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Gu Qi came out of Ren Wei's house with mixed feelings.

It was an indescribable feeling, filled with sadness, distress and more regrets.

He tried very hard to think about his previous life, and what kind of life Ren Wei lived in his impression. He remembered that Ren Wei had no intention of going to Fenggao during the senior high school entrance examination. I also don't want to come to Fenggao. If he hadn't come, such a thing would not have happened.

His life should also be smooth and smooth, with no worries, enjoying praise and living happily.

Instead of hiding at home like now, being scolded by the parents of the dead student, not daring to go out.

Could it be that this is the so-called butterfly effect, that he changed what should be fixed?

Gu Qi thought back and forth for a long time, but felt that he seemed to have entered a dead end and could not get out.

In the next week, Gu Qi didn't see Ren Wei. When he wanted to go to Ren Wei's house, he heard Ren Wei on the phone saying that his mother was preparing for him to study abroad.

"Actually, my family has relatives abroad, and my mother wanted me to study abroad a long time ago, but she originally wanted to wait until the second year of high school, but now that something like this has happened, she thinks that even if I stay in school, It will also be affected, and I will not be able to study, so she plans to let me go abroad next month, and the school is already going through the formalities."

Ren Wei's voice was very calm, and Gu Qi couldn't hear his emotions.

"Then what do you think?"

Ren Wei paused for a moment, he seemed to take a deep breath and was silent for a while, Gu Qi thought he didn't want to say anything, so Ren Wei said in a hoarse voice, "I want to leave, Gu Qi, I'm going to leave every day now. I would have nightmares at night, and listening to their curses and banging on doors during the day, I really couldn’t stand it.”

"There were so many people who played with us that day, why did he die?"

"I'm very scared, Gu Qi, am I a coward? When something like that happened, I just wanted to escape and refused to take responsibility. Am I weak?"

Gu Qi couldn't speak, he was really speechless, Ren Wei's weak voice rang in his ears, it seemed to penetrate into his mind, making him unable to think or say anything, he could only listen in a daze follow his words.

After a long time, he heard his dry voice, "No..."

"Everyone is responsible for this matter, not just you..." He said a few words, but was interrupted by Ren Wei.

"Gu Qi, do you want to say that everyone is responsible? No, no, the biggest responsibility lies with me, but I don't want to bear this fault, so I ran away. Gu Qi, don't comfort me."

"I know, you are my best friend, so whenever something happens, you will stand by my side, but this time, don't stand by me, I'm leaving, and I don't want to come back in the future."

After Ren Wei said this, he hung up the phone. Gu Qi listened to the busy tone in a daze, so dazed that he was at a loss.

On the day Ren Wei left, he sent a text message to Gu Qi, just saying that he was going to board the plane, and he would write to Gu Qi when he was free, so that he didn't have to worry.

Gu Qi held the mobile phone, he dialed Ren Wei's number, but the phone on the other end was turned off.

Because of Ren Wei's departure, Gu Qi became depressed for a period of time afterwards.

And as Ren Wei left Fenggao, most of Fenggao's girls were in a trance for a whole month, as if they couldn't believe that the male god Xiaocao they admired just left. After that happened , disappears in a form of escape.

Gu Qi's dullness turned around after Feng Gao's second monthly exam, probably because his grades dropped by ten points compared to the first time. Although he was still in the top ten in the class, his ranking in terms of age was lost. Arrived far away.

Regarding Gu Qi's condition, his homeroom teacher Li Sheng had a talk with him.

Li Sheng thinks that Gu Qi is a good seedling. He doesn't want to see Gu Qi get depressed because of this incident. He asked these students to fill out a college entrance examination application form when the school started.

Everyone has their own aspirations, some students are not going to take the college entrance examination, they will choose to study abroad, and Li Sheng has also seen Gu Qi's volunteer, Gu Qi is not going to go abroad, so he is going to take the college entrance examination.

Li Sheng also saw that the university he filled in was a famous university with a deep historical accumulation and reputation in China. Of course, the score line for the college entrance examination was also high, and according to the current grades of Gu Qi, it would take a lot of effort to pass the exam. .

But now he seems to have lost the momentum he had when he just started school. Li Sheng has seen many outstanding students like Gu Qi fail because of setbacks. also.What he gives to the students is not only knowledge, but also his life experience and moral character.

There are many things he wants to teach, but the books are all empty talk. After learning, it is just a test paper, and more is the morality and aspirations and beliefs learned in this classroom.

Etiquette, righteousness and shame are virtues, but faith is another matter.

Everyone lives by this kind of belief, and different life experiences have created different beliefs, so what he does is to help these children, and try their best to guide the firm belief and obsession that has grown up in their hearts to Go in the correct and bright direction, and let them take as few detours and thorns as possible.

Why not pave a broad road for them.

Li Sheng always talks calmly with the students. Most of the time, he seems to have only one expression. He has never been angry in front of the students, but when the students see him, they are inexplicably timid.

So is Gu Qi, although he is no longer a child of seventeen or eighteen.

But when facing Li Sheng, he always felt that he was still an ignorant student. This is probably the magic of being a teacher.

Gu Qi lowered his eyes, thinking wildly.

"Gu Qi, I've seen your application. You want to rely on x university, don't you? Then, have you ever thought that it would be very difficult to get the exam with your current attitude?"

"I know, I haven't studied hard recently." Gu Qi didn't dare to look at Li Sheng, he lowered his head, looking from Li Sheng's perspective, he only felt that this fair and clean boy was very shy.

"Let's put aside the college entrance examination. I heard from the teacher that you have been distracted in class recently." Li Sheng paused, "Gu Qi, look up at the teacher, and I'll talk to you again."

Gu Qi raised his head immediately, he was a little embarrassed, and couldn't help but want to lower his head.

Li Sheng sighed, trying to soften his expression, although the effect was minimal, "I don't want to blame you, I just want to say, in my opinion, you seem to let yourself into a dead end, you Have you noticed that since your friend Ren Wei left, you have been depressed, are you still blaming yourself for what happened to him?"

Gu Qi didn't speak, Li Sheng looked at him and said again: "You are indeed at fault, you saw them drinking and playing carelessly, but you didn't remind them, but you just didn't do a good job in this, the matter It has already happened, what do you want to do again, there is no regret medicine in this world, no matter how uncomfortable you are, you can’t go back to that time to stop it.”

Gu Qi's lips moved, he was actually a little unwilling.

"Gu Qi, you are too easily affected by the things around you. Any turbulent changes in personnel and affairs will change your mood. It's not bad, but it's just that you are too sensitive and you will become very tired."

"You are still young, you shouldn't be like this. Your task now is actually to study hard, and keep your ears open to the goal you set before."

Li Sheng said a lot, and Gu Qi felt that it was more than the concise text explanations in his class, but Gu Qi listened to them all.

He was not the kind of stubborn and persistent person, and he just kept thinking about it because he couldn't figure it out, but when the depression in his heart was resolved, he walked out.

He sent an email to Ren Wei, asking him to live a good life abroad, study hard, and try to come back to benefit the motherland.

He told himself that everyone was at fault and responsible for that incident, but the punishment has already come, those nightmares day and night, psychological trauma is the biggest punishment, they are praying, praying that the dead student can find peace in heaven , I pray that the parents of the students will no longer be angry, and hope that they can finally calm down.