Rebirth do not come

Shui Xiangdong had a nightmare again. He dreamed that he was running in the darkness, and there seemed to be a beast chasing him panting behind him. It was too dark around him, and he didn't know where he was or where he was running. How far do you have to go.Then he saw a bright light, a boy like an angel bathed in that bright light, the water went east as if he saw hope, and he ran there, and he was saved.

So he ran desperately, desperately, and tried his best to ask the angel boy for help, but the boy didn't seem to hear his voice, but smiled happily in the bright light.Shui Xiangdong tried his best to run into the bright light. He knelt on the ground and smiled relaxedly at the boy. He thought he was saved.But he saw panic in the boy's eyes, and then, the beast appeared, covered the light, opened its mouth, and swallowed him and the boy.

Shui Xiangdong struggled unwillingly, yelled loudly, kicked up, then rolled down to the ground, opened his eyes, and found himself in the study, rolling off the wire bed.It was pitch black all around, and it was still dark.The water wiped his neck to the east, covered with sweat, he got up from the ground, sat back on the bed, lowered his head and remembered the dream just now, after so many years, the nightmare is still like a shadow.He had been longing for Ni Hui to save himself, but in the end he was also dragged into the abyss.Ni Hui refused to forgive himself, and how dare he hoped, he hoped that Ni Hui would forget that nightmare as soon as possible and live happily.However, is this possible?

Shui Xiangdong stood up, went to Ni Hui's room next door, and pushed the door, but the door was locked, and he couldn't get in, just like the door of Ni Hui's heart, which had been locked to himself.Shui went back to the study eastward, and sat in the dark for a long time without feeling sleepy. He turned on the light and took a book from the shelf to read.Slowly, his mind finally calmed down, and his physical fatigue finally swept over his consciousness. The book fell from his hands onto the bed, and he fell asleep with the light still on.

Ni Hui stayed at home for two days. Apart from visiting Teacher Tian and sitting at the home of Zhang Yong and Sha Hanming for a while, he spent the rest of the time with his grandparents.Grandpa is over 70, and grandma is almost [-]. They are already rare old people. Even if they can live to be a hundred years old, I can count the number of times I come back to visit twice a year.Ni Hui looked at the gray-haired grandfather, feeling a little regretful in his heart. He shouldn't have been so impulsive back then, so he just left.

But if he wants to come back now, he can't do it anyway. He can only hope that his grandparents are healthy and live a long life, so that he can spend more time with them and have enough time to make mental preparations.In the previous life, my grandparents died at the age of eighty. I hope they can live longer in this life.

Shui Xiangdong really wanted to find a chance to be alone with Ni Hui for a while, but there were very few opportunities. There was a third person around them all the time. Shui Xiangdong knew that Ni Hui would really be a guest in the future. Could not be more special.Thinking of this, Shui Xiangdong felt that his heart was sore and uncomfortable like a fermented sauce jar.

When Ni Hui left home and returned to Shanghai, he held his grandpa and grandma's hand for a long time and was reluctant to let go. Chen Liping urged him several times: "Okay, Xiaohui, it's not like I won't be back. Say goodbye to grandpa and grandma, we should go gone."

Shui Xiangdong stood aside and said, "Don't worry, Yangyang and I are at home, and we will definitely take care of our grandparents. Take care of yourself, make more friends, and call and write more letters when you have time."

Ni Hui glanced at Shui Xiangdong and nodded, "En."

When Ni Hui came back from his hometown, it seemed that he had really made up his mind to integrate into the city of Shanghai.He has changed his previous life routine, and he is no longer rushing to and fro in class as before. Sometimes he plays and chats with his classmates, and will participate in any activities in the class.

The first friend he made in Shanghai was a boy in the third grade in their community.After school at noon that day, it rained lightly. Ni Hui didn't bring an umbrella. He rode his bike into the rain and wanted to go back as soon as possible.When he arrived at the school gate, there were many people leaving the school gate. Ni Hui slowly moved out with the flow of people, and finally came out. The boy in the Nike sports jacket raised his chin to himself: "Are you from Longshan Community?"

Ni Hui didn't recognize him, so he nodded: "Yes."

"Me too. My car was taken away by someone else today. Let's take a ride, okay?"

The boy was quite tall, with a healthy wheat complexion and a pair of small eyes, which reminded Ni Hui of Zhang Yong. Ni Hui nodded: "Okay, come up."

The boy said: "Come down, I'll give you a lift." Without any explanation, he drove Ni Hui down.

Ni Hui said in his heart, "I won't meet a scammer here. Where can I drag myself to cheat money or something."

This is of course his imagination.The opponent's car was pedaling fast, and it felt like flying in the light rain. The light rain kept dripping on his face during the speed, and it felt cool.The other party stepped on it and said, "Are you from the first year of junior high school? I'm in the second class of the third year of junior high school. My name is Lin Zhuowei. What about you?"

Ni Hui said: "Ni Hui, from Class [-], Grade [-]."

Lin Zhuowei laughed "poof", obviously amused by Ni Hui's name: "I haven't seen you before, you just moved to Shanghai?"

"Well. I used to go to school in my hometown, but I just came here this year."

"No wonder, I often see you running on the playground in the morning, you get up very early."

Ni Hui said, "Well, let's exercise."

Lin Zhuowei said: "Do you know how to play basketball? Every afternoon I play with some friends in the community. If you have nothing to do, come and play together."

Ni Hui thought for a while: "It's enough to type for a while every day, and I still need to practice calligraphy."

Lin Zhuowei asked: "What kind of characters are you practicing?"

Ni Hui said, "A brush."

"Oh."

The neighborhood is not far from the school, and it takes ten minutes to ride fast, which is about the same as the distance to go to school when I lived in the eastern suburbs of my hometown, but here is a bit more troublesome, and it takes more time to wait for the traffic lights .

After entering the community, Lin Zhuowei stopped the car and returned the car to Ni Hui: "Let's go to school together in the afternoon and borrow your car."

Ni Hui nodded: "OK."

"What time did you go?"

Ni Hui said, "01:30."

Lin Zhuowei said: "So late? I usually leave after eating."

Ni Hui smiled: "I still need to take a nap."

"Don't sleep, go to school and play ball."

"Isn't it raining, how to fight?"

Lin Zhuowei reached out and patted him on the shoulder: "Brother, our school has an indoor court, don't you know?"

Ni Hui shook his head: "No, I usually seldom stay in school."

Lin Zhuowei shook his finger: "You are too withdrawn like this, you can't do it, you need to make a few friends. I think you are a good person, so just hang out with me in the future. Brother, you are popular and spicy."

Ni Hui laughed: "Thank you then." It's not that he doesn't know how to deal with people, it's just that he doesn't want to, but it's okay to make more friends now.

So Ni Hui met Zheng Xinlong, Yao Miao, Zhen Shuai and Li Mingsheng through Lin Zhuowei. These are all from Longshan District, but except for Lin Zhuowei and his school, the others are in other schools, and they are after school. I can get together to play with weekend breaks.Those few saw that Ni Hui's personality was okay, he didn't talk much, and he was a very well-behaved child. He happened to be short of one person when he hit three times. When Ni Hui came, he finally solved the problem that had been bothering them.

Ni Hui knew how to play basketball in his previous life, but he didn't play very much because the physical collisions were too intense. He discovered that he was gay very early on, and his body would have strange reactions when he had physical contact with the same sex.But in this life, he decided to learn to overcome it, but apart from shooting from the outside, he still didn't dare to rush under the rebound and them to grab the ball.Everyone gradually got used to him as a point guard, and Ni Hui also worked hard to practice his three-pointer accuracy, and the effect was remarkable.

Shui Xiangdong still writes once a week, and Ni Hui sometimes replies, sometimes not, basically keeping the frequency of replying once every two letters.In the beginning, Shui Xiangdong waited for Ni Hui's reply every time he wrote a letter, but after waiting and waiting, there was still nothing, so he had to write to ask if he hadn't received the letter.Ni Hui wrote back one letter, and Shui Xiangdong was happy to receive the letter, so he hurriedly wrote again, but Ni Hui didn't reply again, and if he wrote another letter, he would reply again.

Shui Xiangdong gradually got used to Ni Hui's frequency of replying letters, so he developed the habit of writing a letter every week, explaining everything in detail.Shui Xiangdong found that Sha Hanming and Zhang Yong would reply to every letter Ni Hui wrote, which made him a little bit apprehensive. However, the frequency of those two guys writing letters was too low, only one letter a month. It is more cost-effective for myself, at least one can receive two letters.

Ni Hui told his old friend in the letter that he made new friends, and they taught him how to play basketball, and that he is now very accurate in shooting three-pointers.This made Shui Xiangdong both happy and jealous. I used to teach him how to play football, and he thought it was dirty, so he was unwilling to go there.

But it is true to say that it is dirty, because there is no artificial grass in the playground of Xiangqian Elementary School, and some wild grasses have been trampled by a group of wild horses, and there is no room for survival. They can only secretly grow a little during the summer vacation when there are few people. When school started, it was stepped into the dust again.Therefore, the playground is always dusty, and every time I run, I will be covered in dust.Although Ni Hui is called "Marl", he doesn't like marl at all, so he doesn't like playing football.And the basketball court is clean, except for the sweat on my body and the dust on the basketball, there is nothing else. In case of being knocked down, it is also a concrete floor, which is much better than a muddy floor.

After the midterm exam, the school presented awards to the top five students in each grade at the half-term summary meeting. Ni Hui, as No.1 in the first grade, came to the stage to accept the award.It made the students in Class [-] and [-] of junior high school all slap their palms red, and the old bear laughed so hard that his eyes disappeared, his face was too long.The homeroom teachers of the other classes were a little embarrassed. It's really shameful that they were slapped in the face by the scumbag class.

When school was over, Lin Zhuowei stopped Ni Hui in the carport: "Ni Hui, go home."

Ni Hui pushed the cart over: "Sure."

Lin Zhuowei said: "I saw you accept the award on stage today, how much bonus does No.1 get?"

Ni Hui said: "Only one Parker pen was issued."

Lin Zhuowei curled his lips: "It's really stingy. Just a pen?"

Ni Hui felt that he was not stingy: "A Parker pen costs at least a few dozen yuan."

"If you get the first place every time and give pens every time, what are you doing with so many pens? It would be more practical to give out some bonuses." Lin Zhuowei said.

Ni Hui thought about it: "Maybe the prizes are different every time."

Lin Zhuowei shook his head: "I don't think it's hard to say, those three-good students in my class have a notebook every year, and the school is so stingy."

Ni Hui smiled: "This is mainly an honor."

The two walked side by side, Lin Zhuowei said: "To be honest, I didn't expect you to be the first in the school. Aren't you from Class Six?"

Ni Hui said: "I used to go to school at home, but I decided to come here on the spur of the moment. I didn't take the exam here, and the school was full. My mother paid me the training fee, and the school assigned me to the sixth class. "

Lin Zhuowei said: "I saw that the faces of the class teachers in the first grade of junior high school were all green, and this face was beaten."

Ni Hui smiled: "It's just luck, who can guarantee the first place in the exam every time."

"Once is enough."

After making friends, life is no longer as peaceful as before, and life seems to speed up.During the winter vacation, Ni Hui didn't rush back as soon as the holiday was over as expected. His calligraphy teacher asked him to participate in a holiday training camp, but Ni Hui didn't really want to go.This calligraphy teacher is a well-known calligrapher in Shanghai, and the tuition fee is of course not cheap. Chen Liping doesn't care about money, so she is willing to pay this tuition fee for her son.

The teacher's handwriting is good, and there are many students who come here to study. Ni Hui is one of his many students. Because he is not his direct disciple, the calligraphy teacher's attitude towards Ni Hui is naturally not as friendly as Teacher Tian. There is very little guidance.But the advantage is that his teaching is still a little level, and Ni Hui has made some progress, so he has no objections. Calligraphy mainly depends on hard practice, coupled with his own comprehension.

The teacher asked to participate in the training camp, that is, to train at his home every day, two hours each in the morning and afternoon, and eat at the teacher's home at noon. Of course, this is an additional tuition fee.Ni Hui wanted to go back to accompany his grandparents and didn't want to participate in the training camp, but the teacher called Chen Liping and said that Ni Hui's grades had improved a lot compared to when he first came here, and he hoped that Ni Hui could participate in the training camp so that he could improve to the next level. With a basketful of good words, Chen Liping was relieved and agreed to let Ni Hui go to the training camp.

Chen Liping turned around to persuade Ni Hui: "Go, Xiaohui, I know you want to go back to accompany grandpa and grandma, but the opportunity for training camp is also rare."

Ni Hui lowered his head and said: "I don't think this kind of training is very meaningful. I insist on practicing calligraphy every day, and I haven't slack off. Calligraphy can't be practiced overnight. I don't think the half-month training has improved my calligraphy. How could it be any better?" Ni Hui didn't like this teacher very much, it was obvious that the main purpose of this training camp was to make money.

Chen Liping said: "I promised the teacher, so let's go. I will go back to my hometown after the training camp."

Ni Hui had no choice but to go to the training camp.Shui Xiangdong was disappointed when he learned that Ni Hui could not come back, so he changed his original plan to go to Shenzhen and went to Shanghai.Because Zhang Yong and Sha Hanming had never been to Shanghai, he encouraged the two partners to come together.

When Ni Hui came back from his calligraphy class that day, he saw a few friends sitting on the edge of the flower bed downstairs, holding hot milk tea and waiting in the damp and cold wind.Ni Hui suddenly felt very sad: "Why are you here, why don't you go home?"

Sha Hanming saw him, smiled, and sniffed before speaking: "Ni Hui, are you back? Your aunt won't open the door, so we'll wait for you outside." This community is under closed video surveillance management, no one If you open the door, you cannot enter the corridor.

Zhang Yong shrugged his shoulders: "We pressed it several times, saying that it was your friend from home, and asked Yang Yang to talk to her, but she refused to open it."

Ni Hui angrily ran to ring the doorbell: "Open the door!"

The auntie nanny saw him from the CCTV and quickly opened the door.Ni Hui entered the corridor with a sullen face, and went upstairs by the elevator without saying a word.

Shui Xiangdong knew that Ni Hui was angry, so he said, "I'm sorry Ni Hui, we wanted to give you a surprise, so we didn't greet you in advance."

Ni Hui said very aggressively: "It has nothing to do with you. This is not the first time for this aunt. Last time I didn't bring the key, and it took me a long time to ring the doorbell before she came to open the door for me. You and Yang Yang have lived in my house for so long, she Can't recognize it? She did it on purpose, this time I have to fire her."

The nanny had already opened the door and saw Ni Hui who was full of anger: "Xiaohui is back?"

Ni Hui stood at the door and said coldly: "Auntie, go and pack your own things. How many years have you worked in my house? I'll give you an extra month's salary, and you leave!"

The face of the nanny changed suddenly, and in Shanghai dialect: "What do you mean, because I didn't open the door for these children, I did it out of safety considerations, and I don't know them, what if they are bad people ..."

"What villains? Shui Xiangdong and Shui Xiangyang have lived in my house for so long, don't you know them?" Ni Hui interrupted her rudely.

Shui Xiangyang said timidly, "Auntie, don't you know me and brother?"

The nanny glanced at Shui Xiangyang: "I didn't see clearly."

"Then the last time I came back and rang the doorbell for a long time, you don't know me anymore?" Ni Hui said coldly.

The auntie nanny said: "I didn't hear the doorbell last time."

"If you didn't hear the doorbell, then you're negligent!" Ni Hui picked up the phone and called Chen Liping, "Mom, Shui Xiangdong and Shazi came to our house from their hometown, and Auntie refused to open the door and asked them to blow cold wind outside. I'm going to fire Auntie, will you let me?"

Chen Liping was taken aback: "Why are they here? They didn't say hello in advance."

"They said they were going to give me a surprise, but they didn't tell me on purpose. If I didn't come back, they would have been blowing cold air outside? Is this how our family treats guests?" Ni Hui was furious, they were so far away It was the first time for Sha Hanming and Zhang Yong to come here, and Shui Xiangyang was not in good health.

Shui Xiangdong hurriedly said: "Ni Hui, don't get excited, we haven't been here for long, I guess you'll be back soon, so that's why we waited outside, otherwise we would have been waiting for you outside at the McDonald's."

Chen Liping said: "Xiaohui, don't worry, this is just a misunderstanding. Auntie definitely didn't do it on purpose."

Ni Hui said: "Isn't it intentional? Shui Xiangdong and Yangyang have lived at home for so long, and she actually pretended not to know each other. Mom, she doesn't just look down on me, she also looks down on you. Just say it, Will you let her go today? If you don't let her go, then we will go. "

Chen Liping said: "Xiaohui, don't be so impulsive, just speak up when you have something to say."

"Mom, I didn't tell you. The last time my aunt locked me out for half an hour, and it was still raining outside. She said she didn't hear the doorbell, and I didn't bring the key. My fault, I admit it. There are still a few days at noon, what she prepares for me is the leftovers from the previous day. If everyone eats this, I have nothing to say, don’t waste it, but she hides and eats the newly made dishes. Am I the master?" Ni Hui got angry when he said this, this aunt is a relative of Zhang Taiqing, who has worked in their family for several years, she obviously regards Ni Hui as an outsider, Ni Hui knows that there are many problems in reorganizing the family, and it is rare for the family to be harmonious. It's all trivial things, he can bear it and pass it, but this time she treats her friend like this, it's like peeing on her neck, this is totally unbearable.

When Chen Liping heard this, she felt that something was wrong: "Xiaohui, don't worry, just wait, I'll be right back."

Shui Xiangdong's face became very ugly. He was blocked outside the door. For safety reasons, it was understandable not to let him in, but a nanny bullying Ni Hui like this is too bullying! "Ni Hui, come back with me, don't stay in Shanghai."

Both Zhang Yong and Sha Hanming were very angry: "What's the point of staying here, come back with us, mud."

Ni Hui's eyes widened: "Why should I leave? This is my home, she is an outsider, today I must let her go!"

The author has something to say: I posted a special episode yesterday, and then I suddenly felt that the Yali mountain was huge. Everyone loves Ni Hui, and I am a little angry at him. I can understand this.Shui Xiangdong was really useless and stupid in his previous life, so in this life he has the opportunity to avoid all the bad factors and protect Ni Hui's beautiful and carefree life. He has come to atone for his sins in this life.