After Our Divorce, I Still Wore Your Jacket

Who can compensate Fang Shaoyi?No one can afford it.

Fang Shaoyi's chest drainage has been bleeding, not the normal amount after surgery, and the color is also very dark.I had to push him out for a lung examination. After the consultation, the doctor said he was pushed down for a CT scan at [-] o'clock to see the bleeding spots. Yuan Ye asked everyone else to go back. Geng Jinwei and Ji Xiaotao were left in the hospital, even if something happened. The three of them are enough if you want to push him to go for an examination.Too many people are useless, and the hospital is also annoying. It’s not a big deal to be stuck in the corridor. It makes me anxious to watch.Moreover, Yuanye didn't want others to see his current appearance, afraid that his parents would worry, and he didn't want others to see his current state of distress.

Yuanye understood him, if it wasn't for fear that something would happen suddenly, Yuanye would let everyone go, and he would just keep it for himself.

No one mentioned the movie, Fang Shaoyi is like this, no one dares to mention it.Whether he will be able to wake up, whether he will be able to recover, the dangerous period has not passed, it is hard to say.I don't know if the movie can be made after he recovers. The director doesn't mention this matter, and he doesn't care about it.

If Fang Shaoyi is not bleeding now, he can move a little bit, and he has to practice breathing and coughing.But now he doesn't know where he is bleeding all the time, and the doctor won't let him move at all. If it's the main blood vessel, it will be very dangerous if the movement is too big and it really collapses.

Now no matter where he goes, a little doctor follows him, and he walks through the doctor's passage all the way, instead of going outside and waiting for the elevator together.Fang Shaoyi was awake, Yuan Ye and Ji Xiaotao were both wearing masks, Fang Shaoyi was not wearing a ventilator, and seemed to be in good spirits.He said to Yuan Ye in the elevator, "Did you never rest?"

Yuan Ye lowered his head and smiled at him, the smile on his face was blocked by the mask, but the gentle smile in his eyes was not blocked, Yuan Ye said: "Rest."

Fang Shao blinked his eyes and said slowly: "You are lying."

Ji Xiaotao answered from inside: "Brother, he is lying."

Yuanye glanced at him: "Just talk fast."

This was the first time Ji Xiaotao spoke to Fang Shaoyi after he was injured, and he followed him all the way in the past few days. Now that I think about it, I don't know how I got over those panics and fears.It was fine at first, but after the last sentence with Fang Shao, his mood suddenly collapsed, and his nose couldn't help it.

Geng Jinwei patted him, and Fang Shao called him, "Xiaotao."

"Hey!" Ji Xiaotao sniffed and responded hoarsely, "Here you are, what's wrong?"

Fang Shao's voice was very low, and it seemed a little difficult to speak: "You keep it at night, and drive him back to rest."

"I kicked him out during the day and night, but he didn't listen." Ji Xiaotao pulled off his mask and complained to Yuan Ye, "He's lawless now, brother, you can deal with him later."

"Yeah." Fang Shaoyi smiled silently, his eyes turned to Yuanye, and Yuanye blinked at him.

In the afternoon, the team of doctors transferred by Geng Jinwei arrived, took Fang Shaoyi's various results and reports, and consulted with the doctors of the hospital and the doctor who was urgently transferred to the county to perform surgery on him for an hour.Fang Shaoyi now has two bleeding points, one is the bleeding point at the anastomotic port on the stapler, and the other is a blood vessel next to the wound.I will observe the situation later, and if it fails, I will have to do another thoracoscopy.Yuanye was very unwilling to have another surgery, so he would have to undergo general anesthesia, which was equivalent to another operation.

Who would be willing to do it again?Yuan Ye's heart was dug out and trampled once, and he had to dig it out again?

Yuanye and Fang Shaoyi said: "Brother, hurry up and coagulate my blood, don't use the knife anymore, that's killing me."

Yuan Ye was half-squatting at the time, Fang Shao raised one hand, placed it on Yuan Ye's head, and said to him with a smile, "Okay, I will work hard."

Yuan Ye grabbed his hand, wanted to pinch it but didn't dare to use force, because there was a needle in his hand.

It is also possible to say a few words on the way back and forth during the inspection, and the rest of the time is still separated by a door and an outside door.

During the days when Fang Shaoyi was in the ICU, Yuanye never left or went back to sleep.On the way, I went to the hotel next to the hospital where Ji Xiaotao lived to take a shower and change clothes a few times, and then I had to go back.He can't leave Fang Shao for too long now, he is always afraid that he will not be there when the nurses in the ward come out to have something to say.Yuan Ye's heart was hanging at the door of the ICU, and when he went downstairs, he felt that his heart was not in his chest.

Listening to the news on the phone, he already hated it.

No matter how many days Fang Shaoyi lived inside, Yuan Ye stayed outside.Even Fang Han's words to push him back to sleep are not good, and no one can talk.At night, I sat and slept on a chair in the corridor. The nurse told him many times that there was no need to keep anyone now, and that he would call him if there was any problem, but Yuanye couldn't leave.His heart is right here, and he can't take a single step.

Fortunately, Fang Shaoyi's bleeding stopped afterwards, so there was no need for another operation.This matter made Yuanye kiss him hard on the mouth when he went in to see him.

Later, Fang Shaoyi was temporarily out of the critical period, his lungs had no serious infection and complications, and the fever only occasionally recurred, so he could be transferred to a general ward.In fact, we can transfer two days in advance, but Yuan Ye is not at ease. Anyway, he has lived for these days, and there is no difference between two more days.

Fang Shaoyi's hair was all shaved, a small piece was shaved when he was suturing the wound on the back, and he simply had it shaved when changing the dressing for the wound on his head.

On the day he was transferred from the ICU, he walked out by himself, with the buried needle in his hand, and slowly raised his hand to hug Yuan Ye.Both are skinny, and it's not 01:30.Yuan Ye was afraid to hold him, he didn't know where to put his hands, his chest and back were hurt, and his face couldn't touch his collarbone.Yuanye sighed lowly, and asked him in a muffled voice, "My hand... where should I put my hand?"

As soon as Fang Shao looked at him, he knew that he was feeling uncomfortable, so he smiled lightly and whispered in his ear, "...put it on my butt."

"Huh?" Yuanye let him go, looked back at Ji Xiaotao, then at the little doctor who was following him, then turned his gaze back and whispered to him, "I mean, you won't do it in the future, right? I'll come?"

Fang Shao smiled and shrugged his shoulders slightly: "Okay."

Yuanye twitched the corner of his mouth: "You are dreaming."

Many people were waiting for him in the ward. When Fang Shao entered, he joked, "Hey, this battle scared me."

His parents were there, and Fang's mother's eyes immediately turned red. A very dignified lady, she tried her best not to cry at the moment.Fang Shaoyi walked over to hug her slowly and said, "I'm fine, don't worry."

Mother Fang touched his face, she didn't like to talk too much in front of people, she just touched and touched him back and forth.

His father Fang Han said: "It's fine as long as it's okay, it's inevitable. Xiao Yuan has worked so hard these days, let him have a good rest and mess around!"

Yuan Ye smiled hippie and said, "Actually, every day you leave, I turn around and find a place to sleep. Who really stays there all night? Do you really believe it, Dad?"

Talking and laughing in front of the people, Yuan Ye still looked like he was resigned, and when there was no one in the ward, Yuan Ye took a towel and gently wiped Fang Shaoyi's head.It's good, you don't need to wash your hair, just wipe it off.Now the hairstyles of the two are very similar. Fang Shaoyi also shaved his head for filming before. He is no stranger to this wilderness.But he wasn't so thin back then, and he didn't look haggard.

Yuanye wiped his hands and then stopped, Fang Shaoyi slightly raised his head to look at him, Yuanye didn't show any expression, just looked at him and said: "You are not beautiful anymore."

Fang Shao touched his face, smiled at him and said, "Isn't it pretty? Then give me some time."

"Give you some time, can you get back to normal?" Yuan Ye held the towel in his hand, touched his nose with the back of his hand, his voice was a little hoarse, "It can't be a little different from before."

"Yes." Fang Shao grabbed his hand and looked up at him with a serious face, "I can."

He said he could, and his eyes were still so reassuring. What Fang Shaoyi was passing on to him was the power to make him feel at ease.Yuanye stared at him motionless for several minutes, neither of them spoke, they just looked at each other.After this injury, they often look at each other's eyes like this, as if there is no need to say a lot.

What do you think the other party will not understand?

Although Fang Shaoyi came out of the intensive care unit, it doesn't mean he's fine.This is a truly serious injury, with a small half of a lung lobe cut off.He had to do atomization and lung expansion exercises every day. Yuan Ye went out and bought a bag of balloons according to the doctor's advice, and stared at him every day to blow them up.

When Wei Hua came in, Fang Shaoyi was discussing with Yuan Ye, and asked if he could stop bragging for now.

Yuan Ye asked him, "Does it hurt?"

"Ah," Fang Shao showed his weakness, "It hurts. Don't you blow it?"

"Blow, how many do you blow?" Yuanye was unmoved, and cut the fruit for him beside him. Fang Shaoyi was too coquettish after being injured this time. He was too old to bear, and Yuanye had to cut a piece of fruit. Mix together and eat together.

"It hurts. My lungs..." Fang Shao half-spoken, saw Director Wei walking in, and greeted him with a smile—"Leader."

"What are you doing?" Director Wei walked in, stood beside Fang Shaoyi's bed, and talked to him, "You are in good spirits."

Fang Shao shook the balloon in his hand to show him, and said, "Yuan Ye stares at me every day blowing this."

"Then play it well." Director Wei told him with a little smile.

Now that Fang Shaoyi has come out of the intensive care unit and is basically stable, the people who come to see him will not be so sad and unlucky.The director came to see him almost every day. Fang Shaoyi took the initiative to talk to the director about the drama. In fact, he didn't have too many roles left, but he hasn't filmed a single scene of the protagonist's foolishness.Director Wei said: "Take good care of your body. You don't have to worry about the rest. I will find a way."

The film is really in a difficult situation now, and the most difficult thing is the director.Now some people in the production team privately said that the film did not go well from beginning to end, and that the director and the old tree did not get along, so it was hard to do anything.Director Wei has been filming for a lifetime, and no other crew is as difficult as this one.An accident occurred in the middle of the filming of the leading role, and the replacement was temporarily replaced, and the one who was exchanged had another accident and almost died.Yuan Ye also fell from the tree and sprained his ankle, everything was not going well, and there were many strange accidents.Now I don't know if Fang Shaoyi can recover, and if he can still film in the future, even if he comes over to take a face replacement in the future.

No one in the production team dares to ask about this matter now. Whether this movie will be aborted in the end, no one has a clue.It is impossible to predict whether such an unsatisfactory film should continue to be made, and what the result will be.The director never said anything, so everyone kept silent.

Fang Shao couldn't say a few words and had to hold his ribs and cough. Coughing is a good thing. After coughing, Yuan Ye handed him the fruit to moisten his throat and lungs.Fang Shaoyi also made a joke with the director: "My current body shape and weight can just fit into the later scenes. But the young scenes can't be filmed, so I won't post the scenes anymore, let's find a substitute."

Director Wei didn't answer his words, but just waved his hand.

As soon as Fang Shao knew what he was thinking, he called him, "Director."

Director Wei looked at him, frowning too much, with deep lines between his brows.Fang Shaoyi said seriously: "You know my current situation, I really can't join the group for a short time. It is unrealistic and impossible for you to ask me to get up next month to continue filming. But since I have accepted the film, I must After filming, I know what you are carrying now, and I tell everyone to rest assured that nothing will be affected except that the time must be delayed."

It was a bit difficult for Fang Shao to say so many words in one breath. After he finished speaking, he coughed again. Yuan Ye came over and patted him gently. Director Wei looked at them and didn't speak for a long time.When he spoke again, he let out a long sigh, his usual vicissitudes were in his voice, which was tempered for most of his life: "Son... I'm not here to tell you a joke."

The word "child" made people feel a little dazed. Fang Shaoyi hadn't heard Director Wei call him that for many years.He was only 16 years old when he was filming for the first time. At that time, Director Wei always called him "son" when talking to him. Later, he also called him that way. Later, Fang Shaoyi also matured, so it was not appropriate to call him that way.

Fang Shaoyi didn't pick up this movie at the beginning, but Director Wei forced him to come to save the scene. Fang Shaoyi almost confessed his life here, and anyone can imagine what the director feels.

Fang Shao smiled at him like a child, very simple and innocent, spread his hands at him, and said, "I'm an actor. If you don't talk about acting with me, what are you talking about?"

Yuan Ye didn't talk to him about this matter, it's not important.Yuanye knew Fang Shaoyi too well, so he never doubted that Fang Shaoyi would finish filming the show in a while.

Yuan Ye just went out and sent a bunch of balloons that Fang Shaoyi blew up to the children in the next ward. Recently, he sent them every day, and the children were very happy.As soon as he came back, Fang Shaoyi called him: "I want to go to the bathroom."

Yuan Ye rolled his sleeves up to his elbows, agreed, and then smiled a little badly, and asked him deliberately: "Shall I pick it up for you?"

"Are you finished?" Fang Shaoyi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Do you have any obsessions? If you insist on picking it up for me, otherwise you will feel uncomfortable. If so, I can satisfy you once."

When Fang Shaoyi was in the ICU, he couldn't move for a few days. At that time, there was a urinal, and when he came out of it, the nurse packed up all his things and brought him over.Yuan Ye always wanted to use that one time, but Fang Shaoyi can walk and move now, so it is impossible for him to use this.

"Is it because I have obsessions?" Yuan Ye came over to help him, leading him to the bathroom, "Is it me or you?"

Fang Shaoyi could go by himself, but he let Yuanye support him, and he had to be fully supported, since he was injured.Yuan Ye stood behind him and supported him. This posture was equivalent to hugging him from behind. The most intimate posture was nothing more than this, and it was even more intimate than making love.It's not that you love the person in front of you with all your heart and soul, you can't treat him like this, and you won't be so close and close naturally.

Afterwards, the two stood in front of the sink to wash their hands together. Fang Shao adjusted the temperature of the water, squeezed out the hand sanitizer, and rubbed the foam into his palms. Then he grabbed Yuan Ye's hands and rubbed them carefully for him.The four hands are tangled together, and the fingers are slippery and tangled. Together, they are more than 70, and they just played with foam like this for a long time.Yuan Ye laughed first and asked him, "What are you doing?"

Fang Shaoyi lowered his head and said, "Wash your hands."

There is also a hospital bed in the ward for the accompanying family members, which is Yuanye's bed.Yuanye had spent so many nights in the corridor before, and later he couldn't sleep well when he had a bed. He always woke up in the middle of the night to look at Fang Shaoyi, and he knew when Fang Shao rolled over and coughed at night.

Fang Shao coughed twice, then sat up, and Yuan Ye asked him, "What's wrong, brother?"

Fang Shao looked at him and asked him, "Did I wake you up?"

"No, I can't sleep well." Yuan Ye came down to the ground, poured him a glass of water, and handed it to him to drink.

Fang Shao knew that he could not sleep well, so he thought for a while and said, "Move the bed over, I will hold you to sleep."

Yuan Ye really thought about it seriously, and then shook his head: "Farewell, if you touch it again, it will hurt you."

As soon as Fang Shao turned on the bedside lamp, Yuan Ye had a gentle and calm expression, and asked him, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

Yuanye's jaw was pointed, Fang Shaoyi looked at his face, and suddenly said to him: "I'm sorry."

Yuan Ye was stunned by him, and then he laughed and asked him: "Where did you say that, what are you sorry for?"

Fang Shao raised his hand and gently stroked Yuan Ye's heart, and then comforted him softly: "...don't be afraid."

It was pretty good at first, and it has always seemed like nothing happened.At this moment, when Fang Shao used two words, all the nerves in the field were tense.You can even hear the rattle, one by one crackling and snapping.

Back then when Fang Shao fainted from jet lag in front of Yuan Ye, Yuan Ye's lips turned white from fright, even though Yuan Ye was still a big boy at that time, now he will be 35 soon.He is indeed an adult, and he can handle things well.After carrying it for so many days, it's awesome.

Yuanye stood in a daze at first, then suddenly bent down, buried his face beside Fang Shaoyi's bed, curled up, his shoulders trembled more and more, and finally trembled violently like a convulsion.

Fang Shao touched his head and apologized to him one after another.

"I don't accept your apology." Yuanye's voice had a strong nasal tone, and his anger was somewhat childish. He held on to Fang Shaoyi's quilt tightly, and his whole back was shaking, "What's the use of your apology..."

"My heart has been taken out these days, trampled to pieces, ground into slag, what can you give me back if you say sorry!"

"It's raining all the time on the island, so I can't go back to the country. Xiaotao said that you were injured, that the steel bar penetrated your chest, and he said that you are unconscious, so I can't come back!"

Yuanye's voice was out of control. He pressed his face tightly against the bedside, and breathed hard: "You said you're not afraid, but I'm not afraid? Try it?"

"I'll lie inside, you stand outside, you try!"

"I can't wait to swim back... Do you know what despair is..."

Fang Shaoyi kept touching his head, patted his neck and back lightly, continuously apologized to him, and told him not to be afraid.

An uncontrollable crackling sound escaped Yuan Ye's throat, he waved Fang Shaoyi's hand away: "I want to take out my lungs and give them to you, as long as you don't bleed and don't have a fever!"

"I these days...I regret it so much these days, do you know...why do I give you lucky money for Chinese New Year? I shouldn't have given it, I didn't suppress anything..."

Fang Shaoyi's heart has also been pulled out and crushed, and every word of Yuanye makes him twist and hurt.Fang Shaoyi knew that he was afraid, no matter whether it was Yuanye Seventeen or now, he had never changed, he was very timid in this regard.

So Fang Shaoyi's only thought before he lost consciousness was the wilderness.Too bad, the little monkey is going crazy.

Fang Shao's eyes were scarlet, he looked down at the wilderness, with his palm on the back of his head, and said in a deep voice, "How could I leave you alone."

Yuanye rubbed his face back and forth on the bed twice, then suddenly looked up at Fang Shaoyi, and shouted in a hoarse voice: "You fart! You almost died, it's all fucking fart!"