Rebirth do not come

Ni Hui was woken up by the sound of rain beating on the canopy. He opened his eyes and found himself lying on the bed, surrounded by darkness, unable to see the environment he was in.The window was not closed, and it was raining heavily outside. The rain had already splashed onto the bed, and landed on his face and arms. It was wet, and he didn't feel uncomfortable. It was cool and comfortable.

Is it a hospital?Ni Hui thought to himself.He moved his hands and feet and found that he could move normally without any pain. He felt strange in his heart. He reached out and touched his head and body, but he didn't feel any pain, and there was no sign of being bandaged.I'm fine, have I been rescued?How about the water to the east? What happened to him?

Ni Hui lay there, trying to recall the moment before he lost consciousness, when the big truck drove over, he didn't dodge at all, he didn't want to live anyway.At the moment when the truck hit him, he heard someone calling out his name, he turned his head suddenly, and saw the water rushing towards him to the east, but it was too late, when the severe pain came, he Curling the corners of her mouth, she smiled relievedly: It's best to die, it's over once and for all!

But why not die?What are you doing alive, being tortured, ravaged and humiliated by others?Suddenly a huge lightning flashed outside, illuminating the whole room. Two seconds later, the lightning disappeared, and the surroundings fell into darkness.But these two seconds are enough for Ni Hui to see the indoor environment clearly. He has an inexplicable sense of familiarity, but it is not his apartment. He frowned and tried hard to think that this was his former home.How did he come back here, and who brought him here?

Ni Hui jumped down from the bed and wanted to touch the light switch. After touching the wall for a long time, he realized that the light switch in this room seemed to be a light cord, which was tied to the head of the bed.So he went to the bed, touched the light cord, pulled it hard, and with a "click", the room lit up with a warm yellow light. It was indeed the room many years ago. Before he was ten years old, he lived in it all the time. Here, there is also a poster of Guo Jing and Huang Rong in the 83 edition of "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" on the wall.

Ni Hui turned his head and looked at the whole room, a faded strip table, a chair with a backrest, a small blue lamp on the table, a military green schoolbag, a light yellow wooden wardrobe, and a 1.2-meter-wide wooden bed against the wall. , peeling concrete floor, and then he saw his own feet, tiny feet with baby fat on them.

The thunder after the lightning finally rolled over, and it was thrilling. Ni Hui was startled, and quickly stretched out his hands to see, a pair of small hands with baby fat, what's going on?

Ni Hui wanted to find a mirror to take a picture, but found that there was no mirror in the room, and even the windows below were made of opaque glass with concave and convex patterns, making it impossible to see his own appearance clearly.He hurriedly opened the door, the living room outside was pitch black, and he was about to turn on the light in the living room, when the door of the living room was pushed open suddenly, and the light flicked on.

Ni Hui saw his parents in raincoats standing at the door, and they looked at him in surprise. "Xiaohui, why are you up? Are you scared by thunder?" Mother Chen Lirong's words came over, and her words were full of concern.

"I..." Ni Hui still couldn't believe it, why are his parents so young!

Father Ni Weiyang said lightly while taking off his raincoat: "Boys, if you are afraid of thunder, be brave."

Ni Hui stretched out his hand and scratched his head: "I want to go to the toilet."

Chen Lirong looked down and saw her son standing on the floor with bare feet: "Xiaohui, why don't you wear shoes and get out of bed barefoot?"

"Oh." Ni Hui reacted, and hurried back to the room, put on slippers, then turned around and ran to the bathroom.Ni Weiyang had already washed his face in the bathroom. He lowered his head and splashed water on his face vigorously, splashing water all over the sink.

Ni Hui's real purpose was not to urinate, but to look at himself in the mirror to confirm whether his thoughts were true, but Ni Weiyang blocked the mirror so tightly that he couldn't see, so he had to go to the toilet to urinate.When he was peeing, he saw his little dick, which had shrunk countless times. He could already be sure that he must be only a few years old now.

After he finished urinating, Ni Weiyang had already left, and Chen Liping was washing his face instead.Ni Hui walked to the sink, and Chen Liping glanced at him: "Xiaohui, do you want to wash your hands?"

Ni Hui nodded: "Yeah." He stared at the mirror firmly.

Chen Liping turned her body to the side to make room for her son. Ni Hui walked over, stretched out his hand, and found that he was just able to touch the washstand. Fortunately, the mirror was big enough, and it was just above the washstand. He looked up and glanced at the mirror. Even though I was mentally prepared, I still felt like I was being struck by lightning. In the mirror, there was a baby's fat face, and his head only reached Chen Liping's abdomen. This was clearly what I looked like when I was five or six years old. .He pinched his own face in disbelief, the pain was clear.

Seeing her son pinching her face, Chen Liping couldn't help laughing: "Xiaohui, what are you doing?"

Ni Hui looked up at Chen Liping: "It's nothing, Mom, I'm checking to see if I'm dreaming."

Chen Liping couldn't understand what her son said, so she said angrily, "You silly boy, what are you dreaming about?"

Ni Hui laughed: "It's nothing." He winked at the mirror, then jumped up and down to go back to the room.

Chen Liping grabbed him and said, "Wait a minute, you just stepped on the ground, you haven't washed your feet yet." She hugged Ni Hui and put his feet under the faucet to rinse. Her hands were soft and gentle, carefully Rubbing Ni Hui's feet, the soles of his feet were itchy, and Ni Hui couldn't help giggling: "Mom, itchy."

Chen Liping smiled and said, "It's all right."

"Mom, what were you doing just now?" Ni Hui asked.

Chen Liping said: "It's raining heavily, and the goods in our factory cannot be flooded. Your father and I went to move the goods."

"Oh." Ni Hui said. His family started a factory a long time ago. When he was a child, his parents were always busy making money. He basically spent countless years waiting and rarely enjoyed it. to the love of parents.Of course, maybe it's not that his parents don't love him, it's just that they don't have so much time and they love their career more.

Chen Liping washed his feet for him, carried her son back to the room, put her son on the bed, touched the mat and pillows: "Ah, it's all wet, you child, why don't you close the window? Don't sleep on this side, change the window." One end." Chen Liping turned the pillow over, put it on the other end, and hugged her son.

Ni Hui smiled: "It doesn't matter, it's very comfortable in the rain."

Chen Liping shook her head and sighed: "Don't get in the rain, what should I do if I catch a cold? There is a typhoon outside, the windows must be closed, if the glass is broken, it will hurt you." The sound of the rain became quieter, but it was still very clear.

"Oh." Ni Hui responded.

Chen Liping pulled the towel over for him, put it on his stomach, and touched his face: "Good boy, go to sleep, if it still rains tomorrow, the school will be closed, so you don't have to go to school."

Ni Hui nodded, watching Chen Liping go out, she pulled the doorknob: "Okay, turn off the lights."

Ni Hui smiled, pulled the light cord, and with a "click", the room was pitch black again.Ni Hui opened his eyes wide, looking at the dark room, his heart was surging: He is back to his childhood!He is reborn!This is not a dream!

Ni Hui felt sleepless, happy for a while, sad for a while, in general, he was still happy, no matter what, just pretend that the terrible life in his previous life was just a nightmare, nothing happened, everything is still in time , he can avoid all tragedy and sorrow.Ni Hui bit his finger: he didn't need anything about prosperity, wealth, success, deep love, and conspiracies. He just wanted to have an ordinary, steady, happy and peaceful life.He doesn't need anyone to love himself, he will love himself well.

Ni Hui lay on the bed, listening to the sound of the rain gradually subside, the initial excitement passed, his mood gradually calmed down, tiredness hit him, he was a little reluctant to sleep, afraid that everything would be just a dream when he woke up.He hugged the towel and quilt, and the quilt smelled of frankincense, which was the smell of his childhood, which was very reassuring. Slowly, sleepiness swept over him and brought him into a dark and sweet dreamland.

Early the next morning, Ni Hui woke up to the chirping of birds. He opened his eyes abruptly, fearing that he was just dreaming. When he saw the familiar room, he breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he was not dreaming. He really went back to his childhood.

Ni Hui jumped out of bed, took two steps, and remembered something, went back and put on the slippers, opened his schoolbag, and looked through his books. The textbook was a preschool textbook, and the word Ni Hui was written crookedly on it. The character Ni is too difficult to write, and it is drawn like a crab, lying on the cover.

Ni Hui laughed, he was still in preschool, that was 1992, he didn't know how happy he was, he really came back, not just dreaming, long live 1992!He ran over and opened the window, and the leaves of the sycamore trees outside greeted him with the lively sunshine. The clouds stopped raining, and the sky cleared up. There were large groups of cotton-like white clouds in the sky, and the clouds were fresh and soft. Blue sky, fresh air, and all kinds of early scents.Ni Hui folded his hands on the window sill, resting his chin on the back of his hands, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, and at the large green leaves of the sycamore tree. The sparrows were chirping and jumping on the tree, as if celebrating Ni Hui's new life.

This is a fresh and beautiful morning, and it is also a busy morning. The people coming and going downstairs are rushing to a new day of study and work: parents are riding bicycles, and children wearing sun hats are sitting on the bars; There are also grandparents who hold the hands of their grandchildren and send them to school; more children, big and small, go to school by themselves with their schoolbags on their backs.

A child raised his head under the window of his house and shouted at the top of his voice, "Ni-ba, Ni-ba, are you up? It's time for school!"

Ni Hui stood on tiptoe, stretched his neck to look at the child, and remembered that it was his former little friend: "Shasha, wait a minute, I haven't washed my face yet."

Ni Hui stopped looking at the scenery, and hurried to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face.His parents were not at home for a long time and went to work in the factory.After Ni Hui finished washing, he came back and changed into a white navy uniform. He put his schoolbag on his shoulders, saw two dollars on the dining table, picked them up and put them in his trouser pocket, opened the door and ran downstairs.

"Mud!" The boy named Shasha saw him coming out and jumped over, "Why did you just come out? I've been waiting for you for a long time. Why are you wearing slippers? You forgot to change your shoes?"

Ni Hui lowered his head and looked at the slippers on his feet: "Forget it, forget it, I won't go up and change it. Let's go, Sand."

Shazi’s full name is Sha Hanming. His father is a professor of history. He loved the Han and Ming dynasties the most, so he named his son Han Ming. They lived in the same area and played together since childhood. Their surname is Sha, and their nicknames are Niba and Shazi.

When they were older, everyone booed that mud and sand were a pair, but they really became a pair later on.They are each other's first love, and they all say that first love is the warmest, but also the most hurtful, and it is unforgettable, which is right.As a result, when they separated later, they couldn't let go of each other and couldn't face each other calmly. Ni Hui lost this friend forever. There will be a best friend.

Sha Hanming stretched out his hand to hold Ni Hui's hand, and the two went to school together holding hands.Ni Hui held Sha Hanming's hand tightly, remembering the phrase "Mud, we have grown up and can't play anymore" he said when he broke up with him, his eyes were a little astringent, and he said in his heart: Sha, in this life we ​​will To play for a lifetime, to be good friends, has nothing to do with love.

The author has something to say: This will be a growth story, I hope it will be written in a warm and beautiful way, and it will bring you some happiness and touch.When I was writing, I just heard the sound of the rain hitting the ceiling, so I had such a moist and fresh beginning, I hope you will like it.