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Xu Chenchuan abducted to the school gymnasium after leaving the house, and practiced with his eyes blacked out. He didn't return to the dormitory with trembling legs until it was dark and his body was sore.He hadn't eaten in the first place, and now he was almost dehydrated, his stomach was throbbing, but his mood was better.

Xu Chenchuan is clearly aware of the existence of his dark emotions, but existence is one thing, and using them to attack people is another.He clearly said he wanted to look forward, but he was still dragged into the quagmire of negative energy by Chen Huan.Things that violate one's own code of conduct are only a bit of cathartic pleasure at the moment of doing it, but it is a deeper emptiness afterward.

He is a person... since he was a child, he has never given himself any chance to be willful, nor has he the right to be willful.

Xu Chenchuan took a shower and fell on the bed. When he was about to fall asleep in a daze, his phone vibrated.

"Chris!" the girl's voice shouted from the other end, "Going out for drinks?"

It's Tina, a very active girl in the circle of friends, who is always unwilling to be lonely and initiates various activities.Xu Chenchuan hasn't seen these friends for a whole summer vacation, logically he should go, the problem is——

"Who are going?" Xu Chenchuan turned over and asked.

Tina gave a list of names, but Chen Huan was not among them.

Xu Chenchuan smiled: "I'll be right there."

They met in a bar not far from the school.The indoor space is small, the lighting is strange, and the voices of people are noisy.The customers are almost all students, young men and women chatting and laughing at the top of their voices, and someone on the dance floor is twisting to the latest hit single.Xu Chenchuan found Tina's table and sat down, ordered a bottle of whiskey, his stomach burned after just two sips.

He was a little surprised, and then remembered that he was still on an empty stomach.

"Can you pass me the menu?" he called across the long table.The menu was passed around and it was all fried food.Xu Chenchuan took a look at it, then threw it aside, and continued to talk nonsense with gods.

The person next to him patted him on the shoulder: "Are you dating Ben?"

Xu Chenchuan turned his head, it was Little A, another boy in the circle who came out, a beautiful and cheerful pure zero.

He smiled slightly: "Why do you ask that?"

"He changed his Facebook status to dating some time ago, and we were all thinking that he would finally come out for you." Xiao A said with a smile, "Many people can see that you are a good match together."

"Unfortunately, it's not me."

"Isn't it really..." Little A looked more shocked than the person involved, "Could it be that I was wrong?"

Xu Chenchuan smiled without saying a word, and took another sip of whiskey.

Little A patted him: "It's okay, you deserve someone better."

It's been a long time since everyone saw each other, they were all in high spirits and kept talking.Xu Chenchuan drank sip after sip on his own, his blood quickly accelerated, and the voices of the surrounding people were a little blurred.

As the night deepened, alcohol evaporated hormones, some people left the table to dance, and more people coaxed for unknown reasons loudly.

"Are you okay?" Little A came back from a circle, and poked Xu Chenchuan who was still sitting where he was.

Xu Chenchuan glanced at him, his eyes fluttered like he was drunk, and the corners of his mouth turned up: "It's very good."

Little A laughed, alcohol will always make the laugh point very low: "Someone invited us to drink."

He put a glass of colorful cocktails in front of Xu Chenchuan, and he was still holding a glass in his hand.Xu Chenchuan followed his finger and looked towards the other side of the bar, where two white boys with strange faces were looking around.Meeting Xu Chenchuan's eyes, they smiled and waved.

Classic and cheap way to strike up a conversation.

"The acquaintance of our college's seniors, he is good at work." Xiao A smiled unabashedly, "You still have half a foot outside the circle, do you want to try?"

The two men came this way.Little A seemed to be familiar with one of them, and jumped into his arms.This action is very dramatic, but Little A has a slender figure, and it is not obtrusive to jump up.The boy bowed his head and kissed him, the two said a few words, and walked away hugging each other.Before leaving, Little A turned around and gave Xu Chenchuan a thumbs up.

Xu Chenchuan watched them disappear outside the door.

Finding someone who can make you happy is actually an easy goal to achieve.It's almost a zero-cost transaction to have a show when you're lonely like this, and to wave away when you're done.

He has never been self-willed, and in the end he didn't hold on to anything.

The remaining boy nodded to Xu Chenchuan as he walked over, "My name is Josh."

"Chris." Xu Chenchuan raised the glass of cocktail with a half-smile, and slowly drank it down. Josh looked at him with an exaggerated admiration expression: "Has anyone ever praised your eyes for being beautiful?"

"Really?" Xu Chenchuan raised his eyebrows, "But what you've been looking at is another part."

The other party laughed and stretched out his hand.When his fingertips were about to touch his body, Xu Chenchuan's expression changed and he rushed out the door.Only Josh stared at his hand innocently: "Am I that scary?"

Xu Chenchuan vomited while holding the corner of the wall until his legs became weak, but he didn't vomit anything.His stomach, which was already empty, was twisting into a ball in protest.As soon as the cold wind blew, the half-truth and half-fake drunkenness also woke up a lot.Xu Chenchuan glanced back at the bustling bar, pressed his stomach alone, and staggered back to school.

There was dead silence in the dormitory, the roommate was not there, and nine out of ten were drinking outside.Xu Chenchuan drank a glass of warm milk, lay down on the bed and curled up into a ball, his body was already exhausted, but his stomach hurt so badly that he couldn't fall asleep.

An absurd sense of loneliness surged up and nearly overwhelmed him.Now if someone can come...anyone is fine...

Xu Chenchuan weakly picked up the phone.

The penguins were surprisingly quiet.Xu Chenchuan flipped through the group chat records, the topic of the past few days has almost never left the paper crane, but the person involved only raised his head twice, and said a few words about proofreading in a business-like manner, and then disappeared again, without any hesitation. Pay attention to the howling in the group.

Sure enough, it is noble and glamorous to the end. ——If he didn't hear the news from Chen Huan's mouth, Xu Chenchuan would think the same way.

He clicked on the private chat window, couldn't type anymore, so he pressed the voice message: "I heard about your request to Xuan Qing. I'm sorry, I've dragged you down with this crap."

He didn't exit the window after sending it, and waited expectantly.

As if to confirm that premonition, a new voice soon appeared on the screen.

Xu Chenchuan was inexplicably agitated, and pressed play with his fingers shaking.A cool voice came out: "Your nonsense—what do you mean?"

He blinked, and his chaotic brain struggled for a moment before he remembered that the other party didn't know Xuan Qing's identity.

Xu Chenchuan forced a smile: "It's nothing, it's a bit of a personal grievance, he was targeting me, and accidentally scolded you too..."

The other party was actually aroused interest: "Offline grievances? Could it be a love rival?"

What's up with this guy's senses, radar detector?

The brain paralyzed by alcohol does not feel too much surprise, everything seems to be going on for granted.Xu Chenchuan could have fooled it casually, but he heard himself explaining in a rigid manner: "It's not a rival in love, if you insist on it, it's probably a successor."

Bai Qi was silent for a few seconds, then chuckled lightly: "I see." Are you drunk?

"But you really surprised me this time... What's your name, Guan Shanqianli? Should I follow them and call you Guan Shan?"

"It's enough to call Zhihe." Bai Qi responded casually, but his hand didn't stop, and he clicked directly into Xuanqing's Weibo homepage.

He stared at the two men's hands in the portrait for a while, and slowly raised the corners of his mouth.

successor?