[Brother Wars] Adopted Son

In the weather at the end of May, the sun has become hotter after [-] o'clock in the morning.The small grid of the Ferris wheel slowly rises, and the dazzling sunlight refracts in, which is a bit dazzling, and Liu Sheng subconsciously blocks his eyes with his hands.

Azusa didn't speak quietly, he could already feel the change in Liu Sheng's state of mind, and that Ogata Shinobi might have shaken him quite a bit.

When the space they were riding on rose to the highest point, Liu Sheng's voice sounded softly.

"That person is Brother Yao's high school sweetheart."

Shinobi Ogata was the beautiful boy president who I saw lying on Kaname in the student union office when Ryukyu was asked to send study materials to his school.

Ogata Shinobu is indeed very beautiful, so beautiful that most men's hearts would skip a beat when they see him. Lucu was indeed very shocked when he saw that scene.

Brother Yao not only likes girls, but also likes boys? ,

Liu Sheng, who was only thirteen or fourteen years old at that time, was so innocent that he didn't even understand the relationship between a man and a woman, let alone the relationship between a man and a man.Seeing that kind of ambiguous scene, he can be said to be frightened silly. The most important thing is that one of them is his elder brother who he has always liked and loved. The feeling is no less than the blow of being betrayed.

Liu Sheng hypnotized himself, telling himself that it was just an illusion, because they were at the wrong angle at that time, which caused him to see it wrong.He returned home with such self-comfort, but did not dare to tell him that he had actually been to school when he was about to go home.He didn't know what he was afraid of, so he had to be calm and treat him as before, neither too sticky to love nor too cold and alienated. The feeling of intimacy is still much worse.

After some time passed, Liu Sheng didn't worry anymore. If his brother, as a family, who he likes is his business, as long as it doesn't violate the principle, shouldn't it be right to support him?This kind of simple mentality made Lucy slowly let go of that matter, and the beautiful boy student president gradually faded out of memory, if he hadn't suddenly approached him later...

Seeing Ogata Shinobu was something that Ryukyu never dreamed of. This beautiful boy who was sitting on Kawasaki's lap in the student union room blocked him on his way home from school.

Since it had been more than a month since that incident, Lucu himself thought about it, but actually he didn't quite remember Ogata Shinobi's appearance, after all, he only had a hasty glance.At that time he was blocking his way, Liu Sheng thought he had met a bad boy.Ogata reluctantly gave up his life and the school, and told Ryukyu that he was Asahina's classmate, Ryukyu came back to his senses.

Liu Sheng didn't know why Ogata Shinobu came to him, one person looking for another person, no matter whether they are familiar with each other, big or small, there is always some reason or purpose.It stands to reason that Ogata Shinobi and Ryukyu didn't know each other at all, and the only thing they had in common in life was wanting, but this point was just the same for them, not a point of intersection, Ryukyu really couldn't think of what purpose he would come to find him.

Judging from the way Ogata Shinobi spoke, Lucu thought he was an easy-going and humble person. With this impression, and because he really couldn't figure out why he came to him, so when Ogata Shinobi said those words, Lucy was stunned.

"I'm your brother's lover. Although we haven't been together for long, our relationship is still very deep. However, I know that he has many brothers. He is an elder brother, and there are many younger brothers. I know he likes Liusheng-kun very much. We are alone When we were together, you were the one he talked about the most. To be honest, I like how he loves his younger brother as an older brother, but I really don’t like his behavior of often rejecting lovers’ invitations for his younger brother.” Said When he arrived here, Ogata Ren's beautiful phoenix eyes stared at Liu Sheng faintly, bottomless, "I think, Liu Sheng-kun knows what I'm talking about, as a younger brother, don't pester your brother too much, at least stay in touch with him." Give brother some private time."

Liu Sheng was stunned. He recalled all kinds of things when he was a child. He lacked a sense of security when he was young. Maybe he was very dependent on his brothers, but when he grew up, he didn't think he was a clingy brother.He knew his identity very early. As he became more sensible, he constantly noticed the differences between himself and his brothers from each other's living habits, words and deeds, and found that he was different from them, which led to the mutual relationship between them. Alienation, from being indifferent to you and me in childhood to polite alienation in adolescence.

When seeing the ambiguous scene with Ogata Shinobu, they are no longer as close as they were when they were young, and some of them are just getting along with each other as normal brothers. Why do they say "wrapping my brother" and "not giving my brother private time"?

"Sorry, I don't understand the meaning of Ogata-senpai. I don't know anything about my brother's private life. We are also very ordinary brothers at home. He is a good brother, yes, but he doesn't treat me specially. I didn't even bother him because I was a younger brother. It's really inexplicable that Ogata-senpai came to me today."

Liu Sheng has a gentle personality, but it doesn't mean he is cowardly.If he hadn't been entrusted by Yao to help deliver the study materials, he wouldn't have seen the scene in the student council room, and if Ogata Shinobu hadn't said it himself, he wouldn't have known that they were lovers at all, saying that he was pestering his brother and causing trouble The conflict between their lovers is completely a crime of desire.

Ogata Shinobu apologized for the way he spoke and his tone, but he still didn't think what he said was wrong, "You may not know what effect it has on your brother, it's because you are always in a situation where you don't realize it Next. In fact, I can see clearly how much I care about you, and even refused my invitation several times for you. So I beg you, be more or less self-conscious, and don’t do anything that makes people misunderstood. Let your brother Leave your lover alone and worry about your younger brother."

Lucy finally left in a hurry.

That was the first time he was angry when he grew up.

Obviously he didn't do anything, if he said that his brother cared about his younger brother, Qizhi should have received more attention from his brother than him. Between his own life and his non-biological life, his attitude couldn't be more clear.Ogata Ren said that he would leave his lover alone for the sake of his younger brother. Isn't it Kiori who should be the one who should ask him to blame?Why was it found on his head?

Also, according to Ogata Shinobu, he is simply a willful and unknowing child. Is he that bad?Unknowingly caused trouble to the brothers.Obviously, he has always kept in mind his identity as an adopted son, and kept a normal distance from those brothers born to one mother!

Liu Sheng shrank himself away, not wanting to talk to anyone, he even wanted to leave this house.

Not long after that incident, he was about to end his high school life and became a monk. Soon after, he traveled around with the abbot of the monastery and seldom went home.Regarding the fact that Ogata Shinobu approached Ryukyu, Ryukyu never found an opportunity to confront him, and Ogata Shinobi also disappeared after graduation. According to the request, every time he went home, he would happily tell about the good times he spent with beautiful women in various places. Judging by the words, Brother Yao and Shinobi Ogata did not continue to communicate after graduating from high school.

As time went by, Ryukyu gradually forgot about this incident until he met Ogata Shinobu again today.

After listening to Liu Sheng's memories, Azusa didn't say anything immediately, but after being silent for a while, she looked at Liu Sheng seriously, and said to him, "Lu Sheng, if you want me, you won't like other men."

"Eh?" At this time, the Ferris wheel had already started to descend slowly, changing the angle, the sunlight was no longer glaring, and Liu Sheng's sight was no longer dazzling golden, but he couldn't understand Azusa's expression.

Zi lowered her eyebrows and smiled slightly, "You were deceived by that person, he and brother Yao are not lovers at all."

Lucy was stunned, "But he said at the time..."

Azusa shook her head, raised her index finger to touch Liu Sheng's lips, "That's not true, he's lying to you."

"Lie to me! Why?" Liu Sheng didn't understand why Ogata Ren wanted to target him before, and now Brother Zi overturned that matter again, making him even more confused.

Since he wasn't a lover, why did Ogata Shinobu go out of his way to find him?And said that annoying thing.

Azusa withdrew her hand, looked at the sky outside the window, and said slowly: "Lusheng, although I am very reluctant to bring up the past, I always thought that you really let go of some obsessions that are insignificant to us, but The emotions you showed after seeing Ogata Shinobu made me realize that you still care about those things. I think I still need to talk to you."

Liu Sheng turned his head and looked at Zi in bewilderment, and Zi also looked at him after a few seconds of silence, with the corners of his mouth slightly upturned and his eyes gentle.

"Actually, you've always cared about the fact that we're not related by blood!"

Liu Sheng opened his eyes wide, then became embarrassed, turned his head and didn't dare to meet Zi's gaze, "Brother Zi, you can see it."

Azusa raised her head, and from the transparent top of the box, she could clearly see the blue sky, and even the clouds seemed to be within reach.

"Liusheng was so cheerful and cute when he was a child. He was inseparable from us every day, but gradually he became less intimate with us. As long as you think about it a little, it is not difficult to understand your feelings. Not only me, but the brothers who know your background are actually knew.

"I know that blood relationship is a very subtle thing, and it is probably more obvious in our brothers, such as Yage and Xiaomi, Jingge and Guangge, me and Tsubaki...we are more or less descended from our parents. Similar genes have been inherited in our body. These things may be very common in our daily life, ranging from our ordinary living habits to the perspective of getting along with people and looking at things in society, but as long as we observe carefully, it is not difficult to see The difference between our brothers and others.

"You must have discovered very early on that you are different from all of us. Whether it is living habits or other things, you can't find anything in common with us in your words and deeds, and you gradually don't know what to do. Blood relationship is indeed Like an invisible rope, it keeps us tightly, and you don't have such a rope to tie you with us, so you are often restless.

"Of course, maybe we have also done something unconsciously that misunderstood you, causing you to distrust us, to be afraid, to wonder if you have disturbed the relationship between our brothers, to guess, in our How do these brothers view you as an adopted son? Will we never really treat you as a younger brother..."

Azusa's voice was gentle and warm, and he did not hurry up. He wrung out the things that Liu Sheng had been hiding deeply in his heart, and opened them up bit by bit, so that Liu Sheng could face them directly.

Liu Sheng couldn't believe it at first, could it be that the emotions he showed in the past were always seen by his brothers?Afterwards, the more he listened, the more frightened he became. He didn't know that Zi knew him so well.Perhaps, if Zi hadn't said these words, he wouldn't have known that he was so scared at the time. He only knew that he had been cautious and tired because of the fact that he had no blood relationship with everyone.

What Zi said was right, he was afraid from the bottom of his heart at that time, without the shackles of family ties like blood, what would happen if he got separated from them in the future?

He who was abandoned in the orphanage did not want to be abandoned a second time anyway.

The Ferris wheel has dropped to the lowest point again, and the cheerful and childish music of the playground returns to my ears. Through the glass windows, all kinds of people outside are very lively, and it feels like returning to the mortal world.

"I think Lucy is actually very eager to be loved." After saying this, Azusa laughed as if realizing that he had made a funny mistake, "Hehe, there should be no doubt about it."

There is no one who has been abandoned once who does not desire to be loved.

"But Lucy, do you know that when you are uneasy, we are also very uneasy. The better we treat you, the more alienated you are. For a while, we were at a loss as to what to do. After all, at that time We're immature, so we couldn't figure out what you were thinking. Until one time, Brother Yao kissed you in front of us, and you subconsciously went to see Kiori. I remember your face was ugly at the time, like doing He showed a guilty expression as if he had done something wrong. Qizhi was still young at the time, and he couldn't understand the frivolous behavior towards you, so he lost his temper at him. But you, for some reason, turned around and ran away.

"That's when I understood you a little bit. You probably thought that you had affected the brotherhood between brother Yao and Qizhi."

Liu Sheng remembered that after that incident, the relationship between him and Brother Yao was not as close as before. Later, he still thought, it must be because there is no blood relationship, because Brother Yao kissed him at that time, praying for him. Zhizhi was angry, so in order not to make his younger brother angry, he kept a distance from his adopted son...

"Lusheng's silent turn and escape made brother Yao startled. Maybe you don't know yet, brother Yao was slapped by Meihe for that incident."

"What?" Liu Sheng was astonished, he didn't know there was such an episode, "Mom, how could she..."

Azusa smiled wryly, "Because Liu Sheng... seems to have been frightened."

Azusa couldn't say that, in fact, the reason why mother slapped him at that time was not because of Liu Sheng, but, in her consciousness, the identity of Liu Sheng's adopted son was very clear, she could treat him meticulously, and put him on the same level as her brothers Everyone treats everyone equally, but the fact that he is not his own cannot be erased.If you are always looking for opportunities to tease Liu Sheng, always looking for opportunities to kiss him, how can a mother not see the clue?

In fact, there is nothing wrong with the intimacy between brothers, and it is abnormal for non-brothers to be excessively close or even kiss.

But Azusa can't say it, if I say it, many things will go bad, at least now is not the time.

Liu Sheng showed guilt, "I'm so naive, I made my brother get beaten."

A lot of things that seemed complicated to him turned out to be a very simple little thing, but they were complicated because of their different moods and emotions at the time.

How childish!

Azusa continued: "After that, I won't dare to touch you again if I want to be a brother. Firstly, it is indeed because of my scruples. After all, the child was still young at the time, and a brother can't give him a bad impression. Second, being called After mom taught me a lesson, he probably... really realized that you don't like being treated that way, so he has been careful with you since then, and dare not do anything that disgusts you again. "

"I'm really, really bad!"

After the second round of rotation, the grid slowly rose into the sky again, and gradually, the crowd on the ground became smaller.

Zi paused for a moment, and then showed the original serious expression, "So you don't know brother Yao at all, not only him, but us all, you have been standing in the circle you drew for yourself and couldn't get out, So you always feel that we are far away, so you can’t talk about understanding us. You don’t understand us, so you will easily believe Ogata Shinobi’s words, and you will feel wronged. In fact, it’s not, Brother Yao really cares about you, You may not know that when he was in high school, he had a lot of photos of you in his schoolbag."

"Eh? There's another one like this?" Lucy blushed for a moment. Is this the case?

"Ogata Shinobu probably saw the photo in Brother Yao's schoolbag, and he had a crush on him but was not accepted, so he went to trouble you. I know Brother Yao, he is frivolous and affectionate, but he will never like other men, I am absolutely sure of that.”

"It's really a surprise!" The guilt made Liu Sheng's face burn, "I suddenly realized how narrow I used to be. I only saw the surface of things but couldn't see the inside. It's really, really bad."

"Ryusheng must feel very sorry for asking for a brother now."

"Well, if Brother Zi didn't tell me this, I might not understand it, so I feel very guilty."

"Really?" Azusa's eyes were a little empty, staring at the sky outside for a while, "Hey, Lucy, can I ask you a question?"

Liu Sheng cheered up from the embarrassment and shame, "Well, what does Brother Zi want to ask?"

Azusa's voice was faint, like a gust of wind blowing from the sky, making Liu Sheng's voice not very clear——

He said, "Lusheng, in your heart, who is your favorite brother?"