Rebirth do not come

Chen Liping ate the cake and said apologetically to her son, "I wanted to come back one day earlier to celebrate your birthday with you, but Yuanyuan caught a cold and couldn't leave me, so I was a day late and almost missed your birthday."

Ni Hui was already half awake from the wine, shaking his head while eating the cake: "It doesn't matter, he will celebrate my birthday with me." Of course he was referring to Shui Xiangdong.Shui Xiangdong grinned.

"Want to go to my mother's house during the winter vacation?"

Ni Hui hesitated for a moment: "It's too cold over there, can you come back and celebrate the New Year together?"

Chen Liping hesitated and said: "Yuanyuan is going to school, and it should have started by then, so I can't leave." She had a feeling that this would be the case with her son in the future, and she would become more and more distant, as polite as a guest.

After Ni Hui finished eating the cake, he picked up his watch and looked at it again. This time he saw the two letters clearly: "Mom, why did you buy me such an expensive thing? It's too extravagant."

Chen Liping found that her son finally noticed the gift she bought, and felt very happy: "It's not expensive. Mom thinks this watch is very suitable for you, so I bought you one." In fact, she wanted to compensate her son with material things.

"I don't need to use such expensive things at all now. Mom, don't buy me luxury goods in the future. I will buy them if I need them." Ni Hui felt that her mother was getting more and more exaggerated, maybe because of herself I have been exposed to a lot of luxury goods, and I think it is normal to use them, but a middle school student wearing a watch worth hundreds of thousands is exaggerated no matter how you look at it, "I will put it away first and wear it later."

Chen Liping nodded: "Alright. Put it away, you can wear it when you go to college in the future."

Shui Xiangdong has been quietly listening to the conversation between the mother and son without making a sound.Ni Hui yawned: "I'm going to take a shower and sleep."

Shui Xiangdong never dared to look into Ni Hui's eyes, he didn't know what Ni Hui would do with him.Ni Hui went into his room to take a shower. There is a bathroom in his master bedroom.Shui Xiangdong heaved a sigh of relief, at least let him keep that sweet kiss for one night.

Shui Xiangdong came back to his room after taking a shower, and found Ni Hui sitting on his bed, waiting for him leisurely, Shui Xiangdong was embarrassed, and murmured: "Ni Hui, you haven't slept yet?"

When Ni Hui walked in front of Shui Xiangdong, his aura was very powerful and murderous, but when he walked in front of Shui Xiangdong at 1.8 meters [-], he needed to look up at him, and his aura instantly weakened. He stretched out his hand and grabbed Shui Xiangdong's collar: "Shui Xiangdong, you fucking dare to kiss me secretly, who will allow you to do that?"

Shui Xiangdong looked at Ni Hui, licked his lips, and said in a hoarse voice: "No one, I want to kiss myself."

倪晖挥起拳头就向水向东揍去，打在水向东下颌上，水向东没有躲避，也没有阻拦，他只是盯着倪晖的眼睛，眼神坚毅：“倪晖，我爱你.”

A look of embarrassment flashed in Ni Hui's eyes, and he turned his head: "Enough, shut up!"

Shui Xiangdong reached out and pulled Ni Hui's face towards him: "Ni Hui, can you give me a chance?"

Ni Hui lowered his eyes and didn't look at him: "Don't think about it!"

Shui Xiangdong swallowed hard: "Why, don't you like me too?"

"Who said that?" Ni Hui said sharply, and he knocked Shui Xiangdong's hand away in a panic, "Don't touch me, I tell you, there is no reason for this, I can't like you. I warn You, don't touch me in the future! Otherwise, you will get out of here and move out!"

Shui Xiangdong looked at Ni Hui bitterly. He didn't know why Ni Hui was so determined. He obviously liked him too, but why didn't he give them a chance? He murmured: "Ni Hui..."

Ni Hui was furious: "Get out of here!"

Shui whispered to the east, "This is my room."

Ni Hui suddenly turned his head to look at it, his face flushed immediately, he was really dizzy with anger, so he turned around and walked out.

Chen Liping was packing her things and getting ready to take a bath when she saw her son come out of the room angrily: "What's wrong, Xiaohui?"

Ni Hui rushed into his room without moving his head: "It's nothing, good night, mom, I'm going to bed."

Chen Liping watched her son slam the door, and said inexplicably, "What's the matter, why are you angry again?"

Shui Xiangdong hurried out: "Auntie, I had a little conflict with Ni Hui just now, I will apologize to him tomorrow."

Chen Liping nodded: "Oh, good." It's normal for children to quarrel, and Xiang Dong is so sensible, so there shouldn't be a big problem.

The next morning, Shui Xiangdong got up to make breakfast for Ni Hui, and found that Ni Hui had already left the house, so it was obvious that he still didn't want to meet him. I don't know if it was because he was embarrassed, or because he didn't want to see him.

The cold war between the two lasted until the winter vacation. With Shui Xiangdong's unremitting efforts, Ni Hui finally broke up with Shui Xiangdong. This is also because they are going back to their hometown for the New Year. If grandparents find out that they are having conflicts, the elderly will be sad.

Schools in Shanghai do not make up lessons during the winter and summer vacations, which is better than a small place, and the two went back to their hometown as soon as the vacation was over.The grandson came back, and the grandparents were very happy. Every day, they prepared delicious food for the two children in different ways, saying that they wanted to make up for the lost meat.In fact, both of them are growing up, and Shui Xiangdong's courses are heavy, so it's no wonder they can gain weight.

Seeing that Ni Hui came back, Sha Hanming was not to mention how happy he was.Ni Hui started to deal with his friend's enthusiasm again. It was a dilemma. Shui Xiangdong looked at the troubled Ni Hui sympathetically, and said to him, "How about I help you and tell him directly?"

Ni Hui looked at him: "Say what?"

"Say you don't like him." Shui Xiangdong said.

Ni Hui frowned and said, "What do you want to do? If people don't plan to say it, how will you tell him to face us in the future, and how will you tell me to face him?"

Shui Xiangdong said: "There is another way, so that he will never have to say it, and he will give up on you, and it will not hinder your friendship."

Ni Hui asked: "What method?"

Shui Xiangdong looked into Ni Hui's eyes, and said softly: "Let's date. Then tell them, he should not be entangled anymore, and you don't have to worry about cheating him and feel guilty."

The corner of Ni Hui's mouth twitched, and it took a while before he said: "What kind of method is this, no way!" Isn't this pushing himself into the fire pit?

Shui Xiangdong said: "Actually, I think this method may be the best. It's better than you asking a girlfriend to cheat him."

"Why did I cheat him when I found a girlfriend?" Ni Hui waited for Shui Xiangdong dissatisfied.

Shui Xiangdong smiled, "Because you don't like girls."

Ni Hui is like a cat whose hair has exploded: "Who said I don't like girls?"

Shui Xiangdong reached out and touched Ni Hui's head: "Don't force yourself, really. If you date me, it will make Sha give up. If you meet someone you like in the future, you can break up with me and be with him again. Together. This way it is no longer cheating on Shazi, and he should feel much better in his heart."

Ni Hui looked at Shui Xiangdong, didn't he know what this guy was up to, didn't he just want to take the opportunity to socialize with him, he turned around, pulled the quilt over his head: "Get out quickly, I want Go to sleep."

Shui Xiangdong said, "You can think about it, I'll be here anytime."

When Ni Hui faced Sha Hanming's enthusiasm and tenderness the next day, he really had an impulse to agree to Shui Xiangdong's proposal.He really didn't know that Sha Hanming liked him so much, maybe he did before, but he was too young to find out at that time, so that after they broke up, he felt that Sha Hanming didn't love him anymore, so he never contacted him again.Maybe it's not that he doesn't love, it's just that he is forced to helplessness. This kind of helplessness existed in the previous life, and it is impossible to disappear in this life, so in order not to repeat the same mistakes, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and it is better for him to get on the right track earlier.

After holding back for a few days, Ni Hui finally couldn't bear it and said to Sha Hanming, "Sha, I have something to tell you."

Sha Hanming looked at him with a hesitant look on his face: "What's the matter?"

Ni Hui took a deep breath: "I fell in love with someone." He covered his face with his hands as he spoke.

Sha Hanming's heart almost missed a beat: "Yes, who is it?"

Ni Hui said with embarrassment: "I feel a little embarrassed to say it, but I don't know if this is right. I have never dared to tell others."

Sha Hanming's heart beat faster, isn't this the same as his own situation, don't worry about liking someone of the same gender as him, Sha Hanming felt his mouth dry, he licked his lips: "You can tell me what you want to say."

Ni Hui looked at Sha Hanming seriously: "I told you, you must help me keep the secret, and you must not tell others."

Shahan nodded sharply.

At that time, the two of them were sitting in McDonald's. Ni Hui looked around, but there were no other acquaintances. He licked his lips, and finally said in a low voice: "I seem to like water to the east."

Sha Hanming only felt that there was a lightning strike on his head, and he was very worried, afraid that Ni Hui would feel disgusted if he knew that he liked him, and that he would not be able to make friends, so he kept carefully hiding his feelings. I didn't expect Ni Hui to like men too!However, the man he likes is not himself, but someone else!At this moment, Sha Hanming didn't know how to describe his feelings, and the expression on his face was almost crying. He thought that if he was braver, would Ni Hui like him?

Ni Hui looked at Sha Hanming on the opposite side, and that kind of crying expression made him very uncomfortable, but this kind of pain will come sooner or later, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, he continued to bite the bullet and asked: "Do you think I am Isn’t it normal?” Ni Hui felt that he was too cruel to treat Sha Hanming like this, and he kept repenting in his heart: Sha, I’m sorry, I don’t want to make you sad like this.But I don't want to lose you as a friend, and I also want you to have real happiness.

Sha Hanming rubbed his nose with his hands, took a sip of Coke while concealing his head, then raised his head and shook his head: "Of course not, some people are different from others, they may not like the opposite sex, but like the same sex, but They are all normal, it’s not a disease.” The first time Sha Hanming found out that he had strange feelings for Ni Hui, it was because he had a erotic dream, and the object of the dream was not a girl, but his best buddy, and then found out He seemed to really like Ni Hui, and liked to have physical contact with him. He panicked for a long time because of this, and went to the library of his father's school to check a lot of psychology books, and then went to the Internet to search for information , discovered the existence of the homosexual group, and then began to face up to my feelings.

Ni Hui smiled a little: "Thank you, Shazi, you won't look down on me, will you?"

"Of course not." Sha Hanming smiled bitterly. How could he look down on him? Wouldn't that be the same as looking down on himself? But he cursed Shui Xiangdong thousands of times in his heart. It is because he sticks to Mu Mu every day, that's why Mu Mu likes him.

Ni Hui said, "Thank you, Shazi. You are really my best friend and best brother."

Sha Hanming lowered his head and put the French fries into his mouth. He just felt like chewing wax, without any taste. If he could, he really didn't want to be his good friend or brother, but would like to be the one who can hold hands with him shoulder to shoulder people.

Ni Hui decided to accept it as soon as it was good, and not to continue talking.Shahan was obviously not in the mood to ask any more questions.

Ni Hui found that from this day on, Sha Hanming was not so diligent in coming, and he became very restrained when he was with him. He was trying to control his emotions, he talked less, and his smile was not the same as before. So clear, with a touch of sadness.Ni Hui feels a little distressed for his transformation, but he can't help it. When a person's smile carries a burden, it means that this person has grown up.Growing up is a reality that no one can escape.

He only hoped that what happened this time would not burden Sha Hanming too much psychologically. He hoped that he could get out of it as soon as possible so as not to affect his study and dampen his enthusiasm.

It was not until the new year, before Ni Hui left, that Sha Hanming finally told him about it again: "Then does he know?"

Ni Hui looked at Sha Hanming and shook his head: "I don't know if he knows, I didn't tell him." Of course Shui Xiangdong knew, but he didn't want to associate with Shui Xiangdong, so he only used him to cover up.

Sha Hanming patted him on the shoulder: "Actually, I think Xiang Dong also likes you, maybe you can try to talk to him."

Ni Hui was so moved that he was about to cry, Shazi, is your heart bleeding when you say such words?He hesitated and said, "I want to talk about it later, when we are all in college."

Sha Hanming sighed: "That's right, he's in his third year of high school now, and he's about to go to university."

"We're almost there, we'll be in our third year of high school soon. In a year and a half, we'll be able to go to college by then." Ni Hui said, "Shazi, you'll be admitted to Shanghai too, right?"

Sha Hanming's eyes dodged for a moment: "I don't know."

Knowing that he was reconsidering this matter in his heart, Ni Hui sighed slightly, and said, "Actually J University is not bad."

Sha Hanming said: "I don't know for the time being. I will check my results and make sure."

Ni Hui said: "Okay, let's work hard together. There is still one and a half years left. For the sake of university, we will work hard!" He stretched out his fist and bumped into Sha Hanming. In fact, these words were more to encourage Sha Hanming.

Sha Hanming stretched out his fist and touched him.

Ni Hui was worried that this matter would hit Sha Hanming, so he took the initiative to call Sha Hanming. Although it seemed to be sharing secrets, in fact, he talked more about Sha Hanming's study. Affect Sha Hamming's study.Sha Hamming's performance was indeed affected, but not too serious.Ni Hui has always cared about his studies. Sha Hanming felt that he was a little bit sorry for Ni Hui's concern. He couldn't be a lover, but he could still be a friend. He regarded himself as his best friend, and he couldn't let him down.

Although Shui Xiangdong really wanted to eliminate the barrier between himself and Ni Hui, Ni Hui had always erected a high wall between them and he was not allowed to cross.Shui Xiangdong had no choice but to stick to his duty and do what he should do in a down-to-earth manner. Every morning he would willingly get up to make breakfast for Ni Hui. Senior high school students had to get up to make breakfast for others. I guess there were not many in their school.

Ni Hui told him that it is actually not necessary to get up so early to make breakfast, just buy a little every morning. Shui Xiangdong said that it is unhygienic, and it is not safe to eat. It is better to make it yourself, and it will only take an extra 10 minutes or [-] minutes.

Shui Xiangdong’s grades were always good when he was in his hometown. When he first came to Shanghai, because of the slightly different content of the teaching materials, his grades were considered above-average in the class, not top-notch. After more than a semester of adaptation, he is now at the top of the class. up.The enrollment rate of their school is as high as 90.00%. With his grades, it is not a problem to enter a key university.

When filling out the application form, Shui Xiangdong asked Ni Hui: "Which university do you want to go to?"

Ni Hui said, "Fudan."

"Then I'll take the Fudan exam too." Shui Xiangdong said.

"What major do you want to study?"

Shui Xiangdong said, "Management or finance. What do you want to learn?"

Ni Hui said, "You think it's too late for me to enroll in an art class?"

Shui Xiangdong looked at him: "Do you want to study art?"

Ni Hui laughed: "I am not short of money. I think I should be like Yang Yang. I should be a painter in the future. I can live there for a few months wherever I want to paint from life. I will always travel. What a wonderful thing."

Shui Xiangdong teased him: "Come on, you lazy person, you have to ask and remind me three times when you go out shopping, you are going to die at home, and you are still sketching everywhere."

Ni Hui straightened his back and snorted, "Did I stay in the house? That time I went to Tibet alone, and I don't know who hurriedly pulled me back."

Shui Xiangdong smiled and said, "Since that time, you don't like to move anymore."

Ni Hui scratched his head. Indeed, since that time, he himself was unwilling to go out for a run. If he wanted to go out to play, Shui Xiangdong arranged for everyone to go together. Could it be that trip to Tibet that killed his fighting spirit? , maybe subconsciously I don’t want to worry others, so I always stay in a safe place: “I don’t know who won’t let me go out.”

Shui Xiangdong rubbed his hair with his hand: "Indeed, you've become much better since that time, thank you."

Ni Hui knocked off his hand: "Touch me like a dog, I like you to pet it." Ni Hui picked Xinxin up from the ground, put water on Dongdong, Xinxin had grown into a half-sized dog, covered in The hair is long and quite flowing. When lying on the ground, it looks like a mop.It is very obedient, usually not noisy, only when it goes out every night, it will be very excited, walking the dog is basically done by the water, Ni Hui has to practice calligraphy, and has no time.

Shui Xiangdong hugged Xinxin on his knees, and stroked its long fur. Xinxin was obedient and silent. Shui Xiangdong thought, if only Ni Hui was so obedient. "You don't like painting, you just love calligraphy. Is there a calligraphy major in the school?"

"Many schools have them, maybe the Academy of Fine Arts has them."

Shui Xiangdong said, "Do you really want to rely on calligraphy for a living?"

"If you can eat it, there's nothing wrong with it. But forget it, I'd better learn something interesting. Calligraphy is my hobby. I decided to learn history and archaeology. This long knowledge, I will also collect things in the future. Yes." Ni Hui thinks this is a good idea.

Shui Xiangdong said: "Okay, this is also good. In the future, if you want to collect treasures, I will provide you with funds."

Ni Hui squinted at him: "You are not afraid that I will ruin your family property."

Shui Xiangdong grinned: "At the beginning, I always drill eyes. Who doesn't pay the tuition fee? Don't worry, you won't be able to spend all the money I earn. I will open a private museum for you in the future."

Ni Hui laughed: "That's fine, don't go back on your word when the time comes."

Shui Xiangdong smiled and said nothing, how could he go back on his word, I'm afraid Ni Hui would not spend his money.