After Our Divorce, I Still Wore Your Jacket

...a secret, unspeakable, shameful desire.

Yang Siran closed his eyes tightly, and there seemed to be a faint fragrance from that person in his breath, and that oppressive, breathless look in his eyes, all of which made him addicted.He panted heavily, trying to ignore the eyes in his head, and put his hands on the keys obediently, but his hands didn't listen to him, and he couldn't press the keys.

It was the first time that Yang Siran had such a strong desire for a person, and the sexual orientation that was vague and hazy before suddenly became clear at this moment.The impulse came from an unexpected little accident.It was wonderful for Yang Siran, a fateful encounter——

A winter afternoon should be comfortable.It should bring a little lazy afternoon sun, and slant and loosely shine down.But no, it just snowed outside, and I can't see a little sun. Looking outside from the window, I feel cold or cold.

There were two evening self-study sessions on Sunday night, Yang Siran went out early, he was alone anyway, it made no difference to him whether he was at home or in the classroom.He wore a down jacket over his school uniform, which looked a bit bloated, with his chin and mouth buried in the neckline of the down jacket, only half of his face was exposed.He has earphones in his ears, and there are English songs one after another in it, which is all for listening practice.

There are several marble steps out of the unit door, covered with a light layer of thin snow.Step on it, it is as slippery as a mirror.Yang Siran lost his balance when he took the first step, and fell forward.He didn't look up just now, and it was only when he lost his balance that he realized that there was someone in front of him.

It's going to be embarrassing, Yang Siran closed his eyes and thought.At that moment, I felt that I was going to fall, but the movement of my hands was a conditioned reflex before my body, and I stretched out my hand towards the person coming.

What catches the eye is the smoky gray woolen trench coat, and what he smells with his breath is a mixture of light incense and tobacco. Yang Siran bumped his forehead against the opponent's shoulder, holding his arm tightly.

Very embarrassing gesture.

After standing still, he raised his head a little awkwardly, and saw this man's face.At that moment Yang Siran clearly felt his heart skip a beat.

A very cold face, slightly frowning, and his eyes are not peaceful and friendly, but alienated and indifferent.Yang Siran pressed his arm, and the man raised his hand slightly to help him.

Yang Siran bowed deeply to the other party cautiously and cautiously, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry...thank you, uncle."

Even his voice trembled, he was so nervous, and his heart throbbed like never before.His heart was beating violently, and his chest heaved secretly hidden in his clothes. He was only 17 years old, and at that moment, some emotions were suddenly enlightened.

The man on the opposite side only stayed on his face for a second, or not for a second, he just left a faint "hmm", and then stepped up the steps without leaving a glance.

A small accident that is not even an episode is just a stumble in life's originally peaceful track.It doesn't leave any trace in the eyes of an adult man, but the huge waves set off in the heart of a young high school boy are turbulent.

Even though several hours had passed, and even the evening self-study had been finished, the frantically beating heart still had no intention of calming down.

Yang Siran sat in front of the piano and shook his head vigorously, trying to get rid of the moment that kept playing back and forth in his mind.That face and those eyes were engraved in his mind in just ten seconds.There was a tight pain in his lower body, which continued to torment his nerves.Later, Yang Siran sighed, took off his strength and no longer sat upright, and his flat shoulders collapsed.

He seemed to have finally conceded defeat, and slowly pulled his hands away from the keys, secretly and slowly moving his hands down to the place of sinful desire... He had an impulse towards an adult male that he shouldn't have.Would love to sniff that slightly light fragrance again, that could be addictive.

The young heart was out of control at the first sight, and it has not changed for many years.

The smell of tobacco and light incense mixed in his breath has been stirring his nerves, wet palms, slightly wrinkled brows, and rapid panting, all of which were finally interrupted by the sound of the door opening——

Yang Siran woke up from the dream with trembling eyelids, his body was still feeling sticky and tight, and he had this dream again, this memory fragment had entered his dreams countless times.Cold, confused, really like a dream.

He slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was an open and dazzling window.He woke up suddenly, sat up and looked back at the same time, the man in the dream was taking off his shirt, and his suit pants were still on.Yang Siran has no time to admire the firm muscles, broad shoulders, and thin waistline.He was holding a shirt of the other party in his hand, his palm was sweating because of the charming dream, and he subconsciously rubbed and clenched it, so that the shirt in his hand was almost ruined.

He will definitely not wear it again.

Yang Siran is still holding the fabric in his hands, he always does this, he always greedily takes a shirt of this person, in order to smell the smell that belongs to this person on it, to let this smell fall into a dream, and then take him to look at it again him, and himself at the time.It's perverted, it's shameful.

Seeing that he was awake, the man turned his head and glanced at him, his face was still indifferent, he threw the shirt he took off, touched Yang Siran's face and landed on his lap.With a sneering smile on his lips, the man turned and went into the bathroom.

Yang Siran immediately got out of bed, stepped on the floor with his bare feet, and followed inside.

When he came out again, his pajamas were all wet.

He went to another room to change into a set of pajamas, and when he came back, Geng Jinwei was sitting by the bed and replying to the message.Yang Siran walked over and sat on the carpet beside his legs.Obediently and quietly without a word, even breathing lightly.

After Geng Jinwei put down his phone, he glanced at his hair.The hair was a little wet just now, but it wasn't soaked, it just looked damp.Feeling his gaze, Yang Siran raised his face to meet his gaze.Geng Jinwei opened his mouth and said, "Are you good?"

Yang Siran smiled and replied, "Be good."

Geng Jinwei slightly raised his eyebrows, and Yang Siran took the initiative to follow up: "I'm the most obedient."

As if to match his words, Yang Siran put his face on the bed, next to Geng Jinwei's leg, and kissed his leg lightly with his lips.

On the surface, she is extremely obedient and well-behaved, but in her bones, she has been holding back her energy.Geng Jinwei sneered, and stopped talking to him. He had just landed after a week of business trip, and came back to sleep for two hours. There was still a round tonight.

Yang Siran didn't talk much without opening his mouth, he went around to the other side of the bed and huddled next to Geng Jinwei. There was a dry warmth in the quilt, which was very comfortable.He had just fallen asleep and couldn't fall asleep anyway.Geng Jinwei slept for two hours, and Yang Siran watched for two hours.When Geng Jinwei turned over in the middle, Yang Siran leaned over lightly, and Geng Jinwei hugged him as soon as he raised his arm.

Yang Siran laughed contentedly, the feeling of being enveloped by Geng Jinwei's breath made him so addicted, satisfaction was revealed from every bone in his body.

No need for an alarm, Geng Jinwei woke up before two hours had passed.After waking up and seeing Yang Siran sticking to him, he put his arms away and got up, and while getting off the bed, he said: "Put something on me."

Yang Siran replied with a slight smile: "I didn't post it."

It's not worth mentioning that Geng Jinwei didn't expose his pediatric lies.When Geng Jinwei finished packing and getting dressed, Yang Siran took the initiative to serve him.He raised his hand to tie Geng Jinwei's tie, Geng Jinwei raised his chin slightly, without lowering his eyes, he just asked, "Have you stayed enough?"

Yang Siran looked at him, and An Fen replied: "Enough is enough."

Geng Jinwei said to him: "Go to the company to find Qi Zhao if you've had enough, and apologize to him."

Yang Siran nodded, and replied: "It's fine to apologize, but I don't want a manager."

Geng Jinwei looked down, glanced at him twice, and then said, "I still haven't stayed enough."

Yang Siran didn't say anything, after finishing the tie, he stroked Geng Jinwei's neckline, looked into his eyes, and said in a low voice: "I really don't want it, I can't. I want to work hard, get promoted, and do well."

"I can accept all arrangements at work and listen to what the company says. But I really don't need a manager, and I don't want to grow up in anyone's hands...except you." Yang Siran pursed his lips, and lowered his voice, almost to a whisper Then he spoke, "Uncle..."

"Uncle" is a charming and sticky call, which he rarely calls except in the bed.This is a humble request, an unspoken obsession.

Geng Jinwei turned his gaze around his face, then left without saying a word.

Yang Siran stood where he was, and waited for the feeling of Geng Jinwei's existence to completely dissipate before going upstairs to play the piano.I spent an afternoon with the person I was thinking about, and even the music that popped up was melodious and long. Music has always had a breath, and it is passing on.

Of course Yang Siran can't have an agent, he can be very obedient, he only has stubborn persistence in this matter.

After all, a starlet like Yang Siran who has no status and status has no resources, so the relationship between such a newcomer and his manager is one of absolute domination and obedience.Yang Siran, the other person who could dominate him so completely, couldn't accept it, it was simply impossible.He only obeys Geng Jinwei in his heart, and this can never be changed.

His emotions may be deformed, but Yang Siran is content with that.Just like his admiration and admiration for so many years before is also deformed, others may not understand, but Yang Siran is in it and enjoys himself.As long as emotional matters do not involve legal or moral aspects, whether suffering is worthwhile or not, it is basically other people's own business, and no one has the right to comment.

Yang Siran's persistence has never wavered, even if he is now in a state of being put on hold because he has changed one agent after another, it may always be like this in the future, and he admits it.Originally, he didn't have to be a star, nor did he have to film.What I do is nothing more than to get close to the current person. Once I get close, I can be very close occasionally. This is great, and it is enough not to be a star in the future.

It's just a pity that he can no longer be assigned work by him, and he can't take him to meet the director or someone, gently push his shoulder forward, and say "this is my newly signed child" to others familiarly.

It's a pity, but it still can't be compromised because of these.

Yang Siran can't always live in Geng Jinwei's residence, he is careful every time he comes, he knows the password here, he always walks in with a schoolbag and a cap on his back.There is a set of pajamas and clothes in the backpack, and he will carry it on his back when he leaves, so that he will not leave his own traces there unknowingly.

A lover must have the security of a lover, he has always understood this very well.

At first he had to get Geng Jinwei's permission to come. Later, sometimes Yang Siran would come if Geng Jinwei didn't reply to his message. He drove away.Later, the number of times became more and Yang Siran came here directly when he wanted to come. Before coming, he sent a text message: "I went to your house, if it is not possible, please reply me."

Yang Siran didn't wait for a reply, and he wasn't kicked out when he went. He was very scared in the past, but later he found out that being his lover is very easy.

When he became his lover on the first day, Yang Siran was still a little apprehensive when he got his wish, and there was fear in his heart when facing this person.But as time goes on, you will find that it is not that difficult, and this person is not as fierce as imagined.Not gentle, not close, but not difficult to get along with.He doesn't pay attention to those small things, and he doesn't mention them.Yang Siran is generally obedient, and Geng Jinwei would not criticize him for his occasional tentative stepping forward.

And at the right time, he can really feel a little special treatment as his lover. Whenever this time comes, Yang Siran is happy. Special, isn't it?He was originally an easy-to-satisfy person, and this particular point made him very easy to be elated.

For example, he changed agents one after another, but Geng Jinwei didn't really do anything to him.A newcomer who doesn't know how to live or die dares to do this in the company without any foundation, and someone else may suffer.It's not that Yang Siran is not afraid, he is afraid that Geng Jinwei will punish him severely, and then he will not even let him be a lover.Yang Siran worked so hard those few times that he almost suffocated himself in the bathtub.

But Geng Jinwei didn't say a word, didn't say that he didn't know how to praise, and didn't say coldly that he didn't know how to live or die.The company even assigned him an agent, which made Yang Siran really feel that he was being treated preferentially.But he also offended the last agent, Geng Jinwei said before that this is his last agent.After that, Yang Siran stayed at home and had no work arrangements.He admitted it, not because of the preferential treatment, but because he really couldn't accept it.What's more, Geng Jinwei is also an agent himself, and Yang Siran was signed in by him himself, and it was indeed he who arranged the work when the agent was vacant.In a certain way, this is equivalent to him transferring Yang Siran to another person.

Yang Siran's abnormal emotional disapproval of the subordination and dominance relationship with other managers will make him very painful.

Geng Jinwei told him to go to the company to find Qi Zhao when he figured it out, but Yang Siran never went there.He is already ready to stop filming and become an actor. He writes songs for some money in his free time, which is also quite good, and it was not like this before.

When Geng Jinwei came back from drinking too much at night, Yang Siran went to meet him at the door.Geng Jinwei was indeed drunk, his eyes swept over his face, Yang Siran leaned over to kiss him, Geng Jinwei did not refuse.Yang Siran bit a hangover candy between his teeth, and passed it to Geng Jinwei's mouth by kissing.

Geng Jinwei frowned and asked, "What?"

Yang Siran said softly: "Drinking candy, you have it."

Geng Jinwei still frowned, and didn't spit it out in the end, but he didn't put it in his mouth, and swallowed it directly.Yang Siran pursed his lips, honestly waited for the other party to take a bath, and did not act presumptuously.

Geng Jinwei put his hand on Yang Siran's head unconsciously for a while while taking a bath, his voice became a little hoarse after drinking, and he didn't sound so serious: "I don't want to film anymore, do I?"

"No," Yang Siran replied, lying on his chest, "I want to shoot."

"Who are you competing with if you want to shoot you?" Geng Jinwei said with his eyes closed, and his voice was always a little cold.

Yang Siran was used to the indifference in his voice, so he replied honestly, without rubbing his chest, nor acting like a spoiled child: "I'm not competitive, I can be very obedient."

When Geng Jinwei spoke, his chest vibrated slightly, which made Yang Siran's ears tingle, and he heard Geng Jinwei say above his head: "You want me to take you, what is your identity?"

Yang Siran immediately replied: "I have no identity."

Geng Jinwei said: "Look at who I have brought, I have only been in charge of Shao Yi for the past few years. You want to be on an equal footing with him, against heaven?"

Yang Siran's expression froze, he immediately stood up, and said sincerely: "I haven't thought about it that way, and I don't dare."

"You don't dare." Geng Jinwei still closed his eyes, calmly, "You dare not think, others dare. Who are you, I will take you personally."

"I'm nobody," Yang Siran said, "...I was wrong."

Geng Jinwei did drink too much today, so he will tell Yang Siran about it.What he said wasn't pleasant, and it was quite stinging, but Yang Siran not only didn't feel uncomfortable, on the contrary, he felt quite warm in his heart.In his own opinion, Geng Jinwei who told him these things could even be said to be gentle.

Yang Siran was indeed obedient and peaceful.After Geng Jinwei said this, Yang Siran never thought about going back to filming, and he didn't want to go back to filming.After that, Geng Jinwei asked him if he still wanted to make a film, and he replied directly: "I don't want to."

Geng Jinwei glanced at him a few times, and didn't talk to him anymore.

Playing music, writing songs, this kind of life is very good.He is not short of money, and the songs he writes are worth a few dollars if they are sold one day.His Weibo has hardly been updated for several months, and he was almost ready to quit, but one day he received a message from Geng Jinwei.

— Come to the company in the afternoon.

Yang Siran was surprised and left early.I met his later assistant at the company, and also learned that the company had planned to let him make a movie before, and informed him to audition next week.Yang Siran stared at Geng Jinwei blankly, then nodded respectfully: "Okay, Mr. Geng."

That night in Geng Jinwei's house, Yang Siran said in a low voice: "I will..."

Geng Jinwei said: "Let him follow you in the future, and you can treat him as your assistant."

Yang Siran asked: "Will it cause you any trouble?"

Geng Jinwei sneered, and lowered his eyes to look at him: "It's a lot of trouble, I have time to thank Yuanye, your brother Yuanye has spoken for you, and you know who you have a good relationship with."

Yang Siran nodded.

He worked hard that night, acting as if he was using his body to repay the gift from the benefactor.In fact, only he himself knew that the heart in his chest was beating violently for a long time.No one understands his secret thoughts, he has lost his soul since he was young, and every bit of feedback from the other party makes him feel lucky.Even if it's just a little charity from the benefactor to an obedient little lover, it's enough for him to indulge in it.

Geng Jinwei twirled his ears a few times with his fingertips, this small movement made half of Yang Siran's body tremble.

Those loves soaked in the years, those longings and desires when dreaming back at midnight, made Yang Siran willing to step himself into the ground to look up at each other.

Except for the initial agent matter, Yang Siran never had any conflicts with the company again.His assistant also acts as a broker, and he does all the external contact, and their relationship has always been good.He didn't arrange too much for Yang Siran, and Yang Siran himself didn't have airs, so he was easy to play with.

Yang Siran is very competitive and looks really good. He came out of Fang Shaoyi's company, and no one dares to step on him wherever he goes.The few plays I made my debut were all in cooperation with big directors. Although they are all small roles, the starting point is very high.He became popular very quickly, and he has almost become a first-line niche in more than two years, and he has to pick and choose resources.I have good conditions, I am humble and hardworking, and the company has means and capabilities, so it is inevitable that it will become popular.

The schedule is getting more and more full, and sometimes he can't come back to the company several times in half a year.

Yang Siran was sitting in the dressing room, letting the stylist do his hair, and there was a perfect face in the mirror.

The assistant sat next to him, looked up at him, and asked, "What's wrong? Didn't you sleep well?"

Yang Siran said: "Well, I'm a little tired recently."

The assistant laughed and said, "It's a good thing to be busy."

Yang Siran smiled faintly at him from the mirror: "I know."

He was holding the phone in his hand, checking from time to time for any news.Seeing that he was about to go out, but there was still no movement on the phone, Yang Siran unlocked it, opened the chat interface again, and sent a message: Miss you.

The chat interface is always sent by him unilaterally, and the last time the other party replied to him was last month.Since last year, the other party will occasionally reply to the messages he sent, and most of them are just "um".But since last month, there have been no more replies, and nothing has been heard.

The company is promoting a young man recently, Yang Siran has seen it in a show, he is really young and handsome.The boy was in his early twenties, and he nodded and smiled when he saw Yang Siran and called him "Brother Siran".The company praises him very much, and they are all good resources.

Everyone in the company said that Boss Geng gave him special treatment, which was not easy.

The French show ended, and Yang Siran and his assistant sat on the plane back to China. Now there are really no outsiders. Seeing that his expression is not very good, the assistant turned sideways and said to him in a low voice: "Don't think so much, There is no long-term one in this circle, and you have been with him for four years, which is quite long."

Yang Siran pursed his lips, but did not respond.

"You are not what you used to be now. You can't stand without someone. There must be troubles, but you won't be crushed to death by someone." The assistant and Yang Siran have been tied together for more than two years. Apart from work, there is indeed a relationship Okay, I can say something private to him, "A child can't be wronged, let him go, each takes what he wants, and each takes what he needs. Take a step back... If you take off this relationship, it may not be unreasonable." good."

It's no secret that Yang Siran's following Geng Jinwei can't hide from his assistant.Yang Siran still didn't speak, and turned his head to look at the small window.The clouds outside are quite thick, dense and beautiful, but it makes people look stuffy and breathless.

Yang Siran went back to the company without going back to the residence first.He knocked on the door of Geng Jinwei's office, and heard him answer from inside.

Yang Siran opened the door, walked in, and gently closed the door with his backhand.He looked at Geng Jinwei and called out, "Mr. Geng."

"Back?" Geng Jinwei asked lightly.

Yang Siran hasn't been back for almost four months, and hasn't seen Geng Jinwei for such a long time.He walked towards him quietly, keeping his eyes on him all the time, really missing him.Status is more valuable than before, but some feelings will not change.

But his steps stopped a few steps away from the desk.

—— There was a boy sitting on the ground next to Geng Jinwei's legs. Yang Siran caught his eye, and the boy raised his head to look at him, even raised his eyebrows, and greeted him.

Yang Siran stood on the spot and pursed his lower lips, then nodded and greeted him.

After leaving the office, Yang Siran leaned against the wall by the door, was silent for a while, and then let out a long and soft breath.

Geng Jinwei said to the boy at the door, "You go out too."

The boy was not so willing, and wanted to say something more, but Geng Jinwei's face made him shut up, who would dare to really make trouble with him.

No one stipulates that the donor can only have one lover, then it is not called a lover, it has to be a lover.Yang Siran was prepared for this from the beginning, but he was lucky, Geng Jinwei had no other people around him these years.In the comfort, I always forget the things that should have happened in the first place, so that when it really comes, I will feel the shock in my heart and it is difficult to accept it.It's all a problem of being used to a peaceful life.Yang Siran looked at himself in the mirror and laughed at himself.

He wore a set of black silk pajamas, which made his skin look fairer. When he sat on the bed with one leg bent, his white ankle was exposed. The visual effect was very strong, making him look a bit seductive.

At the moment of emotion, he took a bite of Geng Jinwei's Adam's apple, regretted it a bit after biting, and kissed it lightly.

Geng Jinwei made him bite so hard that he frowned, and squeezed his chin hard.Yang Siran was forced to raise his head, Geng Jinwei couldn't tell the expression on his face, and lowered his eyes to ask him: "Are you angry?"

Yang Siran and him looked at each other, neither dodging nor dodging, but he still didn't want to lie, and said honestly: "I'm not angry...but I'm a little sad."

Geng Jinwei looked into his eyes and let go: "What are you sad about?"

Yang Siran's voice was a little hoarse, and he replied honestly: "I'm sorry that you are not alone."

This is a bit out of order, it should be the first time Yang Siran said it.After a long time of good times, everyone is a little bit drifting, even he is no exception.

Yang Siran put his arms around Geng Jinwei's neck, buried his face in his neck, and called out stickily: "Uncle..."

Geng Jinwei rubbed his neck.

Indifferent people can always drown people with these slightly tender gestures. Yang Siran closed his eyes and asked, "Does he call you that too?"

Geng Jinwei looked at him again, and then scratched his head twice with his big hands. Yang Siran made him open his eyes, but Geng Jinwei looked at the red corners of his eyes and didn't answer him. , just suddenly said: "There are so many young boys and girls, why don't you give it a try?"

Yang Siran immediately became a little nervous, blinked his eyes and asked: "Did you hear something? I didn't. I haven't messed around, I'm clean."

It was indeed clean, for so many years, he even touched himself very rarely.

Geng Jinwei didn't know anything. The man in his arms was always obedient, but he was a stubborn person in his heart. His stubbornness was clearly written in his eyes, and the light in his eyes hadn't gone out after all these years.

That night Yang Siran almost passed out and lost all strength.His palms were wet, and he wanted to grab Geng Jinwei's hand, but he couldn't.Geng Jinwei suddenly said to him, "Come here."

Yang Siran blinked lightly, his eyelashes trembling.He didn't dare to speak loudly, and asked softly, "...what?"

Geng Jinwei took off a fallen eyelash on his face, and said in a deep voice, "That's it, don't come here again."

Yang Siran's age at the peak of his power is just a good time.For some people, it is a blessing to have a good time with the old benefactors.Most of the benefactors are generous, with a considerable breakup fee. In the future, if they have resources in their hands, they will generally not forget the obedient lover in the past.Even Yang Siran's assistant quietly told him: "This is a good thing, Mr. Geng will not treat you badly. From now on, as long as you don't fight with Su Chen, don't fight him openly, let's not make troubles by ourselves, how easy life is. You are no longer a small person in our company, you can earn money by filming, and live a good life."

Those who knew about this felt that Yang Siran was making a living, and the benefactor had praised him with all his heart in the past few years. Now that he is popular, he doesn't have to carry such a pot of black water on his back anymore, he is clean.

But Yang Siran didn't follow him at first because he wanted him to make himself famous, he never thought about it.

So some things are like people drinking water, and you can understand whether you are warm or cold.

It has been almost 17 years since Yang Siran first saw Geng Jinwei at the age of 13.

When he was following Geng Jinwei, he stepped on the soil to like this person. This is what he wanted, and he wanted to use this gesture to like this person. It might be cheap to others.But cheap or not, he is born with this kind of person, his emotions have been in this form from the beginning, he himself does not think that this is inferior to other people's emotions, it is all his own choice, there is no high or low heartbeat.

But this doesn't mean that Yang Siran is really boneless and shameless.

Do you like it?That must have been liked, and it didn't diminish one bit.But Yang Siran really never went to Geng Jinwei's house again, and never stuck his leg in the office.When they meet each other, they nod respectfully and call "Mr. Geng".

Don't get entangled as much as you like, being able to stay with him for a few years is already a kind treatment of fate, not every heartbeat can have a result, compared to many unrequited loves that end without a problem, he is already much luckier.

"Brother Shaoyi, Brother Yuanye," Yang Siran was seated in the row behind them, and when he saw the couple, he immediately went over to say hello, "You two are so handsome today."

"We're not handsome anymore?" Yuan Ye raised his eyebrows with a smile, "Is it because you brother Yuan Ye is not handsome anymore, or is it because your Shaoyi brother's good looks can't be impressed?"

"No," Yang Siran said quickly, "The main reason is that you don't usually wear suits."

Fang Shaoyi also greeted him, and said to him in a low voice: "Director Zhou is over there, go say hello after we leave, last time you pushed his scene temporarily, it's not difficult for you to pass it. Don't offend People, speak well."

Yang Siran has been in contact with them a lot now, and he is quite familiar with them. Sometimes Fang Shaoyi will talk to him like this.Yang Siran always listened carefully, and he remembered everything he told him, and he could do as well.

There is no shortage of actors and starlets at the festival.Yang Siran also saw Su Chen, and it was rumored that Boss Geng doted on him so much that he could coax people like a goblin.The little boy's smile is really bright and cute.

He stopped Yang Siran, talked to him, and called him "Brother Siran" affectionately.

Yang Siran has always been friendly. When others see the two of them as brothers and sisters, they may take some pictures to make a cp later.Yang Siran didn't want to be fired with him, he had a lot of CPs in the past few years since his debut, and he was often tied up and fired, but he didn't really want to.So when Su Chen leaned over and wanted to get closer, Yang Siran backed away calmly, not giving him a chance.

It's really embarrassing for a benefactor's former and former lovers to treat CP like this.

Su Chen didn't care about his lack of cooperation, and said with a smile, "Add a WeChat account, Brother Siran?"

Yang Siran took out his mobile phone and scanned the QR code, Su Chen lowered his head and said in a low voice: "The candy is delicious, Brother Siran, can you share it with me?"

After becoming friends, Yang Siran picked up his phone, smiled lightly and said, "Take it according to your ability."

Candy is indeed delicious, Yang Siran kept it carefully for four years.Now Su Chen asked him to share, not to mention that Yang Siran was reluctant to share with him.What points does he get?He himself is gone.

Yuan Ye knew about him, and Yang Siran had told him about it long ago.Su Chen was equally enthusiastic when he met Fang Shaoyi and Yuan Ye, looking like a fan.Later, Yuan Ye joked with Yang Siran, saying, "Isn't this Brother Geng's new love?"

He still doesn't know that Yang Siran is no longer following Geng Jinwei, Yang Siran smiled and said to him: "Yes, I lost my sweetheart."

Yuan Ye raised his eyebrows and looked at him.

Yang Siran sighed, his eyes were a little melancholy, and he chuckled lightly: "You are young and lively, who wouldn't like it."

After he finished talking about Yuan Ye, he let out a "chi" laugh, pressed the top of his head, and threw a sentence: "I don't think so. You can't figure out the person you love. It's useless for so many years. Think about it carefully."

Yang Siran looked up at him, Yuanye only said: "Enlightenment."

There is nothing left to understand, and people are gone.He has realized this relationship for more than ten years, and there is nothing else he can't figure out.Only after thinking it through can you be really free and easy, not to be entangled, not to mention the deep love from childhood to later.Playing himself as a greedy lover who trades his body for resources, he has figured it out a long time ago.

Yang Siran rarely took the initiative to contact him, and only sent simple blessing text messages during festivals.

On Geng Jinwei's birthday, Yang Siran sent him a message: Happy birthday, hope you are safe.

Geng Jinwei replied to him: Thank you.

Yang Siran looked at those two words, and scraped his fingers back and forth on the screen, no matter how much he moved his heart, no matter how reluctant he was, he didn't know how deep or deep he would reply.

The former benefactor was indeed generous, and there is nothing to say about his generosity.Yang Siran's status in the company has not changed a bit, he has a lot of good resources, the company has brought money to him for filming, and he has also obtained top-line luxury endorsements.Every time Yang Si came to get some precious resources, he would send a message to Geng Jinwei: Thank you, hope you are safe.

Mid-Autumn Festival reunion, hope peace.

Merry Christmas and good luck.

Happy New Year, bid farewell to the old and welcome the new, and hope for peace.

Geng Jinwei replied to him on the New Year message: Happy New Year.

Perhaps the fireworks outside were so beautiful, it seemed that Yang Siran in the room was very deserted and lonely.He looked at the four words on the screen, but he couldn't control himself, as if he was afraid that he would regret it and dare not post it, so he quickly edited out a few words, and then clicked send: I miss you so much.

There will definitely be no reply to this one. Yang Siran is not a stalker, and the other party will not be procrastinating. After breaking it, it will be broken cleanly. There is no time when the root is broken.

With Yang Siran's conditions, there is never a shortage of people to pursue him.Actors and actresses of similar status in the circle, or those who came together at a young age, or those rich and powerful benefactors.As long as Yang Siran lets go, he can find a good next home for himself, young and handsome ones are not uncommon.

But it is impossible for Yang Siran to let go of this, his heart is all on one person, and it has been on that person many years ago, and it is gone.

He is a member of Fang Shaoyi's company and Geng Jinwei's. Most of the time, he doesn't need to be too embarrassing to keep himself from being in danger. He doesn't want others to embarrass him too much.But there are always times when the capitalists who have been drinking for three rounds get their brains full of sperm, and Yang Siran can't make himself get out properly——

He was tricked at the dinner table, and someone swiped the door of the hotel with his card at night. Yang Siran was hot all over his body in his sleep, and all he breathed out was hot air.In the haze, someone lifted his shirt, Yang Siran couldn't see clearly, but just reaching out and touching the man's arm could scare him into a cold sweat.

As soon as you put your hands together, you know it's not him, and if it's not him, you can't do it.He rolled over and dodged like a conditioned reflex, with soft hands and feet, but fortunately, he still got away with his usual foundation.

Yang Siran was delirious, touched the phone and dialed the number engraved in his mind.The voice in the receiver was hoarse and low, but it was not indifferent, and there was warmth in his ears. He asked, "What's wrong?"

"I..." Only when I opened my mouth did I realize that my voice was too hoarse to speak clearly, and my brain nerves were already disordered under the control of drugs. With a desperate gasp in the confusion, I collapsed on the ground and said, "I caused you trouble... I Hit someone."

"Who?" The other party's voice has always been so powerful, and Yang Siran unexpectedly shed tears from the corner of his eyes at some point. He raised his weak hand to wipe it away, and heard the other party ask him on the phone, "Send me the address and room number." .”

Yang Siran almost murmured in his hoarse voice: "...I can only be yours."

Someone came soon, until they took him away Yang Siran didn't know who he just hit, and didn't want to know.

When he opened his eyes again, he saw the shadow that had been engraved in his heart for many years. His eyebrows and eyes were still so deep, and the lines were still so hard.He looks too fierce, without any gentle temperament.

Yang Siran came back rationally and sincerely apologized: "I caused trouble, Mr. Geng is sorry."

Geng Jinwei stood by the window, looked at him, and asked him: "Your first day in this circle? The dog eats the awareness of prevention?"

Yang Siran didn't talk back, nodded and said: "I was not careful."

"Aren't you careful?" Geng Jinwei walked over, a few steps away, he reached out and grabbed Yang Siran's hair to make him look up, the ruthlessness in his voice made people's hearts tremble: "Don't you Watch out? Are you sorry for me? Who are you sorry for?"

Geng Jinwei lifted his quilt, put his hands on his belly, and pressed hard: "Dare to swallow anything? You can't fucking drink something with added ingredients?"

The sudden touch made Yang Siran unprepared, even his heart was shaking.

"He dared to take over the meal without the assistant by his side. It's really fucking awesome." Geng Jinwei moved his hand down Yang Siran's belly a few inches and pressed there, the veins on his forehead stretched out. "Add a little more and you'll be useless. Do you know what it means to be useless? Are you an idiot? If people play with you, you have to be carried out sideways today!"

Geng Jinwei used a little more strength with the hand that was holding Yang Siran's hair, and Yang Siran raised his head even harder. Geng Jinwei gritted his teeth right in front of him and said, "Where's your brain? I'm asking about your brain!"

He really got angry, he often got angry with others, but it was the first time with Yang Siran.Yang Siran hasn't had anything to make him angry for so long, which is very reassuring.This time it was a formidable one, and it really won the hand, and the result was unimaginable.

Yang Siran kept apologizing, and said in a hoarse voice, "I was wrong."

"You're wrong," Geng Jinwei let go of him, and Yang Siran sat upright with his arms leaning on the bed, "You fucking almost scared me to death, you idiot."

Yang Siran forgot to speak, and looked up at him.There was still the bruise on his face last night, and his face was pale. He looked not angry at all, as pitiful as he could be, and he was terrified.

Geng Jinwei stretched out his hand to hug him and pressed Yang