[Quick Transmigration] Male God Raiders System

Lin Junyan, the only child of the Lin family, is also the only hope of the Lin family. It is no exaggeration to say that Lin's father and Lin mother have concentrated all their love and strictness on him alone.

And the ones who have the closest relationship with the Lin family are Xia Ling's parents.Xia Ling's mother and Lin Junyan's mother have always been best friends, so Xia Ling and Lin Junyan can almost be said to have grown up together since childhood.In Lin Junyan's memory, the first time he saw Xia Ling was standing beside his mother, observing the so-called mother's friend's child with curiosity in his eyes.

His name is Xia Ling.Probably as old as me, or a few months younger than me.The little Lin Junyan looked at Xia Ling, and what was reflected in his eyes was the slightly nervous expression under the other's smooth black hair.Xia Ling's slightly raised hair curled into a small arc and fell into Lin Junyan's eyes. His first impression of this boy he just met was that he was dumbfounded.

However, this impression has indeed continued to the present with the passage of time. If Lin Junyan was asked to describe his first impression when he first saw Xia Ling, he would still use this word to answer calmly.Xia Ling seemed to be a little afraid of strangers, so she instinctively avoided Lin Junyan's parents.

For example, when Mother Lin wanted to reach out to hug Xiao Xia Ling or rub Xiao Xia Ling's head, Xiao Xia Ling would hide behind her mother in time to ensure that she would not be touched by this strange aunt.Lin Junyan was the only exception, perhaps because the two were similar in age, so Xiao Xia Ling didn't very much repel Lin Junyan's approach.

"My name is Lin Junyan."

"Xia... Ling."

This was the first dialogue between the two since they met. Xia Ling's answer was obviously nervous. If you want to ask where this tension comes from, perhaps even Xia Ling himself is not very clear.After meeting Lin's father and Lin's mother, Xia Ling's mother took Xiao Xia Ling by the hand and led him back to her home, which was about a hundred meters away from Lin Junyan's house.

Yes, Lin Junyan's house and Xia Ling's house are only a few hundred meters away.This was also when Lin Junyan's parents first moved here. Lin Junyan didn't know anyone other than Xia Ling in this strange place. Coincidentally, because of Xiao Xia Ling's introversion, he didn't have many friends, so gradually, Lin Junyan Jun Yan and Xia Ling became inseparable partners.

For a combination like Xia Ling who was more introverted and Lin Junyan who was more extroverted, it was indeed a little strange.Little Xia Ling's timid character is only for Lin Junyan to evaluate, and it is what he most wants to change about Xia Ling.Xia Ling is timid and easily bullied.

As soon as this idea came up, Lin Junyan just felt a little unbelievable, but he didn't pay much attention to it.It wasn't until that rainy day, when Lin Junyan saw Xia Ling being beaten by boys of the same age, that he realized that his thoughts were not just empty talk. Sometimes there are things that you think are unimportant, but the facts are just right. You know the opposite.

Anyway, Lin Junyan was trained by his father since he was a child. Although he doesn't have much advantage in fighting with his peers, he can still win with injuries.It was also on that day that Lin Junyan fought with others for the first time, in order to prevent Xia Ling from being bullied.It was raining heavily, almost blurring Lin Junyan's vision, he could only hold an umbrella and run around all the places where Xia Ling might go, until at the entrance of the alley where they walked together, Lin Junyan saw that Xia Ling was curled up and sobbing softly.

When Lin Junyan started, he deliberately led the group of boys away, in order to let them turn their targets on him. Xiao Xia Ling's escape and hiding can be said to be both expected and somewhat unexpected by him.Lin Junyan walked quickly to Xia Ling, and the umbrella in his hand blocked the raindrops falling on his head and body for Xia Ling.

Perhaps it was because the raindrops that hit him suddenly disappeared, Xiao Xia Ling raised his head, and there were obvious bruises from the beating beside his black eyes, his eyes were a little red and swollen from crying, which made Lin Junyan feel a little distressed.From a long time ago, Lin Junyan regarded Xia Ling as his best friend, or rather he regarded him as his younger brother.

It is very annoying for anyone to see his younger brother being bullied, Lin Junyan tried his best to calm down his emotions.

【He didn't care about the scars on his hands at all, and stretched out those hands in front of Xia Ling, "Are you an idiot, hide and cry when you are bullied, get up quickly."

"Xia Ling, let me tell you, I don't allow anyone who bullies you to exist in this world. If there is such a person, even if it costs my life, I will pay him back twice."

Little Xia Ling stretched out her hand, sobbing and wiped away the drops of rain or tears in front of her eyes. She couldn't help but threw herself into Lin Junyan's arms and cried. , After hesitating for a long time, he touched Xia Ling's head, "So, you are really a big fool."]

After this, I will never allow anyone to bully you, at least I will accompany you and protect you.

Lin Junyan held Xiao Xialing's hand, because both Lin's father and Lin's mother were out, so there was no one in the Lin family at the moment, and Xiao Xialing didn't want his parents to see him injured, so Lin Junyan decided to take him back to the my home.Fortunately, Lin Junyan saw the medicine box at home before, and learned some common-sense solutions to skin scratches from his mother, so he put the disinfectant alcohol in front of Xia Ling, with a tone that he couldn't even tell. "Maybe it will hurt a little, but you have to bear it, can you?"

"...Hmm." When the cotton swab of disinfectant alcohol touched her wound, the only thought in Xiao Xia Ling's mind was pain.He was so painful that he was able to forget other feelings, leaving only endless pain.But this time, Xiao Xia Ling sat on the chair surprisingly quietly. He gritted his teeth and didn't say a word.

Because he was afraid that what he spit out after opening his mouth would only be painful moans.

But Xiao Xialing gritted his teeth like this, which made Lin Junyan feel extremely uncomfortable.If possible, he would rather hurt himself.It was also from that day that Xiao Xia Ling knew that he had to learn to be strong. He didn't want to be bullied anymore, at least he didn't want Lin Junyan to be hurt because of him. As a friend, Xiao Xia Ling believed that he shouldn't let Lin Junyan suffer the same pain as him.

It may be difficult for a person to change, but if there is a motivation to support it, it may not be so easy for people to give up.Xiao Xia Ling tried to make friends with his classmates, he tried to learn to smile, he tried not to reject others, it can be said that all changes in Xiao Xia Ling were seen in Lin Junyan's eyes.

Every time Xiao Xia Ling made a friend, every time she showed a smile, it should have made Lin Junyan happy, but unfortunately, Lin Junyan couldn't be happy.He didn't know why, every time he saw Xiao Xia Ling smiling at others, he felt crazy, Xia Ling had never smiled at him before.

Why should they be able to get Xia Ling's concern, why should their appearance take away Xia Ling's attention.Xia Ling should belong to him, but does it really belong to him...?Lin Junyan was silent.Yes, Xia Ling is not his alone. He obviously only treats Xia Ling as his younger brother, but why did he feel that this has surpassed his love for his younger brother in the end? What is another emotion?

After hesitating, Lin Junyan chose to ask his mother.What is that weird feeling when a guy feels more than caring and unexpected about his friend.Lin's mother obviously didn't notice that something was wrong with Lin Junyan, or she thought that such a young child would not understand what feelings are, so Lin's mother smiled and answered Lin Junyan, "It's probably called liking."

"Then what is liking?"

"After you like it to a certain extent, you will be like your parents. This is called marriage, and it means two people who love each other get together."

So it turns out that he likes Xia Ling?He... likes Xia Ling?So will he be with Xia Ling in the end?This feeling seems to be good, so Xia Ling will always belong to him.

[Lin Junyan took advantage of going out to play with Xiao Xia Ling. He lay on the grass and looked at Xia Ling who was lying beside him. After thinking about it, he asked, "Xia Ling, do you like me?"

"Huh?" Little Xia Ling stuck out her tongue after rolling around on the grass and said, "I don't know, what is liking?"

"It's just that Xia Ling will always be by my side. I like Xia Ling very much. Doesn't Xia Ling like me?" Lin Junyan showed a sad expression on his face. Seeing that Xiao Ling was anxious, he immediately jumped into the trap, " I like Junyan the most."

Lin Junyan found the right time to turn over and hug Xia Ling who was rolling around on the grass without stopping for a moment, rubbed his neck, and then kissed him on the face while Xia Ling was not paying attention, "Then Shall we get married later?"

"Okay." Although she didn't know what marriage was, Xiao Xia Ling still agreed.After getting a satisfactory answer, Lin Junyan rubbed Xia Ling's hair, "Hey, Xia Ling, I will always remember your answer."

Whether you will forget or not, he will always remember.

forever. 】

Just in this way, maybe Lin Junyan didn't know what liking was at all, and even if you can like it, you have to treat it as disliking.It wasn't until the two of them grew up that Lin Junyan realized that his feelings for Xia Ling didn't decrease with time, but became more and more intense.

Lin Junyan is sure that he really likes Xia Ling, but Xia Ling's reaction is so slow that it can be said that others can see his feelings for Xia Ling, but as the protagonist who is liked, Xia Ling is like It is always kept in the dark, and you can't see it at all.Lin Junyan was very selfish, so selfish that he hoped that Xia Ling could only leave him alone.

It's a pity that this kind of selfishness is beyond his control.Lin Junyan used his part-time job during his vacation, plus part of the money his parents would give him on a regular basis, it can be said that Lin Junyan spent nearly several years together before buying an aquamarine earring that he thought was perfect for Xia Ling.He was waiting for the opportunity, until Xia Ling could agree to have his ears pierced and wear the pair of earrings with him.

Coincidentally, because of Xia Ling's rough nerves, Lin Junyan said that he wanted to give him a gift, so he readily agreed to Lin Junyan's request, and even went to get his ears pierced.Because he trusts Lin Junyan unconditionally, Lin Junyan has been by his side since childhood.With Lin Junyan's company, it seems that all difficult things can be overcome.

The price of ear piercing is a bit high, at least Xia Ling didn't hurt it before, but when the aquamarine earrings passed through his ear piercing later, Xia Ling felt that this gift seemed to be more precious than his own kidney, which made him feel a bit kidney It hurts, as if a very precious thing in the body has been lost in that place.

【"Well, it hurts so much." In his memory, Xia Ling covered his right ear, pouted, and looked at Lin Junyan beside him with a little aggrieved expression.The latter just smiled at Xia Ling, then pointed his finger at his ear, "It's not that you are alone in pain, I'm with you."

Hearing Lin Junyan's words, Xia Ling looked at him with wide eyes in disbelief, "Didn't you force me to get some ear piercings? You deserve the pain! And why did you hit the right side instead of the left side?" ?" Because of his curiosity, Xia Ling still asked out the doubts in his heart, but Lin Junyan rubbed his head in the end.

"In short, you just need to remember to never take off this aquamarine stud earring from your ear."

"I see, it's really troublesome."]

"But you didn't sell your kidney to buy this gift, did you?" Xia Ling couldn't imagine the life that Lin Junyan would have to live with only one kidney left from now on. There was no need to think about it, even he himself felt that it must be very bitter .

"Don't think too much." Lin Junyan stretched out his hand and gently pinched Xia Ling's face. He didn't let go of his hand with a smile until he saw an expression that almost exploded on that face.

If Xia Ling never knew how good it would be, then he could always deceive himself into thinking that Xia Ling always liked him too.I'm afraid that for others, it would be the most unacceptable for a boy who grew up with him to suddenly like him, not to mention that he was also a boy who was liked by the other party.

……

The review before the exam is very tense, but for Lin Junyan, whose parents have high hopes for him, he must pass the exam.What's more, Lin Junyan's grades in the school's rankings can be regarded as the top ten and have never dropped.After reading the book for an afternoon, Lin Junyan squinted his eyes for a while, raised his head, and saw Xia Ling not far away from the window.

Lin Junyan was a little puzzled about what Xia Ling was doing by leaning against the tree, pushed open the door, and walked towards the direction where Xia Ling was sitting.

[Xia Ling is sitting by the tree and Zhengxiang is sleeping, the sun is shining on his face, there is an indescribable softness, the breeze blows through the treetops and affects the broken hair on Xia Ling's forehead, and the corners of his mouth are raised while he is sleeping Playing seems like a dream.

Lin Junyan looked at Xia Ling and helplessly put his coat on Xia Ling's body lightly, as if he couldn't bear to disturb Xia Ling.He just sat down next to Xia Ling, looking at the person he could say had liked for several years, Lin Junyan still couldn't express his feelings in front of Xia Ling.

Only under such circumstances that Xia Ling didn't know at all, could he lean against Xia Ling and say that sentence softly.

"I like you."】

Only at this time can he express his feelings without any scruples.At this time, he wouldn't be afraid to see Xia Ling's eyes of rejection or even disgust. He was afraid that Xia Ling would leave him alone when he knew the truth.So Lin Junyan would rather hide all his feelings, as long as he knows it.

He always remembered the marriage proposal when he was a child, if it was Xia Ling, he would have forgotten it long ago...

Lin Junyan always thought that his feelings would be hidden for a long time. Until that day, when he was told that Xia Ling died of a congenital heart disease, he realized what he did to make the other party not hate him, and what he did to prevent the other party from rejecting him. All his patience is all because he is deceiving himself and others.If he could tell Xia Ling about his feelings earlier, would he not have any regrets by now?At least... At least he can know what kind of feelings Xia Ling has for him...

[o(*￣▽￣*)o finally found you, Lin Junyan.It’s the first time we met, I’m the male god strategy system, I can help you realize your wish, but I want to get the bonus points that should be obtained after the task is completed]

[Your purpose is to revive that person named Xia Ling, right?Then you have two choices, one is to choose to trust me, I will take Xia Ling's soul to travel through time and space, and you will temporarily erase your memory as a male god who was captured, and each male god represents In that world, you are the central axis, and the whole world exists because of your existence]

[Xia Ling wants to be resurrected, so he has to exchange points with me, and my purpose is to harvest the points used by Xia Ling to complete the task to exchange for [Resurrection], and take some of them to turn into my own energy.The second way is not to believe me, then Xia Ling will only die without any hope of resurrection. Of course, if you agree, and Xia Ling as the protagonist disagrees with the mission of the strategy, then I don’t need to say anything about the ending_ (:qゝ∠)_]

[Aren't you tempted? Now you don't know Xia Ling's feelings for you, but it's different after the strategy. At that time, maybe Xia Ling's feelings for you are not limited to "friends".Of course, before that, I will also seal up a lot of Xia Ling's memories of you, so that the strategy can go smoothly. So what is your answer? ]

"Can you guarantee that Xia Ling will come back?"

[No, if Xia Ling chooses to refuse, then he will die, but if he chooses to agree, then I can guarantee that he will come back alive, but the ending is beyond my control]

"Okay, since that's the case, I'm willing to give it a try."

[What if the price is that you never come back? ]

"So what, as long as Xia Ling can come back, all the sacrifices are worthwhile. But if I can't come back at that time, and Xia Ling comes back, please help erase everyone's memory of the existence of 'Lin Junyan', I don't want Xia Ling to remember a person who can never exist."

[sure]

Whether all this is true or false, as long as it is about Xia Ling, he is willing to try it.Even if there is only a glimmer of hope, it may not be a light of hope, because Xia Ling is an indispensable part of his life. Without Xia Ling, he really has nothing.

Forgive his selfishness, I only hope that when the time comes, I can protect Xia Ling after losing my memory, that's enough.

……

But, is this really enough...?