[Rebirth and Farming] To be motivated is not to be promoted

I don't know if it was affected by the beer I drank before, or the atmosphere in front of me really made me dizzy, Shen Yunjin was so dizzy, he followed Gu Dongyuan's movements to help him out with half-push and half-spot.

After they were done, the two of them were embarrassed to get up to clean it again, so they simply wiped it off with a piece of paper, and lay side by side on the bed.

There was a faint strange smell in the air, which could not dissipate for a long time, and Shen Yunjin's mind gradually became clearer in this ambiguous atmosphere.

But he would rather just sleep in such a daze.

He always knew that impulsiveness would be bad, but he couldn't restrain himself at the critical moment.

Gu Dongyuan's behavior can be inferred to be ignorant youthful impulse, but what excuse can he use?

Shen Yunjin thought about it, and felt even more ashamed to face the person beside him, so he turned around unconsciously and turned his back to him.

But this apparently alienating move has provoked Gu Dongyuan again.

Gu Dongyuan was still a little shy at first, but as soon as he noticed his movements, he immediately put that shyness behind him, stretched out his hand and grabbed Shen Yunjin's shoulder forcefully, turned him back, and hugged him tightly. into his arms.

Shen Yunjin raised his head that was on top of him, and whispered: "Your shoulder..."

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Gu Dongyuan quickly pushed his head down again.

Shen Yunjin understood his stubbornness very well, and knew that the more he sang against him at this time, the more counterproductive it would be, so he stopped struggling and curled up quietly by his side.

But his body still became a little stiff uncontrollably.

How could Gu Dongyuan, who was close to him, not feel his stiffness.

He hugged Shen Yunjin tightly, and finally couldn't help but said: "Are you scared?"

There was still a bit of alcohol in his voice, but his tone was extremely serious.

Even Shen Yunjin understood that what he said now was not drunk at all.

But Shen Yunjin didn't dare to have a deep chat with him anymore. Although Shen Yunjin's consciousness was clear now, his mind was still in a mess, and he didn't know what to think.

"Go to sleep," he whispered.

Gu Dongyuan pursed his lower lip, stretched out his hand to gently stroke his hair, and said in a hoarse voice: "I know you are afraid, and now I have no ability to prevent you from being afraid, so if you don't want to hear it, I won't say it. But One day I can take you to face all of this."

Gu Dongyuan's voice changer has not been used yet. Although his voice is unbelievably hoarse, he can still hear the childishness unique to teenagers.

But listening to his words, it seems that the word "boy" has no connection with it.

"Go to sleep." Gu Dongyuan also buried his face in Shen Yunjin's hair, neither of the two said a word, but they couldn't really fall asleep so peacefully.

The two had different thoughts, and they didn't know how long they had been thinking wildly before the sound of breathing finally calmed down.

The result of this tossing was that both of them slept until the sun was high on the second day before waking up.

Duhan didn't care, skipping classes had become commonplace, and when they woke up, he was still lying on Li Qian's bed.

But Gu Dongyuan and Shen Yunjin never skipped class.

Gu Dongyuan wasn't too keen on going to school at first, and he didn't have any psychological pressure on skipping classes, but under Shen Yunjin's urging, he hurried to school with him.

The two of them drank half the night last night and washed their faces in a hurry early in the morning. At this moment, they still smelled of alcohol.

Even if they were among the best when they were admitted to the school, they had never violated any discipline during this period, but if they came to school smelling of alcohol like this, even if the teacher wanted to cover it up, they couldn't find a reason.

So even when they arrived at school, the two of them failed to enter the classroom to study hard with their classmates and make progress every day. Instead, they were driven out of the classroom by the teacher and stood against the window together.

For middle school students, drinking and skipping classes is only punished like this, which is really a bit too light.

One of their classrooms is at the west end of the corridor, and the other is at the east end of the corridor, so when everyone else is in the classroom, they face each other across the long corridor, like two customized grade mascots.

Because of waking up late, Shen Yunjin didn't have time to be embarrassed in his haste, now it subsided, and the memories of last night flooded into his mind uncontrollably like a rushing river.

In addition, now that he could see Gu Dongyuan standing at the other end of the corridor just by turning his head, he felt even more at a loss, so he just kept staring down at the textbook in his hand, looking like a good student who would listen to the class carefully through the window.

It's just that his heart has already become a mess.

Maybe it's because he thought too much last night, and now Shen Yunjin doesn't know what else he can think about, and he doesn't even know whether he was drunk last night.

Or... If he blamed alcohol for his actions last night, would he really be able to feel at ease?

If he is really just a thirteen or fourteen-year-old child, then he can still excuse his immaturity and easily be overwhelmed by the momentary pleasure.

But of the two of them, he happened to be the really older one.

According to the real age, those things last night... probably Gu Dongyuan could sue him for obscenity.

Although he is not the one who takes the initiative.

But he was the wrong one.

To live a new life, Shen Yunjin was extremely careful, fearing that he would repeat the mistakes of his previous life.

So he wholeheartedly wanted to pull Gu Dongyuan on the right path, and wished he could stay by Gu Dongyuan's side every step of the way.

But he never expected that this kind of closeness without distance would make Gu Dongyuan feel more deeply than dependence on him.

And...is only Gu Dongyuan like this?

Why would he let a boy do that to him over and over again?Is it really just because you can't break free?

The answer seemed to be in his heart, ready to come out.

But Shen Yunjin really didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Shen Yunjin just stood in the classroom window with his books in a daze, until the melodious bell rang for the end of class, and he was woken up by the sudden noise of the campus.

When the teacher came out of the class, he criticized him seriously by the way, and told him that he could go back to the classroom in the afternoon.

Of course, Shen Yunjin didn't refute a word, and nodded repeatedly to promise that he would never do it again next time.

When the teacher leaves, the students in the class are basically gone. The children who have just entered high school usually leave after the school bell rings.

Shen Yunjin sighed lowly, raised his head, only to realize that Gu Dongyuan had already walked up to him, still holding a textbook in his hand, it seemed that he had rushed over without even returning to the classroom.

Shen Yunjin had deliberately suppressed and refused to look at him all morning, but now he suddenly met his eyes, his heart trembled, and he subconsciously turned his head to the side again.

Uncharacteristically, Gu Dongyuan did not lose his temper like before, but took the textbook from his hand with a sullen face, opened the window and threw them together on Shen Yunjin's seat not far away.

"Let's go." Gu Dongyuan said, grabbing his wrist involuntarily and leaving.

Shen Yunjin moved, trying to break free, but Gu Dongyuan gripped even tighter, so tight that his wrist ached a little.

Shen Yunjin knew that it was his deliberate avoidance all morning that offended him, but before Gu Dongyuan sensed his avoidance, he would rush forward involuntarily, seeing him so silent now, Shen Yunjin felt a little helpless in his heart.

He raised his head and looked at Gu Dongyuan's side face, Gu Dongyuan was pressing his lips tightly, his face was so dark that water could drip out, Shen Yunjin understood that he was trying his best to restrain his emotions.

In the past, Gu Dongyuan had never been so oppressive in front of him, but now, his attitude made Gu Dongyuan dare not do whatever he wanted like before.

Seeing him like this, for a moment, Shen Yunjin had an incredible idea.

Maybe... just let nature take its course.

At least there is no need to make Gu Dongyuan so sad.