Rebirth do not come

There was only Chen Liping in the room, she was crying alone, Ni Hui looked at the bruises on the corners of her mother's eyes, opened her mouth, tears almost rolled out: "Mom."

Looking at her son, Chen Liping burst into tears, walked over and hugged Ni Hui, "Xiaohui." Then she broke down in sobs.

Ni Hui was hugged by his mother, and looked at the room blankly. The ground was full of broken objects, pots and pans, mirrors, combs, chairs and stools, tape recorders and TV sets, almost everything that could be smashed was smashed.Ni Hui leaned on his mother's arms in a daze, feeling her hot tears dripping on his left shoulder. It was hot at first, but after a while, it became cold, until it reached the bottom of his heart.

Ni Hui woke up from the joy of being reborn. He was reborn, but his parents were not reborn. The root cause of his mistakes had been planted long ago and has never changed.When he was a child, he always didn't understand why his parents quarreled. Obviously, the conditions of his family were much better than others, and there was no shortage of money, but the quarrels never stopped.As soon as his father got angry, he would beat his mother with his hands, and his mother knew that every time it was the result of being beaten, but she never gave in. This kind of tug-of-war went on endlessly, accompanying Ni Hui throughout his childhood and adolescence.

When Ni Hui was a child, he was very afraid of his parents' divorce. After divorce, he felt that he had become a grass, and his parents did not love his mother.In fact, even if they don't divorce, he is still a piece of grass. The couple who are busy making money and quarreling leave him with enough pocket money, an empty house, and the nakedness that never avoids each other. Hurt, hurt not only their own feelings, but also Ni Hui's little heart.

He has tasted enough loneliness and fear since he was a child. Ni Hui, who grew up in such an environment, has an introverted and withdrawn personality, sensitive and inferior.

Ni Hui didn't understand for a long time that his father was obviously a violent person, why his mother would provoke him again and again, and the result of each provocation was to be beaten.He guessed that there was probably an element of unwillingness in it.Later, when he learned of the existence of the third party, he felt that it really made sense to explain his parents' behavior.After Ni Xi's appearance, Ni Hui finally found the root cause of his parents' discord.

As an adult, he persuaded his mother to divorce many times.The mother sneered: "I didn't leave when I was young, what are you doing now, to give way to others?" It was this kind of unwillingness of the mother that dragged herself into the abyss.

Ni Hui stretched out his little hand to wipe away the tears from his mother's face: "Mom, don't cry."

Chen Liping looked at her son, there was no panic on his small face, but only sorrow. Such a young child had to endure the harm caused by the discord between her parents, and she felt even more uncomfortable.

Ni Hui asked, "Where's Dad?"

Chen Liping kept silent. She sobbed for a while, let go of her son, went to the bathroom to wash her face, and looked for a comb. She didn't know where to throw the comb, so she had to scratch her hair with her hands. Fortunately, the hair became curly. It wasn't messy at all, and she scratched the hair on her forehead, trying her best to cover the bruises at the corners of her eyes.

Chen Liping packed herself up and came out: "Xiaohui, will mom send you to grandma's house?" She was a little nervous. Her son has been sensitive since he was a child and refused to leave his parents.

But this time Ni Hui nodded: "Okay."

Chen Liping went to her son's room, put away all the changed clothes for him, and put them in a bag: "Mom is very busy recently, so I may not visit you often. You should take care of yourself at grandma's house. When mom is done with work, I'll come to take you home."

Ni Hui nodded: "Okay."

Looking at her well-behaved son, Chen Liping couldn't help her nose getting sore. She sniffed, put on her sunglasses, and walked out of the house with her bag in one hand and her son in the other.

The sky was not yet very dark, and the light was still bright. Chen Liping carried her son to the back seat of the motorcycle and sat down, put the luggage on the pedals of the women's motorcycle, and sat on it by herself: "Xiaohui, hold mom tight waist."

Ni Hui suddenly remembered something: "Mom, wait for me." He climbed out of the car, then ran into the alley, ran to a house full of creepers, and shouted: "Sand! Sand! "

Sha Hanming's grandma was chatting with her neighbors at the door of the house, when she saw Ni Hui: "Xiaohui, are you looking for Mingming to play?"

Ni Hui said, "Grandma, is Shazi at home?"

"Yes, I'm watching TV." Grandma Sha called into the room, "Obviously, Xiaohui came to play with you. Xiaohui, you go in and play."

Ni Hui shook his head, and soon, Sha Hanming ran out, still humming: "I have horns on my head, and a tail behind me..." Seeing Ni Hui, he was happy, "Mud, hurry up!" Come see "Little Dragon Man."

Ni Hui looked at his friend and said, "Shazi, I'm going to grandma's house today, so I can't go to kindergarten with you tomorrow morning. See you in kindergarten."

Sha Hanming looked at Ni Hui: "Oh, all right. I'll go by myself, can I still see you in the kindergarten?"

Ni Hui nodded: "Yes, I will come to school. I'm leaving, Shasha."

Sha Hanming waved his little hand: "Goodbye, mud!"

Ni Hui glanced back at Sha Hanming, then walked back slowly. His mother was sitting on the motorcycle with her head down, motionless, forming a silhouette with light edges under the afterglow.Ni Hui walked quickly to his mother, supported her waist, climbed into the back seat of the car, and said in a low voice, "Mom, I'm fine, let's go."

Chen Liping sniffed: "I'm sorry, Xiaohui."

Ni Hui hugged his mother's waist and put his head on her back quietly without making a sound.

The car passed by the bustling streets, the endlessly flowing road, the bustling crowd, and the quiet park in the middle of the street, and drove into a small courtyard in the eastern suburbs.Ni Hui's grandfather used to work in the municipal government. After retiring a few years ago, he moved back to his hometown on the outskirts of the city, realizing the old man's ideal of growing vegetables, raising flowers, and fishing in his spare time.

Ni Hui liked the courtyard of his grandfather's house very much, but he seldom came here because he used to be afraid that his parents would suddenly divorce when he was not at home. Divorced easily.

But now, he wished that his parents could divorce, so that his mother would no longer be around that man, and could have her own pursuit and life, so that her life would not be so painful, and the ending might be better.

Grandfather and grandmother lived in a small two-story western-style building. The house was rebuilt later. There were many rooms, all of which were prepared for the children and grandchildren, but the children had their own homes and rarely came back to live.Ni Hui's arrival surprised and delighted the two old people.

Grandma looked at her daughter: "Ni Weiyang hit you again?"

Chen Liping shook her head: "No, we've been quite busy recently, so Xiaohui is here with my parents."

Grandma said: "It's getting dark today, why are you still wearing sunglasses? What is there to hide from your parents, do you think I don't know? Call him over tomorrow and let your dad discipline him."

Chen Liping looked at Ni Hui and shook her head at her mother: "Mom, don't bother with me, just help me take care of Xiaohui." She took out a stack of money from her satchel and handed it to Ni Hui. Mother.

Grandma looked at her daughter: "Why do I need your money? Both your father and I have retirement funds, and it is enough to buy vegetables and eat."

"Mom, this is pocket money for Xiaohui. You keep it for me, and give him a few dollars every day." Chen Liping stuffed the money into her mother's hand.

Grandma sighed and took it.

Ni Hui and his grandfather have been sitting on the wooden sofa watching the news, and the grandparents and grandchildren glance over here from time to time.

Chen Liping walked over and touched her son's head: "Xiaohui, mom is gone, you have to listen to grandpa and grandma."

Ni Hui looked at his mother and hummed.He watched his mother turn around and go out. He really wanted to tell his mother, Mom, you should divorce him.But he was only six years old, and if he told them to divorce, he would definitely shock all the adults.

Grandma said to her daughter: "Li Ping, you can go after dinner."

Chen Liping said: "No, I'll go to the factory to eat. It rained heavily yesterday, and some of the goods got wet. I have to go back to deal with them."

Seeing his daughter leaving, the grandfather snorted, "If I knew today, why bother!"

After all, grandma still felt sorry for her daughter, and shook her head: "Forget it, Huihui is so old, what's the use of talking about it? Huihui, are you hungry? Grandma is going to serve food."

Ni Hui nodded: "Okay. Thank you, grandma."

Grandma looked at her well-behaved and lovely grandson, and finally showed her first smile: "So cute."

Ni Hui looked at his grandfather, who was watching the local news while wearing reading glasses. Since Ni Hui came in, his grandfather hadn't said a word to him.This old man has been a leader all his life, has always been serious, and often has a straight face with his children and grandchildren.In the past, Ni Hui was very afraid of his grandfather, but later Ni Hui learned that the old man was just not good at expressing his feelings, and his concern for his children was buried very deeply.

Ni Hui's mother, Chen Liping, originally had a marriage partner who was the son of a colleague in the same organization as her grandfather.But not long before getting married, Chen Liping met the handsome and handsome Ni Weiyang, and then fell madly in love with Ni Weiyang. Regardless of everyone's opposition, she broke up with her fiancé and married Ni Weiyang.This made many people lose their glasses, and it also made Grandpa very embarrassed among his colleagues.

If the daughter is married well, the parents will naturally accept her after they are angry, but Ni Weiyang is simply nothing, which is why grandparents don't want to see Ni Weiyang.He cheated on Chen Liping when she was pregnant with Ni Hui, and she was also pregnant.Chen Liping is a very strong woman. She personally brought someone to the door, grabbed the mistress, punished her severely, and forced her to have an abortion.

At that time, Ni Weiyang's career had just started. He used his father-in-law's contacts to open a small factory.When Chen Liping went to clean up Xiaosan, he pretended not to know, and apologized very sincerely, saying that he was just drunk and confused for a while.

Chen Liping thought that this matter was just exposed, but she didn't want to plant the root of the disaster just like this.

After Ni Weiyang's career developed, he began to show his true colors. He not only went out to fool around, but also started beating Chen Liping. Especially after his father-in-law retired, the beating of his wife intensified, as if it was commonplace.

What Ni Hui couldn't figure out was that even so, his mother was still willing to follow his father. He didn't know what the plan was, the relationship between them had long since disappeared.Perhaps, I was one of the reasons that prevented them from getting divorced, and more likely, it was Chen Liping's reluctance and unwillingness to admit defeat. At the beginning, she was so determined to marry Ni Weiyang that she almost betrayed the whole world.As everyone knows, even if they don't get a divorce, the relationship between them will become a joke among others.

Grandma brought the dishes, and Ni Hui got up to help grandma serve the meal. Grandma looked at her well-behaved and sensible grandson: "Hui Hui is so good." Then she said to her wife, "Old man, it's time to eat."

Grandpa said unhappily: "Why do you eat while I'm watching the news? How many times have I told you, either sooner or later."

Grandma looked at her wife and said, "It was supposed to be late, but Huihui was hungry."

The grandfather stopped talking for a while, and looked at his grandson apologetically: "All right, let's eat. Eat early tomorrow night." As the grandfather said, he turned off the TV, came over and sat at the table, and had dinner with his grandson.

Ni Hui sat and ate obediently, but the chair was a bit short, the table was a bit high, and he was small. When eating, his whole body was hung on the edge of the table, which was very inconvenient.Grandpa looked at it twice, and then said, "Bring the tea table to eat."

Grandma whispered: "Didn't you say that eating on the coffee table is not allowed?"

Grandpa said: "I'm going to eat on the coffee table now. If there are no guests around, I will eat on the coffee table."

"Thank you, Grandpa." Hearing what Grandpa said, Ni Hui couldn't help sniffling, his eyes were astringent, he knew that Grandpa was thinking of himself.