[Rebirth and Farming] To be motivated is not to be promoted

For the first time, Shen Yunjin felt that he was a little confused about the person around him.

After being silent for so many days, now I suddenly think about it and say I feel happy.

In the past, whether Gu Dongyuan was happy or sad, he could see through it at a glance, and more importantly, before Gu Dongyuan's emotions came, he could already foresee which things would make him silent and which things would make him happy.

But now he seems to have lost this ability.

The powerlessness of this kind of thing beyond control really made Shen Yunjin's heart heavy.

He has known for a long time that no matter how close two people are, there will always be times when they are full-fledged and soar alone, but now he is not yet mentally prepared to watch Gu Dongyuan fly away alone.

Gu Dongyuan waited for a while, but didn't see Shen Yunjin showing a smile, and then he felt that something seemed wrong.

He stretched out his hand to pinch his cheek, and asked strangely: "Yun Jin, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?"

As he spoke, he stood up again, pushed back the hair on Shen Yunjin's forehead, lowered his head slightly, and felt his body temperature in the most direct way.

Shen Yunjin turned his head to avoid his touch, and said in a low voice: "No, I'm just a little tired."

Even after hearing what he said, Gu Dongyuan still lowered his head and touched his forehead to make sure that the temperature was not different from usual, so he was really relieved.

He lay back and held Shen Yunjin in his arms: "If you are really tired, go to sleep."

Shen Yunjin turned to look at him, somewhat angry in his heart.

He knew he shouldn't be angry, but many things were beyond the control of reason.

Not wanting to be noticed by Gu Dongyuan, Shen Yunjin simply closed his eyes obediently, and turned his back directly.

A few days ago, Gu Dongyuan didn't notice that he was sulking because he was preoccupied, so naturally it was difficult to notice his micro-movements.

But now, Gu Dongyuan has been staring at him without blinking.

In the past, no matter how tired Shen Yunjin was, it was impossible for him to turn his back on his back and go to sleep. If Gu Dongyuan didn't notice the difference, then he really deserved to die.

Seeing Shen Yunjin's evasive action, Gu Dongyuan's heart moved, he stretched out his hand to push him back, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Shen Yunjin didn't stop his movement, but he didn't raise his eyes to look at him either, he still closed his eyes and whispered: "It's nothing, go to sleep."

But when had he been so cold in the past.

Gu Dongyuan panicked, as if he had opened his mind, and suddenly thought of the two of them getting along during this time.

He closed his eyes in frustration, not knowing how to explain: "Yun Jin, I..."

Just when he opened his mouth, he remembered when, the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously, he lay down, put it next to Shen Yunjin's ear, and asked softly: "Why are you so unhappy? Because I haven't been clinging to you these two days? "

Shen Yunjin didn't expect him to become so careful, his mind became hot, he opened his eyes instantly, and blurted out: "No."

But such a quick reaction is undoubtedly that there is no silver 300 taels here, Shen Yunjin clenched his fists in frustration, while Gu Dongyuan's smile grew wider and wider.

While feeling ashamed, Shen Yunjin couldn't help being angry, so he simply pushed him away, wrapped up the quilt and rolled over inside: "Don't think about it, I'm going to sleep."

However, Gu Dongyuan was under the quilt with him, and his trick didn't work. Just halfway through the roll, Gu Dongyuan hugged him back together with the quilt.

Although Shen Yunjin was awkward in his heart, he didn't want to show his temper like a child, but he couldn't make him laugh at Gu Dongyuan without any grievances.

After all, he is just an ordinary person.

Gu Dongyuan didn't care about his cold face, and directly posted it with a smile.

"Yun Jin, are you angry?"

"……No."

"Can't you tell me the truth? Does it make you feel so ashamed to care about me?"

Shen Yunjin pursed his lips, and finally couldn't help asking: "What happened to you all this time?"

Gu Dongyuan subconsciously wanted to ask and answer, but he froze before he could speak.

Of course he didn't intend to hide from Shen Yunjin.

It's just that in the past few years, he has also understood Shen Yunjin's mind very thoroughly.

In Shen Yunjin's eyes, nothing is more important than his studies. From childhood to adulthood, as long as he saw him studying with a book in his hand, Shen Yunjin's eyes lit up as if they could drip water.

Gu Dongyuan is really not interested in studying, but he really likes to see Shen Yunjin's bright eyes for himself.

So these past few years, Gu Dongyuan has been doing what he wished, reading textbooks and doing exercises with him when he is free, but all of this has nothing to do with his own interests.

He doesn't think academic performance really has much to do with success.

If he told Shen Yunjin that he wanted to open an Internet cafe with Du Han, Shen Yunjin would kill his idea in the cradle in all likelihood.

That's why he kept silent for a while.

Otherwise, Shen Yunjin must be the one he wants to share his joy with immediately.

Sensing his hesitation, Shen Yunjin's expression darkened a little, and he opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.

Gu Dongyuan knew that he must be unhappy.

He lay back, let Shen Yunjin pillow on his arm, and unconsciously squeezed Shen Yunjin's shoulder lightly with his big palm.

"Recently...I've been thinking about something..." He pondered for a moment, then changed the subject, "Yun Jin, have you thought about what we will do in the future?"

Where did Shen Yunjin have the mood to think about this, he didn't even have the intention to answer.

But Gu Dongyuan asked again seriously: "Or what kind of person do you want me to be?"

This question happened to be something that Shen Yunjin had thought about countless times over the past few years, and now even if he was not in the mood, he could answer it instantly.

In addition, recently thinking that Gu Dongyuan had changed his mind, Shen Yunjin had a lot of wild thoughts, and now he heard him ask this question again, and suddenly felt a little emotional in his heart.

Rarely, he didn't ignore Gu Dongyuan's question anymore, but replied in a low voice: "It's fine to be any kind of person...as long as you can live in peace and happiness all the time."

As long as Gu Dongyuan can pass the big hurdle in his life, the other Shen Yunjin don't want to force it.

Flying to the top, becoming famous, these are just the icing on the cake that can only be done on the basis of being alive, even if they can't do it in this lifetime, it doesn't matter.

What Shen Yunjin wanted most was to see the two of them wrinkled.

Compared with this matter, whether Gu Dongyuan will be with others seems to have become less important.

Just be alive.

Rationally thinking this way, Shen Yunjin's heart palpitated because of the possibility that has not yet come.

Gu Dongyuan didn't know why Shen Yunjin became depressed again as he spoke, but Shen Yunjin's answer really warmed his heart unconsciously.

He leaned over, put his thin lips on Shen Yunjin's side face, and kissed him deeply.

This kind of behavior is completely contrary to what Shen Yunjin thought during this period of time, he seems to have been confused by Gu Dongyuan.

"Then don't I have to be afraid of disappointing you?"

"What?" Gu Dongyuan's voice was too low, even though he was so close, Shen Yunjin couldn't hear it clearly.

Gu Dongyuan kissed him again, and the volume was amplified: "I said that I will definitely make you and me happy."

Even if you are making a fuss, this kind of words will make your heart tremble a few times.

Shen Yunjin glanced at him, but still didn't hold back, and retorted in a low voice: "Just take care of yourself."

Although this sentence was the most sincere thought in Shen Yunjin's heart, but when he said it at this juncture, there was a hint of anger.

Although Gu Dongyuan knew that he had neglected him during this period of time, he never thought that he was always worried that he would fall in love with others, or it could be said that Gu Dongyuan didn't even know that there was such a possibility between them.

But he could still hear Shen Yunjin's anger.

Gu Dongyuan forcefully pinched Shen Yunjin's shoulder, forcing him to face himself.

Although the gesture was rude, the words that came out were somewhat soft: "No, haven't you always been in charge of me?"

"I can't control it forever."

"Of course I have to take care of it for a lifetime!"

Hearing his words, Shen Yunjin suddenly fell silent again.

He turned his head and looked at Gu Dongyuan beside him.

It was already late at night, and the only light in the room was the small yellow night light by the bedside.

The night light was on Gu Dongyuan's side, and the dim light hit half of his face, making his outline look more three-dimensional and cold.

But the way he looked at Shen Yunjin was extremely gentle.

Shen Yunjin met his gentle eyes, and couldn't help but feel that his random thoughts during this period seemed to be really just random thoughts.

He stretched out his hand and squeezed Gu Dongyuan's resolute face.

Although Gu Dongyuan often takes pleasure in pinching his face, he rarely takes the initiative.

Gu Dongyuan grabbed his hand, put it on his lips and pecked again, his star-like eyes showed a full smile: "You didn't hide from me even once today."

"Huh?" Shen Yunjin froze for a moment.

Gu Dongyuan spoke again: "I kissed you three times, and you didn't hide."

Shen Yunjin paused again, and the temperature on his face couldn't help but rise a bit.

Indeed, he was so preoccupied tonight that it never occurred to him that he should avoid his kiss at all.

"Actually, you have gradually begun to accept our relationship, right?"

Shen Yunjin was so choked by him that he couldn't find any words to refute for a moment, so he could only change the subject hastily: "You haven't said what's going on recently."

This casually shifting topic really hit Gu Dongyuan's soft spot.

Now Shen Yunjin was finally coaxed by him, he didn't dare to be vague, but he didn't dare to really tell the truth either.

He lowered his eyelids to cover the emotions in his eyes, but what he said could not be regarded as false.

"I'm not too sure...Maybe it's because Pucheng is so prosperous, I'm a bit unwilling to stay in this small place for the rest of my life."

Shen Yunjin had also thought about this possibility at first, but he didn't doubt it when he heard him say that. Instead, he quickly comforted: "You are only as old as you are now, and you will live forever. We will definitely leave Qingshui when you are admitted to university. If you don't want to come back, Just find a job elsewhere after graduation.”

Hearing him bring up something related to his studies again, Gu Dongyuan couldn't help feeling guilty, and raised his hand to cover his bright eyes: "Then choose a city you like in college, and we'll live there, okay?"

I don't know if it's because of the illusion of almost losing it just now, although Shen Yunjin felt that it was wrong, he still didn't want to refute his decision at all.

He also stretched out his hand and put it on the back of Gu Dongyuan's hand, which was a circle bigger than his own. Even with his eyes closed, he could feel the reassuring warmth from his palm: "Okay."

Maybe he shouldn't take the promises of a teenage kid lightly.

But he knew that no matter what the future holds, at least Gu Dongyuan must be sincere when he said these words.

He just suddenly wanted to take advantage of the early time to cherish these sincere hearts that he didn't know how long they would be with him.