after blind date

"Hey, when will Wen Juncheng come back from a business trip?"

"Tomorrow." Yan Qing found out that the taste of his favorite sushi is actually not that good. When was the last time?Oh, it seems to be Wen Juncheng's birthday.

Seeing his sullen look, Luo Xuan said, "Did you quarrel?"

They only got along for two or three days, and they didn't show any particular friendliness. Most of the time, Yan Qing even ignored his existence. He was talking more to himself, but it was strange that he was chatting with Yan Qing like this. It's actually quite comfortable.They haven't mentioned Wen Juncheng since the fight. Although Yan Qing didn't mention it, Luo Xuan can still know from the decoration of daily necessities that their relationship is good. Wen Juncheng broke up a long time ago, and it has been a long time since they broke up.Um, how long has it been since we broke up?half a year?It seems more than that.a year?It doesn't seem to be...

"It's not a quarrel, it's just that I suddenly discovered that some things are not what I imagined, maybe I'm too..." Yan Qing spoke with difficulty, but found that he really couldn't say it to his former rival in love.

He was afraid of others' disdain and being ridiculed. He had always had low self-esteem, but Wen Juncheng had given him a little courage during this time.

"No, it's nothing." Yan Qing said, "If you don't eat, remember to take out the trash."

Luo Xuan is a very lazy person, he rolled his eyes when he heard Yan Qing's words, "You really are a couple."

"You used to be a couple too."

Luo Xuan was stunned for a moment, and Yan Qing was also taken aback by his own words.

Luo Xuan scratched his head, "Hehe, it seems to be true."

"Yeah." Yan Qing replied awkwardly.

Luo Xuan rolled his eyes, "Hey, can you stop responding so obediently at a time like this?"

Yan Qing blinked, Luo Xuan slapped the table and shouted: "You should mock me for being dumped, you took my place, and then I will sneer back, and then..."

"And then we fight again?"

Luo Xuan curled his lips, "Just hit me, I'm not afraid of you."

"But at such an age, I still fight with people because of quarrels. No matter how you say it, I feel very naive."

"..."

In the end, when Luo Xuan left, he didn't forget to take the trash downstairs, "Yan Qing, I'm leaving."

"Oh, bye."

"..." He was not enthusiastic at all, but he said after getting along for a few days anyway.

Luo Xuan was standing at the door of Wen Juncheng's house, the door behind him had been slammed shut very boldly, thinking bitterly: "I won't come here again!"

Yan Qing looked at the door that had been slammed shut, and after a while looked down at the computer screen, but didn't look in at all.

After Luo Xuan left, the room suddenly became quiet, and he suddenly felt that such an environment was unbearable for him.It's like visiting an unfamiliar friend's house. No matter how friendly the person is, you still feel uncomfortable.

He used to treat this place as his home, without any estrangement at all, and then when he knew that Wen Juncheng might not be what he imagined, he didn't want to stay here for a moment.

If we love each other, we can't get along too much, but if it's my self-indulgence in the first place, I don't want to see ridicule in your eyes, and I don't want you to find fault with me while comforting me.

Yan Qing lowered his head and thought about his thoughts, his eyes suddenly fell on his fingers, and he found that his fingers were not as good-looking as Wen Juncheng said, no matter how you looked at them, they were not good enough, not thin enough, not tender enough.Well, forget it or not, the more you look at it, the uglier it gets.

He called Wen Juncheng, "What time will you be back tomorrow?"

"I'll be home at four o'clock tomorrow afternoon, you don't have to miss me too much."

"..."

"Well, if you really miss me, I can talk to you for a while."

"No, just to confirm the time with you."

"Did something happen?" With Wen Juncheng's understanding of Yan Qing, he would not respond so coldly, at least he would smile and say that he has a thick skin.

"It's a little thing, let's talk about it when you come back!"

"Is it really just a trivial matter? It doesn't sound like it at all from your tone. Hey, if something happens, you must tell me." You are not allowed to wrong yourself.

"Ah."

"Hey, don't you really think about telling me a little bit first?"

"Do not."

"All right!"

Yan Qing seemed to see Wen Juncheng's expression at this time, he had a calm and stable appearance, but he often inadvertently showed a rather childish expression in front of him, which made him deeply grateful and moved.

At this moment, there was a soreness in his heart. If, if such happiness were real, he would never be so eager for Wen Juncheng to love him.

"Wen Juncheng, I..." He suddenly thought of his mother. The person called mother often acted like a loving mother who loved him very much in front of people, but often cursed and beat him behind.

"No, it's okay, we'll talk about it when you come back."

He tossed and turned all night until dawn before falling asleep, and when he woke up, he found himself in Wen Juncheng's arms.

"Are you back?" Yan Qing's voice was hoarse and deep as if he had just woken up in the morning, and it was extraordinarily gentle.

Wen Juncheng hugged him into his arms, buried his face in his neck and rubbed it a few times, and replied in a daze, as if he was too sleepy.

Yan Qing touched the stubble on his face, changed to a more comfortable position and continued to catch up on sleep.When he woke up again, he was the only one on the bed, and the bedroom door was closed but he could smell the fragrance from the kitchen.He rolled in the quilt a few times but didn't want to get up. Wen Juncheng opened the door and came in and saw him sitting on the bed blankly, obviously not awake yet.

Wen Juncheng leaned over to kiss the corner of his mouth, pinched his face to try to make him more awake, "It's time to get up, little rascal."

Yan Qing nodded slowly, trying to pretend that "I'm already awake", Wen Juncheng couldn't help laughing.

Pushing him into the bathroom, Wen Juncheng hugged him from behind, poured water and squeezed toothpaste for him.

"So clingy." Yan Qing muttered.

"what?"

"It's nothing."

"Why aren't you enthusiastic when I come back early?" Wen Juncheng leaned his chin on Yan Qing's shoulder and said sadly.

"Why did you come back suddenly?" Yan Qing asked inarticulately while brushing his teeth.

"It's not you, hesitating, obviously having something to do but refusing to say it."

Yan Qing raised her head to look at the person in the mirror, she still had such a handsome face, and cast a slanted glance at him, a little self-willed and arrogant.

Hey, masculinity is really irresistible!

Yan Qing lowered his head and continued to brush, while Wen Juncheng decided to ignore him after being ignored, and turned to go to the kitchen.

There was the tempting aroma of food in the air, the sound of cooking in the kitchen, and the faint alpha pheromone, Yan Qing stood at the door, a little bit reluctant to break such a beauty.

"What are you doing standing there, hurry up and get some food!"

"Oh, come on."

Today Wen Juncheng fried shredded pork with green peppers. Yan Qing liked it very much but Wen Juncheng didn't like it. He felt that shredded meat was bothersome and dirty, and he had cooked other dishes that were more troublesome, but he hated this dish anyway. Yan Qing couldn't understand this kind of thinking, but Yan Qing was surprised that he was fired today.

Yan Qing glanced at him curiously when picking up the dishes, but Wen Juncheng pretended not to notice and turned his head away.

I will tell you that I have only been on a business trip for a week, and I saw that you lost weight and wanted you to eat more, so I fried this dish?Hmph, I will never tell you.

The atmosphere was always good, Wen Juncheng chatted with him about the business trip, Yan Qing ate quietly, just like all the lunches before.

"I heard you have an older brother?"

Yan Qing asked suddenly, Wen Juncheng was obviously taken aback, and then said casually: "Yes, let him come to the house for dinner another day, and introduce you to each other."

"I heard that he is the CEO of Longcheng Pharmaceuticals?"

"...Yes." Wen Juncheng instinctively sensed what Yan Qing had discovered, and looked at him rather uneasily. Yan Qing happened to raise his head, and their eyes met.Every time they looked at each other before, it was Yan Qing who couldn't help but look away, but this time it was Wen Juncheng.

"So... are you here for Dad's omega transformation plan?"

"It used to be."

"Then do you still want it now?"

"You have?"

"NO, I have not."

Wen Juncheng's expression was not disappointing, but he had a "really so" feeling. In fact, he more or less guessed that the research results were not on Yan Qing, although his brother Wen Junlong insisted.

"you want?"

"I think, Yan Wenshu is a very great medical scientist. His research in this area is at least 30 years ahead of the current level. Do you think I don't want it? The modified self of omega has been studying it intermittently since he became an adult, but he has always been Without success, if I can get his research results, even if it is unsuccessful, it should be of great help to me."

"The research failed, my mother is crazy." Yan Qing interrupted him suddenly, his tone was too flat, as if the person called mother had nothing to do with him, although Wen Juncheng guessed Yan Wenshu's experimental subject It might be his wife, but I didn't expect to be crazy.

"Yan Qing..."

"Ok?"

"Feel sorry."

"Oh, it's okay, they're all dead anyway."

Wen Juncheng's heart aches for this nonchalant person in front of him. What kind of injury has he suffered to make the warm Yan Qing become indifferent when he mentions his family?

"I only know that the research back then failed. The medicine caused too much nerve damage to the omega. I don't know anything else. Sorry, I can only tell you this."

Wen Juncheng didn't know how to respond to Yan Qing's polite answer, he hurriedly grabbed Yan Qing's hand, "I, actually, I..."

He doesn't know where to start, saying he doesn't care about research?Said that he didn't come here for the research results?Said he loved him?

neither.

At this time, he couldn't argue with a hundred words.

"Don't be so Yan Qing, it's not what you think."

Yan Qing nodded, but Wen Juncheng was even more disturbed.

Wen Juncheng was still washing the dishes after dinner, while Yan Qing went back to the room.

It was only when Yan Qing was packing his things that he realized that he had very few things.

"Wen Juncheng, I'm leaving."

After so many years, he has begun to get used to parting. When he left Uncle Yan's house, and then his uncle's house, he thought he would never leave anyone again...

Let this be the last time!

The water in the sink was rushing, and the water slipped from the back of Wen Juncheng's hands, but he didn't see any movement. He turned his head and saw that Yan Qing had changed her pajamas and stood in front of him, ready to say goodbye.

"Why?" Why are you leaving?

"It's been bothering me for a long time. It's not good to just hang on." He forced a smile on his face, although he was a soft and obedient person, but he had a stubborn side.

He smiled, not wanting to make himself too embarrassed to try to cover up the sadness at the moment, but his eyes could clearly shed tears in the next moment, which made Wen Juncheng feel distressed and guilty.

"I do not mind."

"But I mind." Yan Qing's voice suddenly rose, and he took a deep breath to calm down, "I should go, goodbye."

Wen Juncheng chased him out and watched Yan Qing leave helplessly, the foam in his hand fell to the floor.