[Comprehensive] Perfect Deacon Development System

Extra five

Cheng Dieyi is a very pure person. He has his own persistence and persistence in everything. It is because of this purity that he mistakenly regards the stage as his life and Duan Xiaolou as a real overlord.It is also because of his persistence that he was so angry when he knew that Duan Xiaolou had rejected him and that Duan Xiaolou married Juxian as his wife.

At that moment, I really had the illusion that I was excluded and became a lonely person in the world.

Walking alone on the stone road, I only felt that the road ahead was boundless, but I was held by An Yi's hand, looking down at An Yi, Cheng Dieyi was unknowingly led by An Yi back to An's house.

During the whole process, An Yi didn't ask any further questions, but asked someone to prepare makeup remover, hot water and hot soup. Seeing that Cheng Dieyi was still in a daze, she simply helped him take a bath.

After Cheng Dieyi came back to his senses, he found that he was in the bathtub, and An Yi, who rolled up his sleeves, was scrubbing himself, and his hands, which had gradually shown their joints, were resting on his chest, with still Take a scrub cloth.Cheng Dieyi's skin is fair. Although there are marks on his hands and joints from years of practice, it's hard to hide his natural beauty.Suddenly returning to his senses, he found that An Yi was scrubbing himself in the bath, and the blush spread uncontrollably.

Scrubbing in the bathhouse with the big guys was obviously only two or three years ago, but now that I think about it, I feel that the distance is extremely far away.Since Farewell My Concubine, which he played with his senior brother, has opened up the reputation of the troupe, and the conditions of the troupe have improved. Even taking a bath, it is no longer a group of senior brothers gathered around the bathhouse, but has its own private space.

"My senior brother and I grew up together, and I thought we would get along forever."

In such an embarrassing situation, Cheng Dieyi didn't understand why he suddenly wanted to say something, but at this moment, thinking of all the past, he really wanted to talk to someone.There are really many things between him and his senior brother: "When I was young, I was born with six fingers, but the theater troupe refused to accept me, so my mother cut off one of my fingers with a knife. Frozen, at that time, I was young and ignorant, hurt and sad, and other people in the troupe also bullied me. It was my brother who protected me, took me to play, and took me to practice. I never thought that I How did it become like this with senior brother!"

An Yi has been listening to Cheng Dieyi's murmurs quietly, but he is relieved in his heart. At this moment, it is a good thing that Cheng Dieyi can express his depression in his heart.It's better than keeping things in the bottom of my heart all the time, but not saying anything, forced to hold back and get sick.

In life, who doesn't have a thrilling love, an unforgettable lovesickness, but the difference lies in the depth of the degree, and it is impossible to extricate yourself if you are too addicted.Cheng Dieyi grew up around Duan Xiaolou since he was a child, and it was not easy to pull him out of such deep-seated lovesickness suddenly.

"Dieyi, the water is getting cold. Get up first, dry yourself, and change your clothes. I've had someone prepare hot noodle soup. I'll eat a bowl of noodles later to warm up my body."

After Cheng Dieyi finished speaking a bunch of psychological words, he felt that a lot of the misery in his heart was released. Hearing An Yi's words and seeing An Yi's turbulent expression from beginning to end, he felt a little more calm in his heart. He stood up, Drying himself, putting on his clothes, followed An Yi to the other side of the dining table and sat down, and ate a bowl of hot noodle soup with An Yi, only to feel that bone-chilling coldness, and at this moment, he followed this moment. A bowl of noodle soup scattered out.

After eating noodles, An Yi took Cheng Dieyi to the bedside and sat down, and didn't comment on the matter between him and Duan Xiaolou, but talked about his own affairs: "I have always admired Duan Xiaolou since I was a child." My father, his surname is Yan, the color of Yan, his surname is determined according to his father's master. My father liked his master before, but he didn't like him, and the two finally broke up. Father is miserable , then I was born. However, my father created me, but sent me to Andy. I stayed with Andy for many years, and my father appeared again, but he was with Andy, and he will My surname is also named Ann, so I also regard Andy as my father. I thought that our family of three could live a peaceful and happy life, but I didn’t want them to suddenly leave me alone. They left me and disappeared without a trace. Although they left me with many belongings, I really don’t lack these yellow and white things.”

"I know my father's possessiveness. Although he created me, he doesn't admit that he is my father. Since my father and Andy got married, because Andy treats me well, my father also has a lot of dislikes in his heart. , would just leave me like this. It's just that I didn't expect that I'd been with Andy for so long. In the end, when they were about to leave, Andy didn't even say hello to me, and just left. "

Cheng Dieyi was listening to An Yi's narration, but the more he listened, the more confused he became, and he was not able to discern the information in An Yi's words, but he was affected by the loneliness around An Yi, thinking of An Yi's young age, his family went to lose Now that he guards this huge family business, no matter what he doesn't care about, he also has a lot of connections in his heart.

When she slowly realized that the name of the couple in An Yi's mouth turned out to be father and father, she was a little surprised and secretly peeped: "Father, father?"

"Dieyi, do you like Duan Xiaolou? So, Duan Xiaolou suddenly brought Juxian back without telling you, so you will be upset because you think he betrayed the relationship between you. Do you want to be the same as Duan Xiaolou?" Xiaolou lived his whole life, right?"

Cheng Dieyi's face turned a little pale when he heard the words. Being questioned by a child like this made Cheng Dieyi feel ashamed of being stripped and exposed in front of others.

"Actually, this kind of liking is nothing. Yan Shu and Andy are both men. I have come into contact with many same-sex lovers. Although they will be criticized by the world, if they really have the heart, they can stay together for life. In the final analysis, the two When people are together, it still depends on how determined they are to stay together. It’s not just Dieyi that you like men, in fact, I also like men.”

Hearing what An Yi said, Cheng Dieyi felt that his world view had been greatly impacted, and his emotions fluctuated violently, but he couldn't find a breakthrough for the turbulent emotions, so he just looked at An Yi with extra surprise and uncertainty: "You are still young, you know that there are some things you can say, but some things you cannot say."

"Dieyi, don't worry, I'm only telling you this. I know you won't go out and talk nonsense. Well, I've said so much, you don't have to think too much, let's sleep and wake up After you come here, think about what happened tonight, and think about whether you want to share the stage with Duan Xiaolou. You like him, but he likes women. If you continue to share the stage, can you bear that he will The tenderness that was treated to you in the past is now given to another woman?"

After An Yi said this, how could Cheng Dieyi sleep peacefully this night, he just felt that overnight, the originally peaceful life suddenly turned upside down, causing a huge storm.

This was the first time Cheng Dieyi fell asleep lying in the room alone after he came to live in An's house, but he stared at the top of the bed, thinking wildly for most of the night before falling asleep in a daze.

After Cheng Dieyi fell asleep, An Yi kept paying attention to the movement here in the next room, then got up and came to Cheng Dieyi's bedside, looking at Cheng Dieyi's eyes that were still slightly wrinkled even in sleep, An Yi He tapped Cheng Dieyi's eyebrows with his fingertips. Seeing that the flames of war were about to break out, he had already arranged his escape route. The key was whether Cheng Dieyi was willing to leave his hometown with him.

Tonight's dose of strong medicine is still not strong enough, and Duan Xiaolou and Cheng Dieyi are indeed understandable from the perspective of the brothers.The feelings in childhood were the purest, but it's a pity that after growing up, the changeable feelings, and the derived charm, affectionate mispayment, a typo also doomed the ending.

An Yi herself is not too clear about what kind of feelings she has for Cheng Dieyi, more of sympathy and wait-and-see, but also some expectations, it's too complicated, but she can't tell what she wants to get from Cheng Dieyi .

Cheng Dieyi slept very lightly this time, and then woke up in a dream again, and when he woke up, he saw An Yi sitting on the edge of his bed.

Cheng Dieyi stayed in An's house for more than half a month before he calmed down and returned to the troupe, but he didn't want to meet Duan Xiaolou and Juxian to get married. Thinking of the people who came to An's house to look for his theater troupe in the past few days, he had sent away, but that day he had a big fight with Duan Xiaolou, and after leaving the theater troupe for so long, Duan Xiaolou didn't come to look for him at all. I have lived with myself, and now I am going to marry Juxian again.

For a while, Cheng Dieyi felt haggard, thinking of An Yi's analysis, Duan Xiaolou was born to like women, and he used to protect him only because of the friendship between his brothers and sisters, but he mistakenly regarded this friendship as love , I had feelings for Duan Xiaolou that I shouldn't have.

Now that Duan Xiaolou is getting married, what position does he have to stop it!

It's just that he didn't want to look at the red in his eyes. When Cheng Dieyi was about to stagger away, he was discovered by the troupe, and he entered the stage passively. Looking at the joy in Duan Xiaolou's eyebrows, Looking at the bright red gown of Ju Xian, until Duan Xiaolou stood in front of him, opening and closing his mouth to speak, Cheng Dieyi couldn't tell what Duan Xiaolou said at all, he just felt his head buzzing. It hurts, the wine bowl was stuffed in his hand, he obviously doesn't like to drink, but looking at Duan Xiaolou, Cheng Dieyi somehow drank the bowl of wine in one gulp!

Cheng Dieyi's final consciousness was An Yi's concerned and helpless expression, and subconsciously felt that it would be safe if the child An Yi was around, so he indulged himself and sank into the darkness.