after blind date

When he went out this afternoon, Wen Juncheng didn't ask him where he was going as usual, but only asked him to bring an extra coat, saying that the temperature would cool down in the evening.

He bought a bouquet of flowers, looked at the o'clock, it was 02:30, and then came to the cemetery.

Several bouquets of flowers had already been placed in front of Yan Wenshu's tombstone, and Yan Qing put his bouquets side by side, tidying them up, leaving a place on the far right.

In the few years when Yan Wenshu just passed away, Yan Qing would come to worship with his uncle and the others. When he gradually became sensible, he could see that every time he worshiped, his uncle and others were even more reluctant to see him than usual, especially the third aunt. The first time I saw him, the look in his eyes was particularly fierce, and his words were even worse.Gradually, at this time of year, Uncle and the others would come to worship in the morning, while he changed to afternoon, and Uncle Yan.

"Yan Yan."

The visitor is only 30 years old, with upper-middle appearance, elegant and gentle temperament, he is a beta.Because he saw Yan Qing, he had a smile on his face, but when his eyes fell on the portrait on the tombstone, he was full of nostalgia and sadness.

"Wenshu, I'm here to see you." He bent down and put the flower on the rightmost empty seat, "Another year has passed."

At this time of year, they speak very little, but every year they come to worship together.

Speaking of which, their previous relationship was not considered close, and their current relationship is only indifferent, or indifferent to Yan List, and Chen Yan's feelings for him are very complicated, including rejection, guilt, anger, and concern.And Yan Qing is not really indifferent to him, but he still can't let go, if it were someone else, he might even hate Chen Yan.

But he always remembered that after the accident, when all the Yan family resented him, when they refused to take him in, it was Chen Yan who blocked the eyes of those people for him, he stood up and said that he would take care of him, and he was the one who stood up for him. Hold him all night to comfort him.

So he couldn't hate him, but he was very contradictory and couldn't get close to him. He always felt that if Yan Wenshu hadn't met Chen Yan back then, maybe their family would have been happy, although the possibility was very small.

After the worship, they found a coffee shop to sit down, Yan Qing stirred the coffee without saying a word, while Chen Yan took out a stack of documents from his briefcase.

"This is the financial balance for this year, take a look."

Yan Qing finally stopped the coffee spoon in his hand, "Uncle Yan, you know, I don't care about these things."

Chen Yan pushed the document in front of him, "Let's take a look! It's really embarrassing to say it, but today I don't make a lot of money. I'm really not good at this."

Yan Qing casually flipped through the documents in his hand. After Yan Wenshu passed away, the research institute he founded was inherited by Yan Qing, but Yan Qing was not yet an adult at the time, and his uncle took care of these affairs temporarily.The uncle didn't like to see this research institute very much. His younger brother killed himself because of being too obsessed with research. How could he have a good impression of this research institute?However, when he was planning to sell the institute, it was Chen Yan who convinced him.With him in charge of this research institute, Yan Wenshu's painstaking efforts over the years would not be wasted.Since Yan Qing became an adult, Chen Yan's annual work report has also become Yan Qing.

Chen Yan was quite ashamed and said: "It's not that there are no research results, but I can't find a suitable institution to cooperate with, so although there are results, I haven't been able to make much money."

"Aren't there three collaborations this year?"

Chen Yan took a sip of coffee, sighed a little and said, "It's sold at a low price! What we have spent so much time researching can only be sold at a low price in the end. I am very reluctant."

Although Chen Yan is more than 30 years old, he has devoted himself to research for many years and has never been exposed to dark and negative things in society.The biggest blow he encountered was the deceit and death of Yan Wenshu back then. As for the flattery and intrigue that ordinary people would be exposed to, he couldn't even do things like accepting bribes.Such a simple and naive person, how many business twists and turns can he be expected to understand?

"In fact, over the years, we still have a lot of research results, but many of them are too biased. Everyone... everyone has put a lot of effort into their own ideals, but they don't know how to apply them in business, so after so many years I haven't made any money." Chen Yan continued: "So I thought, how about we hire a special person to manage this aspect of affairs?"

Yan Qing looked up at him in surprise, "Anyone else?"

"Yeah! In fact, I'm really not suitable to be a businessman. I'm only suitable for doing research. Every time I start to work, I forget the time. I made appointments with people to talk about business several times, but in the end I was busy and forgot. The good business was ruined." .” Chen Yan has a typical scholarly temperament, but he is not rigid.He drank coffee, talked about his faults, and reviewed his shortcomings, calmly and gently.He is a bit stubborn, even though he knows that the institute has not been making any money these years, and even though he knows that it is because he is too focused on research and doesn't understand the world, he still doesn't want to change.

"These things were all discussed by Wenshu back then. I didn't think it would be so difficult seeing how he was able to handle it with ease. Later, when I took over it myself, I realized that it was not that simple." There are too many people in the business world, and he I really can't handle it.Not to mention that the gifts of the bosses during the New Year and holidays are very particular, but he can't do it even if he often contacts with each other when he makes appointments on weekdays.Getting rejected and being sneered at by others are common things, and it was not uncommon to be teased and taken advantage of in the early years.

"I really don't have this talent." He said so.

But Yan Qing knew that he was only obsessed with his own ideals, he didn't want to become sophisticated, and still wanted to do his research.This kind of obsession even brought a touch of cuteness, which made this man, who was not so stunning, very attractive. No wonder Yan Wenshu was attracted by him back then, and chased him desperately.

"But I'm worried that recruiting people who don't know how to do research will mess up the research institute." Yan Qing expressed his worry.Now this research institute is well-known in the industry, especially known for its strong scientific research atmosphere. The researchers here can let go of research as long as they like according to their own preferences, as long as the funds required for the project are not very exaggerated, except for senior researchers. The researcher has nothing to think about except making appropriate comments, just research.However, the professional titles and positions that ordinary researchers are most concerned about are only based on research results, which are open and fair.

Such an atmosphere made Chen Yan proud of this research institute, but the only problem was that it didn't make money.

"I understand this. In fact, I originally wanted to wait another year or two, but this time when I saw Yanyan, I realized that Yanyan already has an alpha."

Yan Qing blushed immediately.

After forming a knot, AO will be infected with each other's smell, and this smell can also be smelled by Beta.

Seeing Yan Qing's embarrassed look, Chen Yan joked, "I have to prepare some dowry for Yan Yan." But the love in his eyes was not concealed.

"Dowry? Well, let's forget it! And we didn't get married so soon, he didn't even mention it."

Yan Qing put away the documents as in previous years, "I still have to trouble Uncle Yan with the affairs of the research institute. I don't want to invite anyone else for the time being. I don't think... Dad doesn't want it either, he is so obsessed with research."

Yan Qing rarely mentioned Yan Wenshu, he had too many conflicting feelings towards this father, and often did not know what tone to use when mentioning him.

"Then let's look again! However, it's best to find someone who understands both research and this mess." After finishing the business, Chen Yan mentioned Yan Qing's alpha.

"What kind of person is he? How well does he treat you?" This is what he cares most about, regardless of his family background or job, what he wants to know most is how this person's conduct is, and whether he will treat Yan Qing well.

Yan Qing nodded, "He's a nice person, but he's a bit of a clean freak."

"How are you?" Chen Yan asked again.

"Treat me very well, always take care of me."

"That's good." Regarding feelings, Chen Yan can't teach Yan Qing by words and deeds, because he himself is a typical example of relationship failure, a negative teaching material.

"How about you, Uncle Yan? How are you doing recently?"

"I'm still the same. Recently, the new researcher has been a little naughty, and everything else is going well." Chen Yan said with a smile, but the smile couldn't be seen.

Yan Qing hesitated for a long time before asking: "Are you still thinking about him?"

Chen Yan fell silent, and Yan Qing felt even more uncomfortable, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked."

"It's okay, maybe I'll forget it in a few years." However, he said the same thing a few years ago.

Yan Wenshu, a selfish and extreme person, has always been entrenched in his heart, whether it was during his lifetime or after his death, he never left.

From Yan Qing's point of view, it was Chen Yan's misfortune to meet Yan Wenshu. He is such a good person, but he has been living alone.

"He doesn't deserve you."

"Don't talk about him like that. Although our ending is not good, whenever I think of what he did for me, I will still be very happy. However, I don't want you to understand." Chen Yan said, this child can be said to be his favorite child. As he grew up, his mother had no feelings for him, and only used him as a tool to restrain Yan Wenshu, and Yan Wenshu paid little attention to him. He had suffered a lot since he was a child, and what happened back then was the one that hurt the most. Actually it was him.

"Tell me about your alpha again! I'm curious as to what kind of person our Yanyan likes."

Yan Qing didn't have many friends, and his relatives were all estranged. He never mentioned Wen Juncheng to anyone, and he didn't even have such an opportunity. After hearing Chen Yan's request, it was difficult for him to speak at first, but every word of Wen Juncheng After the advantages came out of his mouth, they became out of control. Of course, not all advantages, but also disadvantages.

"His obsession with cleanliness is too serious. Sometimes he would quarrel with him because of it, but fortunately, not many times. What do you think if he finds someone with a bad temper?"

"Then you can accommodate him a little bit. Cleanliness is better than sloppy."

"But every time he comes back from his research, his obsession with cleanliness is very serious. Sometimes I feel very sorry to see him always doing hygiene. I want to help, but he won't let me."

Yan Qing thought, if Wen Juncheng knew that he was complaining behind his back, his face would turn black with anger.Thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing.

But Chen Yan frowned, "He also does scientific research? What kind of field?"

"No, he's an associate professor in the medical school, but sometimes he just does some research, and I don't know the specifics."

"What's his name?"

"Wen Juncheng, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I thought I knew it too! You also know that I have to know some people from medical school to do this." Although Chen Yan said so, he was very worried, because if he remembered correctly, years ago The boss of a pharmaceutical company who contacted him was also named Wen.Looks like I need to go back and check.

When the two parted, Chen Yan took out the gift he had prepared a long time ago, "I didn't eat the cake, but don't forget to accept the gift."

Yan Qing smiled at his subordinates, all these years, Chen Yan still remembered to give him gifts, and he hadn't eaten cakes for more than ten years.