, he let out a sigh of relief.
Why was there such a heartbeat just now? It must be because of lingering fears in his heart. He would come to this kind of thing every now and then. He really wanted to die. He didn't want to have that feeling again.
Lin Yinghan smiled lightly and did not refute, then walked to the kitchen, "Sit down for a while, I'll clean up and we'll have dinner."
Jiang Yunshu just came to confirm his address, and didn't want to really get along with him in the same room. Of course, he wouldn't do what that person wanted. One cooks, the other eats, and then they sit at the table, telling each other how beautiful they are, and connecting.
In the past, it was impossible, since the day he used force, he was no longer the Lin Yinghan in his heart, let alone his younger brother, he was a demon, frightening, yet unruly. A character who is both fictional and real.
Maybe he is really sick, and he will be fine when he finds the root cause and prescribes the right medicine.
As innocent as he is, he never thought that he was the medicine, the root, which was planted 17 years ago, and it was even more impossible to escape.
☆, more than one trouble
As soon as Jiang Yunshu entered the house on his front foot, the unexpected guest followed him in with vegetables and fruits on his back foot. It was like entering his own home, changing shoes, putting things in the kitchen, taking off his coat and hanging it up. All of this seemed so casual, Jiang Yunshu thought it was right I went to the wrong house, this is not my home.
"Can you stop doing such low-level tricks all the time." His eyes fell on the cards on the coffee table, he was really addicted to being a thief, and he didn't shy away from it.
Instead of being angry, Lin Yinghan approached him shamelessly, and quickly scratched his face with his finger, "It would be best if you gave me the key."
Jiang Yunshu secretly decided that this is the last time to let him get close to her, don't argue with him, calm down, calm down, there will be no such advantages to take advantage of in the future.
After he finished his luck, he said "you are beautiful" and went to change his clothes. Lin Yinghan certainly didn't think that this was a cruel remark in such a desperate way. It was much better than "get out".
In a good mood, she rolled up her sleeves and began to practice in the kitchen. Jiang Yunshu first lay on the sofa and flicked her mobile phone for a while, inadvertently caught a glimpse of a busy figure, and felt a kind of intimacy of "home". It's gasping and there is no one else. Of course, the previous kind can't be called loneliness, but now there is one more person, and it's not so annoying. On the contrary, enjoying the process of waiting for the food to be cooked like this is still so beautiful.
This extremely rapid psychological transformation did not persist for long before being overthrown by myself. It may be that this guy has brushed up his presence too frequently in the past few days, which has caused him to get used to it, as if it was like this before, or it should be like this , so that the man walked around the room, coming in and out, and didn't think anything was inappropriate. They all said that the magnetic field was strange. Could it be that he himself became like him.
How can I suddenly feel that he is good again, but he is really good, but only when he was a child.
He himself doesn't remember his own birthday, but Lin Yinghan does remember that because he accidentally said that he wanted a set of Seiya's pictures, on his birthday, there was a set on the table at home, and he hadn't opened it yet. sealed.
Dad bought it for him?How can he understand this except selling vegetables; Meng Liang?That kid is the most stingy, he only comes here to ask for anything, and he has never given him anything good; it is even more impossible for Li Wang and Li Meng, they don't even know when their birthday is, so only Alone.
"Where did you get it? It's sold out at the gate of the school, and it's so full." Jiang Yunshu's face was full of excitement and excitement. First, someone remembered her birthday, and second, how happy she was to get the gift she wanted. thing.
Lin Yinghan raised his face and put on a super awesome posture, "I'm amazing, am I really awesome, haha."
Jiang Yunshu nodded, put his armpits with both hands, and turned the little guy around several times, and finally the two of them fell to the ground laughing happily.It was only later that I found out that Lin Yinghan took the bus to the store to buy it himself, and used the lucky money.
This moved Jiang Yunshu even more. You must know that Lin Yinghan is a road idiot, and it is a blessing to be able to find it home. If he loses it, he will die of regret and love to death.
Looking back now, how happy I was at that time, carefree and innocent, as pure as a piece of white paper, he thought that their brotherhood would last a lifetime, and even thought that even if they had their own homes in the future, they would still live together when they had children , go out to play together, spend Chinese New Year and holidays together, men can play cards and exercise together, women can go shopping for beauty together, children also go to school and leave school together like they did when they were young, everything together, like the vows they once made, what a good idea , he has always had such a plan.
But, who would have thought that person had other plans, "You want to find a woman, it's impossible, and I don't look for it either. I will never touch a woman in my life. I only want you, and you are mine." '
This was their first time, the bits of information that he didn't want to remember remained in his fragmented brain, but he remembered it quite clearly, and couldn't erase it even if he wanted to.
Ruan Nuo's impression is too deep, once such domineering words come out, the wolf-like eyes, the lion-like roar, savage like a savage, I never thought he would become like this, but calm down, except for the enlarged figure, Some shadows of the past can still be found in the eyes.
Just like at this time, when the soft light shot over, I couldn't help but tremble in my heart.
He also didn't understand what was wrong with him, all kinds of emotions were complicated, and they would come out to stir up things from time to time, one moment at a time, another moment at another time, and he didn't even understand what kind of person Lin Yinghan was.
His thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of the phone. Looking at the TV display, he knew that there was more than one trouble.
"Is it convenient, I'm downstairs at your house."
Jiang Yunshu jumped up quickly and ran to the balcony, where Li Xiao was indeed downstairs.
How she found this is really persistent.
"I..." I even looked at Lin Yinghan's reaction, "I'm going down now."
Why do you have to feel guilty? It's your own freedom to see who you are.
Putting on her shoes, pushing the door and going downstairs, Lin Yinghan stood at the window. Although the faces of the people downstairs could not be seen clearly, she could tell that there was no smile. Under the huge tree canopy, she looked thin and lonely.
But he didn't feel sorry for her, all the rivals in love he considered, even a three-year-old child, would not let him succeed.
Just like a winner standing on the top, arms folded, watching their actions without blinking.
"Li Xiao..." Jiang Yunshu also felt very embarrassed for running away before. She rubbed her hands together, her eyes were aimless. If it wasn't because of helplessness, she couldn't run away. Now that someone came to her door, how should she explain it? Impolite.
There seemed to be two or three steps between the two of them. Jiang Yunshu knew that there must be a pair of eyes staring at him upstairs, so he didn't move forward. Li Xiaoqiang pretended to be calm and took a step closer to him, "Why did you run away when you got off work? , didn't even say hello."
The question really came up, yes, why did you run, "I..." Jiang Yunshu scratched his head and thought of words, "I suddenly remembered that I had something to do, so... I'm sorry, Li Xiao, for letting you run for nothing."
Just made up a nonsense, the credibility is zero.
He thought that Li Xiao would persist in asking what was the important matter, and he didn't even have time to say hello, didn't he see himself?But they stared at each other for a few seconds, but after thinking about it, don't say that their relationship didn't reach this level, even if they did, Yi Lixiao's character would not be so self-willed and playful.
"It's not in vain. I'm here to see my sister, and I'll see you by the way." The wind blew past and messed up a strand of her hair, and she raised her hand to cover it up, passing by her eyes, which was normal.
"Oh...hehe...who is your sister? It's fine if it's not on purpose. I'm very busy today, so I didn't call you."
"My sister is Wang Ke, your receptionist. I heard from her that you have not been in good health these past few days, so I made a pot of soup specially for you."
It is impossible for you not to like such a reasonable girl. The pot handed to you is heavy in your hand. This is the girl's heart. How will you pay for it in the future? If you miss it, it will be a lifetime.
"Thank you. It's much better. It's nothing serious. I'm sorry to bother you. I should take care of you more." This is Jiang Yunshu's sincere words. He really has a crush on Li Xiao, and all the indicators are in line with him. mate selection criteria.
After Li Xiao heard such words, the dissatisfaction and haze in her heart dissipated in an instant. She knew that she could not lose to a man. In fact, the more accurate source of strength was Xiao Qian. Xiao Qian said that his brother was as straight as a stick Wood needs a lot of development before it can be enlightened, otherwise, it is just a rotten wood.
So it seems to be true.
"I'm off this Saturday. I bought a bookcase and someone came to install it. Can you help me?" Li Xiao's face was hot, because every time she took the initiative to ask him out, even though it wasn't about the fun of love, But such an upright man was exactly what she wanted with confidence.
Jiang Yunshu was attracted by her red face, and felt that girls are so cute when they are shy, so she agreed without thinking, "Of course." '
"Yun'er, come up to eat."
Just when Jiang Yunshu moved forward and wanted to pull Li Xiao to sit in the lounge chair, a discordant voice sounded from upstairs, and the two looked up, and saw a fierce face.
☆、I like women
The meal was not pleasant, Jiang Yunshu took Li Xiao to the taxi and returned home, the four dishes and one soup on the table were wafting with fragrance, but the people sitting at the table had frosty faces.
Jiang Yunshu glanced at him and ignored him, who cares, he doesn't care, it's already a big favor not to stink him with stinky shit, what else does he want to do to him.
So he started to cook the bowl with a big appetite, sucking the soup and sandwiching the red meat. No matter what, food should not be wasted. Besides, when Lin Yinghan became a cook, the dishes he cooked were really delicious.
The viewer's anger kept escalating in his stomach, and his face turned blue. After watching from the window for about 10 minutes, the sour smell of the two people's secret love floated straight into his nose. The stimulation made the five internal organs and six abdomens violently stir.
Fortunately, this man came up, otherwise, he would have the urge to rush down and beat the woman.
I might be perverted, thinking this way and I have done enough to pretend to be calm.
He knew that the ease and satisfaction on the face of the feasting man in front of him did not come from his own craftsmanship, but from that woman.
Although Jiang Yunshu didn't dare to put the pot on the table, Lin Yinghan didn't intend to accept his favor. He should smile at himself, and all the expressions that should be and shouldn't be should belong to him, and he can only face himself, not Facing a woman, he had been clearly warned that day that he was not allowed to have any more contact with Li Xiao, but...
The chopsticks slapped on the table, which startled Jiang Yunshu.
"What are you doing?" Jiang Yunshu was also angry. This is my home. If you just sit still, I can use you as an air to live in peace. But if you want to do whatever you want, like the last time you came here, I will not be used to you this time .
He wanted to treat Lin Yinghan the same as before, with a pleasant face and soft voice, but it's a pity that this person has turned into a beast who can turn his back whenever he says he wants to. You can't figure out his temper. , as if back in the past, when things were bad, his eyes were wide open and he was extremely domineering, always kissing or hugging you when you were defenseless.
I am a straight man (I think), I only like women, and I don't like men treating him like this.
He felt that it was necessary to explain his sexual orientation again, so even the most delicious food was tasteless. It was not whether he should be rational, but that he had to say it again because he was so annoying.
"Lin Yinghan, let me say it again, I don't have that kind of affection for you. If you can accept it, we will continue to be brothers and good friends. If not, I can't help it. You have seriously affected my life and work now. I don't care. I know what factors caused you to become like this. When you were young, you were so cute and innocent, and you relied on me for everything, but looking at you now, it made me nervous. To be honest, I was afraid. I was afraid that you would become Well, don't be like this, if you are really that kind of person, then please turn your attention to other people, I am not the same as you, it is useless if you try to force it, I always like women. "
To put it bluntly, it was really fun, but seeing the other party's expression from serious to painful, Jiang Yunshu felt a little distressed because he was so useless, there was really nothing he could do, it was a fault he had done since he was a child, and he didn't realize it when he saw him like this There is a feeling of pity.
Just try not to look at him.
"I said that I like you, and you said that you also like me. I belonged to you when I was five years old. Don't deny it." Lin Yinghan almost choked up, and his eyes were filled with tears. It made people feel distressed after seeing it, the previous strength collapsed in an instant, and turned into a cute little white rabbit.
He knew that he took this approach, so now, the only way to try this trick again is not always to be tough on this person, but to be both soft and hard when appropriate.
"Hehe~ five years old," Jiang Yunshu was happy. She didn't expect Lin Yinghan to be more innocent than him, "Lin Yinghan, you were five years old and I was six years old. What did we know at that time? We even hugged each other. That can represent my relationship with you. Can you live a lifetime? Of course, I can't stop your sexual orientation, but I understand what my sexual orientation is. I have always treated you as a brother, and I have no other emotions. I don't know when we meet again, how can you change? You have become like this, Lin Yinghan, tell me, what happened in the past ten years that caused you to be like this today."
Jiang Yunshu figured it out, this is not something to hide, since it happened, you have to face it, speak up, speak it out, explain it clearly, don't hide it, don't be shy, say what he has to say , I'm not afraid that the other party will be unhappy, and I don't want to wrong myself anymore. Even if I feel sorry for him, I can't use my body to comfort him.
Anything else is fine, he can't do this.
Lin Yinghan slowly stood up and turned his back to him, and it took a long time before he replied with restraint, "Brother, I only like you. I have never changed since I was a child. I am not abnormal or sick. It has not happened in ten years I have been enduring anything, enduring the pain of missing someone, and now we finally meet, maybe I did a little too much, but I have no malice, I just want you to fall in love with me quickly, if you I really can't accept it, then in the future, I will stay far away from you, and it will be fine if I don't see you."
After saying this, he turned around and went to get his clothes. He lowered his head and walked to the door to put on his shoes. He didn't eat a mouthful of food or a mouthful of soup. Even though Jiang Yunshu was facing him sideways in this coherent movement, the tears on his face were still there. It is clearly visible, especially the aggrieved expression after the self-esteem has been hurt.
He didn't understand him anymore, and he didn't play his cards according to his routine. Of course, he was also stupid when he left.
He thought back to himself, he must have said something serious and hurt him seriously, otherwise he wouldn't have said such decisive words, if he didn't see him, would he really be able to see him?No, that's not the point. The point is whether I can get used to it and whether I can let go of him when I don't see him.
Jiang Yunshu grabbed her hair and nestled it in her knees, the soreness in her heart surged up, what's the benefit of growing up, I can't handle everything well, it's better not to grow up all the time, so there won't be so many troubles , and will not give birth to so many incomprehensible feelings.
In the end, I still don't want Lin Yinghan to be sad, but no matter how I say this kind of feeling, I can't force it. I let others strip me off and forced me several times, like a handicapped person lying on the bed for several days, and finally saw The man couldn't help feeling sad.
Is this the cheap in the legend, why did he fall into his trap, how did he get caught.
Walking to the window, the autumn wind was bleak, and the blowing leaves hit the person's body. On his face, the figure under the street lamp looked so pitiful and weak. He kept his head down, clutching the skirt of his clothes tightly, and quickly walked out of his sight. .
This time, did he really leave, or did he leave in a moment of anger? Jiang Yunshu suddenly remembered their parting ten years ago. The two children were teary-eyed. Just repeating: "Brother, don't forget me, remember to come to me."
That's right, except for those letters, I went to him once but failed, and I never went to him again. This is what he gambled on, and his life was not happy.
There is no news from the other party, and he doesn't know how that person's life is, how well he is doing, and whether he misses him as much as he does, but as time goes by, that kind of longing gradually turns into hatred, and becomes the other party's love for him. My own fickleness and ignorance, why should I think about him like this, why should I still miss him, this is not fair.
But when he calmed down and left himself alone, he still couldn't forget him, the younger brother who had been doted on since he was a child.
He didn't know that people in another city missed him as much as he did, but their thoughts were much heavier than his. He was on the surface, but Lin Yinghan was in his heart.
Speaking of now, Jiang Yunshu still has resentment towards the past, coupled with being treated like this, he feels that Lin Yinghan is so strange, he doesn't know how to treat him, he is like twins with very different personalities, this is definitely not him, but Just can't pass the soft-hearted hurdle.
Because it was none other than his younger brother whom he loved since he was a child.
☆, I still have feelings
In the next two days, Lin Yinghan really didn't bother him. He didn't have any phone calls or text messages. He was received by Manager Zhang even when he went to the company to connect with him. , quickly dealt with a few problems and returned to the company to start working.
I agreed to Li Xiao, so I went to Li Xiao’s house on time on Saturday. When I arrived, the installation workers were already there. If you give it to him, he will put it in, cooperate in this way, talk and laugh occasionally, but also look like a young couple.
All the girls took him home. This kind of relationship must be self-evident. It was only Li Xiao who opened his mouth to say those words first. Jiang Yunshu was a bit stupid, but he was not stupid. I mean, but it's just that I'm always feeling up and down in my heart, and I'm a little uncomfortable. I can't say the specific definition.
After the two of them finished their work, Li Xiao said that in order to thank him, he would cook a meal himself to express his gratitude. He was still reluctant to throw away the soup that day, so he reheated it and drank it. To be honest, the dishes were not delicate enough for him. To humans, it was simply delicious, no less than Lin Yinghan's craftsmanship, so Li Xiao proposed to cook, but he didn't refuse, and went to the kitchen to help choose dishes.
He was washing the rapeseed one by one, Li Xiao was handling the shrimp thread, occasionally his eyes would look shy when they met each other, such a quiet little life, doing housework harmoniously, and a few gossips from time to time, this is his dream Having lived the life of ordinary people many times, you don't need to have big ups and downs, just plain and smooth.
I had no mother since I was a child. Since Zhou Fang entered the house, I often saw my father and mother laughing while working in the kitchen. This kind of temperament has nothing to do with age, but only with love or not.
In the face of Li Xiao's enthusiasm, he did not express excessively. It doesn't matter if he dared not or he was uneasy. He just ate a normal meal and visited the planetarium in the afternoon. He invited him for dinner. Send it home, and this is the end of the day's date.
After a whole day, I feel that time passes quickly, and I also feel that such a warm relationship is similar to what I think, he doesn't like hotness, it doesn't suit me, the experience from his parents' generation, only a long flow will last long.
There is not too much heartbeat and excitement, but it is also gentle and comfortable.
As soon as he got home and lay down, Meng Liang's phone came in. The main meaning was to ask him if he would go home on the [-]th. He quickly went through the progress of his work in his mind, and he almost didn't delay, so he told him: Come back.
Suddenly remembered that when Lin Yinghan was lying on the bed a few days ago, Lin Yinghan took care of him in front of and behind the bed. Neighbors, meet old friends, also want to see Uncle Jiang and Aunt Zhou.
He really wanted to take him back with him, but now...
These days, he always gets up very early, and then he stands at the window and goes downstairs to look. The specific location is the passage leading to Building 309. He is staring at a familiar figure, but he has already arrived at work for two consecutive days. Still no one in sight.
While thinking about whether Lin Yinghan was fooling him that he didn't rent the house, he also wondered if something had happened.
Feeling like a cat is scratching in my heart, I think he is really so obedient, why don't you come to him?I can't tell whether it's disappointment or worry, and then I scold myself for being so cheap, why do I miss him after treating you like that, wouldn't it be better not to come to you.
Let's go back and talk about Lin Yinghan, he was the one who rented the house. Jiang Yunshu raided that day, which was the first day he moved in. Before he could clean up, he was bumped into him.
He hasn’t gone out for the past few days, it’s because he’s sick, he got sick the other day when he came back from Jiang Yunshu’s house, specifically, it’s a fever, headache, arm and leg pain, whatever, but it’s nothing, just feeling uncomfortable all over, not strong I asked for two days off from the company, and lay on the bed if I didn’t eat or drink. If I had something to do, I would call to solve it. If I couldn’t solve it, I would delay it.
Yin Zihao can't stand him like this anymore. Although he doesn't know the details about the relationship with Jiang Yunshu, it is conceivable that the disease is also caused by Jiang. He has known Lin Yinghan for so many years and has never seen him have a cold and fever. He said that he was in love. People are so sick, it's really fucking accurate.
That night after work, he came to knock on the door with food. Lin Yinghan's head was covered with a chicken coop and even stubble had grown out, and his pajamas were baggy. See you next time.
Lin Yinghan had long forgotten Yin Zihao's old meaning to him, and it was only after a long time that he was forced by the wolf-like eyes to wake up, brushed his hair, straightened his pajamas, and finally put him let in.
"Why are you here?" Lin Yinghan didn't have the energy to speak, didn't he, he didn't eat for a day, so how could he have the energy.
Yin Zihao took out everything he ate, and looked at a pile of vegetables that had been cut for an unknown amount of time on the cutting board. The leaves were all yellow and he hadn't cleaned them up. He immediately looked disgusted and thought to himself, "How can I like it?" The last slacker, I was definitely blind. '
"If I don't come, you will starve to death. What do you want? Who are you protesting against? I don't want to come to collect your body in the end." Yin Zihao went to the kitchen to get a big bowl and poured the porridge into it. Thinking of the same habit of you and pigs, I have convinced you."
"Stay for a while if you can, get out if you can't, don't talk nonsense." Lin Yinghan lost his temper, and if he didn't want to listen, he didn't want to listen. Pull down your face and go straight to the table to eat.
Yin Zihao looked at his posture, it didn't look decadent, it was pretending and it didn't look like it, and whoever was pretending to see, at most he was in a bad mood, and he was going well at home. I guess this meal will go on, what? All problems will be healed.
Here he is eating, Yin Zihao is a patient with obsessive-compulsive disorder, over there he went to the kitchen to clean up, muttering nonchalantly while cleaning up, Lin Yinghan was having a good time watching it.
No matter how difficult you are in life, there must be a few friends like this hanging around by your side, at least one, and Yin Zihao is lucky to occupy the first place.
In the past, he really didn't have any troubles, and he hid them so that no one would see them, but now he wanted to hide them, and he couldn't hide them anymore. He felt panicked, wanted to vent, howl, But I also suffer from the wrong export, and I can't do it for the second time for one time, so I can only continue to endure.
Yin Zihao said that he was sick, he was too domineering and would often drive people away, he didn't know the truth was so simple, Lin Yinghan sat there after dinner and thought about it, it seemed right or wrong, if he didn't confess, that person would soon become someone else That's right, now I've confessed, although it didn't work, but at least the other party has this matter in mind, and his shadow can be squeezed in. In the end, whether you can PK that woman out, one is to see him, and the other is to Let's see how much of Jiang Yunshu's old feelings for him are still there.
He clearly remembered Jiang Yunshu's subsequent reaction during their intercourse. Although it was forced, whether it was a feeling, or instinct, in short, the kind of deep infatuation and intoxication can't deceive people. imprinted in his brain.
Jiang Yunshu has feelings for him.
Even after sneaking up and kissing him a few times later, his ears were red to the base of his neck, and his heart was beating like a drum. If he didn't feel for him, he would definitely raise his hand, kick him, and the last time he would yell at him. Of course, although his mouth The boss said that he would not talk to him anymore, and he struggled and resisted when he did it, but didn't he succeed in the half-push and half-success in the end, and didn't he enter the house again and again.
So for a straight man, judging by Jiang Yunshu's reaction now, he is not a straight man, at least not the straight one. It is very likely that he has not discovered his true nature (sexuality).
It is said that if you put a long line to catch a big fish, the big fish is right in front of you, and he doesn't even have the courage to eat it. Yin Zihao is right. You can't just attack and never retreat with this thing. Come back, if Jiang Yunshu really doesn't like him, who cares whether you attack or retreat, it's useless, you can still be tied and forced for a lifetime.
Therefore, people have feelings, and they still have the foundation of their childhood. This matter should not be rushed, it has to be done slowly, but what Lin Yinghan is worried about is that if the speed is slower, it must be someone else's bowl, but There is no good way now, but to take one step at a time.
Yin Zihao is like a love expert, he speaks clearly and logically, and it can be regarded as a good medicine. He has no tuition fee for the one-night class, and he almost cured the patient. Although it is a good thing, but making wedding dresses for others Not too good a taste either.
☆、When will the girlfriend get back
Xiao Qian went out to play with her friends and didn't intend to go home, she said hello to her family, so Jiang Yunshu simply cleaned up and went back.
Dad Jiang and Zhou Fang are getting older. Although the vegetable market is a greenhouse, the temperature in winter can’t keep up with the indoors. The station market has suffered from rheumatism for many years, so they stopped doing it three years ago and put a small fruit plate near their home. The old couple are busy in the store during the day, anyway, it’s their own, no one cares if it’s early or late, and now you don’t have to ride a three-wheeler to a very far place, you can make a phone call to deliver the goods It is very convenient to go to the door.
According to Jiang Yunshu, after being tired for so many years, don’t do anything and rest at home, but the old couple refused after hearing this, saying that they are only fifty, and it is not yet time to retire. Do some work, exercise and keep healthy. Besides, you don’t need to yell at selling fruits now, you can come in and choose yourself, and then say that you will pay more and save trouble, and it’s no different from staying at home.
If they can't screw it up, they just let them do it. In fact, the old couple have calculations in their hearts. The son is not married yet. They have saved enough money to buy a house. They need money everywhere for future renovations and buying a scooter. The city where Jiang Yunshu stayed was still the provincial capital, and the housing prices were frighteningly high. The money to buy a house is enough now, but it will be uncertain in the future.
Therefore, Jiang’s father and his wife are like most parents in China. They have worked hard all their lives just to save the next generation from suffering. Forget it, you can't let your son live the hard life he used to, this is the common thinking of parents.
Although Jiang Yunshu has made it clear that the future house
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