Rebirth do not come

They didn't follow a group, it was a self-guided tour. Shui Xiangdong had already booked a hotel in advance and planned the route.When they were going to Kunming, they found a local tour guide and asked the tour guide to help them find a car and take them to visit the scenic spots in Kunming and its surrounding areas.This is much more comfortable than traveling with a group. You can play as you want, but the cost will be a little more. Everyone is not short of money, so it doesn't matter.

Summer is the rainy season in Kunming, there is a lot of rain, and it doesn’t stop falling every day, it’s just a child’s face, it changes when it changes, and there will be such a burst of torrential rain from time to time, which is still a bustling street. It was all washed out by the rain, which is very interesting.

Shui Xiangdong did not consider this point, he only remembered that Yunnan is a plateau area, and the ultraviolet rays are very strong. When he went out, he prepared a set of sunscreen and repair cream for Ni Hui, because Ni Hui's skin cannot be exposed to the sun, and it will turn red when exposed to the sun. Yes, peeling is uncomfortable, and spots may also appear.

They didn't bring umbrellas, and they caught up with a torrential rain as soon as they got off the plane.Papa Sha said: "It's broken, I forgot, it's the rainy season in Yunnan, I didn't bring an umbrella. Did everyone not bring an umbrella?"

Mama Sha took out a Paradise Folding Umbrella from her small satchel: "I brought it." Women love beauty and are afraid of getting sunburned. Umbrellas are a must-have tool in summer, covering the sun and rain.

Shui Xiangdong said: "Then you wait here, I'll call a taxi now, there are a lot of people, I need a minibus, or three taxis."

Drivers kept coming to solicit business. Tourist cities are like this. There are people doing business everywhere. Shui Xiangdong found a new-looking minibus, which could fit ten people.The driver recommended himself as a tour guide for them. After discussing with them, they agreed that the driver seemed honest and honest.

When I come to Kunming this season, everything else is fine, except that the ultraviolet rays are a little stronger.Summer is not too hot, and old people still need to wear long sleeves, especially at night, they must be covered with quilts. This is probably why Kunming is called Spring City. The four seasons are like spring, and the temperature in summer is only over 20 degrees.

And this season, there are a lot of delicious things, especially all kinds of wild fungi, which are born under the high temperature in summer and the rain in the rainy season, grow extraordinarily happily, and they are so delicious that people swallow their tongues. The people of Yunnan are really delicious. Good luck.In this era, matsutake mushrooms have not yet become popular, and the price is not too expensive. They can eat the original mountain delicacies at a very modest price.

The taste of Yunnan cuisine is also very strong, hot and sour. The fragrant chicken soup with fresh mushrooms exudes an attractive aroma, which makes people salivate, but the soup will make people who are not used to eating chili People only feel a heat burning from the mouth to the stomach, which is so refreshing and enjoyable.Except for Shui Xiangyang who can't eat it, everyone loves and hates it. After a meal, everyone is almost like sausage mouth.

Shui Xiangyang watched eagerly as everyone ate delicious and spicy food, and ate the original fresh mushroom soup alone, not to mention how lonely he was.As a result, the next day, he had a companion. After eating two authentic Yunnan dishes, Ni Hui woke up the next morning and found three buns protruding from his chin, and he was seriously ill.He didn't know if the other guys had grown up or not, anyway, they already had it, and it would be "icing on the cake" if they grew up, but he was different, this face had never had acne.So he was determined not to eat any more, and when he ate again, he would eat light food with Shui Xiangyang.

Slowly, Ni Hui found that there were more and more people who asked for light food. First it was grandpa and grandma, then Papa Sha and Mama Sha, then Grandma Sha, and then the remaining three kids still insisted on eating heavy dishes up.Ni Hui looked at them eating happily, and his mouth was also greedy, but when he ate spicy food, he would get a long bag, as if the chili pepper was only against him, he was very depressed, so he said leisurely: "Zhang Yong, you It’s a typical dead pig not afraid of being scalded by boiling water, right?”

Zhang Yong stopped drinking the soup and asked, "What do you mean?"

"The pimples on your face are incurable anyway, so you don't have to be afraid of eating more and more, right?" The smile on Ni Hui's face was very harmless.

Zhang Yong said: "Could it be that you eat peppers to get acne?"

Ni Hui looked at him sympathetically: "Didn't your grandpa tell you that chili is an irritating food, and people with acne should not eat it?"

Zhang Yong looked at Shui Xiangdong, then at Sha Hanming, and shook his head: "I forgot." Usually, what his grandfather told him, he usually goes in the left ear and out the right ear, or both ears There are earplugs everywhere, so where do you notice these details.

"There is no cure. Eat, eat, anyway, there are already so many pimples, and it's not a big deal to get a few more." Ni Hui waved his hands, with a hopeless expression.

Zhang Yong really doesn't know what to eat now: "Then I will not eat it in the future, I will eat light food."

Shui Xiangdong looked at Ni Hui, and thought he was so cute when he couldn't eat grapes and said the grapes were sour, so he took the initiative to say to Sha Hanming: "Sha, now we are the only ones who can eat spicy food, let's forget it. It’s rare to order food, so we’ll all eat light ones in the future.” Only in this way can Ni Hui maintain a balance in his heart, he can live a better life when he’s in a good mood.

Sha Hanming's grandma and parents also support them to eat light food. Sha's father said: "It is better to eat light food, so as to save Gong Gong pain."

Both Ni Hui and Shui Xiangdong couldn't help laughing "pooh", and said that they should eat light food anyway, it turned out that they got angry from eating spicy food and suffered from hemorrhoids.No wonder some people say that those who eat spicy food suffer from both ends, it is true, haha.

The joy of traveling lies in its beauty, deliciousness, and fun. I have been to Xishan, Dianchi Lake, Stone Forest, and Fuxian Lake in Chengjiang County.Ni Hui’s grandparents still want to visit Xishuangbanna, but it’s too far from Kunming to Xishuangbanna. It’s almost a day’s bus ride. There’s no train yet. The old people are too old to take a long-distance bus. Hui and Shui Xiangdong told the old man about all the factors, and then they gave up the idea of ​​going to Xishuangbanna and took the road to Dali.

There is a train from Kunming to Dali, which departs late at night and arrives early the next morning.Because they are basically old people and children, Shui Xiangdong bought all soft sleepers, hoping to let everyone have a good rest.Papa Sha saw that Shui Xiangdong was so capable, so he simply became the hands-off shopkeeper, and he arranged everything. He also arranged for his son to help Shui Xiangdong, so that he could learn a little bit.

The train that gets on after eleven o'clock at night, the train in the province, don't expect it to be clean, it's good to be able to lie down, and when you go out, everyone doesn't pay that much attention.The conditions of the soft sleeper are good, there are four people in one room, and two and a half private rooms. Shui Xiangdong moved a little selfishly and let Ni Hui sleep in a private room with himself.

The car started, and it didn't take long before the lights were turned off. Shui Xiangdong didn't feel sleepy yet, curled up on the upper bunk, and looked up at Ni Hui on the lower bunk.Ni Hui was playing Tetris with his mobile phone, the light from the small green screen shone on Ni Hui's face, making his face green, and Shui Xiangdong felt like a cute little monster.This time when he came out, Ni Hui still didn't talk to him much, and there were so many people who came out, as long as he dragged anyone along, it was impossible for Shui Xiangdong to have the opportunity to talk to him alone.Ni Hui was avoiding him, or Ni Hui was refusing his approach. Shui Xiangdong realized this problem and felt very uncomfortable.

Ni Hui was playing with his mobile phone, with Shui Xiangdong's large head dangling in front of his eyes, it was impossible for him not to know.He was a little impatient, the game was gameover soon, he closed his phone, turned his back, and gave Shui Xiangdong a headbone.

Shui Xiangdong said: "Ni Hui, you turned around and slept on the right side, and the left side is oppressing the heart."

Ni Hui lay flat: "I'm not Yangyang, so don't worry about it. You can sleep on your own, why are you scaring people like a hanged ghost?"

Shui Xiangdong laughed: "Ni Hui, do you want to go to Shangri-La and Meili Snow Mountain?"

Ni Hui put his arms across his eyes: "My grandpa and grandma can't go again." Shangri-la is too high, and Ni Hui dare not take the elderly in their seventies there.

"Yangyang doesn't go either, let him play with his grandparents in Lijiang, let's go together, I want to go over there to have a look, since we're all here, it's rare to come here in the future." Shui Xiangdong said.

Ni Hui muttered, "I was planning to go to Tibet."

His voice was not loud, the wheels of the train bumped against the rails and made a "bang bang bang bang" sound, but Shui Xiangdong didn't miss the sentence: "Are you going to Tibet alone?"

Ni Hui yawned and ignored him.Shui Xiangdong said: "Ni Hui, don't go out alone. If something happens on the road, there is no one to take care of it. It's too dangerous. If you want to go out, you must find a companion."

Ni Hui closed his eyes and didn't respond.Shui Xiangdong sighed, lay back on his own bunk, stared at the dark roof of the car with wide eyes, occasionally a light came in from the car window, flashed by, Ni Hui became more and more impatient with himself, he really So make him hate it?Shui Xiangdong understood very well that Ni Hui always hated him, or did he hate himself?As for himself, he didn't even have the qualifications to beg for forgiveness.

When he found himself reborn, the feeling was ecstatic. When he saw the little Ni Hui, he recognized him at a glance. When he turned his face away, tears flowed down his face. Although he had just lost his parents, his heart was full of joy and hope, and he felt that this must be an opportunity given to him by God to repay Ni Hui.

But when he approached Ni Hui, he could see the hatred for him in his eyes, he hated himself.Shui Xiangdong realized this problem and panicked for a long time. He was afraid that Ni Hui would also be reborn. What if he also brought the memories of his previous life with him?How can I ask for his forgiveness, or in other words, do I have the right to beg for his forgiveness.He hated the self in his previous life for being too stupid and incompetent, being led by the nose like a marionette, knowing that it would be the deepest betrayal and hurt to him, but still stupidly took that step.

If Ni Hui was ruthless enough, he would probably stab himself a few times with a knife.But he didn't, he just concealed that he didn't know himself, and didn't let himself get too close to him, and he was secretly happy about this for a long time.Ni Hui was willing to cover up the past, so he helped cover it up, but he was too impatient, and finally pushed him away from him, and since then, he has been getting further and further away from him.Shui Xiangdong slapped himself across the face: You are not greedy enough!It is already a great gift for him to let you stay around. Do you still expect to be the most special person?

But Shui Xiangdong knew that he was hopeless. For so many years, Ni Hui had become his only purpose. Whether it was working hard to make money or studying hard, it was all to stand side by side with Ni Hui.As long as he opens his mouth, he can go through fire and water for him and die.But Ni Hui is so good, he can get everything he wants by himself, he doesn't need anything, he can't be of any use, and he doesn't need him to block knives and bullets at all.Sometimes Shui Xiangdong doubts whether everything he does is meaningful, but every morning when he wakes up, thinking that Ni Hui is still breathing the same air as himself, his whole body is full of energy like chicken blood, and being able to be with him Living and breathing together, what reason do you have to be decadent?

They are all growing up and drifting away from each other. Ni Hui went to places he couldn't see, had a life he couldn't participate in at all, and made friends he didn't know at all.In the future, he will fall in love with someone, kiss and hug others, sleep on the same bed, and do the most intimate things. His heart and eyes will be filled by others, and he will have no time to hate himself or say anything to himself talk.

When the time comes, what should I do?When Shui Xiangdong realized this problem, he felt a hand stretched directly into his chest, pulling out his heart, and his whole body was trembling with emptiness.Ni Hui will belong to someone else, so what should he do?It is absolutely unacceptable to hurt again.Watching him sleep and fly with others?Shui Xiangdong opened his mouth wide to breathe, but still felt out of breath.

The train whistle suddenly woke up Shuidongdong from his imagination.When he came back to his senses, he found that his face was icy cold, and tears were streaming down his face.Shui Xiangdong wiped his face with the quilt, poked his head down, and looked at Ni Hui who was lying there motionless, sleeping so peacefully.God of Time, let me make a mistake, let us stay on this train forever, until the end of the world.

Arriving at the station the next morning, Ni Hui looked at the red eyes of Shui Xiangdong and frowned: "Do you have red eye disease?"

Shui Xiangdong blinked his sour eyes: "No, I didn't sleep well."

Ni Hui looked at it puzzled, and thought that he must have been crying all night. Thinking carefully about what he said last night, he didn't know which sentence touched his sensitive nerves.Lin Daiyu leaned over, he shrugged.

Shui Xiangdong would definitely not know that he could not sleep all night worrying about some uncertain things in the future, but Ni Hui thought he was too fragile and cried all night.

The water pushed away Ni Hui who was picking up the luggage in front of the luggage rack to the east: "I'll come." He took off the luggage and handed the crutch to grandpa, "Grandpa, your crutch."

Grandpa and grandma are looking at the scenery of Dali outside the window, sighing the beauty of the scenery.Sha Hanming's mother was already singing in the box next door: "Dali is beautiful in March, and it's easy to dress up by the Butterfly Spring..." People of their era were so impressed by "Five Golden Flowers". When it comes to Dali, Almost everyone can hum this song.

Papa Sha said: "Stop singing, you are not a golden flower if you sing again. Hurry up and pick up your things."

Mama Sha glared at her husband: "The day before yesterday in Shilin, people called you Brother Ahei, and you were so proud. You are allowed to be young, and I am not allowed to be young? Son, come here with a backpack." Shilin has a famous The scenic spot is the Ashima Stone, which is said to have been transformed by Ashima, a woman of the Yi nationality. Therefore, in the stone forest, the local people call the Yi man Aheige and the Yi woman Ashima.In Dali, the young man of the Bai nationality is called A Pengge, and the eldest girl is called Jinhua.Very local.

Sha Hanming and his father carried all the family's luggage on their backs, while the two women in the family walked behind them easily, shaking their empty hands.Grandpa Ni Hui's luggage was all on Shui Xiangdong's shoulders. He was the porter, so Ni Hui didn't need him to take care of his luggage.

A group of people got off the train at 7 o'clock in the morning. This side is relatively west. At this time, the sky is not yet bright, and it is a bit chilly.There is a stream of water vapor in the air, which is blown from the surface of the Erhai Lake. The air is so fresh and cool that people immediately forget the fatigue of the journey. Around 2000, China's tourism industry began to flourish, and Dali and Lijiang began to become popular. Many coastal and inland people began to come here to rent houses or buy houses as inns, and came here to enjoy the pure and beautiful Leisurely slow-paced life.

Their inn has been booked a long time ago. It is improved on the basis of traditional Bai people's houses. There are small bridges, flowing water, flower stands, swings, stone tables and benches. The yard is small and complete. The corridors are made of wood. , keeping the log color, very authentic, really beautiful, young and old fell in love with this inn as soon as they saw it.

"People here really enjoy life. Every day in such an environment, I think I can live for another ten years." Grandpa said excitedly.

Ni Hui said: "Grandpa, do you like it here? I will buy you a house in Dali in the future, and you can come and live there anytime."

Grandpa laughed loudly and waved his hands: "It's a pity that I was not born in Dali. It's fine if I've been to this place, but it's still our home. I just envy the attitude of the people here. It's really called knowing how to live and living." That’s how it should be.” Their hometown, as the frontier of economic development, is too fast-paced, destroying the old and establishing the new too fast, destroying not only the city and buildings, but also people’s original lifestyle and attitude towards life.

The old man sat on the stone bench in the yard and refused to go. The water went east and helped the old man up: "Grandpa, let's go back to the room and have a rest. We will go to Erhai Lake in the afternoon. If you don't want to go back to the room, you can also go to the corridor Sitting on a wooden bench, the stone bench is too cold, and it is easy to catch cold."

The old man nodded: "Okay, I'll sit in the corridor for a while, look at the sky in Dali, and blow the wind on the plateau."

There are exactly five rooms for ten people, one for two people, one for grandpa and grandma, one for Grandma Sha and mother Sha, one for Sha Hanming and his father, one for Shui Xiangdong brothers, and one for Ni Hui and Zhang Yong.This was all arranged by Shui Xiangdong, and Ni Hui thought that Shui Xiangdong would arrange for him to live in a room with him, so he was acquainted, so he didn't pester him shamelessly.

When Ni Hui entered the room, he found that his room was in the best location. When he opened the window, he could see the Erhai Lake.

Everyone sat in the car all night, even though it was a sleeper, they still felt exhausted, so they all took a shower and went to sleep.This guy Zhang Yong felt heavy, he fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow, and he snored like a bellows, long and short, completely irregular.As soon as Ni Hui heard the snoring, he felt miserable. How could he sleep?