[Rebirth and Farming] To be motivated is not to be promoted

Su Chunhua felt comfortable being served, but the mentality of someone who was ignored became more and more unbalanced.

In the past, when he came back from get off work every day, Shen Yunjin would honestly wait at home, help him get his clothes and towels and wait for him to take a bath, but now, Gu Dongyuan saw him walking with Su Chunhua in the yard eight times out of ten times when he came back from work.

Of course, it's not that Gu Dongyuan doesn't care about Su Chunhua who is pregnant. Every time he returns home, he must take care of him carefully, for fear that his aunt will do some heavy work alone.

But this did not affect the depression in his heart.

On this day, after eating and taking a bath, it was finally time for the two of them to sleep, but Shen Yunjin was still in the living room helping Su Chunhua wind the wool.

Su Chunhua was ingenious, knitting sweaters, making cotton-padded jackets and layering bottoms were all easy to do. Even though he hadn't done it in the past few years because the factory was too busy, he was not really unfamiliar.

Now that I have a child in my belly, I can't do any heavy work, but I pick up sewing again.

Gu Dongyuan was really tired after a busy day with the convoy, Shen Yunjin also yelled for him to go to bed first.

But how could he sleep without someone in his arms?

So, student Gu lay on the bed with resentment on his face, even with his eyes closed, he couldn't fall into a deep sleep at all.

After tossing and turning for a while, Gu Dongyuan stretched out his hand and pulled Shen Yunjin's pillow into his arms. It seemed to have a faint scent of soap on it, but in addition to this scent, Gu Dongyuan seemed to smell a trace of Shen Yunjin's unique and irreplaceable breath.

Immediately afterwards, he noticed that somewhere in his body stood up shamefully again.

Gu Dongyuan tightened his legs stiffly all over his body, as if this would make the swelling go down obediently, but it didn't help at all.

Ever since he had his first self-examination in the bathroom, Gu Dongyuan is not completely unfamiliar with this kind of thing, but usually he is tired from work, so it doesn't happen often.

Occasionally there were two or three times, and because of Shen Yunjin in the room, I hid in the bathroom and solved it secretly.

Unexpectedly, when he was alone in the room, it would be like this, Gu Dongyuan felt an unavoidable struggle in his heart.

Should I get up and go to the bathroom now?

He was really reluctant to let go of the soft pillow in his arms.

Still thinking wildly, Gu Dongyuan heard a knock on the door, and Shen Yunjin pushed the door open and walked in.

His body became stiffer immediately, and he didn't dare to move with his back to the door.

Seeing his motionless back, Shen Yunjin thought he was already asleep, so he slowed down, turned off the lamp quietly, and then turned to the other side of the bed and climbed up with slippers.

Although there was no light in the room, it was not so dark that you couldn't see your fingers. After Shen Yunjin's eyes adapted to the darkness, he saw that his pillow was still in his arms.

Gu Dongyuan felt guilty and kept his eyes closed, but the sound made by Shen Yunjin's movements became more obvious because of this.

He heard Shen Yunjin go to bed slowly, and heard him rolling close to him, a fragrance stronger than that on the pillow immediately filled his nostrils.

Shen Yunjin stretched out his hand, gently pulled the pillow back, put it on the head of the bed and lay down, but found that the fan on the table was turned on with strong wind, blowing directly at their heads.

The table where the fan was placed was at Gu Dongyuan's side. He was too lazy to get out of bed in the dark, so he simply leaned over Gu Dongyuan, reached out to the fan on the table, twisted it twice, and turned the fan to low. Feng turned his head, but when he turned around, the arm supporting the pillow accidentally slipped, and the whole body fell heavily on Gu Dongyuan.

"Hmm—" Gu Dongyuan, who was pretending to be asleep, suddenly let out a muffled groan, and the pain made him go limp somewhere.

Shen Yunjin quickly got up and whispered to him: "Brother, are you okay?"

Gu Dongyuan opened his eyes and rubbed his chest, which was hit hard by his elbow just now, and whispered: "It's okay, I won't die for the time being."

"Bah! Talk nonsense!" Shen Yunjin lay down, stretched his hand to Gu Dongyuan's chest, and gently rubbed the place he just hit: "Is it here? Is the pain severe?"

Although Shen Yunjin is used to wearing comfortable short-sleeves when sleeping, Gu Dongyuan is often shirtless.

Gu Dongyuan was still in a state of mind just now, even though he was startled by the sharp pain at this moment, he was still lustful, how could he stand up to his teasing, after being rubbed by him a few times, he couldn't help but grabbed it With his hands, he said in a low voice: "It's all right, go to sleep now."

Shen Yunjin didn't insist on kneading any more, but grabbed his hand instead, stroked the calluses newly formed under his fingers twice, and said distressedly: "Why does it feel like the calluses are getting thicker again?"

Although Li Duoxin said that there is no need for Gu Dongyuan to work, but if one day there is really too much work to load and unload trucks, Gu Dongyuan has the nerve to really be idle by himself, so he has to help out more or less.

He was not the kind of person who would be lazy and play tricks. Over time, a thin layer of calluses appeared on his fingertips and palms.

Gu Dongyuan didn't think it was a big deal in the past, but when he heard Shen Yunjin say this today, he couldn't help but feel aggrieved: "I don't care about me all day, so of course I can feel it right away."

Shen Yunjin couldn't help laughing when he heard his jealous words, but couldn't find anything to refute for a while.

These days he has been wandering around with his mother, ignoring Gu Dongyuan, he admits this, but he didn't expect that Gu Dongyuan would even eat his mother's words.

Hearing his laughter, Gu Dongyuan felt even more upset in his heart. Taking advantage of the darkness and not knowing what to think, he suddenly poked his head over and bit his lips.

There was a bang, and it was still ringing.

This shocked both of them, and Shen Yunjin even pulled his hand back from his palm.

It's just that Gu Dongyuan's stubborn temperament remained unchanged, and he quickly pulled his hand back again, as if it wasn't enough, he let go of his hand again, and tightly wrapped him in his arms.

Gu Dongyuan's heart was also pounding, it was probably the first time for them to kiss soberly, and of course he couldn't be nervous.

But after all the kisses, some things seemed to suddenly become easier to say.

"Yun Jin, I will treat you well for the rest of my life."

After all, Gu Dongyuan is still young, and there are no idol dramas for him to learn in this era, so it is not easy to say such a confession-like sentence.

At least Shen Yunjin's face turned pale from his fright.

Shen Yunjin's lips trembled, and when he was about to speak, Gu Dongyuan covered his mouth with his hand: "Okay, don't say it, it's definitely not a good thing."

Over the past few years, although Shen Yunjin has always called him brother, Gu Dongyuan understands in his heart that Shen Yunjin always has his own ideas, and he will not be led by the nose so easily.

When he drove out with the convoy, the drivers around him would often make some nasty remarks. He didn't know much about men and women, but he wasn't completely ignorant.

At least he knows that this kind of relationship usually happens between men and women.

Gu Dongyuan didn't know why he cared so much about Shen Yunjin, even to the point where he would be worried after leaving for a while.

But Gu Dongyuan accepted his emotion without any struggle.

Because he couldn't imagine how he could possibly hug someone other than Shen Yunjin, no matter if that person was a man or a woman.

But Gu Dongyuan can't guarantee that the current Shen Yunjin will accept his feelings.

He knew that if Shen Yunjin spoke, it would most likely be to explain the truth to him, and then let him turn his mind to the girl and stop staring at him.

Gu Dongyuan would not give him such an opportunity.

"Go to sleep."

After Gu Dongyuan finished speaking, he hugged Shen Yunjin and closed his eyes.

But Shen Yunjin still had a shocked expression on his face, unable to calm down for a long time.

During this period of time, he was too busy because of his mother's pregnancy, and he really didn't pay much attention to the relationship between the two of them.

He never thought that Gu Dongyuan would give him such a sudden blow.

For Gu Dongyuan's behavior of preventing him from speaking, Shen Yunjin didn't know whether he should be grateful, because even if he was asked to speak, he didn't know how to speak.

After finally calming down for a while, his mood was blown up again. Shen Yunjin was lying in this embrace that had always reassured him in the past, but today he was so disturbed that he could hardly sleep.

Tossing and turning all night, Shen Yunjin felt as if he had just fallen asleep when Gu Dongyuan's alarm clock rang for work.

He knew that Gu Dongyuan must have not slept well, but he had no time to take care of it.

He didn't dare to open his eyes, and even in the dimness, he secretly thanked himself for not being awake.

Dazedly listening to Gu Dongyuan get up, dazedly listening to him tidy up the bedroom door, even he seems to be able to feel some movement in the bathroom which is too small.

In the end, Gu Dongyuan went back to the room before going out. Shen Yunjin was half asleep and half awake, and he was also nervous.

What made him stiff the most was that before going out, Gu Dongyuan bent down and kissed him lightly on the lips again.

This kiss is different from the one last night. Gu Dongyuan's kiss last night was mostly impulsive, but today's kiss seems to have been carefully considered.

Because Gu Dongyuan stayed on his lips for a moment, Shen Yunjin seemed to feel the determination coming from his lips.

This kid... seems to be really stubborn.

But he didn't know how to dispel this idea.

After Gu Dongyuan left, Shen Yunjin didn't sleep well, and seemed to be in between waking and sleeping all the time.

He didn't even get up for his daily morning walk with Su Chunhua.

Su Chunhua felt sorry for him, and didn't hear him get up, so he let him stay in the room, chatting with the old lady in the living room while knitting, even the voice could be lowered.

Sleeping until eight or nine o'clock, the door of their house suddenly slammed, followed by Li Tingran's sharp voice: "Brother Yunjin! Brother Yunjin! The first high ranking is released! Yun Brother Jin!"

Li Tingran knew that Gu Dongyuan usually had to go to work, so he didn't call his name in the words.

Su Chunhua went over to open the door, Li Tingran saw that she was the one who opened the door, her face was still full of excitement: "Auntie, the first high school rankings are released, just now a classmate called my family and said that I, brother Dongyuan and brother Yunjin were both admitted. Yes! The two of them are still in the top ranks!"

Gu Dongyuan and Shen Yunjin used to be at the top of their grades when they were in school. In addition, the appearance of the two people also has their own advantages and disadvantages. It is only natural that Li Tingran's classmates will pay attention to their grades.

Shen Yunjin fell into a drowsy sleep, and when he heard Li Tingran's words, he quickly got up. When he reached the living room, he found that Su Chunhua and Mrs. Gu had surrounded Li Tingran with smiles on their faces.

Seeing him come out, Li Tingran couldn't help repeating what he said just now: "Brother Yunjin, the first high ranking was released, and all three of us passed the exam! Brother Dongyuan was ranked third in the county, and you also passed the exam in the county." Twenty or so!"

Hearing the nouns she said, Shen Yunjin couldn't help being stunned.

Although Gu Dongyuan's grades are good, the third place in the county is obviously an extraordinary achievement.

And he has been worrying about Gu Dongyuan's state for the past two days, instead delaying himself a bit worse than before.

But fortunately, he still passed the exam. This result is much better than the failure in the previous life.

In his previous life, he didn't even apply for No. [-] High School.

This news made Shen Yunjin put aside all the resentment from last night, and couldn't help but ask: "Really?"

"Geng Lili from our class called me and told me, but I still want to go to No. [-] High School again. I might meet some classmates today. Brother Yun Jin, are you going?" Although Li Tingran was not ranked in the county Ranking, but it is also a great joy for her to be admitted to the only key point in the county.

Shen Yunjin nodded: "Okay, wait for me to wash your face, let's go together."

After finishing speaking, before he took a step, he heard Su Chunhua yell in surprise: "Mother, why are you crying?"

Hearing what his mother said, he couldn't help turning his eyes to look at Mrs. Gu.

The old lady's eye sockets were indeed a little wet, and she was wiping them embarrassedly at the moment, with tears in her eyes, but a genuine smile on her lips: "Oh, look at me, when you are old, you can't even cry I can't control it anymore... As an old woman, I'm still alive, so I'm not sorry for Dongyuan's grandfather and his parents. Yunjin, just now your mother said that you can be a scholar before the third in the county is changed, right?"

Seeing the old lady's appearance, Shen Yunjin's heart suddenly softened into a mess, and he didn't care whether the scholar's statement was right or not, so he nodded hastily: "Yes, our No.3 in Qingshui, how amazing it is."

The old lady wiped her tears, put her palms together and bowed to the west a few times: "Buddha bless Buddha! I knew that Dongyuan would not be worthless, and our Gu family can't just lose like this."

Su Chunhua also wanted to be overjoyed, so he hurriedly said to the side: "Of course not, Dongyuan is a boy who can make a lot of money at first glance, aunt, let's wait to enjoy the blessings of these two boys."

The old lady couldn't help laughing again, she stretched out her hand and patted Su Chunhua's hand: "Oh, when Dongyuan comes back from marrying his wife and giving birth to a great-grandson for me, I can really let go of my heart, so where is it! "

"Isn't it just a matter of a blink of an eye to marry a wife and have a child? Look at Dongyuan, he is half a head taller than Hongbo, and it's not been a few years! If you want to hold a child to satisfy your cravings, hey, in my stomach This will revolve around you for a few years after birth!"

"Yeah, hug this one first, haha...it's been a few years..."

The old lady was delighted by Su Chunhua's coaxing, and the topic soon turned to the child in her belly.

Shen Yunjin was listening, but his heart couldn't help trembling slightly.

"Brother Yunjin, Brother Yunjin?" Li Tingran stretched out her hand and waved in front of his eyes, "What are you thinking?"

Shen Yunjin quickly came back to his senses, and shook his head at her: "Ah? No... I'll go wash my face, you wait for me!"

After Shen Yunjin finished speaking, he rushed into the bathroom in a hurry.

After closing the door, he leaned against the door with his whole body, but the trembling in his heart became even more severe.

What the hell was he thinking about that night?

If we were really together, how would we convince our parents and grandma?How to overcome other people's strange eyes?

There is no need to worry about these problems at all.

Grandma is still waiting for her great-grandson. He has lived two lifetimes. How can he behave like a fifteen or sixteen-year-old kid?

Shen Yunjin rushed to the sink, turned on the faucet and splashed cold water on his face several times, then looked at himself in the mirror, and murmured: "Shen Yunjin, you are almost 40 years old, why are you still so childish?"

But the boy in the mirror is obviously still twelve or thirteen years old.

Why can't he act like a real twelve or thirteen-year-old kid, without thinking about anything?

"Don't be greedy, Shen Yunjin, it's God's gift to you to live your whole life again, don't be greedy anymore."

Shen Yunjin felt that he seemed to have made the most important and correct decision in the past few days.

But why is his heart empty...