I was crying stupidly by myself [rebirth]

Gu Dong has fantasized about Gu Yan's appearance in the past three years. It is probably the outline of Lu Shi when he was young, as clear as a cut. These pipes set off the pale, clear and resolute outline of the young man on the bed, a white that is close to death.

For the first time, Gu Dong didn't know where to put his hands and feet, so he just stood there in a daze, staring at the thoughtful face without blinking, and didn't move his eyelids until his eyes were sore.

Gu Dong's voice was the only one in the silent ward, and he seemed very calm, "Lu Shi said that your condition is very bad and you can't make it through."

"You should understand the purpose of his coming to inform me." Gu Dong stepped to the side of the bed, looking down at his lover, "I know you won't leave me alone, Gu Yan."

The last two words are very light, but very clear.

Gu Dong suddenly lost control of his emotions, his lips trembled, and the voice in his throat trembled even more, "I have persisted for three years, and those obstacles have disappeared. When you wake up, we will confess to Dad, and we can go abroad to get married in the future. , there is no reason to give up, Gu Yan, don't give up..."

Speaking of the latter part, Gu Dong's voice was choked up, he bent down, put his lips against Gu Yan's ear, and prayed weakly and humblely, as if he was speaking to Gu Yan, but also as if he was comforting himself, "No Nothing is impossible."

After a long time, Gu Dong calmed down, took off his glasses, buried his face in his hands, and wiped away the moisture from the corners of his eyes.

In the aisle outside the door, Lu Shi, who was standing with his hands behind his back, suddenly frowned, and the blood on his face faded away. He reached into his pocket, and the medicine bottle in his hand fell to the ground. A guard ran over in panic, the one in the lead carried him on his back, and left under the cover of the others.

Gu Dong glanced at the door, just in time to catch that scene, he calmly looked away.

That man dedicated his life to the country and ended up alone, no one to blame.

The most dangerous thing for Gu Yan is the next 48 hours. He wants to wait a little longer, and if he finds it difficult to make it through, he will notify Gu Cheng.

Afterwards, Gu Dong smiled silently, and he would not be troubled, because this person is Gu Yan.

The facilities of the military hospital are very complete and the cleaning is neat and tidy. It may be related to Lu Shi, but it is not ruled out that it is related to the secrecy of the mission performed by Gu Yan. There are always soldiers standing guard outside the door. subject to search.

"I'm his brother."

The faces of those soldiers were still cold and hard, and they were not treated leniently, and there were also many procedures that should be there.

Gu Dong put down his raised hand and went in with a dark face. He felt that he was not in the hospital, but in the army.

Putting the plastic bag on the table, Gu Dong touched Gu Yan's short hair and tied his hand, but the corners of his lips curled up slightly.

Before coming here, I left a message to Gu Cheng, and also greeted Xia Zhiyuan. In the past two days, I hoped to save the day. Gu Dong lowered his head to peel the apples, but his proficiency became very poor. He frowned, wiped off the blood on his hands and continued to cut.

"Maoqiu has grown up and is very good. He just loves to eat. Like me, my father is in good health and works well. After I graduated, I went to work in Xia Zhiyuan's company. He Jing and Li Yuan got married yesterday. I couldn't help drinking. After drinking some wine, I only found out about Zhang Yiyang's relationship with Chu Jiran this morning, did you already find out? You must have laughed at me for being stupid more than once."

As soon as his fingers hurt, Gu Dong took a breath, wiped his hands calmly, and said with a light smile, "I can cook and stir-fry vegetables now."

When Gu Dong finally peeled off an apple completely, he already had several cuts in his hand, and his pretended calm was self-defeating.

After making a wish, Gu Dong started talking to Gu Yan again, it was that boring and lonely three years.

When the nurse came in, she saw the young man talking to himself, with a calm expression on his face, but it made people feel endless sadness.

When Gu Dong heard that the female nurse wanted to wipe Gu Yan's body, he immediately refused without thinking, "I'll do it."

The female nurse looked at Gu Dong, then at Gu Yan on the bed, she frowned, "The patient has multiple injuries, not a professional would..."

Gu Dong pursed his lips and stared at her, "Then you tell me what needs to be paid attention to, and I will remember it."

Hearing the determination in his voice, the female nurse hesitated for a moment, went out and said something to the soldiers outside the door, as if making a report, she came back after a while, and told Gu Dong all the details she had noticed.

In winter, the warm water gets cold quickly, so Gu Dong took a basin and soaked the towel, wrung it dry and placed it over the mouth of the basin.

Leaning over and slowly unbuttoning Gu Yan's hospital gown, carefully avoiding those injuries, he went around the back and pulled down the back collar, and took off the gown. Just this action made Gu Dong sweat, and his whole body was tense. Afraid of hurting him.

A strong male body is exposed in front of his eyes.

Gu Dong glanced up and down subconsciously. The former boy had grown up, and his broad shoulders supported all difficulties.

"I want to go to Lancheng. I heard that there is a mountain there. The autumn chrysanthemums on the mountain are very beautiful. When you are well, let's go together." Gu Dong paused, "The hot springs are also famous, I miss you very much."

Gu Dong gently wiped Gu Yan's face with a wet towel, couldn't help stretching out his hand to trace his eyebrows and eyes, passed his fingertips over his straight nose, pale thin lips, and firm chin, all the way down, the muscles under his fingertips The texture is clear, and one can imagine the explosive power contained in it.

"Handsome in a mess."

After reading a few words, Gu Dong finished wiping Gu Yan's upper body with his hands, twisted his towel, moved the towel up and down, and touched the ball in circles as usual. His eyes were slightly opened, and his eyelids blinked, as if they had moved...

Gu Dong excitedly put down the towel, stretched out his hand to touch Gu Yan's more sensitive waist, curled his fingers to scratch his itchy flesh, and kissed him again, like before, sucking a piece of skin with his lips lightly, without any reaction.

It was really just an illusion just now, the loss in Gu Dong's eyes has not dissipated for a long time.

At night, Gu Dong lay next to Gu Yan's ear and recalled those past times, starting from the first time they met in Sun City, and carefully described their future, beautiful and pure.

And those good things are all built on the premise of being alive.

This is Gu Dong's only hope to arouse Gu Yan's desire to survive, and it is also the only pursuit for Gu Yan to wake up from the darkness and survive.

Afterwards, his voice became hoarse. Gu Dong licked his dry lips, kissed Gu Yan's chin a few times, and touched the tip of his tongue. He raised his arms and leaned his head on Gu Yan's shoulder.

"Gu Yan, I love you." So please don't abandon me.

In a daze, the sleeping Gu Dong felt his face was wet, and his nose felt moist. He snorted lightly, with a strong nasal sound in his voice, "Furball kid, don't make trouble, let me sleep again ..."

The next moment Gu Dong suddenly opened his eyes.