gentleman's servant

"Will you...will you go with them?" His voice trembled in the dark night.

"Go? Where? What are you talking about?" I asked in a daze.

"Don't be stupid! I've heard it all, will you leave me? Isn't your father going to send you to study?"

"Of course not." I came to my senses and denied, "Where did you go, why would I leave you?"

"But your father said he wanted to send you to college and make you a gentleman." Oscar pressed his hand harder and harder: "I know that with his status, I can do it, I... I never thought of making you a gentleman." gentleman……"

"Oscar..." I looked at him puzzled.

"I thought about letting you be my housekeeper and factory owner, but I never thought about making you a gentleman." Oscar lowered his head, his voice was tight: "Because... I don't have the confidence that you will be The gentleman queen will stay with me..."

"Why do you think so?"

"Why not? You can't do without me for the first two, but if you become a gentleman, what qualifications do I have to tie you by my side? Have you seen any two gentlemen who are together all day long Is it?" Oscar said painfully: "Sorry, I am so selfish, I don't want you to be a gentleman, now you know what kind of person I am, your father can give you better, and I am an ugly man I just want to bind you, I... maybe I don't really love you..."

"Stop talking nonsense!" I said angrily, "How can you say that about yourself? Who do you think I am? Do you think I have no heart? Or do you think I'm blind? You have done so much for me Things, don't I know who really loves me?"

Oscar lowered his head dejectedly, refusing to look at me.

In the quiet night, occasionally the voice of night owl can be heard. Spring is coming. It has been three winters since I met him...

Although he is very strong on top of me, but at the moment he seems extremely weak, I know that I did not give him enough confidence and sense of security.Thinking of this, I opened my hands and hugged him tightly...

"You took the risk to save my father, even though you knew it would bring you great trouble, not only that, but you also lied for me and did many things that violated your conscience and principles. On the contrary, I will only bring you danger, You don't care about my troubles, you protect me wholeheartedly, and save the lives of me and my whole family, Oscar, you fool, the world knows what you get, but you don't know why. I love you with all my heart, no one can separate us, so Stop saying such stupid things..."

"You really won't leave me?" Oscar lay on my chest, tears wet my clothes, he choked up and said: "When you become a gentleman, everything is completely different, I'm just worried that I will lose you... …sorry, I feel ugly too, I feel so selfish and shameless, I just want to keep you without thinking about you. You should listen to your father, I will send you to college, you can become a priest Or go home after being a lawyer, but at that time, you won't abandon me, right? Because you love me..."

Has this fool been feeling sorry for these things?I hugged him painfully.

"Don't be stupid, I'm not going to some fucking college, I won't see you for a few years, and what good is being a gentleman, as you said, what two gentlemen in this world can spend all day together What about together? It’s just looking for a dead end, who knows that it’s a dead end and will go on it?”

"I'm sorry, I don't want you to go, I can't bear to let you go, don't go... I will transfer half of my property to your name, you don't have to worry about anything, even if we are two men... This way Let your family feel at ease." He was still saying some silly things.

But this annoyed me so I pushed him away, got out of bed, and started dressing.

"What's wrong with you? Where are you going?" He followed anxiously.

"Go sleep somewhere else, because you're driving me nuts you fool."

"Owen, what's wrong? Did I say something wrong?"

"What did you say right tonight? In your eyes, am I such a vain person? Do you think money can make me feel at ease and buy my love?"

"I didn't mean that..." He explained anxiously: "I just want to give you some protection, because your sister said..."

"What other people say has anything to do with us!"

It's been a long time since we had such a heated argument. Oscar stood under the faint moonlight, the tall man kept his head down, like a child who has done something wrong.

I sighed and said, "There are some things that I have never told you. Don't you always want to know why I avoid you?"

Oscar raised his head in surprise, and stared at me blankly.

I walked up to him and looked into his eyes.

"I have done wrong things and have been punished, so for me, the most important thing in this world is no longer a simple gain or loss, I only listen to my heart, and my heart belongs to you only. I will always I won't tell you the truth, because I'm afraid you won't love me anymore, so I'm mean, even shameless, but I don't care, because as long as I can be with you, as long as I can get your love Love, I am willing to do the most despicable things in the world! If you are like me, then don't care about selfishness, because I am willing to bear all your selfish love!"

Oscar didn't say anything, he just hugged me tightly, his chest was trembling, I never knew he was such a crying man...

……

Half a month later, my father married my mother in a small church, and he gave her the title of baroness as a baron, and Angie and Ariel were also adopted by him as adopted daughters.

Mother's years of waiting were not in vain, she waited for a rich and handsome husband.This husband was shrewd and capable, and he was able to get along like a fish in water in the aristocratic circle. Even though there were still people who doubted his identity, all the evidence was buried by him.The son of the ex-wife was sent to a mental hospital, and it didn't take long for him to go crazy, and Mrs. Avril's two children were sent to a notorious boarding school. Even if they didn't die, it was very difficult to grow up, except for us real relatives , no one can threaten him anymore.

So I still don't know what this man is planning, he is too shrewd, he has planned everything, and he shows such sincerity.If he can continue to pretend for the rest of his life, there is nothing to say.

As for the mother, she lived a very happy life, and even gave up drinking, and her face gradually had the gentle appearance of her youth.She even got pregnant again, and a year later she gave birth to a son for her father.

They often came to persuade me to leave at first, but after I was completely unmoved, they gradually stopped communicating.

Angie and Ariel grew up, Angie married a young priest, and Ariel also entered the social world as the adopted daughter of the baron.

People in Eric's family are not pure and kind. They are greedy for vanity, longing for luxury, worshiping the powerful, and they are smart enough.

Like all opportunistic conspirators, they enjoy everything they have planned with peace of mind and never feel uneasy.

Baron Uzak is only in his forties this year, and he is in his prime. Not surprisingly, the name of this legendary man will be circulated in the aristocratic circle for a long time.

I stayed with Oscar until I became his butler.

Two years later, Oscar opened a textile factory in my name. The machines in the textile factory changed from hydraulic looms to steam looms. Later, iron trains appeared that could run by themselves. Oscar built a railway on his own land. The business is getting bigger and bigger.

Our life has been very ordinary, and nothing earth-shattering has happened.

He is my master and I am his servant.

It has always been like this.

Time is like running water, more than 40 years have passed in the blink of an eye.

We were never separated as Angie said, on the contrary, I always walked behind him.

From youth to old age, to gray hair, like all ordinary masters and servants, our days are peaceful and peaceful.Our love is not so vigorous, in fact, it is silent.

Until one day, I helped him fall asleep, and when morning came, he never woke up again.

He is already in his seventies, and he is considered a long-lived man among the nobles. Although he had expected such a day, when it came suddenly, I was at a loss as to what to do.

We have been together for so many years, he suddenly left, it seems that half of my whole soul has been taken away by him, and the remaining half is used to remember our past.

In fact, I am very satisfied that he walked ahead of me. Although he seems to be very strong, in fact, he is more soft-hearted than me. If I leave first, what can he do alone?So let me remember him.

Oscar's title was passed on to a distant relative. That young man was a bit dumbfounded, but he was very honest. I was a little worried that he would be cheated of money because he was too honest.

Oscar didn't want me to suffer, but to be on the safe side, he didn't give me much property. He only gave me a small house on Mormont Manor, and a deposit with interest.My younger brother Sam grew up with me and Oscar. He was sent to college, became a lawyer, and later entered the House of Representatives.He was worried that I would be living alone, and always told me to move to him, but I didn't want to leave Mormont Manor.

Because I can walk to the Bruce family's cemetery every morning, and then replace my master's tomb with a flower that just bloomed in the morning.

No one knew about my relationship with Oscar. People thought that this old man was a loyal old servant who still guarded his cemetery after his master died.

No one knew about our relationship, no one knew that we were two people in love.

Oscar had left a will, and the tomb beside him was left to his most loyal servant, Owen Eric, which was the last wish of the noble and respected Viscount.One day after I die, people will faithfully carry out this will, so I am not worried that I will be too far away from him to find him, I am just afraid that I will leave him for too long, and he will lie there alone lonely.

I never told him my secret in my whole life, but after he died, I told him many times to his tombstone.

Rebirth is an incredible thing. I don’t know where the soul will go after death. Sometimes I have very strange fantasies. Maybe after I pass away, I will be reborn again.

Reborn to the time when I met Oscar.

Wherever he is, I am willing to repeat it all the time.

This morning, I replaced the freshly picked flowers with the withered one in front of his tombstone.

The wind blew through my gray hair, and I suddenly remembered something, so I hurried back home.

I found the gold brooch Oscar had given me and pinned it to my chest.

I will carry this thing with me every day from today, and I must not forget it.

I happily thought that when we meet next time, my petty lover will know that when he left, I was thinking about him every day...

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The author has something to say: The two of them have grown happy together, this is not he, what is he~o(*￣▽￣*)ブ.I will write special episodes, and I will explain what I have not explained clearly. I will write a few sweet episodes.However, the author has to take a break these days and has been updating continuously, which is rather tiring, so I will add another episode after a while.I recommend everyone to listen to "Secret Garden". This is a reader who recommended me. They said that they listened to this song when they read my article and thought it was in tune. Cai Muyou~~~~(>_<)~~~~

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